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Well by bf of two years, first relationship, first kiss, first love etc etc and I are on a break. Haven’t binged yet though so that’s a win ig.

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So happy the w8 is finally coming off this time around! Ik now that I need a much lower d3f1cit to keep losing relatively quickly than the calculators seem to think. I should be at my ugw by prom!!!

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Remember guys, summer b0dies are made in winter. If you keep committed, you could lose 30lbs by June easily

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L0sing w8. It’s slow but the scale is slipping down. I’m so happy!

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Part of a gc and so motivated to ⭐️ve better.

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Alright then. Today I have eaten a small ish roast pork lunch. I guessed it around 450. I hauled Christmas trees around 11-1 so I logged that as 2 hours walking even though it was definitely more strenuous. Might have a small cake as I’m at my grandparents house and my arms ACHE

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Stats.

Sw: 75.5 kg

Cw: 70. Kg

Gw: 72.5. Kg ✅

Gw: 70 kg. ✅

Gw 67. 5. Kg

Gw: 65. Kg

Ugw 60. Kg

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My mum is insisting on takeaway chips for dinner omg. I also need to eat a stew for lunch bc she made it for me and she’s here so I can’t flush it. Might not be able to stay under 1,200 today but I stayed under 800 yesterday so ig not too bad. Will update in the comments later regarding the calories.

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Ok so the last two days have been ok. Yesterday was 1600 bc my uncle was down and he brings cake and I ate with family. Today was good I kept just under 800 and I’m barely hungry. Currently I have 1 sugar in my tea but I’m thinking of cutting it down to half so that I can eat a lil snack extra on the saved calories? Would love some advice on how to keep numbers down tysm :)

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This year I’m sticking to losing w8 I don’t care what other people think. I’m not going to be the heaviest friend I will get smaller. My bf is going to be able to pick me up with so much ease. My thighs aren’t going to be so huge and ugly. I want to feel the comforting feeling of hung3r again I need it.

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I’m e@ting sub 1000 every day (most days sub 800) and I’m not losing weight. My metabolism is so freaking slow. If I cvt more then maybe I’ll feel better. I will keep doing what I’m doing and weigh in when my periods over.

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I’m done getting better. My thoughts literally never change and it’s exhausting. I’m so f@t from “intuitive e@t1ng” and sure I’m never going to pü/ge again but I’m not doing this anymore. I’m making myself better by e@t1ng as little as I can get away with. My boyfriend will be able to pick me up with ease, my friends will no longer have to delete pictures, the best thing I can be is sk11n¥

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I was the chubby one in little girls ballet. I compared myself to others probably since 5. I cried about it for the first time at 6.

Reblog if you started worrying about your weight before you were fourteen.

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They ask you if your fine you have to say you are

You pretend to see straight when you stand up too fast

They say to get better but idk where to start

I simply don’t know how to ask

For help

I lie all the time but I can’t stop

I say I’m not hungry, no I’m starving

One more day then I swear I’m done fasting

I’m keeping going but my weight won’t drop

When did chocolate become my enemy

When did I hate the feeling of food inside of me

When did lunch become sugar free gum

When will this be over and done

It’s never flipping over