callme-littlesunshine

[callme-littlesunshine]

Change Of Heart ~ Heimdall x Reader

Summary: Y/N is the daughter of Kratos with a Greek Goddess who died before he left his homeland. She is laconic and intimidating without even trying, being more like her father, but she’s mostly just aloof and has no idea how to have a proper conversation, especially with the people of the North. Being a Goddess and having learnt so much as a child, before Olympus fell, Y/N found her primary priorities simple - Protecting her family. Her first meeting would however prove to be the most entertaining, but also, the most annoying thing she experienced, since she stole Hermes’s boots.

————

Ragnarok was on the verge of existentialism, and everyone was running amok with craziness - People were worrying for their lives, their homes, and not only, for the End of the Gods meant… What did it mean, actually? Nobody could know exactly - They could only make false suppositions. But that’s what people did best - Make up countless scenarios that may or may not come even close to reality.

The problem was, while mostly everyone inside the dwarves’ home was in alignment with their mind views - Atreus, the little half-Jotnar teenager, was up to… Only he knew what. Nobody, maybe not even he himself, knew what in the world he was thinking. She doesn’t remember herself being a teen rebel… Maybe it was a boy thing? Or a generational gap she will never understand? She truly had no idea.

Time and time again, especially after Faye died, Y/N tried to pacify Atreus and lead him on the good path - The one of communication, so he and his father could talk out their differences. That was their problem - They loved each other so much, but because of their different personalities and upbringings, they weren’t able to bond so evidently, like herself and Kratos did. Although, they did have a few hundreds of years alone to talk plenty, so it was an unfair comparison - Hence why, she had to try harder in reasoning with both of them.

Weiterlesen

[callme-littlesunshine]

"Is that my shirt" + ghost

Thank you so much and congratulations on 1k

THANK YOU! Here's the last prompt of my 1K Celebration!

Summary: You were dared to take Ghosts shirt.

1K Celebration

"Go on. Take it if you're not a pussy" Gaz whispers in your ear, it was temping but were you ready to take a risk like that.

"Do it, do it, do it" Gaz and Soap chanted together and you gave in and handed them your bottle before standing.

"If I die, its your fault" you point at Gaz and then rush off to go and steal your lieutenants shirt from the chair.

Quickly nabbing it you slide it over your head and sit back down on your chair, acting as casual as you can be.

When Ghost walks back in and sees his seat empty, he looks at the back of three heads who are all looking at one another.

Striding over he bends down beside your head and makes his lips as close to your head as possible.

"Is that my shirt?" his voice sent a shiver down your spine and you shake your head "No I don't think so, similar, but not yours" you decide to play dumb which ticks him off.

"Hmm, so why does it say Riley on the back" he places a hand on your shoulder and Soap gives you a look.

"Yeah about that..." you bolt from your seat and run as fast as you can away from the masked man.

"I'll give them a minute" Ghost says to the others, who sit there sipping their beers worrying about your safety.

[callme-littlesunshine]

IT'S OVER pt.2

I had to write it again because I wasn't happy with the first one. Warning: slight Panic attack, angst with fluff at the end

Rain did talk to Sister Imperator about me being Sick so I could rest for a bit. It was nice. Really. I needed this. Rain came to me every single day. I knew i was hard for him, practising and then visiting me. I am extremly happy that he cared for me.

Rain was like the best friend I needed. I had nobody else in this cruel world. The other sisters of sin looked at me like I was… something strange like i had two heads. Actually I wouldn't care but since this thing with Sodo, everything is too much for me.

Right now, I was in my room, hiding under my blankets because everything was too much right now, the looks, the voices everything. When I heard a knock, I slowly raised from by hiding spot and went straight to the door, thinking Rain was coming. When I opened the door, my heart dropped. Sodo was standing there.

"Hey… can we talk?" He asked me and I couldn't breath for a few moments. I wantd to slam the door shut but he put hif foot in between. I looked down at his foot where it was in between the door. "Dewdrop.. I don't want to talk to you, there is nothing to talk about. You made it very clear that you don't want me. So please get lost and leave me alone." i told him, trying to sound strong because I don't want him to know that I am at my lowest at the moment.

"Y/N.. please.. let me explain this." he pleaded but I wasn't giving him any chance. "No, fuck off I don't wanna talk to you.. please." at the end of the sentence my voice betrayed me. Tears were starting to run down my face. Before Sodo could say anymore Rain came around the corner. When he saw me in this state with Sodo in front of me, he got angry. He stormed towards Sodo and pulled him away. "What the hell dude? Leave her alone. You hurted her enough" his voice was beyond angry, he almost gritted his teeth. I slammed the door shut and went back under the blankets where I felt safe.

But sadly, there was this time where Rain had to leave, like the others. They had to go on tour and leave me behind. I knew it would come to this point, and I was okay with this but I still felt sad about him leaving. I need him. I know it sounds stupid but I also want Sodo to be here.. I know I should be mad at him but some part of me wants him back.. wants to talk to him like we used to.

I promised Rain before he left, I wouldn't do something stupid, I mean I was almost before do to something stupid because it was too much but Alpha came in the right moment and stopped me. He scolded me for being stupid. And since then, there he was, always with me. Never let me be alone anymore. They even wanted me to sleep in their room, so they could be sure I was alright. It's nice to know there are people who cared for you. I feel less lonely.

