bsdstrayrats

[bsdstrayrats]

꡴ 𝐕𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐱 𝐑𝐢𝐦𝐛𝐚𝐮𝐝 ༅ 𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭

🎵: Heart Like Yours ;; Williamette Stone

!!Stormbringer Spoilers

— The day it all happened, Verlaine lost everything. Blinded by rage, he ruined everything. He nearly died, he had destroyed his connection with his brother, and lost his

/only/ friend again.

— Verlaines’ Journal;

Rimbaud, Why do I think of you daily? It’s been four years, I still remember the day you saved me. I have risen in the mafia, and yet all I do is think of you, with each passing day waiting for this world to take me out. I long to join you, I miss you. I took those times we had together for granted. I’m sorry.

— How could you care so deeply for me? Why!? Why did you care so deeply for me!? Why did you show me what love and living meant? All I do now is think of what /could’ve/ been, and what never will be.

— Goodbye for now, I will write to you again, as I always do.

Sincerely,

𝒫𝒶𝓊𝓁 𝒱ℯ𝓇𝓁𝒶𝒾𝓃ℯ ．

[bsdstrayrats]

HEY GUYS haven't been active today me and my partner are doing a DND campaign!; Super excited or it <3

— Mini HC

Ranpo is a DND nerd and invited Poe into the DND club he runs. So now they do campaigns together!

Ranpo always provides the group snacks & Poe loves storytelling<3

[bsdstrayrats]

Headcanon

꡴ 𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭… ༅ 𝐒𝐢𝐠𝐦𝐚

— Lets say Dazai went back and saved Sigma from Meursault. He’s taken back to the ADA, and after some time, becomes friends with all of the agency members. Sigma has been helping on missions as they still try to get /the/ book.

Sigma helps throughout it all, not yet a member of the agency. Finally, the book is in their grasps; but it’s undecided on what to do with it.

— Late one night Sigma is awake, writing in his journal, a note to all of the people who has helped him. Made him feel alive, made him happy, and helped him feel safe. He walks down the hall of the agency and towards /the/ book. Laying his journal there instead, he takes the book. Flipping through the pages seeing where he was born. Dazai walks in flipping on the light, observing Sigma, he says; “What’re you doing?”

“I’m going to help you guys…” Sigma replies quietly. Dazai thinks for a moment, his eyes widen. “Sigma- Don’t do anything reckless. Let’s just talk.”

Sigma turns to Dazai teary eyed, he pulls a lighter from his pocket. “I will save the agency, so you guys can continue saving others.” Sigma struggles to not cry. For once Dazai is speechless, as he starts to move towards him. Sigma

— Sigmas lighter is lit, and put to the bottom of the book as it starts to burn. “Sigma! Don’t- we don’t know what’ll happen to you!” Dazai tries to grab the book only for Sigma to twist out of the way. “I’m willing to risk it, for my friends, my family. You’ve all gave me a home.” Sigma chokes out as tears slide down his face, his body starting to almost fade away as if it was smoke itself.

— Dazai starts to panic, he couldn’t breathe, how can he help? What can he do? “Sigma no, you- I..” Dazai can’t even put his mix of thoughts into words.

— Sigma smiles at him, pulling his hand into his own, “Thank you Osamu, for saving me, and say thank you to Atsushi, and everyone else who’s made me feel whole.” One single tear drops off his chin, and with that, it’s as if he was never there, faded into the wind, as the book burns to ash. Dazai stands, slowly he drops to his knees and looks at the pile of ash on the ground. With the sacrifice Sigma had given, he was an official agency member now. ✯ End

- HC based of this official art.

[bsdstrayrats]

The First Steps

(Extremely long)

CW; Tooth Rotting Fluff

//Headcanon//

After the Prison Arc, Akutagawa and Atsushi are getting along better. Akutagawa still picks Atsushis actions apart, and threatens him often but no longer has (full) malice in his actions. Dazai had told Akutagawa he was proud of him for protecting Atsushi and doing well.

But after everything, a few days later, the were-tiger gets a text;

“Were-Tiger, meet me at these coordinates xxx,xx.. In 30 minutes.” Weird but okay, Atsushi sighs to himself,

“Well, it should be fine, Dazai trusts him and he’s being nicer…ish.. so.” He texts back

“Okay! I’ll see you then.”

A little while later Atsushi follows his gps leading to the exact place of meeting. The boy stops and looks in front of him, the coordinates lead to a small café in the middle of the city. Surprised by the thought Akutagawa of all people would come here, He walks in smiling to himself thinking this could be a good meeting.

Akutagawa sits in the corner of the dining area in a booth, sipping on a hot cup of tea.

His eyes narrow at the sight of Atsushi walking into the shop. It was Chuuyas advice to meet up with Atsushi; Akutagawa had been nonstop talking about what had happened and how he couldn’t understand why he saved Atsuhi, even if it was Dazais orders. He hated him right? So why die for that idiotic Were-Tiger? Maybe the meeting could help Akutagawa figure out his thoughts.

