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momentarily, everything seems broken almost beyond repair. however, realization hits and clarity strikes that everything will be okay because love prevails

m (rbc)

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lines. across the paper as i scribble down my words

lines. across the horizon as i run in my mind

line. across my forehead as i crinkle them in pain

lines. across my thighs as i let myself go

rbc

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does it scare you to feel what you feel or does it scare you to not feel at all

i (dont) love you

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and i felt my anger fade away slowly as i heard your plea. i could feel it race from my heart, getting ready to leave through my fingertips as i instinctively reached for you, to comfort you, to love you once more. i could sense it. your pain, your hurt, your breaking point. you were dying before my eyes, and just like when you left me, there was nothing i could do

get better m (via rbc)

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i turned to words in my hurt and i found nothing

i have lost my will to write (via rbc)

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i'll write my words beneath the crushed flowers of a now forgotten us

surpressing (via rbc)

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i am so tired of being tired

i need help (via rbc)

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no one will understand, but that is just fine because the choices I made were selfish, but mine

self love is more important (via rbc)

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it was no later than maybe 8 45 at night sitting parked in a park. you and me, the backseat of a car too small for us to be comfortable. there was too much in the air for me to describe. flying around us in a frenzy. passion, desire, urgency, and fear. so much fear. of losing the moment and each other. and with all that flying around us you stopped and looked at me. a look that will remain engraved in the back of my head. a look of pure adoration. a look i had given but never received. and with that look you told me you loved me and i remained silent

how could you ; how could i (via rbc)

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leaves are falling down the trees love is calling in the breeze fall is coming quick and fast you and me won't ever last

autumn (via rbc)

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i found the messages i could never bring myself to delete. the ones where any soul could visually see the effort you were finally putting into me. and i read through them all, from the beginning to the end. to the place where we crossed the line between lovers and friend. and i visualized you and your voice slowly came back. and finally, then, i began to crack. because i miss you more than i thought i could. and i want you more than i knew i would. and as i read through every flirty and joking line. i knew deep down, i couldn't be fine. because the days that passed have been 542. and even till this day, i always remember you. you're the face i see when i look at him. and the laugh i look for when life won't let me win. you're the 3am call i never make. and you're the "ex I've forgotten" lies I fake. and you're the heartbreak i write and the one i retell. and one day, you'll be the heartbreak to tell farewell

when will i stop writing about you (via rbc)

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real love is young love

--real love is you (via rbc)

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you go against my morals

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I’d like to believe that somewhere in another universe you didn’t leave me where this didn’t happen a place i still get to hold your hand and have you pull me close closer than you’ve held anyone a place where you still love me and didn’t let me go let everything go a place where nothing has changed and we’re happy together happier than we’ve ever been a place where i still get to call you mine and kiss your cheek and not cry as i miss you

i need to let you go (via rbc)

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heed my advice and capture every moment of your relationship. photograph every cheeky smile and mid laugh kiss. develop them all and hang them among your most prized possessions because that is truly what they will be. your memories will fade and it will be the only thing that remains after they leaves

they always leave you (via rbc )

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sometimes you're not there anymore. you're no longer in every cliche storybook rom-com missing you scene and maybe those are the days I look forward to the most because in those fleeting moments before the reality of you leaving me alone in my emptiness I'm at peace

if you’re reading this, please come  back (via rbc)

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looking back, maybe your gaze was never filled with love, but with lust

we were never perfect (via rbc)