Right now, I was sitting in front of the fire place, staring into the flames. It reminds me of Sodos eyes. I wanted to reach for the flames, but in that moment, my phone rang. I got out of my tance and reached for my phone. This number was unknown, but I still picked up. "Y/N… I know you don't wanna talk to me but I wanted you to know that I will always love you" He said before he hung up on me. My hands were shaking. Why was he telling me this? Is something going to happen?

Please Satanas… don't let something happen to him or the others. I suddenly felt that my breathing was hitched. I couldn't breath normally. What is happening? I grabbed my phone and threw it into the corner, with a thud it landed on the ground.

A few seconds later, Alpha and a few others came in. I couldn't recognize them because my vision was blurry. "Hey, Y/N what's wrong? Are you alright?" he asked me but I couldn't answer. "Dude obvious she isn't alright. I think she might have a panic attack." Someone said. I wish I knew.

They helped me through it, talked to me, tried to ground me. It's good to know there are people who are here for you. After this, I felt better, I talked to them about everything. About things that are in my head, what I was thinking… overthinking. Why he would hurt me like this. Of course they tried to tell me that he never had something like this with someone before but I didn't want to hear it if I'm being honest but I still listened.

Maybe this was the reason he called me. "Oh my… he called me.. I need to know if he's alright.." i muttered. In that second, the doors opened and Papa came into view with the ghouls behind him. I got up from the couch I was sitting in. I searched for Sodo. If he was there with them but my heart got heavy when i didn't saw him. No..

I tried to stay calm, I didn't want to cry, I still loved him even if he broke my heart like this. "Where is… Sodo?" I asked quietly. Papa was looking at me and smiled. He was not talking. What is wrong? Why is he smiling like this? I paced around the room, up and down, left an right. My brain was almost explosing. My head is filled with thoughts. What should I do?

"Y/N…" I stopped when I heard his voice. I looked around and that's when I saw him. "Sodo…" I cried out his name and ran towards him, hugging him like there was no tomorrow. "I am so glad you're alright.. don't ever call me again and say such things you fucking dipshit!" I almost yelled while tears were streaming down my face.

"Sorry my dear…" He told me. "I am sorry for everything.. can you forgive me?" he asked me while holding me tight. I didn't answer yet. I don't know if I can ever forget this what he did. i can forgive him that's not the problem but that's going to take some time. "Can we start over?" he asked after some time.

"Yes… I would love to." I told him. I am still very heartbroken but I guess we can work this out. I want him in my life… I need him. He is my first love ever and I don't want a life without him. I know it's naive I still learned my lesson. I will never be like this. I will never open up like this, I will take my time. Learn more about him.

Bonus: A few years later, Sodo and I are still together, even better we are married. It took some time for me to heal after this heartbreak but eventually, I did with his help. We talked about everything. When I had a bad day, he was there for me, he knew I was an overthinker and he always had the right words for me.

I am glad I gave him a second chance, I would never have but.. my love for him was jsut stronger than everything else. "Baby.. I am back" I heard his voice, I smiled and got up, holding the pregnancy test behind my back and walked towards him. "Hey love.." I smiled at him and hugged him with just one arm, the other still behind my back with the test.

"What's wrong?" he asked me and I laughed. "Close your eyes.." I told him and he did as I told. I looked at the test and was now holding it in front of my belly. "Now, you can open them" I told him, he did and his eyes immediately wandered down. His eyes widened when he saw the test. "You're… You're pregnant?" He asked and I nodded. "We're pregnant baby" I smiled from ear to ear. And in this moment, I couldn't be happier.

[callme-littlesunshine]

This was insane

Pairing: Sodo x fem!reader

I don't know how this happened but here I am now. On stage, in front of Sodo and Phantom was behind me, back to me.

Maybe I should start from the beginning. Ghost always helped me through a rough time. They always made me happy, the last time when my heart got broken and listening to them, I found myself writing them an imsense text.

I don't know why I did this but after this I was happy. I felt free from all of my emotions. Of course the ache in my heart would never go away but it was easier to deal with and that all thanks to Ghost. So when I found out, they were coming into my town, I was extremly hyped. I was talking about them non stop and I think my best friend was kinda pissed after some time but I am extremly happy she still listend. I even forced her to join me and I was really shocked when she really did.

So here we are now, in front of the concert hall, waiting for the doors to open. My hair was curled, I wore contacts like Papa did.

After some time when the doors opened, my best friend and I found ourselves in the first row, waiting for the Ritual to start. I was looking around and found myself extremly anxious about all the people around me. I hate such a crowd but I knew this will never happen again after this, maybe for another Ritual but that's okay.

When the Ritual started I forgot about everything, that there was a large crowd around me, about my ache in my heart… everything. I was focused on one person, Sodo. He was the one I liked the most. I like everyone but Sodo had something about his personality on stage that was just… amazing. I don't know what others think about that he was my favorite.

At some point they were playing 'respite on the spitalfields' and when his Solo came, my heart was about to explode. I loved his solo, it was beautiful, it's even beautifuler live. My hands were shaking. My breath got caught in my throat when I saw he was looking down at me, tilting his head. Papa came into view and streched out his hand, directly in my face. I was shocked at first but when my best friend poked into my side, I came back and grabbed it. He smiled at me and helped me to get on stage.

Okay… I was not expecting that. Now I was on stage, hand still shaking. They stopped playing and Papa began to talk about.. I actually don't know, my head was spinning and my thoughts were everywhere but here. Suddenly Sodo was in front of me, bending down so I could look into his eyes. My own widened and I smiled nervously. What the Hell is happening right now? I wanted to take a step back but I couldn't. I slowly turned my head and saw that Phantom was behind me, back to me. My back was pressed against his, I couldn't get away. Sodo was took a step forward and was in front of me again.

