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If you'd like to follow my fitness and health blog it's @lcvelyjackie I've been posting more on it.
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This is like the seventh member of the family, June. She's my brothers dog, my brother is currently in rehab and will be going to sober living. No one else in my family could take her but I absolutely am honored to have gotten to know her and love her. She loves taking walks with me and she's the sweetest girl. I didn't personally want to take on another dog when I have Levi and two pet rats but I'm so happy that I did!
I just wanted to show ya'll! ♡♡
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I can't explain what's going on in my mind.
1. I feel as if I don't belong
2. I miss those I've lost
3. I'm afraid of speaking, hyper aware I could be a burden
#loj.txt#actually bpd#bpd#bpd feels#bpd problems#bpd vent#bpd fp#bpd mood#bpd shit#bpd stuff#borderline personality disorder#bpd thoughts#tw abuse#tw drugs#trauma#trauma vent#vent post
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#loj.txt#actually bpd#bpd#bpd feels#bpd problems#bpd vent#bpd fp#bpd mood#bpd shit#bpd stuff#borderline personality disorder#bpd thoughts#tw abuse#tw drugs#trauma#trauma vent#trauma art#tw grieving#dealing with grief#grief#grieving#tw depressing stuff#substance abuse disorder#drug addiction#vent post#vent
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Something I like to do is make aesthetic boards based on POVs that make me feel at peace.
Username: b0rderlinejackie
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My two rats Asta & Yuno ♡ I just recently got these guys.
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Life sometimes means you watch people you love and miss just completely disconnect from you when you're already traumatized by grief and abandonment.
But it also means you're use to it. Sometimes it feels no one stays around, you just have to grieve over and over and then get questioned why you're always crying to yourself.
I've become uninterested in creating or reconnecting bonds with people.
#loj.txt#actually bpd#bpd#bpd feels#bpd problems#bpd vent#bpd fp#bpd mood#bpd shit#bpd stuff#borderline personality disorder#bpd thoughts#tw abuse#tw drugs#trauma#trauma vent#trauma art
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Idk if anyone cares but I made my accountability blog. @lcvelyjackie ♡♡♡♡
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My third son. He's grown up so much.
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I dreamed of my mom last night and felt the pain all over again.
#loj.txt#actually bpd#bpd#bpd feels#bpd problems#bpd vent#bpd fp#bpd mood#bpd shit#bpd stuff#bpd thoughts#tw abuse#tw drugs#trauma#substance abuse disorder#dealing with grief
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#loj.txt#actually bpd#bpd#bpd feels#bpd problems#bpd vent#bpd fp#bpd mood#bpd shit#bpd stuff#tw abuse#tw drugs#trauma#trauma vent#borderline personality disorder#bpd thoughts#vent#vent post#trauma art#substance abuse disorder#drug addiction
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I don't know if I should look at the ground you was buried in or the sky.
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I'll always miss you, I've lost track of time
#loj.txt#actually bpd#bpd#bpd feels#bpd problems#bpd vent#bpd fp#bpd mood#bpd shit#bpd stuff#bpd thoughts#tw abuse#tw drugs#trauma#trauma vent#substance abuse disorder#tw depressing thoughts#drug addiction
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#loj.txt#actually bpd#bpd#bpd feels#bpd problems#bpd vent#bpd fp#bpd mood#bpd shit#bpd stuff#bpd tag#borderline personality disorder#bpd thoughts#tw depressing thoughts#tw grieving#tw depressing stuff#tw disordered eating#tw abuse#tw drugs#trauma vent#trauma#substance abuse disorder#drug addiction
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#loj.txt#actually bpd#bpd#bpd feels#bpd problems#bpd vent#bpd fp#bpd mood#bpd shit#bpd stuff#bpd tag#borderline personality disorder#bpd thoughts#tw depressing thoughts#tw grieving#tw depressing stuff#tw disordered eating#tw abuse#tw drugs#trauma#trauma vent#substance abuse disorder#drug addiction#vent#vent post
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August 27th made two years that my mom passed away. I wish I could just speak to her one last time.
#loj.txt#actually bpd#bpd#bpd feels#bpd problems#bpd vent#bpd fp#bpd mood#bpd shit#bpd stuff#bpd tag#borderline personality disorder#bpd thoughts#tw depressing thoughts#tw grieving#tw depressing stuff#tw disordered eating#tw abuse#tw drugs#trauma#trauma vent#substance abuse disorder#drug addiction#addiction recovery
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