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Day 4: Hobbies

more modern au cora featuring everyone’s favourite uncle

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WIP Folders Game

Rules: make a new post with the names of all the files in your wip folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Tag as many people as you have wips. People send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, then post a little snippet or tell them something about it!

Technically tagged by @/inexplifics! I'll be adding the ship alongside the name since I'm a multi fandom hopper <3

Design to fit (Ghost/Soap/König)

To come home (Ichigo/Xanxus)

First light (Constantine/Bruce)

Magic lessons (Constantine/Bruce)

the warmth of your doorways (Ghost/Soap/König)

Woo Jinchul is S Rank Bait (Jinwoo/Zigang/Jinchul)

Professor Constantine (no ships, Constantine & Harry Potter)

Amongst the trees (Yamato/Zoro/Sanji)

Sacred Flower (Twelve Kingdoms wip)

Chronically Online (MXTX fusion wip)

Down on your knees (Ivan/till)

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Saving My Fanfiction Work

Due to the recent events in the United States. To clarify the recent events being Trump becoming president of the United States, Project 2025 more than likely going to be integrated. If you are not familiar with Project 2025 I urge you to look it up.

Along with the KOSA bill that has many problems and it has passed the senate now needing the finally vote in the house, which both are majority red. Go here to learn more on why it needs to be stopped and how you can. This is another component that will harm our communities. Go to: stopkosa.com

With all of its harmful plans some of the plans are to take down/restrict internet sites that have LGBTQ+ communities that means communities like the fan-fiction communities/sites in the United States.

I am only giving resources to those inside and out of the US in case they banned sites that hold fan-fiction. Better safe than sorry.

Being that I live in the US the possibly of mine and many others Fanfiction has the possibly of being in danger. Therefore I'm giving you recourses. (I'm not leaving or stopping my writing, I'm here for the fight!)

For those wanting to save my fanfiction, I give you permission to download them off of AO3 and to be used for your personal collection. Meaning, your eyes only. To clarify I’m saying this as others have asked if they could download my fanfic so for those who would like to you can.

If you do not know how to download them many others on online have tutorials on how to download them and add them to our phone libraries.

Here are some links to tutorials:

Downloading Fanfic

Adding to Iphone & Android Library

Adding to Kindle Library - Video on How (On TikTok)

Adding Book Covers (At the bottom) - Good EPUB Cover Changer (I use this)

Types of Files and What they mean

Please stay safe out there! Remember to follow the rules below.

DO NOT share the downloaded file anywhere online.

DO NOT repost the downloaded file under your name.

Fanfiction is protected under copyright law when plagiarism is involved. If you plagiarize my work, either a piece or whole in any language, I will take legal action. Inspiration or the same idea does NOT apply to this, only word-for-word plagiarism in any language.

♥ mx-pastelwriting does not consent to their fanfiction being copied, copied & credited, translated, used in videos and/or audios, screenshotted, used in AI, or reposted on any other platform without permission.

♥ mx-pastelwriting does give consent to "reblog," sharing links to direct work, and being in recommend lists.

Please stay safe out there friends! I love you so much! Know that there will always people that love you and in for the fight to make sure you are loved!

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god those commebts sound so annoying. I swear modern fandom has no etiquette; shouldn't they know that commenting just to ask for more is literally one of the biggest Don'ts?!

I normally don't really care, I'm fine with comments that just say "Love it! Can't wait for the next!" or similar because I too struggle to put into words how much I love something, and sometimes when you finish a chapter you're just foaming at the mouth for more.

But since I'm genuinely so Blocked on the next chapter I guess it's getting to me more than it normally would </3

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꒰ rant ꒱

I do love any and all comments, don't get me wrong, but after Blink Gone came out I got a lot of comments in You Taste The Silver and if I get another comment that just says "Love it please update" I'm going to rack up my manslaughter charges and end up on the news

But fr. Why would you comment literally only to ask for more. I wrote that because I wanted to share characters I loved, for free, and every time someone asks for more without expressing any care for how I build the story, the effort on the characterization, or even a speculatin of what's going to happen I lose more and more motivation to write.