My heart was beating like crazy and I was scared that they might hear it. I was not aware of the fact that they could actually hear it. My heart stopped for a quick moment when Sodo put his hands on Phantoms shoulder, caging me. His masked face was extremly near, when I leaned forward I could kiss him. I was holding my breath. This was something I was not expecting. Never in my life I thought about something like this would happen to me but here I am now. What am I gonna do? I slowly released my breath. I saw him chuckling. His shoulders were moving that why I knew it. "Are you nervous dear?" He asked me. His voice was smooth. It was… extremly calming. I slowly nod my head. "Kinda" my voice was quiet, almost like a whisper. I don't even know if he heard me, but he did. "Don't be. We don't bite" He told me. He slowly got back up and I found myself able to breath again.

This was intense…

After this, they continued playing and I went back down, but before I could jump off the stage, Sodo pulled me back, whispering something in my ear. "Come backstage when the Ritual is over" He released me and the security guard helped me down. I went back to my best friend, I was not able to talk for the next few minutes. "I hope you knew I was recording this" I heard her voice, my head wipped to the side, "You did?!" I aked louder than I wanted. "Yeah…" She smirked and looked back up to te Ghouls. This was insane… Why me?

The Ritual was over soon, and I felt really sad about this. This was better than I was expecting. That's why I found myself in front of the door what seemed to lead to the backstage where they wanted me. When the door opened I found a face, I never thought I would see like this. I only saw it on tiktok.

Part 2?

[callme-littlesunshine]

ITS OVER

Warning: Throwing up, Heartbreak, Sad

Why me? I never wanted this to happen. Everything was fine a few days ago and now? Its all over…

Why did he do this to me? I gave him my heart.. he played with my feelings. He let me feel special for a amount of time and now? Now I’m broken.

Why? This is the question I asked myself for quite a while now. Why me? What did I do wrong? Was I… annoying? No.. i was myself the entire time..

Maybe he got sick of my face.. but why did he tell me I have a face he could stare at for a long time? Did he really just play with me? i should’ve never gave him a second chance after everything he did at first but.. love made me blind.

I remember everything like it was yesterday.. it’s still fresh… it still hurts pretty bad.. but hey.. life goes on right?

A few weeks later I sat with a few Ghouls at the table, eating a little. Since this day, I almost ate nothing. Alpha, a former ghoul was always watching out for me. Making sure that I ate something thats why I’m right here now.

I actually don’t like it here because HE is also there, looking at me from time to time. I felt sick.. like throwing up. Thats why I stood up and speed walked out of the door, to the bathroom.

A few minutes later, I heard someone knock at the door, I was silent, actually I don’t want someone near me at the moment cause I could break down any minute. But the person on the other side wasn’t giving up anytime soon. So I got up, washed my face and cleaned my mouth before opening the door. Looking into the eyes of Rain.

„I know this is a stupid question but.. Y/N are you okay? Please talk to me..“ he said and hugging me after I left the bathroom door open. I immediately returned the hug. „No.. i am not okay. He broke my fucking heart I wish he would burn in Hell“ i said but immediately regreted it. I hate him but deep inside I still love him and thats what hurts the most. I wish I could just forget.

But when you have to live in the same place, it was kinda hard to forget. Rain let go off me and wiped my tears away. I didn’t know they were there in the first place.

„I know it’s hard. It hurts me to see you like this. Why don’t you leave for a few days? Maybe this will help you. I even can ask sister Imerator if soneone can come with you, maybe Sunshine or Aurora.. so you don’t have to be alone“ he suggested but I shook my head no. „No.. its oksy I dont want to run away from my feelings I have to get through this.“ i smiled and we went back.

„Can you.. at least tell me what happened between you two?“ he asked, i sighed deeply vut agreed. He was like a brother always there for me.. like Alpha. We went for the common room, at this time of the day, nobody was there. We went to the couch taking a seat.

„I actually don’t know what really happened but He ignored me at some point. I asked him whats wrong but he never answered me. I wrote so many letters because he wasn’t talking to me but I never got a letter back why he is like this. I even asked Aether about it but he also didn’t know a thing but he saw the change. It was a few days lster when I found out, he was back with the other Sister who dumped him. I don’t know why.. it hurts when I think about it. Rain what did I do wrong? Is it my face? Is it my personality? My body? What is it? Am I not good enough for him?“ i looked down while asking him.

I know I am enough, I’m me and nobody is like me but why did he do this? Was I just.. some random girl he wanted to have fun with because he wanted to forget about the oter sister? Maybe.. but i am no toy. I wish I never met him.

„Oh Y/N… i didn’t know… he always said he wanted to be near you.. he wanted your attention and everything. But I never thought he would be like this after having your attention. I will kill him for sure.“ now rain sounded pissed. I never saw him like this. He was always calm… shy even but this is new to me.

„No rain.. leave it. I know I will get my chance for revenge I have to wait.. but in another way I don’t want revenge, i still want to be a part of his life and I don’t even care if I’m a friend or but but I know this will never happen. I know I should not be this stupid about someone who broke my heart.. but i can’t help it..“ i sighed leaning back and closing my eyes. I’m just exhausted.

„I definitely gonna talk to him. You know what? Rest for a bit.. I’m gonna talk to sister imperator that you‘re sick. Just… dont do something stupid.. i know you will“ he sniled slightly and I nodded. Im too exhausted to fo something stupid. My personality changed after this happened with Sodo… and I hate it.

Maybe… my old self will come back.. at some point.

