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moots?

of course

i like to follow people who have a nice and interesting neat intro pinned post

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where the fuck are the shifting storytimes??

they just stopped appearing, just vanished into thin air like a fucking sneeze

i feel like i’m one of the very few who still posts about them and i think it sucks

because when i go back to my doubting shit state i NEED to hear others’ experiences okay?? for i feel fucking insecure about my ability despite having personal proof SO GIVE ME BACK THOSE FUN STORYTIMES YOU DICKHEADS

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I JUST POSTED

A SUBLIMINAL

FOR THIS MINDSET / METHOD !!

just listen, watch a movie and fall asleep

watch a movie and shift

every time you get emotionally invested in a movie and fall asleep right after, your subconscious wants to take you there. so i got an idea, whatever this is, a mindset or a method, or both or neither.

new mindset you can build: you watch a movie right before falling asleep (without distractions or mindless scrolling, with your full focus on the story) your mind will lock onto that reality, and after you sleep you’ll simply wake up there as the main character. no ifs. no buts. no doubts.

so it’s not not about imagining, it’s a belief formed by experience, almost annoying because it simply work everytime. to believe this new concept, feed your mind only what supports the reality you want to live in.

if you’re not yet capable to mold and bend your new beliefs then follow a mental diet for as much as you want or need:

- no negativity and no content that makes you doubt shifting, avoid overconsumption too

- daily affirmations such as “when I watch a movie before bed I shift there automatically” “my mind knows how to shift, I just let it”

- no mindless phone use before sleep, the only media you consume before bed must be related to the movie dr

- just fall asleep believing it’s inevitable it’s almost annoying

this method works whether you want it or not so there’s a risk on it. remember that the last thing (in this case movie or media) you focus on becomes your reality. so choose what you consume carefully (intrusive thoughts won’t impact your shift, don’t worry).

so turn off everything including your phone and simply watch a movie which represents the reality you want to wake up in. while you watch it you can comment to yourself rants or vents like “ugh I don’t want to experience this tomorrow” or “it’s such a waste that I’m forcefully shifting there tonight, I wanted to go elsewhere, but it’s already done, too late”. you can feel every emotion, then simply lie down and don’t overthink, sleep with certainty because it’s a matter of fact you will shift there, your mind knows it and will do all the work like it always did.

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watch a movie and shift

every time you get emotionally invested in a movie and fall asleep right after, your subconscious wants to take you there. so i got an idea, whatever this is, a mindset or a method, or both or neither.

new mindset you can build: you watch a movie right before falling asleep (without distractions or mindless scrolling, with your full focus on the story) your mind will lock onto that reality, and after you sleep you’ll simply wake up there as the main character. no ifs. no buts. no doubts.

so it’s not not about imagining, it’s a belief formed by experience, almost annoying because it simply work everytime. to believe this new concept, feed your mind only what supports the reality you want to live in.

if you’re not yet capable to mold and bend your new beliefs then follow a mental diet for as much as you want or need:

- no negativity and no content that makes you doubt shifting, avoid overconsumption too

- daily affirmations such as “when I watch a movie before bed I shift there automatically” “my mind knows how to shift, I just let it”

- no mindless phone use before sleep, the only media you consume before bed must be related to the movie dr

- just fall asleep believing it’s inevitable it’s almost annoying

this method works whether you want it or not so there’s a risk on it. remember that the last thing (in this case movie or media) you focus on becomes your reality. so choose what you consume carefully (intrusive thoughts won’t impact your shift, don’t worry).

so turn off everything including your phone and simply watch a movie which represents the reality you want to wake up in. while you watch it you can comment to yourself rants or vents like “ugh I don’t want to experience this tomorrow” or “it’s such a waste that I’m forcefully shifting there tonight, I wanted to go elsewhere, but it’s already done, too late”. you can feel every emotion, then simply lie down and don’t overthink, sleep with certainty because it’s a matter of fact you will shift there, your mind knows it and will do all the work like it always did.

