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They’re at some fancy party spotting some SNACKS

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I was literally just about to go to bed and now I have the sudden urge to read fluffy fanfics because this made me sad

“the marauders got the teenage years the golden trio couldn’t and the golden trio got the adulthood the marauders couldn’t get”

STFU😭😭😭😭

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oh mY GOD I LOVE YOU

Talk Too Much by COIN

Help-I've been listening to the same song for about an hour now because it reminds me so much of Wesper askdfgaksgdjkghfg

Most of the lyrics fit them well but the one that screams Jesper and Wylan to me is this part:

You know I talk too much

Honey come put your lips on mine and shut me up

First, when Jesper starts babbling like when he was saying, "I can't make you any promises. Or predict what may happen between us. But I can tell you that...I'd like to find out." and then when Wylan looks away to do that adorable smile of his Jesper panics a bit and says, "You may have gathered this about me, but silences, they really aren't my favorite thing." And then Wylan comes immediately to grab his face and kiss him.

Second, that deleted scene where Jesper offers him a key to his their room. Jesper says, "So...Is that a yes?" And Wylan responds right away with, "Yes. Yes. Yes, I will. I will move in with you." And Jesper said, "Oh, uh- move in. Uh, that certainly sounds very official. And none except that I'm- I'm not so-" And Wylan kissed him to make him shut up asdjhasdjkahsjkacnancajkd

So if anyone could just make an edit about this with these scenes and song my life will be complete (please tag me when you do I am so desperate to see this and I would make an edit of it myself if I had space on my device lmao). Thank you very much for listening to my TED talk.

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my adorable crows :)))

THEM!! 💖💖

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more wesper doodles (drawn at school)

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I think my heart just skipped a beat at how gorgeous this is <333

"Crows remember human faces. They remember the people who feed them, who are kind to them. And the people who wrong them too.[…] They don’t forget. They tell each other who to look after and who to watch out for." (The Crooked Kingdom) -

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Jesper: Here’s a fun Christmas idea. We hang mistletoe, but instead of kissing, you have to FIGHT whoever else is under it. Matthias: Jesper, no. Wylan: Mistlefoe. Matthias: Please stop encouraging him.

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They both found happiness and a sense of peace from each other and I know they're fictional characters but I can't help but so happy for them. My God, to have a love like that <33

As SOON as Wylan says he wanted to squeeze Jesper's hand, Jesper's immediate response is to do just that.

And Wylan loses his train of thought.

Wylan, who has lived his whole life thinking that he wasn't worth loving, is now just constantly casually snuggled and affirmed by this warm, affectionate ball of chaos that is Jesper. We see it in the background all the time, Jesper putting his arm around Wylan, Jesper stepping in front of him when danger shows up, Jesper loudly cheering him on when he does something brilliant, Jesper making eye contact with him before he steps out to fight the Inferni... He just embraces Wylan fully in every possible way and it's so lovely to see Wylan just pause and soak it up sometimes.

Safety amidst the chaos of the world they live in, in the way they both really needed safety.

Happy sigh.

ETA Bonus moment:

Wylan soaking up this ultimate display of affection.

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Thank you for this *dramatically wipes away tear*

After Wylan and Jesper`s reconciliation in Ep 6, they spent a significant part of their screentime practically glued to each other. And here`s a nice example of that:

When Wylan yells 'Shield your eyes!' Jesper is the only one who doesn`t move a single freakin` inch. The only thing he does to protect himself is basically just what Wylan tells them to do, namely covering his eyes with his forearm.

Well, Jesper is standing behind Wylan so he doesn`t need to literally get out of harm`s way the way Tolya, Tamar and Nikolai do. But neither do Nadia and Kaz , yet they turn away and practically get down covering their heads. This also might be recklessness overriding the self-preservation instinct. Yet I think said instict is indeed being overridden here but by something different: the need to be close to Wylan and the trust Jesper puts in him.

As mentioned above, Jesper and Wylan have not gone far from each other`s side since they made up. They believe that is where they belong, and Jesper`s instincts apparently tell him that staying close to Wylan is more important than getting an additional protection from potential harm. Besides, Wylan has told them to shield their eyes, so that`s enough! Wylan knows what he`s doing and what the rest should be doing where his chemicals and explosions are concerned.

I am right by your side. I trust you. This is a far cry from 'To be clear, I trust you 'cause Kaz trusts you'. And this is absolutely beautiful.

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✨boom boom!✨

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Ok I know we have all analyzed this scene to death but can we just pause and giggle at this particular moment here?

Wylan literally chuckling and hiding under the table and popping his head up to say "sure" to Jesper's (date) suggestion?

Like, the power of Jesper flirting with him is sending him directly under the fucking table.

Wylan needing a minute to figure out how to respond because sometimes he just gets overwhelmed by Jesper's Jesperness.

Wylan proceeding to be the one to just lay it all out there because he's actually brave and honest and willing to be the one who goes there first.

These two.

I can't.

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i feel like we as a fandom never talk enough about jesper's self-loathing.

yes, he's the boy who hypes himself up and laughs at his own jokes and seemingly brims with confidence. but he's also the boy who thinks he has a "lying, thieving, worthless heart." he's also the boy who ends every thought with "or me. maybe i'll fail." he's also the boy so deeply entrenched in denial that he can hardly see past it, and has to be told that "there is more than one kind of sickness."

his life, unlike the other crows', hasn't been one bad thing after another, so he doesn't think he has a right to his feelings. he's had every opportunity to be enough, and he still isn't. he's never enough. he's "just a born loser. fights. cards. boys. girls. you'll keep playing until you lose." he was never taught to hate himself. he was never enslaved. he was never left alone in the world with no one to fight for him. but he's a mess anyway, and he hates himself for it.

which is why his ending is so perfect. read to me, that's enough. stay away from gambling halls, that's enough. try to fabrikate, fail, it'll be enough. enough, enough, enough. he's enough.

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Fanart poster made by me (Instagram / Twitter )

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Fond.

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Shadow and Bone S02E08 || Crooked Kingdom, Chapter 42

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