[callme-littlesunshine]

Overthinking

What should I say, I feel like that right now and it‘s the most hurtful feeling ever.

Warnings: overthinking, smoking

I‘m not sure how I should start, maybe from the beginning?

The first day I met him, he was just cute, I liked his smile and everything. His smile was cute and that was everything I needed to know. We began to talk, spend tome together and shit but one day we lost contact, sometimes talking but that was everything.

One day, he talked to me, said he wanted to spend more time with me, I didn’t know why but I also wanted to spend time with him, i always thought he was cute, even haf a small crush on him but I never paid attention to it. I didn’t want to ruin our friendship.

I asked him if he would like to sleep at my room. I had nothing in mind when I told him he could sleep here. He had other plans. i was fucking nervous and I didn’t know why, we were still friends.

When the day came and he slept in my room, we had so much fun. Talking, laughing and even… well fucking. I had my first time with him, he even was my first kiss. It was just perfect. The next day, we slept in, had another round. We cuddled up next to each other and it was so fucking nice. I never knew something like that could be so nice.

When he left, he kissed me goodbye. I missed hin. I still do. He gave me forehead kissed anf I can’t stop thinking about him, his smile, his scent, the kisses… after that, he wasn’t talking to me, well he was but not like before, maybe I did something wrong? Was I not good enough? But he told me he liked it, he told me he vould visit me more often now but… did he just say that because I wanted to hear it? I don’t know.

I tried talking to him but he ignored me, I told myself Inwas not speaking to him maybe he would talk to me on his own. But a few hours after that, I asked hin something. I feel so stupid really. I broke my own word. Lord satan I’m so stupid.

My problem with this whole thing is, that I’m overthinking too much. One word and my head is making some scenarios that I don’t like. He didn’t say anything wrong but the thought that maybe there are other woman who he slept with and do this things he did to me, is killing me and I don’t know what I should feel.

I’m not eating since a few days, small portions but that’s everything. Maybe I’m not skinny enough for hin, but he did say he liked me the way i am. Maybe I’m not pretty enough? But he also said I’m fucking pretty. That he things I’m beautiful. This is so confusing. My head is making me crazy.

He will come around on his own, I don’t want to be annoying ot something. I mean, I feel like I’m an annoying brat, i don’t want to be like that. Thats why I’m the way i am. Never asking something because some day they could think I’m annoying.

Today is the wordt day of all, I cried myself to sleep the day before. I feel like shit, my head hurts, my eyes and even my throat. Maybe this is too much. I don’t know.

I was ouside the Ministry, smoking a cigarette and staring into the dark. It‘s calming. I was thinking about nothing right now and this is so much better than always thinking about him. It felt good. But this changed in an second when I heard his voice. A few hours ago I was talking to Aether about everything, I didn’t told him everything but only the funny things but they are ghouls, they could feel or smell when you’re not feeling well. Maybe he smelled it but they were walking in my direction.

Fuck! I took another drag of my cigarette and stared ahead. My thoughts are coming back now. The wordt thing about this is, that I know that I‘m no ones first choice. Always the second one or even not one. Thats the same with him, I‘m sure I’m not his first choice. That hurts the most. I want to be someone’s girst choice, I want to be selfish for once.

I closed my eyes because I knew Inwas going to cry because of this. I can’t cry they’re here. I need to stay strong. „Y/N?“ i heard his voice. Sodo… such a beautiful voice.. saying my name. „Yes?“ i asked without looking. „is everything okay?“ is he serious right now? Is he asking me this?

I didn’t say anything just stared into the darkness. He should think about what he did than maybe he knows what’s wrong with me. But he did come around. That’s one good thing. He is talking to me again.

I’m not mad at him, he has his own life, he is jusy with practice and stuff but… i just wanted to be loved by him is this too much to ask?

„Yeah… everything’s fine“ I said aftet a while, my voice was broken but I trief to sound normal. Maybe he believes it but I don’t think so. And I was right, he csme towards me, spinning me around. „You know I can smell that you’re not fine“ he told me and I inhaled deeply, smelling him again.

„Sodo… what do you think? After you kissed me goodbye, you ignored me, like I didn’t even exist. Do you know how much this hurts? I know you’re busy but sometimes I just want you to talk to me, i don’t care about what, just talk to me. i know you have other stiff do to. Maybe I’m just selfish because I want to be loved.“ i said while looking at him, not realizing my tears are running down.

„Y/N you know I’m not good with this stuff. I’m sorry for making you feel like this. This was kot my intention. i would never hurt you like this on purpose. Please…. Forgive me.“ he pleaded. I sighed deeply. I don’t know if I can. I want to but i don’t want to get hurt again. I hate that shit.

„Let’s talk about this… we find a solution I promise“ he told me, hugging me tight and st this moment, my walls broke down and everything I tried to hide, came back up. I let my tests fall, crying like there is no tomorrow. „i hate you sometimes, why are you like this? Why am i such an overthinker? Can’t i be normal?“ i asked while crying.

„I don’t want you to br normal, you sre special and i like that about you. I like your weird hair, even your hair color is something bot everyone has. It’s special. You’re special. Don’t say that you’re perfect the way you are my love“

Part 2?

[callme-littlesunshine]

Let me know if you want something special dor Phantom 😶‍🌫️

is there a lack of phantom ghoul fics or am i not looking in the right place lmaoo

[callme-littlesunshine]

Cant Sleep

Mountain x fem!reader

t was in the middle of the night when I tried to sneak into Mountains Room. Sneaking wasn't something for me because I can be very clumsy. After thinking this I bumped into somethign, waking Mountain. He turned on his light, scaring me with this. I must look like a deer in headlights. "Y/N? What's wrong?" does he ask, I wasn't answering. I guess by thishe knew what was wrong. I couldn't sleep again. It happens quite often lately and I don't know why.

