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i lowkey hate genderswaps like maybe its the gender abolitionist in me (ofc it is) but what the fuck does that mean 😭😭 its also just usually really transphobic like why could cole not be a girl, just bc he doesnt have tits??

idc if you give anyone tits, no tits, what fucking genitalia? idc. just dont say genderswap??

lets get rid of gender pleaseeeee

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DM zine🦅🦅🦅🦅

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Angry teenage girl Zuko (it's so funny to watch Zuko raging, as a fellow 16-year-old I relate to him alot XD)

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the extend of me needing to mask when im around my family is growing bigger each day and each year.

being a radical leftist theres 100 things each day that i hear and i wanna say shit about and tell them to shut the fuck up. and i also have the need to talk about shit like this very often.

but i cant. not if i dont want to be even more uncomfortable.

and the amount of times that i just wanna get out of the room, screaming and crying is hard to count.

my disabilities are pretty much ignored/ they dont know/ accept that i am disabled. i have not told a lot of my family that im autistic, they know abt the adhd, heds, and cptsd though.

and simply whenever i show distress and struggles or try to tell them what i need i get put off, but not in a harsh way. they tell me nicely "oh yeah thats okay but we are all the same we all need our time alone" and thats just. not true.

i dont know a single person who never needs their off time. but some people have a more signifcant need for their alone time than others. i do. i have zero seconds of the day here where i can just unwind. i have my own bed but no seperate room whatsoever. and that means my bio rythm gets destroyed by the others around me (bc i sleep late and long, and they dont); i will be so exhausted after this whole thing for weeks probably and the risk of shut downs and melt downs are a lot higher for a while; i will just not be able to enjoy a lot of this vacation.

its just so frustrating. even if we all have the same needs, why do we not just get seperate rooms for everyone? to just say it: my grandma has the money for this. that would be an option. but simply, we dont have the same need.

my masking is killing me. not like immediatly or something but not being able to express anything is making me sick. they dont ever realize whats happening to me because they never see it. and i just keep on blocking everything my body and brain tells me to do.

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on a family vacation right now and my sister asked this questions so im gonna retell it as best as i can:

sister: s, cousin: c, me: m

s: does anyone of you wish you had dialect?

m: yeah sure

s: which one?

m: ruhrpott (the region where i grew up)

s: ah okay (..) and you?

c: no ofc not

s and m: why?

c: because i dont want to be flagged as xy just by my dialect

m: okay but thats more of a problem with discrimination than the dialect itself?

c: i guess but like i dont want people to think im from bavaria or smth/i have any ties to bavaria

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this was just such an interesting conversation to me and really showed me how my cousin really doesnt have class consciousness in her.

dialects are hated in our society, are put off as uneducated, poor. its prefered to just speak dialect free.

she also just ignored that you will learn to speak the regional dialect wherever you live. so, if you dont live in bavaria, you probably wont have a bavarian dialect. cause no idk i wouldnt wanna have an bavarian dialect either but thats simply because i have never lived there. but i wish we werent taught to speak hochdeutsch in every way possible just because its seen as chic and wealthy.

to think the dialect shouldnt exist (in your use of speech) because you may face discrimination, instead of criticising the system that oppresses us because people speak with dialects is fucked.

i get that its really helpful in a day to day life and especially when interacting with institutions (like the cities and the cops for example) to be able to speak a relatively dialect free language just for self protection. but thats a priveledge of itself and we can not expect everyone to do that.

and simply i dont want these dialects to get lost. i love the ruhrpott.

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lego people on my phone

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i dont know how often exactly someone will have to say this but: wearing masks is not about you.

masks mostly protect other from your viruses. yes they also kind of help you and protect you from some aerosoles, but since your eyes are usually unprotected and your hands can spread everything to your mouth as well its not really about your protection.

you never really know if you have some virus infection. and it might only be a measely cold for you. but it can harm others, forever. and you will never know.

so for everyones sake: wear a fucking mask if you are able to. whenever you can. better to wear it 5 mins a day than none.

thanks.

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look at the most beautiful terje

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bestie is always being embarassing /pos when we talk at night and then the next day they just say "idk what was going on witn me yesterday why was i so embarassing" and then continues to say the most embarassing shit ive ever heard

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Random atla shot redraw ft. Jet and Sokka🌾🌊

relearning how to draw pains me, but i have to learn it so i could make more ATLA fanarts😞

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i love disco jay please bring him back this is not okay

Lock the doors and let Cole dance

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real

I find lowk weird when in fandom spaces (or even with ocs) people will make characters ace or aroace and that's cool ofc, but I almost never see someone make a character just aro. When a character is aro they also have to be ace for some reason. People who experience sexual attraction but little or no romantic attraction exist too. People just think having sex with no romance is problematic or sinful or something istg😭

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it feels wrong but i will say it: i love my pre op tits. now that they arent on my body anymore i love them. i love how they look in the pictures i took pre op.

ive never been as happy with my body as i am now. and i am so happy i dont have tits on my body anymore. i would never want to go back. but now that they dont cause me the pain they did anymore ive learned to like them. and i love that i really do.

and im sad that we live in this society where its so necessary for trans people to conform to the binary body standards. maybe, just maybe i wouldnt have needed this surgery (or even hrt) if these harmful cages didnt exist. maybe i would still have needed it, and that would be fine.

there is nothing wrong with cosmetic surgeries. and even in my beautiful genderless society people might still need/ want them. i just wish there was the possibility to choose.

some impressions from back when i had tits

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"Was I really the way they told me I was?"

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some impressions from back when i had tits