I am writing, it's coming, but I swear there's an evil gremlin living in my head that immediately gives up doing anything the moment it's told it should do it SOBBING

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When do you think the next chapter of You Taste The Silver will come out? :0 No pressure! Just curious is all

I wish I knew, but sadly it is escaping me </3 Ivan's next POV is being stubborn, and I've tried skipping scenes, working on the NSFW extra or even a dewey extra, but Ivan is just. Not working with me these past few months

(Of course, the brain rot I've acquired for DC comics does not help, but that's normal lmao I'm always ping-ponging between fixations)

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OK SO WHO ELSE LOSING THEIR SHIT AFTER THE FINAL.

I can't bealive they're doing this to me my heart can't take this why cant they be HAPPY

The way Luka touches Till's neck to imitate Ivan? The way Till remembers Ivan and SHUTS DOWN on his memory? How he looks so HAPPY to see Mizi, to have a piece of his childhood innocence returned? HOW LUKA FROZE WHEN HE SAW HYUNA??

aaaAAAAAH I HATE THIS LET MY BABIES BE HAPPY.

till looks so happy when he sees mizi.... i just want him to be happy....... SOBBING

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WHEN YOU SEE THIS, SHARE 3 RANDOM LINES FROM 3 WIPS

[ never knew i was wanted ] - He doesn't want to bring his mess to their doorstep, doesn't want to put them in danger. Most his fights aren't ones they can help in, anyhow, so he just... doesn't call for backup.

[ you get magic lessons, you get magic lessons, and you get a knive ] - He can't help but send them a message expressing some kind of emotion, not when he's currently stuck watching as Batman tries and fails to corral his kids into any semblance of order so they can finally go deal with the cult making a nuisance of themselves in Gotham.

[ moonchild ] - So, yeah. He doesn't have anyone to talk to right now, because it's all his fault, and Stiles will have to deal with the nightmares on his own.

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M. Mizisua Cure cover *combusts*

MIZISUA CURE COVER. oh my god... its so good.... I genuinely think Sua's voice is one of my favorite things, it's so so pretty

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The new ALNST artbook apparently has cast profiles with affection scores for everyone!

Ooh really?? I'll have to find a way to see it, normally I get all the new ALNST news and art on twitter, but sadly it is blocked on my country </3

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ALSTG DAEMON AU 4/4

Daemon AU is an alternate universe based on the novels "His Dark Materials" by Philip Pullman, or the movie "The Golden Compass" which may be more popular.

In this AU, everyone's soul is separated in two parts, a person and their Daemon. Daemons are always animals, almost always with the opposite gender to their other halves. They can't walk too far from their person, and if a Daemon harmed, their person feels it.

The connection between a Daemon and a person is very special, and you can oftentimes tell someone's personality by seeing what their Daemon is.

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ALSTG DAEMON AU 3/4

Daemon AU is an alternate universe based on the novels "His Dark Materials" by Philip Pullman, or the movie "The Golden Compass" which may be more popular.

In this AU, everyone's soul is separated in two parts, a person and their Daemon. Daemons are always animals, almost always with the opposite gender to their other halves. They can't walk too far from their person, and if a Daemon harmed, their person feels it.

The connection between a Daemon and a person is very special, and you can oftentimes tell someone's personality by seeing what their Daemon is.

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ALSTG DAEMON AU 2/4

Daemon AU is an alternate universe based on the novels "His Dark Materials" by Philip Pullman, or the movie "The Golden Compass" which may be more popular.

In this AU, everyone's soul is separated in two parts, a person and their Daemon. Daemons are always animals, almost always with the opposite gender to their other halves. They can't walk too far from their person, and if a Daemon harmed, their person feels it.

The connection between a Daemon and a person is very special, and you can oftentimes tell someone's personality by seeing what their Daemon is.

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ALSTG DAEMON AU 1/4

Daemon AU is an alternate universe based on the novels "His Dark Materials" by Philip Pullman, or the movie "The Golden Compass" which may be more popular.

In this AU, everyone's soul is separated in two parts, a person and their Daemon. Daemons are always animals, almost always with the opposite gender to their other halves. They can't walk too far from their person, and if a Daemon harmed, their person feels it.

The connection between a Daemon and a person is very special, and you can oftentimes tell someone's personality by seeing what their Daemon is.

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TAKE FLIGHT - ON AO3

SUMMARY

"Traumatic events can cause early settling." He said, one hand on Dick's shoulder. Ceres looked at him like she thought he was stupid, which wasn't exactly a new look, and went back to playfully swatting at the bird. "She's beautiful nevertheless." He supplied, carefully drawing Dick into a one-armed hug. Dick smiled shyly at him, tipping his head to rest it on Bruce's shoulder. "Aisha." He finally said, a smile growing at Bruce's startle. "You can call her Aisha." Bruce nodded, and after some minutes of serious consideration, tightened his grip on the boy's shoulder. "I hope Aisha and Ceres get along well." He murmured, smiling at the way Dick beamed at him.

