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Appearance 1, 13

Objects 12

Community and Relationships 7

Mind, Body and Soul 17

Hobbies and Activities 7

for Val <3

Questions are from this post <3

APPEARANCE

1. What is your character's favorite physical trait they possess?

Her tattoos??? If that doesn't count, perhaps her curls (in a good day), her pouty lips which someone commented that she looks adorable with lipstick.

But one couldn't ignore her body since Val worked extremely hard to transform from her scrawny figure to a strong, muscular woman. 

13. What is something your character would refuse to wear?

Anything that is offensive or explicit/inappropriate. Val doesn't judge others for doing so (unless they do it with bad intentions) but it's just not her cup of tea.

OBJECTS

12. Does your character personify objects?

Sometimes but she often doesn't realise it. It could be due to the past when she was sheltered growing up.

COMMUNITY AND RELATIONSHIPS

7. Who is your character most honest with?

Valerie still hides some of her secrets from the people she cares about and trusts, even if they're not endangered. But so far, Price and Ghost are the ones she can be honest with due to their longest working history.

MIND, BODY AND SOUL

17. Is your character more energized in the morning, afternoon or at night?

She's way more energised (and brutal) in the night due to the night missions she participates. Even when she's not in field, Val can be seen working out, training her combat or marksmanship or conducting more research and experiments in her laboratory at late night.

Val once jokingly said the darkness is her best friend and how well she blends in it.

HOBBIES AND ACTIVITIES

7. What is a talent that your character is proud of?

Val is the type of person to not acknowledge her talents even though she has several. But one of them is having the flexibility and contortion skills despite her rugged stature, because of it she doesn't hesitate to use it as her advantage to subdue her enemy to the point of suffocating them (besides using her toxins) which earned her the nickname of Lady Serpent.

Or the fact that she can remain in underwater without oxygen than most people. 17 minutes in general. If she feels super calm then 21 minutes at most.

Another talent is she could play the songs by ear in piano, violin (and guitar) especially classical music. It'll be a little rusty at first but after several minutes of warming up, the melody is perfect.

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HEY! HEY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I try to draw Eden (Because I like her-) for the birthday gift! (Also experiment with a new style a bit)

Anyway, the sketch version

MILKY 🥺💕💕💕💕, YOU ARE SO SWEET AND EDEN IS SO BEAUTIFUL DRAWING BY YOU 😭😭💚💚💚. You are so sweet and caring, and thank you so much for the birthday gift and wishes my lovely mutual 😭😭😭😭💚💕💕💕

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OC interaction time! What would Eden feel about Captain Arjun?

Oh important question, I think Eden with Arjun get along very well👀. She values him for his experience in the field and that he can teach her some Para SF secrets (also knowing that he also supports women in the military and spy camp muah ) and go together on cover missions. I imagine Eden even meeting Arjun's wife Kavya, with whom they start talking about recipes while their husbands are there watching 🧍🏻‍♂️. I'm sure they would definitely get along 😌💚

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♥️ love train! send this to all the blogs you love! don’t forget to spread the love! ♥️

AADGBBVBBBHJ KUSHI 😭😭💕💕💕💕, I LOVE YOU TOO

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i was made to be the sweetest girl ever. it’s on you if i turn evil

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smut prompt list no. 2

1) overwhelmed, but happy crying during sex 

2) crying crying during sex that leads to a pause or early end to comfort and take care of whatever emotions bubbled over 

3) depression sex in order to feel something good for once

4) messy drunk sex that is then forgotten the morning after

5) filming it, either for private purposes or because they’re amateur pornstars

6) mutual masturbation

7) spying on/walking in on their partner touching themself 

8) sex in exchange for a favour

9) car sex

10) quiet airplane bathroom sex

11) touching the other while at the movies

12) sex while there is the background noise of a rainstorm outside

13) being snowed in together and fucking in front of the fireplace 

14) pool/hot tub sex

15) stargazing that turns into sex

16) the classic “oh, let me help you put some sunscreen on” but then the little massage turns into something more

17) sex while camping

18) fucking in the bar bathroom and being too drunk to care about being quiet 

19) when the teasing in the dressing room gets a little too hot

20) shower/bath sex

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You can continue to delete my asks but you should know it's the honest truth. I'm not going to say your OCs suck but they need work if you expect attention.