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the infinite universe + probability = infinite versions of YOU in THIS reality

found source from the theory of max tegmark “parallel universes” (its a very readable paper with multiple levels of multiverse theory explained)

first of all, you have to remember that that the observable universe is not the whole universe.

what we call the “observable universe” is just the part of space we can see, about billions light years across. it’s limited by how far light has had time to travel since the big bang, billions years ago.

but beyond that, we don’t know where the universe ends, if it ends at all. many cosmologists believe the universe is spatially infinite, meaning it goes on forever in all directions.

therefore in a finite space matter can only arrange itself in so many ways.

atoms can only combine in a finite number of ways, especially if we’re talking about a finite region of space (example the size of earth or your body or even our galaxy). the number is mind blowing huge, but it’s still finite.

therefore there are:

- finite types of particles

- finite number of wayz to arrange them

- infinite space to “work with”

SO infinite space means those combinations will repeat, eventually.

if the universe is infinite and mostly homogeneous (same laws of physics everywhere) then every possible configuration of particles should eventually repeat, just due to the sheer scale of randomness playing out over infinite distances.

this is based on something called the poincare recurrence theorem and the infinite monkey theorem, which in simple terms if you give random processes infinite time or space, eventually even extremely unlikely outcomes will happen.

as in like if you roll a dice an infinite number of times, you will get the same sequence of rolls again eventually, not once but infinitely many times.

so in an infinite universe, there could be:

- another version of you reading this message

- a version of earth where you chose a different path

- entire regions of space that are nearly identical to ours and others that are radically different

this idea is what max tegmark calls level 1 multiverse, with the idea that parallel versions of reality exist not in other dimensions but just very very far away in regular old 3D space.

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Abt your Hogwarts question post :

1. how do you not get tangled up what happened in your drs ?

2. is it trippy to know that you‘ve been multiple times at Hogwarts , going through the same study materials but with different people around you , different teachers and a whole different atmosphere? ( not sure if you have Voldemort stuff in your golden trio dr )

3. your favorite thing about your Hogwarts drs

4. is there a song that reminds you of your time with the golden trio ?

how hogwarts speaks to me

sometimes I do get tangled up in what happened in my drs, but I’ve developed little internal markers, like emotional cues or sensory details that help me sort the threads. let’s say that each dr has a texture, almost like a color palette or emotional frequency. one dr might feel warm and candlelit and fulll of friendship, while another feels misty, quieter, more introspective. I anchor memories based on who I was in that dr. like, who were my close people? what did the common room smell like? was the air tense with war or soft with autumn?

sometiems memories bleed together. like I’ll remember practicing patronus spells with Harry in a dr, then also remember doing the exact same spell years later with a totally different friend and a completely different emotional context. it’s not unlike dejavu, but stretched out and with a new light I guess.

also journaling helps. I keep magical journals in each dr, some with locking spells, some that only open under moonlight or by saying a phrase only I know. it helps keep the experiences sorted.

but it is kind of trippy. though i enjoy it, honextly.

like, I’ve sat in the same exact astronoym tower, doing the same star chart assignment, but one time it was during the height of the second wizarding war. and another time, it was peaceful and quiet, with the stars and Sirius beside me sketching constellations on his arm in ink.

the castle feels different depending on the era. there’s first this tension everywhere, even before voldemort returns, the atmosphere is charged (?) and teachers are more watchful and some students are paranoid. and then in a more “peaceful” hogwarts, like after the war, or where something never existed, the school feels almost sleepy and safe, a place for just learning again.

so same hallways, same subjects, but with completely different lives. it’s like having dreams of the same house but the furniture rearranges itself each night, and the people in it change, yet you are always somehow yourself.

my favourite thing about my hogwarts drs, if I had to choose just one thing, it would be the quiet moments that make magic feel real. for example the first snowfall on the windows of the common room while I sip hot pumpkin cider. or yhe way the candles float just slightly when someone walks under them in the great hall. sitting on the roof of the owlery, watching owls fly under a dark sky, whispering a spell I made up on the spot and feeling it bloom in the air around me.

it’s not the classes (because I forget everything, but I somehow still get decent grades) or the duels or even the magical creatures (though I love thestrals). it’s those liminal, little soul soaking moments where it feels like the world has paused just for me to breathe magic in.

I also miss my friends, of course. they make such a big difference there and I cannot explain in just a few lines how much they mean to me in my drs (maybe I’ll make a whole other post).

but yeah, that’s the part I miss most when I’m back here. not the drama, not the chaos, just the quiet wonder.

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I’ve been thinking a lot about my spiritual beliefs and practice these last weeks to months, and I’m still not sure about what my conclusions are but I want to either way share my flow of inner thoughts.

