bookishnerd99

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I wish they made one with Lumine as well. XiaoLumi is something else ngl.

Happy Birthday, Xiao!

"You called out my name... just to celebrate my birthday? Hmph. Fine, I'll indulge you this time. Let's celebrate together."

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I was wondering...... Does anyone want to be friends? I play Genshin Impact, read books, love romance and pro Palestinian 🇵🇸❤️

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hyperfixation please stay with me long enough to complete the project. hyperfixation do not fade. hyperfixation finish what you started for the love of god

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I'm such a stupid person. I keep attracting the wrong type of people. Even after being an adult, I have friends who belittle me. Who are rude to me and keep hitting me on my insecurities and hurting me.

The saddest part is I don't know how to let go. I always had trouble making friends. I was very young when I realized people fake friendships to get benefits from you. After that, something changed in me. I became guarded. And now I have very few friends. But you'll think even after being wary of fake friends, I'll have the best friends who love me and prioritize me. Who are loyal. Who will fight alongside me. Who will be the person that'll lend me the shoulder to cry on. But I'm very sorry to disappoint, I still don't have good friends. And now I don't think I'll ever get that friend.

I am a sensitive person. I notice everything. How they treat me. And how they behave. I'm not an extrovert person. But that doesn't mean I'm losing someone. I prefer it that way. But I think it's time to quit now. I am tired of repeating the same process of making friends and getting hurt again and again. I think I'll be better alone.

But how do I do that? How can I distance myself from them? I don't know how to speak up for myself. I know it sounds bad. I freeze every time when I need to speak up. My brain stops working. I can't seem to remember any words. I'm very shitty in arguments because I don't know how to. I know it's disgusting. I'm an adult and I haven't learnt that yet.

I'm so tired. I'm tired of letting people walk all over me. Of people who make me feel stupid, bad, inferior to them. I really wish I could help myself. I don't know how to do that. It feels like I'm walking circles over and over again. I don't know how to break this pattern. I feel very lost.

I wish I could save myself. It's high time I did.

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My current obsession

Happy Birthday, Kinich!

"A lot of extreme sports seem complicated, but as long as you put in the hard work, they're really not that hard to pick up."

"Tch! You make it sound so easy. Then why are you still protecting them, huh? It's not like anyone would cry if they fell."

"My bad... I forgot to lock Ajaw up."

"—Alright, he won't be bothering us anymore. Now, try to copy what I'm doing, use your hand to prop yourself up."

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I can't believe that I have to do this right now. But I have no other option. I don't feel safe.

I'm a foreign student living in Korea. I've been here for more than six months. I have been living in a goshiwon for almost 4 months. One day ago, the manager of the goshiwon I'm living in, physically assaulted me. I was so uncomfortable and scared. I'm here so far away from my family living alone and this woman assaults me for absolutely no reason? Not just me, she assaulted a few more of my juniors, all from my country, Bangladesh. I didn't expect Korea to be like this tbh. I didn't expect them to be so disgustingly racist to any other race who are not white.

Even when we all called the police, the senior officer laughed it off. Saying she was just telling us to go in our room by pushing us. You think pushing us will leave a red mark on my brown skin?? Sigh I'm so lost but I felt like I had to put it over here. I wanted to warn all the people who romanticize Korea. Guys it's not as it looks like. Korea is disgustingly racist. You'll realize it with every breath that you take outside. You'll realize it with every stare you get.

I came to this country with such high hopes. I can't believe the way she attacked us and then pretended it was nothing. I can't believe even the police didn't care enough. We had to call them twice because they left without informing us when we were recording proof from the CCTV footage. Then we called them again and showed them the proof AGAIN. Because the first time he saw the footage, in his eyes she was just 'gently' pushing us to go to our rooms. In his eyes she didn't 'exactly' harm us because we had no visible injuries. Lol and here I came to Korea knowing their police are very good they never let victims down. And when I saw the way he looked at us like we were joking, I lost all hopes.

To all the people out there who want to visit Korea, especially those who aren't white, believe me Koreans are worse than you think. Thank you Korea, for showing your true colors so early. I hope nobody ever goes through trauma like this. I hope nobody ever has to feel so scared, alone and traumatized with nobody to share their pain with. May you get the best of life.

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A 🥭 to celebrate! 🇧🇩

Thank you. But the war is not over yet. We'll celebrate when the war and killings are finally over. Pray for us.

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We did it!!! We finally did it! Hasina stepped down! She was forced to step down. All my Bangladeshi people forced her to step down. I'm so proud of my ethnicity. The students were so brave. My brothers and sisters you ARE Bangladesh.