About Dick Grayson and Aisha, Daemons, and being Robin.

TAGS

Dick Grayson & Bruce Wayne / Dick Grayson & Roy Harper / Dick Grayson & Jason Todd Dick Grayson / Bruce Wayne / Roy Harper / Wally West / Jason Todd Alternate Universe - Daemons / Snippet Collection / Mentions of Jason Todd's Death

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Hi all, this is a bit of an update as well as some maintenance of this blog!

I know I haven't posted in a while, and that's partially due to real-life circumstances (tests, family problems, job searching, and so on) but also because the brainworms have latched onto a fandom I'm not sure I will ever be able to write for, for reasons I'd love to ramble about. (If anyone wants my thoughts on Elden Ring and Genshin writing, feel free to ask!)

However, this past month has had things looking up! I wrote some more of Silver, as well as started on a project that I believe will help me write some of the WIPS that plage my brain but I somehow never make into a full story.

More info on my current projects below the cut!

For starters, I'm working on a series called TAXONOMY, which will be a multifandom series fell of one-shots and WIPS that take place in the Daemon AU world. For my ALSTG followers, I am planning a new fic with them! I should have polls out soon to see what everyone thinks about the main four daemons and so on.

I'm also very invested in a Social Media AU for all the MXTX works, telling the story of Shen Yuan and Luo Binghe getting married while they and all the other protags are either influencers or youtubers.

No idea if Ivantill "Performance" will ever actually get done, I may tweak things and make that a ballet AU, since I've been very into those!

At last, I'm not sure if this will every actually be opened, but I've been working on a roleplay server! I really like making Discord servers, Idk why the organization soothes me, so I may as well open it even if only 3 ppl join lmao.

A reminder, I'm still taking requests! If anyone has a quick idea, feel free to drop them in my askbox! They help me fight the writer's block.

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YOU TASTE THE SILVER - IvanTill WIP (Part 11)

After basically two months, here we go! I'm so sorry for the delay, but I had tests, and then got sick, and then family problems, and some other shit, but! I think I'm getting everything back on track now.

If you've read the Mizi POV extra and was looking forward to a continuation of that, I'm sorry to say that I ended up moving things around for a better flow of things. So no hand-delivered gift for Till.

Without further delay, here's Till's POV of the recording and when he decided to call Ivan.

ON AO3 - part one - part two - part three - part four - part five&six - part seven - part eight - part nine - part ten

Till couldn't believe this was happening.

The last few weeks have been... a blur, almost. His streaming is going well, his songwriting is better than ever, and he's been just generally happier with life.

(He tries not to think about why. If he does, he'll end up thinking of late-night chats and the ping of money being dropped into his account, Ivan telling him to get something nice. He still has no idea what they're doing, but Till... wants. He just has no idea what he's yearning for.)

It all goes up to eleven when Mizi's manager sends him an email. He has Hyuna and Dewey check it over with him to see if it's not a scam, and it's not until Mizi sends a video talking about how much she'd like to record a cover with him that he starts trusting it.

It's still surreal.

He feels on cloud nine, going through his routine and streams barely paying attention, focused on the date he's set to meet with Mizi and on the details of the collab. He talks with Mizi's merch manager, designs the keychains himself, asking Dewey to draw the little chibis of himself and Mizi. They discuss the single's cover, and set a date for a photoshoot.

He does all that on autopilot, feeling like he's suddenly been submerged in a pool of warm water. Everything is muted and muffled, slow and timeless.

(He doesn't notice the looks Hyuna and Isaac send him, all amusement and pride. He doesn't see Dewey's pride and worry. He doesn't realize Ivan is texting less and less, these days.)

He feels himself come out of it standing on the doorstep to the studio, suddenly assaulted by the sounds of the world outside, the chill of being outside the water.

Dewey, who came with him to talk to Mizi's manager about the art for the T-shirt, rolls his eyes.

"I knew you were just pushing it down. Come on, breathe with me." He says, one hand on Till's back to coax him to inhale. Till knows the breathing exercise from when Dewey and Till still lived with their mother, both tucked into Dewey's bed as he took deep breaths and told Till all about this new show he was seeing in the hopes of taking his mind off of whatever was happening in the rest of the house.