I consider myself as a a polytheist and luciferian, so I do believe in multiple gods and goddesses from different pantheons and also in the infernal deities. I do believe these are higher beings, compared to us, and that we should show them respect and reverence, and *maybe* we would receive their help back.

But the more I enter the loop of consciousness, the more I realise that I am the God of this reality and all those I exist in, therefore yes, these deities DO exist, but they are part of me, and I am part of them. Not lower, not higher, but the same. The one and only deity that exists in this whole omniverse. I am in control just like they are, and I still show them respect because why would I disrespect myself? I wouldn’t like that, so they wouldn’t either.

So now, when I practice and do “deity work” or “witchcraft” I am using my only self energy, and the one of the whole universe, which is part of myself too, as I am the universe itself as well. When I put offerings out there, I am thanking those deities that are me, and I am reuniting with them as a whole, doing my energy work with the extract of the All: me, my consciousness.

I still talk with them from time to time, after a tough day or even the opposite with a joyful heart, like an open diary, and pull out my tarot cards and pendulum. I ask them questions as in how are they doing right now and what should I do in that specific situation, and that helps. Am I talking to myself? I don’t know, probably, but I don’t really mind. They’re still me, and they exist either way, because I thought about them therefore they’re here and “concrete”.

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every monday I go to an autism-helping group, meeting people around my age that are on the spectrum too, and I started to befriend them and we hung out two times by now, and last time was yesterday and something actually nice happened.

we were on the train to go back home and one of the guys asked “I haven’t asked yet what’s your special interest or hyperfixation, you can tell me now if you want” and everyone was like science, psychology, history, experiments, and the guy who asked the question said he was very interested in the meaning of the universe (this is a very summarised term of what he said, because he spoke a lot and was absolutely more complex than what I can explain) so I felt free to share mine.

I started my phrase by saying that my biggest interest is “the theory of consciousness vs theory of the multiverse” just to test waters and they were actually curious so I started explaining and the guy turned out to be more scientifically prepared than me ahaha, and he started explaining why he just knows that the multiverse exists and I wish I could’ve recorded his speech because he was so wise and prepared.

I am always scared to tell people about my interest in shifting because they would say I’m crazy or it’s just dreaming as per usual, but this one turned out as a quite interesting conversation and eye opening sharing of speech.

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omg i had no idea u make subs what’s ur channel?

yea i do sometimes! they’re mostly made based on my likings for example shifting to realities i like personally, or to obtain a specific trait, and so on. but i do also take paid requests :)

here’s my channel: ⭐️⭐️

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Since you practice witchcraft and work with deities in this reality, do you continue these practices in your harry potter dr or any other dr? I’m also curious if witches and wizards in your dr have any kind of connection to deities or demons, like working with or worshipping them in a similar way to how we do here, or if it’s completely different?

witchcraft and deity work in my hogwarts dr

honestly it’s a bit layered cause yea, i do continue my witchcraft practice and deity work, but it’s somewhat adapted because the magical system in my dr is very structured and spell focused, such as textbook incantations, wand work, potions, etc. it’s more external, highkey average. but i’ve brought parts of my own path into it, and in my own way (kind of).

i still honour my deities but quietly. i have a little altar in my dorm with stuff like candles and simple snacks cause they’re always appreciated. i try to do moon rituals on the astronomy tower when no ones around. i work with intention based magic like charging objects or casting without incantations when possible. i basically walk both the hogwarys approved spell system and then the deeper magic of the all.

if any witch or wizard STILL works with deities i’m not the best you can ask to, but as far as my knowledge goes, some do, but it’s not mainstream and it’s not even taught in school. it’s seen as idk, niche? or so old and a little taboo, depending on who you ask. there’s this whole realm of old magic tthat some families are tied to, stuff tied to the land and spirits, or ancestors and yes deities. it’s more common in certain wizarding bloodlines, especially the ones connected to celtic, norse, or mediterranean roots.

the malfoy famoly used to venerate a goddess of death and protection (but this is just voices i’ve heard around so i don’t even know precisely or if it’s the truth). then theres spirits of place, some witches speak to the forest or the lake like they’re sentient and sometimes the castle responds. while for demon work some students talk rarely about dealings with demons or spirit pacts, but that gets down to a joke so it’s not takes seriously. but you can definitely find about those in books at the restricted section. the ministry definitely doesn’t encourage it, its all “unsafe” “unpredictable” “dark” (which is, of course, bullshit lol).