And now Hasina is on the run. She escaped Bangladesh. But she knows, we know that she will have to look over her shoulder forever. She knows the crimes she did, the lives she took, the pain she inflicted on my people is unforgivable. She will never be at peace. May she die a death worse than her father.

Finally all my international friends who were supporting us to the end. I on behalf of all my Bangladeshi people thank you wholeheartedly. We will be forever grateful for your help. Thank you for being with us when the world wasn't.

I'm so so proud to be a Bangladeshi. It feels like 1971. The smell of victory is sweetest. We made history once again.

আমি গর্বিত নিজেকে বাংলাদেশী হিসেবে পরিচয় দিয়ে।🇧🇩👑✨

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Open your eyes, world. They're killing everyone. Not even little children are safe. Save us.

you should know this is what happened in the country while they took away our internet

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I cannot believe this. I haven't cried in so long but today I cried my eyes out. He was still alive. He was still breathing and moving but his head was smashed into pieces. I cannot share the video because it's too violent, too triggering. My post could be taken down for it. But oh god I've never seen such a sight.

I am absolutely traumatised. I cannot believe my own government would do something THIS horrible to someone. Can you imagine the pain he felt? Can you imagine what his last thoughts were? HE WAS STILL ALIVE. My god the level of cruelty has gone too far. They took it too far.

I'm so sorry my brother. You didn't deserve this. You didn't deserve the pain. You are so brave. You will be remembered. Even if no-one does, I will pray for your soul. I'm so sorry.

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Hey guys

I felt quite insecure and ashamed to post this,

But I don't think I can hold it back anymore.

I'm from Bangladesh, my homeland, I speak Bangla, it's my mother tongue, and I'm proud of my roots but my family immigrated to America many years ago. But I still care a lot about my country. So recently, there has been a lot going in Bangladesh. Mainly, it's because of its corrupted government. Our prime minister Sheikh Hasina is literally a dictator, if you go to twitter and search about recent news in Bangladesh, you can see that the situation is not that good. Basically, it's because we have a thing which is called "Quota" and it affects the Bangladeshi Government job sectors in a very negative way. This "Quota" is for the freedom fighters who fought in 1971 war which happened in Bangladesh. But the problem is that, even though those freedom fighters are dead, their families are welcome to enjoy the privileges which the quota provides.

Mostly, the grandchildren of these freedom fighters can use the quota to get jobs in Bangladesh's most prestigious job sectors, which has created a huge unemployment problem in Bangladesh. Also, these "so called" grandchildren are now TOTALLY CORRUPTED AND RUINING OUR COUNTRY while enjoying many privileges given by our PM and Bangladeshi students are very mad about it because normal, brilliant students with ZERO QUOTA cannot get into any prestigious job sectors no matter how hard they try!

Thousands of students have also committed sui*ide because they could not feed their poor family who are looking up to these brilliant students so that they can spin their family's poor fate.

From 13 July till now, the students of many public and private universities of Bangladesh are protesting together and risking their lives in order to remove this disgusting, vile and cruel quota system. Unfortunately, given to these current circumstances, our PM still pays no mind to these poor students who are protesting ENDLESSLY and literally DYING ON THE ROAD !!

Sheikh Hasina has labeled these brave students as RAJAKAR/TRAITORS (Collaborators who aided the enemy country Pakistan in 1971)

Our brave Bengali students, male and female, got so enraged, heartbroken by the fact that their prime minister called them traitors of the country just because they wanted the quota system removed. Following that incident, on July 15, at 1 AM, Dhaka University students, Eden Women's College students and many other University students broke down the gates of their hall at midnight and ran down to the streets to protest while chanting "Who are you? Who am I ? Rajakar, Rajakar!!"

Brave men and women who are protesting against this quota, are now being brutally attacked and mercilessly killed by the government party terrorist organization Chhatra League. The students at Dhaka University are now being attacked with stones, Bats, knifes and literally anything that can hurt a human brutally enough. Our government has turned their back on us, claiming that these students are traitors of their own country, and they are selfish because they do not want the quota system to give benefits to only the grandchildren of freedom fighters anymore.

But the reality is, these so-called grandchildren are now dominating 56% of job sectors with the help of money, nepotism and other dishonest ways while the honest student of our country stays unemployed, their talents wasted, efforts unappreciated and thus, they suffer from depression.

