eternallychaoticc

[eternallychaoticc]

the most exhausting thing about having bpd for me is how it effects others. i'm so very tired of hurting people and ruining relationships over and over. being such a difficult person to be close to breaks a different part of me every time it's evident. im. t i r e d.

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have a nice day and i wish you all the best ᢉ𐭩

aww thank you that's really sweet <33

I wish you all the best too and hope you have a nice day as well!

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how is one meant to tell their friends that they are on the urge of pressing the trigger and about to kms without worrying their friends

[eternallychaoticc]

guys im rly contemplating texting my old therapist

i dont have one rn

i just cant with my parents

[eternallychaoticc]

I hate the fact that I get attached so easily and then idk wait for their text, feel anxious at the slightest change in their tone.

Worst part is I know detachment is key and like the best thing ever but I just can't get myself to do it.

[eternallychaoticc]

a happy ending was never in my fate

[eternallychaoticc]

i already know I'm insane i don't need einstein for that

why do I keep making the same mistake again and again

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I feel like I'm destined to always fuck things up.

[eternallychaoticc]

the cracks in the walls feel more alive than I do

[eternallychaoticc]

need someone to shoot me in the fucking head

[eternallychaoticc]

“I have spent all my life resisting the desire to end it.”

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[eternallychaoticc]

@inkskinned

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reblog if you’re a rotting corpse

[eternallychaoticc]

nothing feels fucking real

[eternallychaoticc]

why do I keep making the same mistake again and again

[eternallychaoticc]

fuck my life