anyway it is kind of similar to our realitys practice in some ways, so fferings, dreams, synchronicities, is like on here. the energy of ritual and devotion and personal connection still feels same. the feeling of calling upon a deity in that world is still just as powerful. lowkey even more potent because the world itself is so soaked in magic it’s like they can manifest quicker.

but it’s also different, for example deities don’t have the same “pantheon presence” like here. plus, people just dont walking around saying “I honor/work with Lucifer” it’s more secret and personal, and honestly more respected by the few who know.

so a bit of a summary: yes i carry my spiritual practice into my dr. it’s just woven more quietly into the structurr of that world. hogwarts isn’t really built for it, but the land around it, so the forest, the stones, the wind over the black lake, it is. magic there is layered, the wand spells are just the surface, and underneath there’s space for devotion, spirit work, and older magics. so if you ever want to shift there and want to keep working with your deities, i promise you that they’ll follow.

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I really like the subliminal you uploaded a couple months ago. You said you also used witchcraft. I really don’t mind about it but can I still listen to it without practicing witchcraft myself?

yes, everyone can listen :)

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Thank you for being so open to answering questions!

Are there a whole lot of secret passageways in the school? I’ve always thought that there were a ton of them everywhere.

How easy is it to sneak around the castle at night? Have you ever snuck out of the castle and how difficult was it?

sneaking around hogwarts in my dr

if you’re not in possession of the marauders map then you have no idea how many secret passageways there are in that place. some doors literally weren’t even there yesterday, then pop up when you need them or when the castle decides you’re ready.

some are obvious, like behind a tapestry or a brick, but others are practically sentient. i found one that only opens if you hum the school anthem backwards, or anoter one in the dungeons listens for certain keywords in parseltongue. theres one that leads from the library to the courtyard and i use it when i’m late to class. or theres another hidden behind the mirror on the fifth floor, not the mirror of erised just some random full length one that breathes when you stand near it, and that one leads to a circular room thats not even on any map.

how easy it is to sneak around it depends. if you’re a dumbass you’ll get more likely caught. there are moving staircases, supervising suits of armor, portraits and ghosts that will definitely snitch (i hate you sir gandenth), and then there’s filch, who had like like a spidey sense or something lol. for me and my friends i learnt a mix of tricks? like disillusionment charms which are better than invisibility cloaks if you know how to cast them right, or muffliato for not alerting ghosts or portraits.

i’ve snuck around the castle a bunch of times because i scripted to be with the marauders so it would’ve been unavoidable. the first time was through the one eyed witch passage behind the hump backed statue. you tap her with your wand and say dissendium, and it opens up into this tight, dark tunnel that leads to honeydukes basement. while the last time i’ve done it was definitely dumb as i tried to sneak out to the forbidden forest during a full moon. it’s a personal story then but i didn’t even make it past the gate probably because of what happened the time before that.

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abt your hogwarts dr: do you feel anything casting magic? (like vibration in the wand, or a feeling, or energy, or whatever?) what is wand selection like? have you ever broken your wand before, do you know anyone who has broken their wand? what is your wand made of? i'm fascinated by wands in general so any tidbits of info would be cool

wands & magic in my hogwarts dr

this is actually an interesting question, i feel like not many people talk about the practical aspects of shifting to hogwarts, so i’ll do it “first”. if you have any more question feel free to ask and i shall be available in sharing.

the times i started learning actual spells it wasn’t only waving a stick and saying latin. i find it strange, but you get used to it pretty much, it’s like you’re drawing something up from inside your chest or belly and your wand acts like a conductor. for me when i really focus and get it right it’s like my arm gets lighter and there’s this vibration but subtle. sometimes there’s warmth in my hand or a slight tingle down my fingers and whhen the spell goes well the energy kind of clicks.

wand selection was, idk, weird? ollivander himself creepy in a kind way, he watches you like he can see your soul lol. itried like six wands before mine chose me. the first few just fizzled, one of them exploded a stack of boxes and the one that chose me it was instant. i felt warm all over, my fingers tingled and i didn’t even do anything, the wand just kind of knew me i don’t even know how to explain this without it sounding corny .