Atsushi smiles and waves, walking up to the booth.

“Hey Akutagawa! Could I uhm- join you?” He asks as his forehead starts to sweat nervously.

“I wouldn’t have asked you to come only to deny you a seat. That’s a waste of time, I’m not playing games.” Akutagawa scoffs, thinking of how ridiculous the Were-Tiger is.

“Yeah- right.…. Why are we meeting..anyway?” Atsushi takes his seat across from the boy.

“We needed to talk about what happened on that ship.” Akutagawa deadpans, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.

“Oh right, yeah. I’ve been thinking about that a lot… you saved me. I thought… I thought you had died. I’m so sorry that I wasn’t strong-“

“Enough!”

Akutagawa interrupted.

“Stop pitying yourself; that’s why I hate you so much! It’s always you aren’t this or you aren’t that. If it hadn’t happened the way it did, we both would be dead. I followed Dazais orders… against my better judgment… but I did.”

An uncomfortably long silence is finally interrupted by Akutagawa coughing. In reaction Atsushi grabs a napkin and hands it to Akutagawa. Their hands briefly touch and Atsushi notices Akutagawas hands are shaking. Atsushi looks up and quickly grabs Akutagawas hand to stop the shaking.

“Are you sick? Do you need a doctor? Are you hungry?”

He asks worried.

Akutagawa jerks his hand back, his face lighting up a bright red. Why was he reacting this way? Why did his face get hot? Why did his hand touching that stupid were-tiger make him… happy? No, he must be sick to think that. He was disgusted? No. Uncomfortable? No, he… enjoyed it? No! Not possible.

“Not as if it matters to you Were-Tiger, I’m fine. I don’t need your help nor do I need your pity.” Akutagawa angrily replies.

A surprised and almost hurt Atsushi tilts his head down in a defeated way.

“But I do care, I never wanted to hate you. That’s something you basically forced onto me. I would much rather be your friend, if not that than an ally. I know you dislike who I am, but I never chose for you to hate me. I never chose for Dazai to take me in, but I appreciate everything my friends have done for me. I appreciate things you’ve done too... Maybe not the many, many times you’ve harmed me or sliced off my limbs, but my appreciation stands.” Atsushi sighs standing up. “I mean hey, I think we made a good team though… see you later Akutagawa.”

Akutagawa stares at the standing boy. He doesn’t move, doesn’t speak, he has no idea what to say. The Were-Tiger appreciates him? Atsushi… cares for him? Akutagawas mind starts to spin. His body moves before his mind can react and he takes Atsushis hand.

“Don’t leave. We… make a good team. Yes, that’s true. I want to… continue… being a team.” Akutagawa stammers as if he is in pain. Admitting it to not only himself, but the person he’s speaking to.

Atsushi stares mouth agape. He looks down at their now intertwined hands, emotions flowing through him as if he were water busting through a dam. He feels different. What was this emotion? Maybe Akutagawa wasn’t as bad as he previously thought. Could the two actually become friends?

“I’ll stay.” He responds, sitting back down. The two have dinner, and talk like normal human beings. Small jokes and thoughts are shared, while enjoying each other’s company.

Outside of the café, Chuuya and Dazai are crouched down watching the two naïve boys talk. Surprised by the outcome but relieved that they didn’t need to stop the two idiots from killing each other.

//End//

[bsdstrayrats]

16! Soukoku headcanon.

Between missions and battles and a lot of trauma, Dazai and Chuuya still had bits and pieces of average teenage experiences. For instance, Dazai LOVES prank wars with Chuuya. The ginger wasn’t too fond of the first time Dazai pranked him, but now they both go as hard as possible to prank each other.

After a long day of work, Chuuya heads to his apartment, opening the front door and walking into the eerily silent and dark living space. Sighing, he walks in, closing the door behind him. A stumbling noise interrupted the silence, causing Chuuya to be on high alert. Swiftly the red headed boy grabbed his gun from his waistband and shifted to flick the light on. Scanning the room, no one is in sight, yet he knows there’s someone there. Suddenly a loud “POP” is heard as glitter spews out of multiple directions onto the him. Chuuya drops his gun and starts coughing from the glitter entering his mouth, eyes and nose. “AAHA Chuuuuuya~ you’re almost pretty now!!” An obnoxious and well known voice is heard, entering the living space from the kitchen. The voice, belonging to the one and only Dazai, speaks up again “Oh chibi~ I mixed glue into the glitter, I hope you’re happy being sparkly!” Chuuya responds by launching himself at Dazai. Jumping onto him to put glitter onto him, and then starts punching the shit out of him. Chuuya yelling vulgarities at the taller boy, Dazai just laughs trying to dodge as they both fall to the ground.

That night they both scrubbed their bodies with as much force as possible yet both returned to work the next day still covered in glitter.

[bsdstrayrats]

Hello tumblr I have never been here before, am I late? Lmao. How do I work this thing 😭😭😭