Asking for people to reblog your ship art too, like nobody will do that if your art is boring.

I deleted your asks cuz they're pretty damn shitty and really aren't true...

And saying "I'm not going to say your ocs suck" is kinda bullshit cuz you've literally been complaining about my ocs the whole time....🫤

Now you're complaining about my art???

I'm not gonna sit here and let you attack me but also look! I'm really trying to improve my oc lore I really do...I do my very best and tried to make it more simplified for others to enjoy...idk how many times to say it but you don't need to look at any of it!!

I hate confrontation, I really do so don't keep coming back and asking for a fight...

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Music Monday

Tagged by @simplegenius042 💕💕, today I choose "Celebrity Skin" by Hole, a song for my upcoming chapter 5 for my fanfiction"Fire and Gasoline"

ᴏʜ, ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴏᴠᴇʀ

ɪ'ᴍ ᴀʟʟ ɪ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ʙᴇ

ᴀ ᴡᴀʟᴋɪɴɢ ꜱᴛᴜᴅʏ

ɪɴ ᴅᴇᴍᴏɴᴏʟᴏɢʏ

ʜᴇʏ, ꜱᴏ ɢʟᴀᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ

ʏᴇᴀʜ, ɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ɪᴛ

ʜᴇʏ, ꜱᴏ ɢʟᴀᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ɴᴏᴡ

ᴏʜ, ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴀᴛ ᴍʏ ꜰᴀᴄᴇ

ᴍʏ ɴᴀᴍᴇ ɪꜱ "ᴍɪɢʜᴛ-ʜᴀᴠᴇ-ʙᴇᴇɴ"

ᴍʏ ɴᴀᴍᴇ ɪꜱ "ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡᴀꜱ"

ᴍʏ ɴᴀᴍᴇ'ꜱ ꜰᴏʀɢᴏᴛᴛᴇɴ

ʜᴇʏ, ꜱᴏ ɢʟᴀᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ

ʏᴇᴀʜ, ɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ɪᴛ

ʜᴇʏ, ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ'ꜱ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴜꜱ ʟᴇꜰᴛ ɴᴏᴡ

ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴡᴀᴋᴇ ᴜᴘ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇᴜᴘ

ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴛᴏᴏ ᴇᴀʀʟʏ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴅʀᴇꜱꜱ

ᴡɪʟᴛᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ꜰᴀᴅᴇᴅ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ɪɴ ʜᴏʟʟʏᴡᴏᴏᴅ

ɪ'ᴍ ɢʟᴀᴅ ɪ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴏꜰ ꜰʟᴇꜱʜ

ɴᴏ ꜱᴇᴄᴏɴᴅ ʙɪʟʟɪɴɢ 'ᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴀ ꜱᴛᴀʀ ɴᴏᴡ

ᴏʜ, ᴄɪɴᴅᴇʀᴇʟʟᴀ, ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀʀᴇɴ'ᴛ ꜱʟᴜᴛꜱ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ

ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪꜰᴜʟ ɢᴀʀʙᴀɢᴇ, ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪꜰᴜʟ ᴅʀᴇꜱꜱᴇꜱ

ᴄᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴛᴀɴᴅ ᴜᴘ ᴏʀ ᴡɪʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ꜰᴀʟʟ ᴅᴏᴡɴ?

ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜ ᴏᴜᴛ

ᴏʜ, ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡɪꜱʜ ꜰᴏʀ

ɪᴛ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ʙᴇ ᴡᴏʀᴛʜ ɪᴛ

ꜱᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴛᴏ ᴅɪᴇ ꜰᴏʀ

ʜᴇʏ, ꜱᴏ ɢʟᴀᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ

ʏᴇᴀʜ, ɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ɪᴛ

ʜᴇʏ, ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ'ꜱ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴜꜱ ʟᴇꜰᴛ ɴᴏᴡ

ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴡᴀᴋᴇ ᴜᴘ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇᴜᴘ

ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ꜰᴇʟᴛ ꜱᴏ ᴜꜱᴇᴅ ᴜᴘ ᴀꜱ ᴛʜɪꜱ?

ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴀʟʟ ꜱᴏ ꜱᴜɢᴀʀʟᴇꜱꜱ, ʜᴏᴏᴋᴇʀ, ᴡᴀɪᴛʀᴇꜱꜱ

ᴍᴏᴅᴇʟ, ᴀᴄᴛʀᴇꜱꜱ, ᴏʜ, ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ɢᴏ ɴᴀᴍᴇʟᴇꜱꜱ

ʜᴏɴᴇʏꜱᴜᴄᴋʟᴇ, ꜱʜᴇ'ꜱ ꜰᴜʟʟ ᴏꜰ ᴘᴏɪꜱᴏɴ

ꜱʜᴇ ᴏʙʟɪᴛᴇʀᴀᴛᴇᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ꜱʜᴇ ᴋɪꜱꜱᴇᴅ

ɴᴏᴡ ꜱʜᴇ'ꜱ ꜰᴀᴅɪɴɢ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ɪɴ ʜᴏʟʟʏᴡᴏᴏᴅ

ɪ'ᴍ ɢʟᴀᴅ ɪ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴏꜰ ꜰʟᴇꜱʜ

ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴀ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴍᴇ?

ᴡᴇʟʟ, ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ꜱᴇʟʟɪɴɢ ᴄʜᴇᴀᴘ

ɴᴏ, ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ꜱᴇʟʟɪɴɢ ᴄʜᴇᴀᴘ

Tag: @chloekistune @graveyard-party666 @alypink @kaitaiga @statichvm @onehornedbeast @themotherofhorses @carlosoliveiraa @cassietrn @socially-awkward-skeleton @thewanderer-000 @thedeadthree @priceseyes @sinclxirx @alicedarkmair @strangefable @captastra @aceghosts @kikiharinezumi @katsigian @justasmolbard @dickytwister @theelderhazelnut @elderglocks @caelums-fate @chewbokachoi @yourluckyoswald @moosch @hookhearted @illmetbymoonlight @starcrossedspirit @la-grosse-patate @pan-anarcho @killerspinal @dani-the-goblin

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Shout out to fanfic writers that don’t get put on rec lists.

Shout out to fanfic writers who write short fanfics.

Shout out to fanfic writers who don’t write often.

Your fics are just as much a labor of love.

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May Writing Challenge

This May I want to get back into writing. I’m not at all consistent. I’m at a point where I don’t feel like I can work on bigger things, because I can’t guarantee myself to keep working on it in a week from now. So I will take this month as a training month to get back into the habit of writing. I will do this by writing (or trying to write) 200 words every day. Topic is irrelevant. How great my writing is that day is irrelevant. Just 200 words written down. A habit taking 21 days to form was debunked, it does take a lot longer, but 31 days are a start I would say. These are already 140 words, so 200 words every day are hopefully manageable. You're more than welcome to join me if you like 😊

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Music Monday

Tagging @socially-awkward-skeleton @softtidesworld @direwombat @adelaidedrubman @onehornedbeast @imogenkol @g0dspeeed @josephslittledeputy @josephseedismyfather @cassietrn @carlosoliveiraa @aceghosts @shallow-gravy @shellibisshe @turbo-virgins @inafieldofdaisies @afarcryfrommymain @starsandskies @derelictheretic @purplehairsecretlair @ladyoriza @minilev @wrathfulrook @yokobai @cloudofbutterflies92 @florbelles @skoll-sun-eater @sleepyconfusedpotato @snake-in-the-garden @thewanderer-000 @titiagls @strangefable @strafethesesinners @rhettsabbott @red-nightskies @voidika and @la-grosse-patate + anyone else who's interested.

