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this is exactly what i want to look like

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ëd streaming 🤍

I constantly update this.

Netflix:

To the B0ne

Black Swan

Supermodel Me: Revolution

Malcolm & Marie

Everything Now

Hulu:

Girl, Interrupted

Thirteen

America's Next Top Model

Skins UK

My 600 lb Life

1000 lb Sisters

Max:

My 600 lb Life

1000 lb Sisters

Fast Food Nation

The W8 of the Nation

Th!n

Euphoria

Prime:

Supersize vs Supersk!nny

Sharing the Secret

Tubi:

Look Away

Th!nsp!ration

Honey Sickness

The Wasting

Shapeless

Little Miss Perfect

Sharing the Secret

Kate's Secret

Jennifer's Body

Freevee:

The Biggest Loser channel

Pluto TV:

F@T: A Documentary

Pluto Competition channel

Dallas Cowboys Cheerleaders channel

Survivor channel

The Amazing Race channel

The Challenge channel

YouTube:

Supersize vs Supersk!nny

My Big F@t Di3t Show

Super Sk!nny Me

Super Sl!m Me

Honey S!ckness

Kate's Secret

Sharing the Secret

My Sk!nny Sister

For the Love of Nancy

Perfect Body

When Friendship K!lls

Dy!ng to Dance

The Karen Carpenter Story

Superstar: the Karen Carpenter Story

Just Ate

An An0r3xic's Tale

Sometimes I Dream I'm Flying

The Taste of Emptiness

Secret Life of Mary Margaret

Dy1ng to Be Perfect: the Ellen Hart Pena Story

Dy1ng in Plain Sight

Feed

Skins UK

Can anyone add more?

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BMI 18.2 vs 20.6

-13lbs

This is why I don’t ever want to be a healthy weight. As soon as I reach a healthy BMI I look fat and chunky because I am so small in height.

My heaviest weight was around mid 2020. I am aiming to reach my lowest weight this year which will be 90lbs. I have -8lbs to go. The image is flipped from my front camera that’s why my tattoos are different + I’ve gotten more since the photo of me on the right.

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Texture 💜

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I am cringe and everybody hates me

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BMI 18.8

January 19th 2022

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Day 3 October 22nd

103.4lbs

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Day 2

October 21st 2021

104.4 lbs

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I gained weight over the summer / autumn. Time loose it .. again

Day 1 October 20th 2021 - 105.6 Lbs

Gw 1 - 100

Gw 2 - 95

UGW - 90

I am hoping to be 95 lbs by December.

BMI 19.5

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Tonight I rediscovered my love for the blade .. again

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✨day 11 - your favourite thinspo blog and why?✨

(I missed a few days sorry I’m back now).

I don’t really have one favourite, I most search the tags and use MPA as thinspo.

13th Sept 2020

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✨Always here for anyone who wants to talk. This is my secondary blog so I’m unable to pop up to people on this account or follow. But please feel free to message me first!✨

✨Stats in bio✨

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✨day 10 - what was the hardest thing you gave up during this weight loss✨

The ability to concentrate and also have a full nights sleep.

7th September 2020

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✨day 9 - did people ever make comments about your weight in a negative way✨

When I was younger my dad once called me a kitkat chunky, and my sister was a regular kitkat. That comment has stuck with me. I was probably around 14 or so. But now the comments are from my sister who said I’m anorexic or dead looking.

6th September 2020

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✨day 8 - your work out routine✨

Not sure if it counts but I walk around 3 hours a day / in the morning time = 20,000+ steps :)

5th September 2020

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✨day 7 - do your parents know you are trying to loose weight? Do they care?✨

My parents always know how much I hate my body. However my dad doesn’t really notice things, my mum does though. She thinks I’m stupid for thinking that I’m fat and needing to loose weight. However she doesn’t mind me being outside and walking it seems. Even though I’m out walking for 2-3 hours now, everyday. Once I hit below 98lbs they generally start to worry. I’m not there yet around 5 lbs to go.

Overall I’d say they’re fairly oblivious and don’t care too much until I’m looking unhealthy.

4th September 2020

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✨Day 6 - do you binge? If so, explain why you think you do?✨

I don’t binge as often as I did before, at the beginning of 2020 / late 2019 I would binge more. Thankfully I’ve never been over weight however there was a time when eating brought me comfort. I binge when I loose control of a situation or when I feel lonely. It’s definitely a comfort thing. However - I more so use food for control so I restrict way more than binge. Maybe binging is also a result of malnutrition and starvation! Binging for me, is giving into my cravings. I eat foods that I miss, that I no longer allow myself to eat.

3rd September 2020