"Sorry for disturbing you I know you have practice tomorrow but...could I sleep here by your side?" My voice was quit. I hate to ask this, I don't want to be a burden to anyone but well I kinda feel like one when I have to ask such a thing. Mountain was one of those Ghouls I could relay on. But I don't want to desturb him every now and then. So the last few times I was trying to handle this myself. I wasn't sleeping for almost 5 days, sleeping for half an hour. If you could call this sleeping. It was resting my eyes nothing more.

"You're not disturbing me, come here" He lifted the blankets for me to join him under. I did as told, laying next to him right now, watching the ceiling. "Tell me lil birdy, why didn't you come the last few days? I know you are struggling to sleep, I could hear you turning almost 20 times in less than 2 minutes." He looked at me, with soft eyes. I sighed turning to the side to look at him. "I... don't want to be a burden to anyone and.. when I can't sleep I always came to you because I feel like you ground me with you presence. It helps me, when you are near me but I know you have something to do the next day. You're always here for me. I really appreciate that" I smiled sadly sitting up and looking down at him. He took my hand in his, softly brushing my knuckles with his thumb. "You are not a burden to me, I already got used to it that you are here next to me, so please come to me, every day when you need me. My bed is always open for you." he smiled at me.

I nodded, smiling too. "I will, thank you." I kissed his cheek, laying back, robbing to his side so I could feel the warmth he was ratiating. I'm really thankful to have him. He treats me like some kind of princess from time to time. Giving me flower crowns. It was really cute. He even got a spell so they could never wither. ALways looking the same it was amazing.

A few minutes later I fell alseep, in his arms. He smelled so good, I felt at peace for the first.

A few hours later, I woke to some moving beside me. „Mountain? What’s wrong?“ rubbing my eyes, I slowly raised from my laying position beside him. „Sorry princess, continue on sleeping“ he smiled tired at me, pulling me down. „Thank you Mount“ I cuddled up on his side, taking his hand in my, holding onto it while i fell intona dreamless, peaceful sleep.

What I didn‘t know was that he pulled me closer to him, resting his head on mine, also falling alseep wirhin minutes.

[callme-littlesunshine]

Roses for you

I got inspired by the picture where Sodo hast he roses in his hands. So I thought, why not making something cute out of it.

Sodo x reader

 

The last time I saw him was when he was leaving fort he Tour. I missed him, I mean he called,

always when the time was there. Even when the time was different between us. We always found time to talk. I missed him dearly. He never showed it but I saw it in his eyes, or heard it in his voice. He also missed me.

We were together for a long time now, almost two years, the time I arrived at the Ministry. Sister

Imperotor was not fond o f it form e to join, i don’t know why but she didn’t allow it. It was fine the first few weeks but when time passed, it was harder form e to fall alseep. I slept in his room so I could predent he was here, it worked for

a few nights but after that it was harder than before.

I want him back here, here with me. I missed his warmth, his fell of wood and cinamon. Right

now I was talking to Alpha, he was always here form me, when I needed someone to talk when Sodo was not here  Alpha was a former Ghost Member, Alpha knew Sodo so it was easy to talkt o someone.

„You know, Sodo has changed aound you, you know that?“ I looked at him after hearing those

words. „He did? He is always this way when he is with me“ I smiled playing with my hair. „I never knew he could be gentle“ grinned the former lead guitarist. Everybody warned me about the little gremlin named Sodo but I wanted to see it myself. I never judged him, I wanted to get to know him. Well from get to know him, our

love for each other was born. I was glad that I was not listening tot he others.

„I really miss him Alpha I hope he returns soon“ I sighed while sitting back, my back leaning against the wall in front oft he Church. Since a few weeks, I was waiting in front, hoping Sodo will arrive sooner or later. I knew he would call me when they left their last concert but I wanted to wait in front when he forgot. I knew how stressful this can be. Alpha told me so much about it. Sometimes Alpha joined me, bringing Omega and Mist with him. I like them, even Terzo joined one time, he was flirting with me. But I knew he was kinda scared of Sodo, so he

would do it when he is not around. Sodo almost chopped of his head for flirting with me in front of him. It was kinda funny but I felt guilty for it. It wasn’t even my fault but well, he never did it in front of him. Sometimes he tried to

flirt with me but I never paid attention to it.

A few days later I was in front again, this time alone with my thoughts. Today was Friday,

Wednesday was the last time Sodo and I was talking. I missed his voice. Did something happen to him? Is he returning? I hope he is okay. I grabbed my phone, writing him fort he 10th time today, hoping he would answer me. I leaned

my head back, closing my eyes. The sun was hot on my skin but I didn’t care. I felt tired, I slept horrible I would sleep everywhere.

I wasn’t aware oft he fact that I was sleeping. Half an hour later, I heard I heard an engine,

opening my eyes only fort he sun to blend my vision. I raised my hand in front of my eyes to turn out the sun. Thats when I saw the tour bus. Tour bus..? Ghost… Sodo! He was coming back. I jumped up to stand only to almos fall but steading myself before crashing.

