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the way i would gladly get one of those tattoos if it had the colors of the demigirl flag . might have to make my own design

Man, I really like the womb tattoo ideas because they look cute but I really wish more of them were not misogynistic and more trans friendly in wording, maybe even like one where the design uses the trans symbol and its like... when the wearer feels gender euphoria or is desired by another person they get sluttier and their body changes to match the features desired idk

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Hazbin Hotel kincall

didn’t know if I was going to post this , but let’s give it a try . I identify as Vaggie and Angel Dust ( fictionkin ) , and i’m a Lucifer Morningstar fictionhearted

important boundaries and extra info :

I love doubles , so they are more than welcome to interact if they are comfy ! fictives and people with delusional attachments can interact as well ( just so you know , telling someone with a d/a that they are not a character isn’t going to make it better ) . by the way , i currently know little to nothing about Helluva Boss , but if that’s your source , feel free to interact as well if you would like to

i’m 23 , and this isn’t really a safe blog for minors because of the heavy topics some of my posts and reblogs are about ( those in question being yandere-like stuff to cope or something else that’s potentially triggering ) . I make sure to tag stuff correctly so that others can avoid certain posts , but yeah , just a reminder

I’m not looking for anything romantic at the moment as i am still recovering from philophobia , although flirting is fine as long as you are over 20 and under 30 , just please keep in mind that i am a lesbian in this life and i prefer that men don’t flirt with me

if I don’t respond right away it’s mostly because of fear of emotional attachment , so please be patient with me . also , I am auDHD , so tone tags are appreciated when it comes to jokes , seriousness , etc

for my own comfort and sense of safety , i don’t want to interact with anyone who identifies as the canon versions of Lute , Adam , Valentino or Val’s hellhounds ( I don’t know how else to describe them ) ; nevertheless , i’m willing to interact with people who identify as alternate universe/canon divergent versions of them , just please don’t lie about your closeness ( if any ) to canon

DMs are open if you would like to reach out privately instead of here

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this !!

Reply to: https://www.tumblr.com/villainkinconfessions/739754553670582272/they-refue-to-look-at-me-tell-me-i-sad-him-i?source=share

Hey Val. I just wanted to tell you that I'm sorry people treat you that way when you weren't like that to your Angel Dust. I know it's hard for them to be near any Vals because of what their canons' Vals may have done to them/the Angel Dusts kin their canons (my Val unfortunately S/A-ed me and abused me in other ways), but it's really not fair of them to treat you the way they do when you yourself weren't like that.

So yeah, I'm sorry you're dealing with that, it's not fair to you in the slightest.

Anyways, stay safe, alright?

- Angel Dust

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the fact i literally have the lesbian symbol in my TikTok’s display name and a man is still trying to make moves on me makes me feel sick

( if I haven’t replied to your messages yet it’s because i’m still dealing with the emotional shock from this situation )

edit : he is 28 , which isn’t a huge age gap between him and me , but it still made me feel uncomfortable for obvious reasons . plus he texted me inappropriate stuff

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Can we taste your blood?

i mean — yes , you can

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Broke:

Belle has Stockholm syndrome because she falls in love with the Beast, her kidnapper.

Woke:

Stockholm syndrome was coined to slander a woman who had been in a hostage situation but openly criticized the poor police response which recklessly put her in more danger and escalated the violence. She was then belittled and discredited publically by the police for this.

So. Yeah. Maybe Belle does have Stockholm syndrome actually.

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manifesting your yandere(s) is all fun and games until you see a few blood drops on your bathroom’s floor and you just know it’s theirs

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tell me on anon what you'd never tell me off anon

No one is actually gonna do it but fuck it.

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it’s always “ mental health matters ” until someone develops vaginismus , hypersexuality and / or cnc because of trauma . the brain can react in strange ways , you know .

you can set boundaries for your own comfort and safety of course , just remember everyone’s brain reacts differently to similar situations , so please don’t judge someone for that if you joke about your trauma as a coping mechanism .

disclaimer : i know these don’t always happen because of trauma , but in some cases , they do , that’s why i wanted to post this .

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one of my greatest pet peeves in fiction, and it is truly stupid I know, is that no one seems to understand how genuinely hard it is to kill someone via stabbing. stab wounds have a mortality rate of like 5%. especially abdominal stabbing. tv shows and movies show dudes getting stabbed one time in the lower abdomen with a tiny knife and then they fall over. like what did he die of precisely. that man died of Small Knife

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my brain : erm so you are hypersexual

me : unfortunately

my brain : you’re a lesbian

me : yay !

my brain : you’re also asexual

me : *wondering what i am supposed to do with this information*

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i am now absolutely and officially traumatized by some unthinkable good omens ships .

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OH MY GOODNESS

THEY SAY SHES SHOULD BEVER USE NOBLE-TEMPLE BECAUSE IT SOUNDS WEIRD

SO

TEMPLE-NOBLE

TEMPLE FROM THE LATIN ROOT TEMP MEANING TIME

NOBLE MEANING A PERSON BORN INTO HIGH SOCIAL OR POLITICAL RANK, INCLUDING NOBLEMAN WHO ARE SOMETIMES REFERRED TO AS LORDS

TEMPLE-NOBLE

TIME-LORD

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let’s be honest , TARDIS always knows

The TARDIS was like yeah this hyperactive bitch needs space for the zoomies. AND SHE WAS RIGHT!!!!

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wait a minute —?! thank you this makes a lot more sense now /gen /pos

Here’s some positivity for those with P-DID!

Unfortunately, P-DID (or partial dissociative identity disorder) is not often talked about or discussed online - many folks with P-DID may feel left out of spaces focused on systems and complex dissociative disorders. However, P-DID systems absolutely belong in the plural community (as long as they wish to be here), and provide a welcome and cherished perspective to the vast experiences of plural folks and those with dissociative disorders! To all those out there with P-DID, this one’s for you!

☀️ Shoutout to systems with P-DID with distinct alters or parts who don’t experience switches!

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We hope that everyone with P-DID who sees this can have an amazing day today. Know that you belong in spaces for systems, trauma survivors, and those with complex dissociative disorders just the way you are. We appreciate and value your perspective, and are so honored to be able to share these spaces with you!

Please do your best to treat yourself and your system (if you identify as such) with kindness and compassion today. You are so loved, and we hope that your future is filled with peace, comfort, healing, and self-acceptance. Thank you so much for reading, and take care!

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You enjoying my blogs??? Lmao/lh

-Sam

hehe yep . a few of y’alls reblogs and posts showed on my dashboard and i felt like liking those

— Vee / Alice ( i am the one who usually fronts awksks )