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gh0sttsh · 28 days

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idk what to do. It’s like i can’t stop eating, things have gotten out of control. I need to lose more weight I gained sm. I need tips someone pls help I wanna be at 120 by may.

#i hate my self #i wanna lose weight #me4nsp0 #meanspø #3ating d1sorder #tw selfhate #i wanna be skinnier #i need to lose this weight #i need to be weightless #weight loss #weight loss tips #Ed #ed meals

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gh0sttsh · 6 months

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self harm is a weird thing

once I start, it becomes a continuous cycle that will never stop

#self h@rm #tw #meanspø #tw edd #i hate my self #self h@te #tw selfhate #i wanna relapse so bad #i relapsed again #i relapsed today #selfh@#selfharn #cutt1ng #i wana cry #i want to be pretty

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gh0sttsh · 6 months

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sometimes I want to be hear and tell someone everything.. but do I rly want to live with the consequences…..

#tw #meanspø #tw edd #i hate my self #self h@rm #self h@te #ed meals #ed bllog #tw ed diet #tw selfhate #depressing shit #sad thoughts #sadgirl #sad poetry #depressiv #selfh@#depressing life

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gh0sttsh · 9 months

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WHYYY WONT THE NUMBER MOVEEEEE

#self h@rm #meanspø #tw #tw edd #i hate my self #self h@te #ed meals #ed bllog #tw ed diet #tw selfhate

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gh0sttsh · 10 months

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I love hurting myself

#self h@rm #meanspø #i hate my self #tw edd #tw #tw selfhate #tw ed diet #ed bllog #ed meals #self h@te #i need to lose this weight #i want to be weightless #light as a feather #mean$po #i hate my brain #selfh@

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gh0sttsh · 10 months

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I was told I lost weight today….. But why can’t I see it? Why do I see myself getting bigger

#self h@rm #meanspø #tw edd #i hate my self #self h@te #ed meals #tw #tw ed diet #ed bllog #tw selfhate #lose weight #i want to be skinnier #i wana cry #i wanna kms #i wanna lose weight #i wanna be skinnier #i want to be pretty #i want to lose weight #selfh@

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gh0sttsh · 1 year

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i wanna feel as light as a feather.

#self h@rm #ed #tw #tw eating issues #meanspø #i hate my self #tw edd #disordered eating in tags #ed bllog #ed meals #b1nge eating #self h@te #i wanna be thinner #i want to be thinner #getting thinner #lose weight #i wanna lose weight #thinner is better

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gh0sttsh · 1 year

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I dont want to die, i want to hurt myself

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gh0sttsh · 1 year

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i want to look as sick as i feel so they know it's real

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gh0sttsh · 1 year

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No one understands how much I hate myself. I hate myself so fucking much I can’t even look on the mirror without feeling absolutely disgusted. I want to die.

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gh0sttsh · 1 year

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i don’t know what I would do if someone found out about my cutting. will I cry? will they?

#self h@rm #self h@te #tw selfhate #selfharn #cutt1ng #tw edd #i hate my body #i hate my self #tw #sting

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gh0sttsh · 1 year

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the worst thing is ur scale telling u that u lost weight but not being able to see it in the mirror

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gh0sttsh · 1 year

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ill know it’s working when i start getting those headaches again, when the room spins in circles; it hurts but at least it’s working :/

#3ating d1sorder #i wanna be thinner #tw edd #tw selfhate #ed but not sheeran #tw ed vent #tw ana diary #self h@rm #self h@te

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gh0sttsh · 1 year

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I know I can get help

I know I need help

I want help

But I don’t deserve it.

I deserve to get worse.

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