When the bus came to an stop, the door opened and everyone came out. Coming up to me, to greet me with hugs. I missed them. They left quickly but one person was missing. My

little fire ghoul. Where is he?... I felt my heart sink at the thought that he wasn’t with them. I was ready to leave my spot with a broken heart, but then I heard his voice. „My beloved where are you going?“ I turned around, only to see Sodo with rosed in his hands, smiling. My heart melted away at this sight. He is here. „You’re back“ While whispering this words I made my way to him hugging him tight. Letting my tears fall. I missed him so much and finally he is back by my side. Next time I will join him, I don’t care what Sister Imperator is telling us, I want tob e near him, I need him and he needs me. „I’ve something for you darling“ After he let go of me, he gave me the roses in his hands. „Sorry

for not calling or answering, I wanted to surprise you, I hope it worked.“ He smiled. Looking at the roses I nodded, eyes filled with love after looking up. „It definitely did“ it was. I never felt so much love like right now. He never brought me roses. This means more than everything else to me. It says so much.

„Thank you my fire ghoul“ with that I got on my tip toes, kissing his lips without a care in

the world. He is finally back now.

[callme-littlesunshine]

Teasing!

Phantom x Reader!

The first time I met Phantom was also the first time we really had something to do with each other. It was the time after Sister Imperator told us about this Mate thing. Well as lucky as i am, he laid his eyes on me.

Sister Imperator told us that we dont need to be scared if this happens. I was fucking scared. I mean he is a Ghoul and i never had something to do with a Ghoul.

Well this was the first time, it happened a reslly long time ago and since then, he was always near by. Wherever i am he is always there, wel except when he has practice. To be honest i actually like him, bot because he looks fine but because he is so sweet to me. He protests me, last time I got spooked out by a spider. It was a really big one and ir was suddenly there.

He immediately came and askes what happened, i was kinds embarrassed it was just a spider. He put it into a jar and brought it outside. I went really red around my cheeks. He really is sweet. I smiled and waited for him go come back. Someone else would have laughed but he didn’t.

He came back but stopped when he saw me still standing there. A smile pulled on his face and he came straight to me. This was the time where I realized that maybe I could give him a chance. He didn’t laugh at me because of that, he helped me. I smiled at him. „Wanna eat something?“ i asked, his eyes began to sparke like crazy, his tail behind hin swaying excited as he nodded. He really is cute. I took his wirst and pulled him with me, we walked in a side by side in silence. It was not awkward it was the exact opposite.

I looked down, thinking about his hands. I like hands when you can see the veins. Suddenly his tail grabbed my wirst and was not letting go. I smiled at this and looked up, not saying a word just enjoying it. It‘s kinda weird to be this comfy with a Ghoul you don’t really know but it‘s like I knew him forever. We never really had a long conversation just a few words about his practice and my duties.

Cumulus is one of a few I really got to know. She treats me like a Sister of hers. I never really had a sister and this.. is new but i like it. When we arrived he told me to take a seat, he will get us something. At first I wondered where he knew what I want to eat. He was always near me of course he knew. I wasn’t waiting for long when he came back with a plate full of strawberries and some chocolate tip. My eyes sparkled. Wow.

I looked at him giving him a strawberry but he didnt take it. Instead he took a bite while i was holding. He did not! I looked away for a split second but went back to look at him. His eyes sparkled and his tail was waving again like crazy.“you are like a cat ir something, you‘re really cute „ was my honest answer while eating a strawberry. What i didn’t know was that i had chocolate on my mouth. He bend over the table coming extremely close. At first i thought he wanted to kiss me jut then he wiped something away from my mouth licking his finger.

This was the time my heart skipped a beat what he heard of course. I knew it because his smile got even wider. „You are cute Y/N“ he told me. My face went red again. „You are a freaking tease for fucking Satan“ then I smiled and went back to eat my strawberries.

[callme-littlesunshine]

Trust me

Phantom x reader

I know some of you guys want some more Phantom x reader (I‘m one of those 😌)

Where should I begin? Phantom is one of those who can make me smile. It‘s hard when you never experienced love, real love. Everytime I thought about I felt lonely. I always wanted someone who would love me like I did but this never happened. Everyone just played with my feelings, making me numb to this feeling.

Everytime I get to know some guy, i was scared, scared that I will get hurt again and everytime it happenend. I never learned my lession. But then I met phantom. He was so kind and sweet but I was still scared, I still am. He always said that he will never hurt me or play with my heart like all others did. When I met his Bandmates I immediately fell in love with them. They were so kind, even Sodo was. He was like a little brother I never had.

Currently I was in Sodos room, talking. He tuned his guitar, cursing when it sis not sound like he wanted. „You know Phantom really likes you“ the quite atmosphere between us was broke when he spoke. I smiled staring at the ceiling. „i also like him but I‘m so scared since the last few times“ was my honest replay. I really want to trust him but it‘s not that easy. „i know but talk to him about your issue, maybe you‘ll get to one point where both of you are happy“ i looked at him, nodding. „You can be nice, do it more often“ I smiled at got up from Sodos bed. „Don’t get used to it, i‘m in a good mood right now“ he smiled for a moment but went back to his gremlim facs.

I left Sodos room and searched for Phantom. I knew where to find him, he‘s always at one spot, the place where i first met him. It was a 5 minute walk to get to my destination. When I saw him, sitting there, back against a tree, watching the clouds, my lips pulled into a smile. He really got my heart, he found his way into my life making me happy but my fear is still kinds there and I hate it so much. I just want to be happy, happy with him.

