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Bitches with trust issues love enemies to lovers because they love the idea of seeing someones worst traits first and still be able to fall in love them without the everpresent underlying fear of weather their worst is something genuinely evil. It's me. I'm bitches.

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☁️ see how the sick one, the fish he asks to take because it might die, is distinguishable from the others? it’s damaged so the store can afford to give the fish to him because it might die either way

☁️he tian sees mo at his lowest, weakest point (arguably his rock bottom) and aside from being angry he tian reacts the same way he always does when he sees mo—with love. by doing so he tian also chooses the most damaged “fish” and this seems to loosen a lot of the tension between them because now mo knows how loyal and supportive he tian has proven to be and is finally (FINALLY) trusting him just hate how it came to be ;(

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"...my brain, in thrall to its outlaw hormones, had become less of an organ of thought than an instrument registering, minute by minute, varying degrees of its own suffering"

William Styron

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He finally admitted that he was jealous and self-centered, but is working hard on himself to be a strong hero to be able to support Deku in the future 💛

• at this point though it’s clear how much Deku means to him, he literally speaks about his obsession with Deku to try and beat him, jumped in front of Shigaraki’s attack for him, and as soon as he woke up in the hospital he asked about Deku, then here he was the first to make it to him as if he knew that he was gonna collapse from the pressure of OFA

❤️‍🔥it’s giving twin flames

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thinking about this

and how deku caught up to kacchan during ground beta, when they became equals, but it was also the point where we start to see bakugou trying to catch up to deku instead.

and then we get this…

bakugou literally catching up to deku (ch 322)

and now that they’ve caught up to each other…

they aren’t going anywhere. (ch 323)

bakugou didn’t spend all this time trying to be someone worthy of deku to just leave, to not be next to deku. nah, he’s gonna stay right where he is, thank you very much. (ch 324)

and even when it isn’t his moment to support deku, he’ll always be right by his side. (ch 325)

…and now they’ll go into their final battle together. (ch 326 leaks)

i just love how they’re always next to each other. ever since the apology, there hasn’t been a single chapter where they aren’t by each other’s side, where bakugou isn’t silently supporting deku. and isn’t that just the exact opposite of the early stages of bnha? when bakugou was off making new friends and not focusing on deku for once, but deku was there anyway, ready for kacchan whenever he was?

now deku has bigger things to worry about, more than just bakugou’s apology. they both know they need to talk about it. but bakugou will wait until deku is ready, the same way deku waiting for him for ten years. and in the meantime, bakugou will be deku’s image of strength and victory, the way he always was.

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- 1:29 a.m.

i use sex to feel something but i know it’ll never fill the void deep inside my heart, i’m never satisfied with touch

forget your kisses, caresses, sweet nothings

give me your pain, anger, sadness, put your weight on me and show me your ugly so i can show you my love 🥀

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“Is there another life? Shall I awake + find all this is a dream? There must be, we cannot be created for this sort of suffering.”

- John Keats, in a letter to Charles Brown

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Me when something mildly inconvenient occurs😌💊🍁

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The best thing about Nanamin is that he really goes from “You are nothing” to Yuuji to “I’ve only known Itadori for a few days but if anything happens to him, I’ll kill everyone and then myself”

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You’re such a nasty boy, hurting me like this💋

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Banana Fish~

Soul Mates

I don’t know how it is you are so familiar to me-- or why it feels less like I am getting to know you and more as though I am remembering who you are. How every smile, every whisper brings me closer to the impossible conclusion that I have known you before, I have loved you before-- in another time, a different place-- some other existence

- Lang Leav

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[Softly but with a lot of feeling] fuck

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So much that it hurts💀💛

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Silly me, thinking I was good enough haha🌻

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//@4:05am

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Anyone else sleep deprived and having panic attacks?? No? Just me? Okay :)

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It's only fair that they match my heart🖤💋

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Lmao apparently I have separation anxiety from my books🙃

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