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my life lately

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wei wuxian is meant to be the perfect first disciple - perfect, of course, for yu ziyuan and lan qiren and jiang fengmian and everyone who holds his life in their hands, even if they don't know it.

he has to be strong, enough to defend the jiang sect, but not enough to completely upstage jiang cheng.

he has to be creative, talented, but only when adhering strictly to tradition.

he has to be kind and laughing, but not too much. never too much. then he starts acting like his parents near-identically, and that simply isn't possible.

(but what none of them will ever accept is when blood starts calling to him. because everyone thinks his ability is mostly control of water - but in the end, there is plenty of water in blood, isn't there?)

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who was gon tell me ao3 was back yall fake asf🙄🙄🙄🙄

who even uses bookmarks i keep all my tabs OPEN 🙄🙄🙄🙄

(im jk please come back please please please please my beloved)

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who even uses bookmarks i keep all my tabs OPEN 🙄🙄🙄🙄

(im jk please come back please please please please my beloved)

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Muse // 心上人

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nvm yall found the google drive of all their works

NO DUDE OH MY GODDDDDD BRO WHATTTTTTT, ONE OF MY FAVS ON AO3 IS GONE I CANT BELIEVE THIS. THEY WERE COOKING SO FUCKIN GOOD AND A TRILOGY OF ABSOLUTE GOD FUCKING WRITING COMPLETED WITH 30+ CHAPTERS AND THOUSANDS OF WORDS AND THEYRE GONE

THEYRE GONE AND I MISS THEM SO MUCH WHERE DID YOU GOOOOOOOOOOOO

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NO DUDE OH MY GODDDDDD BRO WHATTTTTTT, ONE OF MY FAVS ON AO3 IS GONE I CANT BELIEVE THIS. THEY WERE COOKING SO FUCKIN GOOD AND A TRILOGY OF ABSOLUTE GOD FUCKING WRITING COMPLETED WITH 30+ CHAPTERS AND THOUSANDS OF WORDS AND THEYRE GONE

THEYRE GONE AND I MISS THEM SO MUCH WHERE DID YOU GOOOOOOOOOOOO

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We're all aware Bob is a grown ass man, right? Right??

So many fics and posts I see are like. Infantalizing him. Just bc of his anxiety. Yes, he gets nervous. Yes, he has depressive episodes.

BUT

He also is sarcastic and a little sassy.

"You say you're captain america."

"Why are you laughing?"

"Because you're an asshole😅"

"It's getting so tense in here😅"

LIKE??? YES HE HAS ANXIETY BUT HE DOESNT ACT LIKE A STRAIGHT UP CHILD

Like bro. He's not a helpless little baby, he's just mentally ill.

Anyways I want him

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yall it’s like, every time i think my life is going pretty good something HAS to go horrendously wrong EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. Genuinely tweaking atp like u gotta be soooooo fr rn I AM NOT GODS STRONGEST SOLDIER GET ME OUTTA THIS FUCKING BITCH

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Update neglected readers r now my coping mechanism bcos i did not want to accept i was being neglected but this christmas js proved everything to me that i did not want to be true 🤞🤞🤞🤞😍😍

yall PLEASE i need some fic recs rn T-T i currently plowed my way thru some fics that were 170k words but i need one that itches my brain the right way, like I CANT FIND ANY I just want like a batfam reader insert where the reader is a spider-person 😭😭 i have no creative ability to write SO I CANT EVEN DO IT MYSELF- im devastated 😔😔😔 like i keep going into the batfam side of tumblr but all i find is neglected! reader and my little heart can’t take it, im not an angsty teen anymore 😭😭

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yall PLEASE i need some fic recs rn T-T i currently plowed my way thru some fics that were 170k words but i need one that itches my brain the right way, like I CANT FIND ANY I just want like a batfam reader insert where the reader is a spider-person 😭😭 i have no creative ability to write SO I CANT EVEN DO IT MYSELF- im devastated 😔😔😔 like i keep going into the batfam side of tumblr but all i find is neglected! reader and my little heart can’t take it, im not an angsty teen anymore 😭😭

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sobbing crying

A hualian + freesias c0mmish I enjoyed very much 🌸

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Thinking abt the fact i bought the xie lian figure after like 2 yrs of wanting it 🫶🫶🫶

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I love hobie brown. I wish british people were real..

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My new webtoon ’Daughter of a Thousand Faces’ is out on Tapas now! If you’re into stories about disappointing princesses, her secret evil Demon teacher, and how bad of an idea this found family duo is…this is for you!

Shen Yuhua is a disappointment to the Grand Chaoyang Palace Sect, with no powers or great beauty, she brings nothing to the table for her immortal father. That all changes one day when she accidentally meets Chu Tian, the famed Demon of a Thousand Faces, her father’s arch nemesis… and accidentally frees him from his prison.

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