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obsessed with the idea of deltarune asriel meeting the undertale kids at college. i hope he comes home with his phone absolutely full of shitty house party pictures like this

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the oc character i made for art fight:3

shes who id be in an ideal world where assholes didnt exist ^^

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I need someone to scream at me to go do the voice over.

Ive always wanted to make animation videos for youtube, and i keep making the videos and then giving up because its not good enough for my standards. But at the same time its always been about mAKING the video so i dont get why i keep getting stuck. I keep wanting to finish it but everytime i fail i give up for a while because im scared its not gonna be good enough. Not for others but for me. And thats terrifying because whats the point of making it if the end result isnt worth it. WHICH IS BULLSHIT because i always thought art was always the process not the result. Its always the work youve put into it not about the quality or the quantity. Its that you made it with your own hands. But why do i keep getting stuck here, if i know that?? I do tons of art, i love doing it then why?? Its the only thing ive ever wanted, and i just cant do it. Like im paralyzed. I want to do it, i think about it 24/7 yet i cant bring myself to actually do it.

I dont know. Someone help me, hit me repeatedly and make a deadline or something. I need to feel terrified to my bones to do anything, im so fucked in the head i cant bring myself to do things i actually enjoy doing, jesus christ.

#howdoigetovermyfearoffailureaskingforafriend

#howdoistopprocrastinating

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AU where everything is the same but Adrien comes out as Trans and Marinette doesn’t know she’s bisexual.

But she still feels the same way for Adrien regardless, so now she thinks she just flipped from straight to gay because Adrien is just that hot.

She doesn’t even act closeted about it, she just fully believes and accepts she’s gay now and doesn’t think twice about.

“Huh, Adrien sure is hot as a girl! Guess that means I’m gay now” proceeds to smile and carry on with her day.

I can even imagine her friends trying to convince her that she definitely didn’t suddenly change sexual orientation because Adrien came out as a girl.

“Girl that’s the stupidest thing I’ve heard” - Alya

“Wow, didn’t expect this homophobia from you” - Mari

“No, I’m not saying you’re not queer, I’m trying to tell you Adrien coming out didn’t change anything”

“Exactly, my love for Adrien overcomes all obstacles, even straightness”

“No, girl, you have always been queer”

“I suppose so, I must’ve always known deep-down that Adrien was a girl”

“GIRL!!! YOU! ARE! BI!”

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muscle memory kicking in

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not to get overly poetic about it but...nalu as a dynamic is kinda crazy to me like. what if we were best friends? what if we were kinda silly and ridiculous and stupid about each other? what if we were connected across time and space for 400 years? what if we bumped into each other on a random tuesday? what if you changed my life? what if we had a dogged, unwavering and irrational faith in each other right from the get go? what if the greatest tragedy of my life was directly linked to the greatest tragedy of yours? what if, in a different timeline, i watched you and the rest of my friends die, and there was nothing i could do about it? what if i watched a future version of you die and i sobbed over your broken body? what if you were my last tether to humanity? what if i broke the laws of magic to save you? what if you came back to me in the place we first met? what if we were meant to be in every single universe? what if we still chose each other, every single time, anyway?

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lucy with curly hair doodle

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holy shit i finally wrote and uploaded a BAKUGO FANFICTON?! go read it!!

here:3

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anyone wanna beta read my bakugo fanfiction??? :p id love to get an opinion on it and some feedback about the writing tysmm

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hi everyone!! after joining the MLB fandom in 2015 and spending consecutive summers binging hundreds of MLB fics, the time has come for me to bring my obsession to academia! i’m hence writing my MA Publishing dissertation at UCL on Miraculous Ladybug fanfiction blurbs and fic readers’ habits — what types of fics you choose to read, how, why, and whether these habits are in any way similar to the physical books you may be reading.

i’d therefore be very grateful if anyone had circa 7 minutes to spare to complete a (kind of fun🧐) short survey. all answers are fully anonymous and will only be used to draw conclusions for my dissertation.

survey link and additional info here: https://qualtricsxm9mvfrg6ql.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_8csIjy40YHa4s86

thank you very much!! ❤️

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we’re so back (i’d kill for them ngl) also i just realized ive never drawn tikki in my life which had to be immediately rectified hense them babies are there too. (Both from memory!!! Yay me!!! I know my shit!!!)

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It actually heartbreaking to see a bad bitch struggle with a controlling asshole. Insane how these men take them for granted and the girls wont realize how much better they could get.

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Is there a wrong way to operate?

Is it possible my brain just doesn’t work in those of a millions around me? That for some forsaken reason i am an odd one out. And its not just my head saying it, its in everything it does. Its in the looks others give me when they dont understand why i did that. Why im like that. Why i said that.

I just want it to work again.

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:( im missing them again so i made more (do you guys want me to make a lb & cn version too?)

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I was watching ice age and had this moment of clarity that the mammal kinda looks like joel miller and wow

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hot artists don't gatekeep

I've been resource gathering for YEARS so now I am going to share my dragons hoard

Floorplanner. Design and furnish a house for you to use for having a consistent background in your comic or anything! Free, you need an account, easy to use, and you can save multiple houses.

Comparing Heights. Input the heights of characters to see what the different is between them. Great for keeping consistency. Free.

Magma. Draw online with friends in real time. Great for practice or hanging out. Free, paid plan available, account preferred.

Smithsonian Open Access. Loads of free images. Free.

SketchDaily. Lots of pose references, massive library, is set on a timer so you can practice quick figure drawing. Free.

SculptGL. A sculpting tool which I am yet to master, but you should be able to make whatever 3d object you like with it. free.

Pexels. Free stock images. And the search engine is actually pretty good at pulling up what you want.

Figurosity. Great pose references, diverse body types, lots of "how to draw" videos directly on the site, the models are 3d and you can rotate the angle, but you can't make custom poses or edit body proportions. Free, account option, paid plans available.

Line of Action. More drawing references, this one also has a focus on expressions, hands/feet, animals, landscapes. Free.

Animal Photo. You pose a 3d skull model and select an animal species, and they give you a bunch of photo references for that animal at that angle. Super handy. Free.

Height Weight Chart. You ever see an OC listed as having a certain weight but then they look Wildly different than the number suggests? Well here's a site to avoid that! It shows real people at different weights and heights to give you a better idea of what these abstract numbers all look like. Free to use.

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But if somehow I had a second chance at that moment…