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HUGE BAD TRIGGER WARNING!!

Forcefeeding myself a tiny cookie because I crave mommie's approval.

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@moots

I need to disconnect and isolate for a day or two.

Headed home from bestie's house.

Man, I am. Fucking not who you thought I was, girlie.

Boy am I not /pos

TURNS OUT IM SO MUCH COOLER AND NOW THERES FUCKING EXPOSITION TO MY BOOK! Where there's a plot twist?

No more storytelling time, I am leaving the house of tumblr and author-crunching

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I brought shrooms, guys.

You're welcome.

@eeriehyacinth

Moot Sleepover Starting Now

@a-fucking-tornado

@silentlydying

@fairyb0ii

@tori-spring12

@survivingmyownlife

@spir4nts-lun4r

@back-totheoldhouse

@aloserwholikesheartstopper

@moomoomwahaha

@xoxonxo

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Restoring my old Discord account and they really said:

Pick your fav pengu and I'll try to guess your astrological sign!!1!1!

Seriously though, WHERE'S THE FUCKING PENGUIN??

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I'm so cold.

But the way the blood rushes to protect my knuckles

The way I can watch my veins darken for however long I can stand it.

I made it. Time to keep going.

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This was me. Look at her. Full of real calories, trying to swamp it with booze.

Now I just love booze /lh

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This post manifested and Im loving it

reblogging to keep it

Going..?

How it feels to be two days on tumblr with four dms and ten followers

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Stares at you

Blinks with one eye.

.Then the other

"SCP horny breach."

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I swear every time you see my posts on your feed you go,

"Eugh. Another one."

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ig i will just report ur blog then or unblock me

Dude fuck you who are you?

No like

Who do you think you are?

You have power on the internet to "stop me" OOUUUUUUU im so scared

Terminating my blog won't make me any less pretty.

It won't make me stop.

It won't solve anything.

You're just being petty, and you're only going to piss off really cool people who aren't me by doing so.

So fuck you. Terminate me.

I fucking dare.

I will still exist and breathe in the real world, and I will hold power there.

The difference between us?

You will never hold power anywhere outside of tumblr and your disgusting, demanding, demeaning, ultimately insanely triggering interactions in your dms on whatever fucking websites your piece of shit.

Horny-SolitaryConfinement ass

uses.

To find prey.

Manipulate.

Control.

And eventually get bored of.

I just got done living with those dms.

I lived them.

I almost died.

He wanted. To actually murder me.

If you are

A. The user who I said was triggering? You were. You were acting just like my abuser did.

B. If you are the user who only wanted to "see your face rn pls whats so wrong with that let me see you NOW. NOW. NOW. NOW." Yeah? I'm not responding to you? I am holding three conversations with actual friends I have made. I was not allowed to TALK TO ANYONE. ANYONE. ANYONE. not even the fucking cashier at the store. Not even my boss about ANYTHING. So sorry if I didn't respond, asswipe.

C. If you're that 4n@ coach guy?

Fuck you, pig. Spits.

So go ahead.

Get petty and terminate me.

I.

Fucking.

DARE you.

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I AM DETERMINED AND READY TO LOSE *extreme* WEIGHT IN 2025

⚠️ only reblog if you’re serious.

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"Mmmmmm."

"Validation."

Me, delightfully crunching down on the validation and power that comes from those creepy dms and then shutting them down with: "Fuck you, pig. *spits*"

I'm counting it as calories. /hj

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Sh0ulder5pø.

The way the legs crinkle around my protruding 🦴.

The way the shadows fill the blank spots in my neck.

This can be you soon.

Stay consistent.

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exactly 28.8 problems I mean pounds left to lose

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Me when my doctor noticed my wl, I confirmed it, and then my BITCH ASS MOTHER said, and I fucking quote,

"No you didn't."

I was a kid. I wanted help.

But it's too late for that now, isn't it?

me whenever someone tells me to eat.

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I dont like fitspo tbh. Bc you most likely wont end up lookin like that bc its an illness youll be left to tired to move youll most likely be sickly lookibg bevouse YOU ARE SICK