Three songs for The Silver Chronicles, Life, Despair & Monsters and an Original Work of minet. Also I'm putting my WIP Wednesdays on hold, as I'm working on my newest "Intro Post" and some Masterlists. Anyway, listen and read below the cut:

Silva and Azriel's mother-daughter relationship in Silva's Hope is one of the key turning points of the fic (the underlying themes of motherhood not withstanding); it causes Silva to reevaluate her standing with both Eden's Gate and the Resistance in Hope County and motivates her to take a much more proactive rogue approach, seeking to push both factions towards a peace without spilling anymore bloodshed as there had already been (before she was just trying taking out her grief, pain and her bottled up trauma onto the cult that was similar to the two that took everything from her, and hoping to get killed in the process, a roundabout way to end her own suffering without dishonoring/abandoning the sacrifices made to get her to safety). It also gives her the chance to acknowledge and accept the death of her daughter Persephone; something she's been guilt-ridden about throughout her grief, never allowing her to make peace with it. Silva's upbringing was shaky, her childhood spent with a man who's intentions towards her were anything but pure, and her adolescence spent with the father she wished she had before things went to hell. Silva sees herself in Azriel; a girl harmed by the zealotry of a cult and denied the affection she needed and craved for until later in her life. Silva hopes to be the mother Azriel can rely on, as well as a fiercer protector. This song is both a mix of Azriel and Silva's perspective (in a way), though it's also Silva echoing promises Paul had told her (when he was a better person) but directed to Azriel this time:

"There was a time, I used to look into my father's eyes In a happy home, I was a king, I had a golden throne But those days are gone, now the memory's on the wall I hear the songs from the places where I was born

Up on the hill, across the blue lake That's where I had my first heartbreak I still remember how it all changed My father said

Don't you worry, don't you worry, child See Heaven's got a plan for you Don't you worry, don't you worry now, yeah

There was a time, I met a guy of a different kind And we ruled the world, I thought I'd never lose him out of sight We were so young, I think of him now and then I still hear the songs, reminding me of a friend, oh

Up on the hill, across the blue lake That's where I had my first heartbreak I still remember how it all changed My father said

Don't you worry, don't you worry, child See Heaven's got a plan for you Don't you worry, don't you worry now, yeah Don't you worry, don't you worry, child See Heaven's got a plan for you Don't you worry, don't you worry now, yeah."

Next song is for an Original WIP of mine called Mario: Mother's Boy, a kind of origin story for one of my OCs from The UnTitledverse, Mario Emmet, a quippy shapeshifting alien that feeds on fear, and his time being raised by his mother, Abigail Emmet, who had spent nearly a century prior masquerading as a human outlaw with the Van Der Linde Gang (and feeding off the terror of her enemies). The fic starts from 1979 and ends in 1988, ending a few months Mario's other story, The Adventures of Debra Holmes and her Amazing Best Friend Mario Emmet, in The UnTitledverse. Throughout the fic, Abigail struggles with raising her very impulsively instinctively driven son, helping him masquerade as a human while teaching him human morals and culture (while retaining some of their better alien traditions that doesn't call for the disregard of other's health), going out on hunts to feed both herself and Mario (all the while terror becomes a harder emotion to elicit from her prey, though thankfully fear isn't difficult for Mario to pry out of his own prey), making decisions that put her son before herself, something that goes against her species very nature, as well as face her own impending mortality as her lifespan shortens. But for Abigail, as long as Mario is prepared to survive in this world without her, then that's enough for her, even if the time they had together was never enough.

"I'm trying to hold my breath Let it stay this way Can't let this moment end You set off a dream in me Getting louder now Can you hear it echoing? Take my hand Will you share this with me? 'Cause darling, without you

All the shine of a thousand spotlights All the stars we steal from the night sky Will never be enough, never be enough Towers of gold are still too little These hands could hold the world but it'll Never be enough, never be enough

For me Never, never Never, never Never, for me, for me Never enough Never enough Never enough For me, for me, for me

All the shine of a thousand spotlights All the stars we steal from the night sky Will never be enough, never be enough Towers of gold are still too little These hands could hold the world but it'll Never be enough, never be enough

For me Never, never Never, never Never, for me, for me Never enough, never, never Never enough, never, never Never enough For me, for me, for me

For me."

