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World 1. Chapter 4.

Friends “When I laugh, make some mistakes, take some risks and feel the city, and not alone but with them – my friends.” My idea of friends was watching the descendents or eating some popcorn while listening to Better friends by Abby cates. It’s when I  think ‘when will I make some decent friends?’. Although the thought only brings depression rather than motivation for me to go out and meet…

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World 1. Chapter 3.

We clicked. “When someone enters my heart, I’m bound to always be my most natural self around them.” My affection to fairy tales was inevitable. Thus, it makes sense to me that no matter what, even the most smallest animated moments in my life have been like scenes out of a fairy tale movie. And in that moment, I felt like I’d entered the scene where the little fairy discovers the charming…

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World 1. Chapter 2.

First sight “The moment I lay my eyes upon someone for the first time, I will know if that person would stay in my heart or not.” A new school as well as the first year of highchool. Quiet an exiting time to make new amends and explore a whole new world of edgy things- is what I thought. It was anything BUT fun. For the very first time, I genuinely thought of school as pure TORTURE. A sweet…

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Are there days when you desperately miss the moon?

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forever in my own little world, feeling my big little feelings.

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Like if you hold me without hurting me

You'll be the first who ever did

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Sometimes

There's the sun

waking me up

from the nightmares

long forgotten

Sometimes

there's the moon

patting me on the head

making me fall asleep

Sometimes

it's me

falling in love

doing my homework

being a fool

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How do you feel today?

I wonder when was the last time, I tried to know why these tears came – rather than just letting them come. Then I thought, “Do I feel better now?” https://www.tumblr.com/fallinginmyhead/743932070130335744/are-you-better-now

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Are you better now?

SO WHATS THAT ONE THING THAT MAKES YOU GO CRAZY INSIDE OUT???

Is it that one show you watched or that moment when you realized your passion?

When you feel the sun brushing against your face while you're sitting at the window, do you remember that one thing or do you remember that moment when you were the most scared out of your wits?

Do you feel better now, after the sun patted your head or when the moon calmed your tears?

When you wake up, will you know, that life is all about feeling these emotions and getting high on them every once in a while?

I hope you will.

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Topaz Winters, from "Cherry Blossoms"

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it’s the smallest habits. how you spend your mornings. how you talk to yourself. what you read. what you watch. who you share your energy with. who has access to you. that will change your life.

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The dancing ghosts haunt me with their melancholy music.

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spinning around

Sometimes, I can't help but smile at every little thought passing by on a day full of sunshine and a pale blue sky.

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Living

I feel the sun, caressing my whole body, until the sun is no longer there. Then, I welcome the moon, as my blood gets cold and there is nothing but a void of emptiness left. Yet, when I close my eyes, I hear a drum. And when I hear the drum, the world shakes. I wonder, does it beat so strongly because I think of the sun or is it just drunk at the thought of having survived this far? Or is it…