I'm not asking that much from my followers, but please, for the love of God, share my post as much as you can. These mass protests are not being seen enough, share and retweet as much as possible, we need to spread these horrifying actions committed by our PM to the world. Shame, shame, shame on them. Shame on our government for turning a blind eye to hundred thousand of these students. The streets of Dhaka have been drenched with the blood of our students; in order to save their lives, we need to spread this news as much as possible. My cousins from Bangladesh are absolutely frightened, their exams have been stopped, teachers are also turning their backs on these students, they have nowhere to go now. My cousin's classmate got her arm broken off by terrorist organization Chaatro League men just because she was protesting against the corrupted system.

Women are getting assaulted, acids are being thrown at these students, violence is now occurring left and right, our PM is a woman and still, she chooses to betray the students and stands still on her disgusting beliefs with the terrorist government organization Awami League supporting her crimes.

On 21 February, in 1952, thousands of students at Dhaka University protested against the West Pakistan in order to establish the language Bangla as the state language of east Pakistan. Thousands of students had died on that day, which is why we Bangladeshis celebrate 21 February as our Mother Language Day.

It seems like history is going to repeat itself yet again.

Shame, shame, shame on them!

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Bangladeshi students are going through horror right now.Students are getting killed brutally just for standing up against the government pray for Bangladesh. Help us. We are getting killed brutally. Police , Student League they're killing us off. We need international Support. Help us to spread the information worldwide. We just want our rights.

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I'm calling for every person who has humanity in them. Please use the hashtag #starlinkforbangladesh and tag Elon Musk everywhere. We desperately need your help.

‼️ ATTENTION ‼️

Today 40 people, students, minors were killed off in Bangladesh. Thousands are injured brutally. The Government is doing this. Police and Student League (Goons) , Army's are killing off the defenseless students and people. THIS IS A GENOCIDE! Our Prime Minister is trying to flee. She is visiting Spain. She can't fleike this after causing so much bloodshed. We plan to block the airport but they will shoot us without any hesitation. They literally killed off so many people. They can't get away with this. Media isn't helping us. The Police fired on our Public and Private Universities , Colleges. We are defenseless. They're bringing Tanks , Running their cars over us. Many people are missing.Our Lives matters.Help us!

‼️Spread the information worldwide . We need International Support. Don't turn your backs on us PLEASE‼️

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Hello everyone. I'm too shocked and saddened to tell you this but the Bangladesh government has turned into ISIS and is murdering EVERY STUDENT on sight.

PLEASE READ THE WHOLE POST AND SPREAD THE WORDS.

For those of you who are still unaware of the situation, Bangladesh has thousands of government jobs. But 56% of them had been for quota and only 44% was for normal people. Students were protesting about the fact that 30% of the quota belonged to the children and GRANDCHILDREN of the freedom fighters in the war of 1971.

To make it short, govt didn't like it. So now she allowed HER political group called BANGLADESH STUDENT LEAGUE (BSL) to hit, injure and kill the peacefully protesting students. The situation escalated and now BSL, police, military and EACH AND EVERY DEFENCE SYSTEM HAS TURNED AGAINST THE STUDENTS.

The internet and cellular connection has been cut in Bangladesh and now people like us sitting on their beds are losing it because we cannot reach our families. The whole situation is a mess. The prime minister is behind this. She is ordering to kill those students because the students are now demanding that she has to step down because she had the audacity to kill over 60+ students within 15.07.24 to 18.07.24. And I don't even know what has been happening today. I'm sure they're mass murdering everyone on sight.

So I'm turning towards you guys. I know our community is huge. So I'm pleading for your help. Please genshin community. Help us. We are in dire need of help. Please spread the words. Or she will kill every one of my brothers and sisters. I cannot take these barbaric scenes anymore. Please use these hashtags for support. Please share as much as you can.

Here you can see this courageous brother of mine laid his life in the front line and proudly spread his hands without any weapon. And did you see who killed him? That's right. The police. Who is supposed to be our primary defendant.

His name is Abu Sayed. Martyr Abu Sayed. May you rest in peace brother.

There are hundreds of photos and videos. Please search these following hashtags to know more about the situation. Please as a fellow Bangladeshi, we desperately need your help. Please save my brothers and sisters.

If you have any inquiries, PLEASE DON'T HESITATE TO ASK ME. But please spread the words. We need your help.

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And here I thought I'd be pulling for Navia next banner.

Then hoyoverse dropped her as a nuclear bomb °~°

I'm THIS close to saying adios to my f2p status.

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She looks like she's about to go off to street racing.

SOMEONE GET HER A HELMET CUZ GODDAMN!!!

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What did you do when you realized the only best friend you had had another best friend?