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I'm SO EXCITED that my VHS of Yellow Submarine came in today I am so excited to go home and go straight to the mailroom. That movie is like, ugh, the style and the chill vibe. It was my white noise in collage and I haven't watched it in SO LONG. I want to get a VHS of Fantastic Planet if I can but that sounds like it doesn't exist lol

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Oh my god. I'd cry. This is literally my biggest weakness. 'Mother figure comforting a daughter figure' always makes me SOB.

You're about to close on your very own, suspiciously affordable and comfortable house. Just before you sign the contract, the realtor shows you the required legal disclosure: your new house is haunted by the type of presence you'll get from this spinner wheel.

Of course it is.

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Abandonment is a big part of conservative misogyny and racism.

Women are abandoned. Children are abandoned. Veterans are abandoned.

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In addition to seroquel, I've started dry brushing. I heard it helps with infection and your immune system in addition to getting rid of dead skin cells. I did hear that it could help with constipation too which I deal with but seroquel has made worse - today was day 2 and I swear I feel so much better. I'm hoping it helps with my scalp.

I didn't think I'd have massive health issues in my early 30's ;n; But if this works then YAY!

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Asheville town hall turns chaotic as Rep. Chuck Edwards faces constituents

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Ageism in Fandom: Too Old to Fangirl?

Most Fandoms are comprised mostly of women, young and old. 

It’s interesting to me when Young Women– who are the most likely to champion women’s rights can turn around and show their youth-bias when it comes to Older Women in Fandom. 

There are women who champion Gay Rights, and often Slash– and fall for men old enough to be their fathers— 

—but somehow, the idea of Older Women in Fandom seems to an affront, that there’s something inherently wrong with it. 

Very puzzling. You’d think there would be more tolerance in a subculture that is based on freedom of thought and expression for ALL. 

~ from the 52 year old Fangrrrllll. 

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Seroquel has literally changed everything. I'm fucking cleaning my entire apartment and finally starting the bioactive rat cage set up I've been wanting to do for literal years.

BUT MOST IMPORTANT - my scalp doesn't hurt anymore and my hair isn't falling out in clumps, my joints aren't in pain, there isn't pain in my stomach...

I still stand by the fact that Lamictal was slowly killing me because the downward spiral I was on was getting exponentially worse the last few months. I was having dreams of dying more and more often.

I can breathe better through my nose. (OH and my mouth isn't dry. I ALSO still stand by that I would still have my tooth if I wasn't on Lamictal.)

Fuck the doctors, psychiatrists, endocronologist, etc etc etc... I have been TRYING to get off this pill for over a year once I felt like 'hey, it has to be this... there is NOTHING else it can be. I have tried everything.' and been gaslit and told I was literally 'overthinking it' and 'stressed'.

My current one literally face palmed me when I asked to be off of it completely and begrudgingly gave me a small dose of seroquel. She was angry at me, probably thinking I was just trying to get off of meds but bitch, if I didn't want to be on meds I wouldn't pay $200+ to SEE YOU for 15 MINUTES. I'm here to get better!

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WHEN ON PERIOD:

do not crash out

your feelings are NOT valid

do not send that text

don't kill yourself. lock in

do not act on negative emotions until at least 2 days have elapsed

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The World tarot card speedpaint.

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ITS APRIL 13 YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS

FETCH ME NEIL

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more recent art. im experimenting. health has been in the way lately so i haven't done much more than these sorts of 'sketches'.

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Speedpaint of sad feelings.

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