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I would lay me dying, yet I wouldn’t wanna save her

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I'd take it

If death gives me peace, if death would put an end to my misery, put an end to being a burden, put an end to the hindrance of the life you expected to be, put an end to the comparison in every aspect, I’d take it. If death means, I do not have to cry in my body, be stressed over, be a curved ball of regret, I’d take it. If only I’d been a little wiser to foresee that my life would turn out to be…

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Love bites

Sucked the goodness out of me and injected poison into my being with your ‘so called love bites’.My life’s persecutor.

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Crimson Lullaby

I want needles on my skin Any way to numb this pain that I feel Rip my skin out See my blood flowing And be relieved that I’m losing life Losing pain Escaping chaos Slipping into sleep and sleep that whispers a lullaby to death

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Mother

Mother is still Mother isn’t responding Mother’s arms are flailing Mother’s staring into nothingness Mother is brain dead Mother flatlined Mother was the only family she had They killed her They took her life Rest in peace Mother

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Given a chance

Given a chance, would you turn back and erase the memory?Start with a clean slate and move on from this?One day you choose wrongYou end up being wrongedFacts that turn into liesDon’t remember how you startedMade me a culprit of this whole charadeNow a prisoner, in this home, seeking for a way out like a foolWhen it doesn’t feel safe, yet it gives comfortWhen the things are shattered, yet it gives…

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Maintaining ties was your biggest mistake right?

All that we’ve been through you just flushed down the drainAll of the sweet talks you turned them to poisoned darts They twist words like their twisted mindsJust as they were effed in their heads All that hate you kept within was long due, wasn’t it? I hope you’re at peace now after doing what you had to do Thought we were thicker than blood, but I guess not All I did was love you Made sure I…

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Hurts

Living hurts Surviving hurts Breathing hurts Talking hurts Looking and listening hurt Feeling and thinking hurt Everything hurts and why is that?

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Toast to our tears

Toast to our tears

Pity parties in the room With my multiple personalities No one’s invited To drink a toast to our tears