Cyberpunk: Corporate Shutdown is a Cyberpunk 2077 fic apart of Life, Despair & Monsters, following Min-Ji "Vasilisa" Choi, codenamed to simply "V" (supposed to be the Roman numeral of "Five"/"Fifth" but in Night City, people are pricks, so that number became a letter), as she navigates through the cesspool that is Night City, the dominion of Arasaka on American soil. She is mentored by both Johnny Silverhand (in her head) and an old companion of his, Rico (who Arasaka had intentions to weaponize him but he managed to escape before they could touch any more organs... though he is fighting off the side effects of Cyberpsychosis due to almost being full-borg, something forced upon him by Arasaka), into the life of a Cyberpunk. They intend to burn down Arasaka and their main enforcer, Adam Smasher, along with it. However, Smasher isn't alone; he has a pet by the name of "Impulse", and it seems Militech want a piece of the action with their newest creation: "Inviticus", so helpfully designed by one Sir Enigma Malvolio.

"Young blood, run like a river Young blood, never get chained Young blood, heaven need a sinner You can't raise hell with a saint Young blood, came to start a riot Don't care what your old man say Young blood, heaven hate a sinner But we're gonna raise hell anyway

Raise hell, yeah Raise hell Somebody gotta, gotta raise a little hell Baby, drop them bones Baby, sell that soul Heaven, fare thee well Somebody gotta, gotta raise a little hell (Oh, my-my, oh, hell yeah) Somebody gotta, gotta raise a little hell (Oh, my-my, oh, hell yeah) Somebody gotta, gotta raise a little hell

Young blood, stand and deliver No need for a queen affair Young gun, gotta pull the trigger When the whole world running scared.

Raise hell!"

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Happy late birthday my dear viví!😘❤️ hope you had an amazing day and you like this little gift! Love you!❤️❤️❤️

ALY😭😭😭🥺🥺💕💕💕, THIS SO CUTE 🥺🥺🥺. LOOK AT MY BABIES😭😭💕💕💕. YOU ARE AN AMAZING FRIEND, ONE OF MY BEST MUTUALS AND CAN THANK YOU ENOUGH ABOUT OUR FRIENDSHIP 🥺🥺💕💕💕. Thank you for everything and thank you for being an amazing friend 🥺😍🥰💕💕💕

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Being inclusive with your reader insert fic is a kindness. It tells people of color (poc) that you are considering someone who does not look like you in your fic. It shows love and dedication to our craft. It tells poc that they belong here too and they can see themselves in your story.

Poc aren’t look for activism in fic, we know fandom isn’t that serious, but we should be able to have that same level of escapism when we turn to fic and fandom. We belong here too. This space is for everyone, not just one group of people.

Just to give a few examples of how simple it can be: say “skin warmed” instead of blushed, say “cradled your head” instead of running fingers through hair, say “angles yourself to kiss” instead of standing on tiptoes, use italics to indicate Spanish to take out a throwaway line of “you didn’t understand Spanish” things like that. Small changes that do not impact the fic at all but make a world of difference in inclusivity!

And for anything you can’t/don’t want to change, simply add warning in the beginning. Things like hair descriptors, anything reader might wear, some backstory for reader (especially involving family or where the story is set), readers job, things like that. A lot of times just having that heads up before the fic makes a world of difference!

And one example of kindness we as writers always worked to change: until recently (just a couple years ago) it wasn’t common to label the gender of the reader. But those who aren’t female asked writers to label it so they know which to read and which to avoid, and now it’s common to label the gender/pronouns of the reader. So it is possible! It just takes effort! And I’m a writer myself so I know it can be done!

We can pretend to be a bartender or a bounty hunter or an actress or anything else. But we shouldn’t have to imagine we’re a white one.

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training

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I woke up and drew a little sketch (I used a different brush for fun)

Pls give them love...pls give them love....