b4rc0d3-c4t-b0y
b4rc0d3-c4t-b0y
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b4rc0d3-c4t-b0y · 12 hours ago
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I’m gonna cut tonight!! *forgets* I’m actually gonna cut tonight! *falls asleep before being able to* I’m now gonna cut tonight!! *is too tired to clean up so just doesn’t do it to begin with* I’m finally gonna cut tonight! *doesn’t feel like doing it anymore for literally no reason*
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b4rc0d3-c4t-b0y · 18 hours ago
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hey babe can you repeat that I kinda dissociated sorry
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b4rc0d3-c4t-b0y · 24 hours ago
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I wanna kill myself and drink and jerk off and kill myself and cut my wrists and jerk off and masturbate and do drugs and punch myself in the stomach and cut myself and smoke and burn myself and stab myself and jerk off and jump off a building and kill myself
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b4rc0d3-c4t-b0y · 1 day ago
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b4rc0d3-c4t-b0y · 2 days ago
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b4rc0d3-c4t-b0y · 2 days ago
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b4rc0d3-c4t-b0y · 2 days ago
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b4rc0d3-c4t-b0y · 3 days ago
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⋆。‧˚ʚ🎀ɞ˚‧。⋆
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b4rc0d3-c4t-b0y · 3 days ago
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b4rc0d3-c4t-b0y · 3 days ago
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growing up is terrifying i wasn’t supposed to make it this far and now my future depends on me and i have to make wise choices and decisions and i’m just sitting here like a clueless little kid
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b4rc0d3-c4t-b0y · 4 days ago
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b4rc0d3-c4t-b0y · 4 days ago
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Why is my best art always my vent art what da freak
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b4rc0d3-c4t-b0y · 4 days ago
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I REALLY wanna try drugs
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b4rc0d3-c4t-b0y · 4 days ago
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AVPD is a personality disorder in cluster C. 34.91% suffer from alcohol dependence. 19.56% suffer from drug dependence. it is NOT the same as social anxiety disorder (SAD). it is NOT a lack of discipline.
thanks for reading y'all, this turned half informational post half vent, hope you can still appreciate what i'm trying to say.
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b4rc0d3-c4t-b0y · 5 days ago
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🖤🎄Its beginning 🔥🎶to look a lot like 🎁🎵 isolating myself and being distant from my friends for the next week or so bc i made them upset and i feel awful and dont know how to regulate or express my emotions without hurting somebody or myself 🎉🎼 This yearr🎶🎁🎶🎉🎶🎁🎼🎼🎄🎉🎉‼️‼️
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b4rc0d3-c4t-b0y · 5 days ago
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Staring into the mirror while i do day to day tasks bc i cant lock in and cut myself yet bc we're having guests over but my friends are upset with me and i feel unimaginably guilty and horrible l feel too nauseous to eat. Im such a horrible person and i deserve all of this but i dont know how to get better i dont know how to get better
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b4rc0d3-c4t-b0y · 5 days ago
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avpd culture is something good happens to somebody else and you feel attacked and heartbroken because it's not you. because it'll never be you. because you'll suffer for the whole eternity while others get better and move on. but you never will like mate wtf
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