i haven’t broken my wand personally, yet, but i dropped it once in the black lake by accident and thought i lost it so ipanicked so hard i started almost crying. but apparently my wand wanted to be found and it floated back up to the surface on its own. so maybe they do have like a bond with us, i’m not sure. though james snapped his right in half during a magical creatures lesson, a hippogriff stepped on it and he had to get it repaired by some specialist in diagon, but it’s never worked the same lol.

my wand is, i don’t remember how many centimetre, i think like 30 or something, vine wood with phoenix core cause i’m the main character, but it took me months before it stopped resisting certain spells.

some random thingsa about wands is that they can kind of remember spells you use a lot. my lumos got brighter over time without me trying harder. some wands hum when they’re near other magical objects, for example i noticed mine buzzed near a horcrux during a dark arts lesson. plus you’re not supposed to let others touch your wand too much cause it messes with the connection, i lent mine to barty once and it qlmost gave him a static shock. oh and wands sleep, lol i know it sounds mad but sometimes mine feels dull like it’s resting and i have to wake it with a touch or whisper but this might just be me though.

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I DISAPPEARED i’m sorry.

i’ll try to answer whenever i’m free, and also find motivation, as i’ve been travelling a lot these days and i feel tired and burnt out (but of course so grateful too), and since i want to answer in a proper decent way i’ll have to find time to do so.

i haven’t been shifting for the same reason, i must take care of myself first and put some priorities of wellbeing, both physical and mental, and shifting often robs me a lot of energy so i must find the right balance.

i was thinking to shift to tokyerdam, my waiting room, relax a bit there and take back some strength to do stuff again. maybe then return to my hogwarts/marauders dr, but that would mean finding myself in super uncomfortable positions and itchy situations, and i’m not sure i’m able to do that again since the last time i did so.

this was just an little update, that’s it.

— ask me anything about my hogwarts dr

i have different variations of it from the marauders era + golden trio altogether (it’s not as trippy as it seems) and i’ve seen a lot yet nothing at all in my honest opinion, but if you’re curious on details i’d be happy to answer the best with my capabilities and knowledge.

i’d prefer if you sent asks instead of comments so that i can reply with an entire post.

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— ask me anything about my hogwarts dr

i have different variations of it from the marauders era + golden trio altogether (it’s not as trippy as it seems) and i’ve seen a lot yet nothing at all in my honest opinion, but if you’re curious on details i’d be happy to answer the best with my capabilities and knowledge.

i’d prefer if you sent asks instead of comments so that i can reply with an entire post.

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turn your 3D pain into dr emotion (just pretend)

today i want to share something that came to me during a lowkey intense emotional spiral. you know how discouraging it can feel when the 3D keeps reminding you that you’re not in your dr yet. you affirm, you script, you visualize, you even believe, and then you open your eyes and see the same room and world. still here all over again.

lately i’ve been trying to shift to my hogwarts dr and for some reason it just hasn’t happened. and today i actually felt almost sick. my body felt heavy, my emotions were all over the place and i honestly started spiraling into self doubt.

but then i thought, what if i just pretend?

not pretend like this isn’t real but pretend that the emotions i’m feeling right now (sadness, frustration, even anger) are actually coming from my dr.

in my hogwarts dr i get to have so much fun, yes, but let’s be real, voldemort is literally out there and there’s war, fear and danger. there are nights when the air feels tense and heavy and i miss home or feel scared for my friends. there are moments when i sit alone in the castle courtyard or by the lake and cry, not because i’m not there yet but because i am there, and life is still complex and emotional and hard sometimes.

so now i’m literally sitting in my garden while feeling this wave of sadness and imagining that it’s not from my shifting struggles, but because i just got out of a dada class where we discussed the return of voldemort. so i’m worried, i’m angry. and it makes sense.

so feel what you feel, but filter it through your dr. act as if that sadness or discouragement is happening there, not here. don’t fight the emotion, redirect it.

suddenly your 3D follows the storyline and you’re not failing. the shift isn’t only about joy or magic or glamor, it’s also about being emotionally present in the dr. so if you’re hurting today, try to pretend.

maybe this is the scene right before you actually shift.

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the autistic common event where I often ponder that maybe I am not a slytherin, I actually am ravenclaw and I’ve been lying to myself and others all along.