I knew he could smell me, even from a distance he could. He knew Inwas coming. „Hey“ i smiled as I sat next to him. „Hey, you good?“ i nodded at his question. „I… wanted to talk to you about… you know my issues“ my voice was quiet. He looked at me with wide eyes. Well he dis not expect that I guess. „You don’t have do you know? I‘ll do everything so you could believe me i‘m not lying“ i looked into his eyes, searching for something that told me he was lying but… he wasn’t. „i don’t want you to fight so hard for me Phantom. I like you a lot and I want fo be wirh you but I’m still scared i went through so much i dont want ro get hurt again and thats my biggest problem i have with myself.“ i looked at my hand playing with some flower. „Y/N look at me.“ slowly i looked up, deep into his eyes. „let‘s try it. I‘ll never hurt you, let me gain your trust but we have to start at some points okay? Let me take care of you, let me show you how it really is to be loved.“ his smile warmes my heart.

It was hard not to love him. I nodded ready to let jim completely in, still scared but I need to fight my fear and I guess this is the best way. I think he is my cure. He took my hands and kissed my nucles. „I‘m happy that you still let me be wirh you even when you’re scared bur trust me, you‘re not going regret that. Plus Sodo is going to hunt me down. Two reasons that i‘ll always by your side.“ with that i leaned forward and kissed his cheek. „Thank you“

[callme-littlesunshine]

Loving you

Rain x fem!reader

I know it was really tricky between us and I dont l know how it happened but Rain is mad ad me and I‘m mad at him but we cant be spart from another thats why we were back to back right now, holding hands. „Why are they back to back?“ does cumulus ask. „Well they had a fight about something. Rain only lets Y/N calm hin down and Y/N needs also to cool down. They need esch other.“ answered Swiss, lightly laughing.

It might be ridiculous but he is right. Only I can cslm my water ghoul down even if he is a water ghoul he only lets me be the one. He could do it himself but but he knew, when we had a fight I needed approvel to be needed by someone and he always shows me. I really love him.

Slowly but surely, I let my head fall on his shoulder closing my eyes, inhaling his scent. He smells so good, like the ocean. „I‘m sorry“ was all I heard from him in a whisper. „It‘s okay, i‘m not mad“ i smiled as he turned his head to me, kissing my temple.

„See, I told you they need each other even while fighting.“ Dew gave Swiss a Dollar, stomping away like the lil gremlin he was. I shook my head after that, turning conpletely only to see that Rain did the same. He took my hands in his beinging it ro his lips, kissing them. My face went red like Dews eyes are. He got up with such force that he pulled me with him still holding my hands. „Come on, follow me“ he smiled pulling me with him. I followed him without a word, curious where are we going.

We arrived at the lake a few minutes later, he threw me over his shoulder running into the water. He let himself fall, my eyes wide holding air when we went under. I loved him with my whole heart. He was m everything but right now I was just shocked to say something when we came back up. I opened my mouth but closed it looking like a fish. He laughed and then he kissed me.

[callme-littlesunshine]

Missed you

Phantom x reader

Love is not always easy. It's everyhing but not easy.

I leanred it right after I fell in love with him. We were good friends... friends, i don't know if you can call us friends. He was a businessman and I was a Sister of Sin. Maybe he used me at first. He had his fun with me... messing around with me. I thought it was his way to show me that he wanted me. When I was younger, boys always did this but now... I am an Adult and I know this had nothing to do with that whad those stupid boys did in middle school. I almost lost my stay at the clergy because of him. I neglaced my duties as a Sister.But after talking to Sister Imperator she did give me a second chance.

After he broke my heart, I started to change, I.. was not bubbly anymore. I felt nothing, I was soulless to a point but it changed after I met him. He was so sweet. He wanted to bring my old self back, the bubbly one. I knew he tried hard, I know I was an arse to him. I liked him around but I was not showing it, scared that maybe he was also messing with me. When he was touring, he called, as much as he could. I missed him. The first few weeks it was no big change but after a while, I started to feel lonely again, missing him, missing his scent. Nothing smelled like him anymore.

One night, I was brave enough to sneak into his room. I wanted something from him. I missed him so much. I never knew I would miss someone like I did right now. i looked around to find something. Suddenly, I felt a strong pull to his bed, should I? I don't know. What if he returned and he found me in his bed? It would be... embarrassing. Shaking my head I went to the door to leave his room, but before I could opened the door, I changed my mind and went forward to his bed, standing in front, thinking. Ah fuck I don't care. I pulled the blanked away to crawl under them. Immediately I relaxed, feeling like he was near me again. That's when I realised... I fell in love with him. I tightened my grip around his blanket and closed my eyes. "I miss you" my voice was above a whisper, then i drifted into a dreamless sleep.

I never knew it could be that easy to fall asleep, before I was struggling with it, staying awake the whole night, thinking about everything I did wrong. I never wanted to get hurt like this but I was young and desperate to find someone who loves me as much as I would love someone. The next morning was... weird. I slept the whole night like a baby. Maybe I needed it more than I thought. I felt cozy and warm in his bed, feeling loved when he had his arms around me like he had now. I inhaled his scent and tried to fall asleep again, when I realised something. 

Arms around me... wait a minute. I snapped open my eyes and straightend up. I looked at Phantom. He was back... they were back again. "Phantom" my eyes went wide and a smile was pulled  on my face. "You're back" He looked at me, with sleepy eyes and nodded. i threw myself on top of him, hugging him like it was the last time. "I missed you" I whispered, because I would cry if I talked louder. "I missed you so much" that's when I stared to cry, silently. I don't want him to hear me. I knew he could feel it, he was a Ghoul, he even could smell the salty tears that are running down my face.