It's a few minutes before he can breath by himself, and thank god they came in early. Till scratches his nape, embarrassed. He doesn't know why he almost had a panic attack; it's not like anything bad is happening.

"Sorry, I'm fine now." He says, not looking at Dewey. His brother makes a highly skeptical noise, but squeezes his shoulder before letting go.

"Want me to set a half-hour checkup?" he asks, and Till relaxes some more. This means Dewey will come rescue him in half an hour unless Till sends a message otherwise, and having the excuse to get away because his brother insisted is a blessing.

He nods, sheepish, and Dewey snorts before towing him into the building. Soon enough Till is sitting on a meeting room of sorts, just outside the actual recording booth, tuning his guitar alongside Mizi's audio guy. So far it's all been professional stuff, things he can deal with. He's almost confident this won't end in disaster when the door opens and he hears Mizi's cheerful tone greeting them.

"Till! It's so nice to meet you!" She greets, and he somehow manages to do his own greetings without making too much of a fool of himself. She's setting her things down, and puts a Starbucks cup in front of him. "Here you go! I checked with Ivan to see what you liked, so I hope it's right!"

"Oh, you didn't need to, I'm sure it's perfect!" He says, ignoring how he perked up at the mention of Ivan.

Just as he expected, his drink is perfect. Ivan already knows Till's coffee order, his usual take out, and many other things. He doesn't know why he's so pleased by that.

Surprisingly, the rest of the session goes smoothly. Mizi is a professional, and she catches the groove of the song quickly. They harmonize easily, and Till feels so good he almost forgets his check-in with Dewey.

Mizi is just... So nice, and cheerful, and kind. He doesn't feel out of his depth, or like a star-struck fool. She asks about his inspiration, and what he was thinking when he wrote it, and soon enough they're wrapping it up, all the vocals and instrumentals recorded.

He's picking his things up when he sees the cup again, and he just... has to ask.

"Hey, Mizi-sunbae. Can I ask you something?" He says, watching as Mizi types something on her phone.

"Yeah, of course! What is it?" She says, looking up and smiling at him. He can't help but hitching his bag up his shoulder, embarrassed.

"How did you and Ivan meet?" He asks, because asking if Ivan said something else about him is just pathetic. And he's curious. How did Ivan manage to get him those tickets, what sort of relationship does he have with Mizi that she asks for Till's coffee order so casually?

"Oh, he's my friend's little brother, so I've know him since we were, like, 14." She says, waving a hand in the air. "He's kind of my little brother, too. Oh, look!" She says, looking back at her phone and typing for a little before turning her phone to Till.

It's a picture of Mizi and her roommate, Sua, who Till knows vaguely through a few pictures on the fan website. There's a man besides them, squeezing his cheek to Sua's. They're all smiling, dressed casually.

Mizi is talking, saying something about Ivan asking her to show him how to do Aegyo, and Till is... not listening.

It's Ivan, the actor Ivan. The handsome, rich, way out of his league Ivan, who allowed Till to chat to him about himself for an hour, who goaded Till into binging all his movies.

This can't be fucking happening.

Till focuses again, and Mizi is telling him about how Ivan showed her and Sua his covers, about how she got his song in her head.

Till, somehow, manages to finish the conversation. He thanks her for liking his songs, praises how the cover will end, and accompanies her to her Manager's office to sign some papers.

He and Dewey leave the studio and Till doesn't say much, but does smile and tells Dewey he's alright, it was wonderful.

He spends the ride back thinking. About Ivan, about how they met, about how Ivan is so eager to give Till everything he could ever ask for, how he1s so careful to remember things Till tough were just throwaway comments.

He heats his dinner in a haze, thinking over his emotions, the warmth on his chest every time Ivan messages, almost dropping his plate when he realizes Ivan has been pulling back, has been more distant, steering the conversation away every time Till talks about Mizi, as if the subject is uncomfortable to him. Like he knew Till was meeting with Mizi, and though that after it Till wouldn't want to talk anymore.

He waits until he's on his bedroom, on his pajamas, sitting cross-legged on his bed, to send the message. He wants to ask Ivan why he hid himself, why someone like him puts so much attention on Till of all people, but above everything else...

He needs to tell Ivan how much their interactions mean to Till, he needs to make it clear Till is not stopping their conversations, even if Ivan stops sending him money.

YOU [ 07:44pm ] Can I call you? We need to talk.