"I missed you too my beloved" he hugged me tight. sitting up. His tail made his way to my face, wipping my tears away while he had his arms around me, protectively. "Sorry for not calling you the last few days. I wanted to surprise you but it looks like you surprised me for sleeping in my bed." I heard his smile in his voice. my face went red, tears still running down my face. I hid my face in his neck. "I needed something that reminds me of you, it was a last minute decision, I was not aware that you would return back when I'm in your bed." I said honesly, laughing a little. He was back. He really was back now. Everything is going to be better now I know this. I love him... I really fell in love with him. Maybe he could repair my heart and fill it with love again. I know he could...He tried everything he could to make me laugh... even smile a little. I finally realised it. He was always there for me, when I felt like I did everything wrong, he was there for me, listening to me even when i was such an arse to him.

"Thank you for everything. i love you" I whispered in his ear. He stopped for a moment, his tail even stopped moving. My heart sank. Shit, please not again. Before I knew it, his tail was waving excitedly behind him. I slowly looked at him, his eyes sparkling and filled with love. "Say it again." I was confused. He wanted..? Oh.. I smiled. "I love you." He started to purr a little. "I love you so much.. thank you for always being here for me, after you were gone, I realised my feelings for you. I thought maybe you are messing with me... but even on tour you were calling me, making sure I was doing fine. Thank you for being so patient with me." His smile was soft now, like his eyes. I was honest with him, and he knew it.

"I love you too. I'll always be here with you when you need me. Maybe I could convince Sister that we could take you with us on tour. But for now, I am here...always." and with that, he placed his lips on mine, kissing me with such love that I almost forgot how to breath. 

[callme-littlesunshine]

Hello! You can also take Request if you want, I'll take everything, well exept for Smut but maybe I'll do it later on :) I'll do everything do to with Ghost, even the Character from COD if you want me to

[callme-littlesunshine]

Let me show you something!

Phantom x Fem!Reader Warning: None! Summary: Phantom wanted to show you something, but it took a turn.

a/n: Please be kind :)

It was in the middle of the night when I heard Phantom knock on my door. I sleepily walked to my door and opened it when he yanked me outside my room. I immediately got cold and tied to wrap my arms around myself to get some warmth. I looked at Phantom. "Phantom? What are you doing?" I asked him and tried not to yawn. I was really tired, two hours ago I fell alseep because I had so much work to do. "I wanted to show you something" was his replay. He jumped around like a little kid who was really excited. I smiled to myself as I nodded. He took my hand in his and guided me through the halls. I don't know where he was taking me but I trusted him.

A few minutes later we were in the front of a huge door. Now I know where we are, we are in front of the practise room. I looked up at him and tilted my head. "What are we doing here?" he didn't replay, only opened the door and pulled me inside. What is he doing? He pulled me over where his Guitar was. He took a seat at the floor as his tail wrapped around my wrist and gently pulled me down so I could sit next to him.

I smiled at him and let my head lay on his shoulder as he began to play a few lines of a song. I immediately new what song he was playing. It was one of my favorites. I looked at him as he played it. It wasn't the normal way, it was kinda seducive. "Phantom?" I asked as he turned his head in my direction. Our faces were mere inches away from each other. "Yes?" His voice was deep, I almost didn't hear him. I couldn't answer I stared at lips and licked my own.

I closed my eyes as I felt his lips on mine. I immediately kissed him back and wrapped my arms around his neck. He placed his guitar next to him and then placed his hands on my hips as he pulled me on his lap. "I wanted do to this for a really long time" he whispered against my lips after we broke apart for air. "Me too" was the only thing I said before I kissed him again.

The cold I felt when he yanked me out of my room, was completely gone, now I feel very warm inside.

[callme-littlesunshine]

Cuddling

Sodo x fem!reader Warnings: none! Summary: Sodo had a day off from practise and wanted to cuddle with you.

a/n English is not my first language, please be kind to me. I really love ghost and Sodo is my comfort person so i hope u like it! -darling

Today was the first day since a few weeks where he had a day off. Currently I was with Phantom, talking about the upcoming tour. He was the newest Member of Ghost, summond a few weeks ago. I told him about the fans, I was a Sister of Sin but sometimes I tag along with them. Actually I was not allowed but Sodo is a little gremlin and knew a way. Phantom and I were at the fire place, currently it was quit cold outside so I wanted to get some warmth.

I felt cozy when I heard the door opened, i whipped my head around and saw Sodo looking around. When he laid his eyes on me, he came straight to me and threw me over his shoulders. "taking her with me" and with that, he left the room, on his way to his own. In his room, he threw me on his bed and crawled over me, I tilted my head ans smiled sweetly at him. A few moments later he let himself fall, I wrapped my arms around him and closed my eyes. His warmth is better than everything else. I knew he was cold and wouldn't leave his bed when it wasn't important. "What's wrong baby?" I asked him as I scratched his head. He was quit but a after a minute or so he looked at he and kissed my jaw. "I want to cuddle" he mumbled and hid his face in my neck. At this sentence my lips pulled up in a really big smile, I didn't complain and let him cuddle with me. I knew he wasn't the softest person and didn't show much emotion expect for his gremlin attitude but I am happy at those moments when he does.

After a few minutes I wanted to grab his blanket to throw it over us but his grip on me got tighter like he didn't want me to move. He wrapped his tail around my wrist and put it back where it was but didn't let it go. My smile only grew bigger when i heard his purrs. "I love you" my voice was below a whisper.

"I love you" was his replay.

[callme-littlesunshine]

🩷😍

X