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Dazai who wasn't given skin-to-skin contact at birth

Dazai who's been covering all of his skin since childhood

Dazai who's overly sensitive to touch

Dazai who's almost absurdly ticklish

Dazai who has to wriggle away from all sorts of touch because its tickles and it makes him shiver 'nd it's all just too much

Dazai who can't fully hold someone's hand because it makes him feel naked

Dazai who can only hold two of someone's fingers before he feels ill

Dazai who feels like he's engaging in public indecency whenever a bandage unravels itself from his limbs, fabric from his trousers brushes against the bare skin of his ankle and oh gods he's practically whoring himself out!

Dazai who finds showering uncomfortable

Dazai who despises how the water beats on his back, hurting the sensitive skin each time the never ending flow of water hits him like razors, how the steam makes him sweat, how the soap makes him slippery, how the cold tiles contrast from the far too hot water, and how when he steps out his wet hair doesn't stop dripping down his back but if he wraps a towel around his head the weight of it gives him a headache.

Dazai who's always had a protective layer covering his skin from any of the uncomfortable textures in the world that he feels far too defenseless whenever he takes the bandages off.

Note: I just realised that the header I used to edit the characters on needed credits, I found it in my camera roll and my dumbass forgot to check the account that made it to @ them.. oops. Anywho, I made a new one so all is good

I've been looking all throught tumblr for their @ but I can't find itt (╥﹏╥)

Edit: @v6que made the previous header

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Kyouka is soso quiet, soso monotone, and soso expressionless that the only way to read her emotions is by watching her breathing patterns, feeling her heart rate or watching carefully for the smallest twitches in her face or Kyouka-specific body language, akin to a pray animal.

🩰⃝⃝ Bonus Under the Cut

Kunikida has a page in his notebook dedicated to her tells for certain emotions, Dazai read Kunikida's multiple paragraphs of notes on Kyouka and added other things he missed.

Tanizaki asks her to draw how she feels.

Fukuzawa sits her down in his office infront of an open window and makes her breathe fresh air, not for any particular reason, he just makes all agency members sit infront of an open window in his office and makes them breathe the fresh air while lecturing them about how good air is.

Ranpo can easily tell how she feels and gives her condescending advice if she's feeling negative emotions and gives her a piece of chocolate if she's feeling positive emotions.

Yosano has a chart in her office and asks her to rate her feels on a scale of smiley face to crying facs and then internally panics that she came off as too demanding and that Kyouka might not even know how she feels.

Naomi awkwardly shows her cat pictures and asks her which one she resonates with more.

Haruno always asks how she's doing, how school is, how she's feeling, if work has been too overwhelming ectect, everytime she sees her waking around the agency.

Atsushi isn't sure how to start up a conversation about feelings, he just gives her her little hug when he sees her for safe measure, usually lifting her up off the ground a little.

And Kenji treats her the same as he does a wild rabbit. By this I mean he pets her hair while she eats.

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FEM! KUNIZAI WANDERING AROUND DEPARTMENT STORES AND PRETTY LITTLE BOUTIQUES ON THE HUNT FOR SOMETHING THEY CAN WEAR TO BLEND IN AT A PORT MAFIA LED EVENT TO TRY AND FIND SOME INTEL.. BECAUSE YURI,,,,, THE PAIR OF DETECTIVES KEEP BROWSING, KUNIKIDA OCCASIONALY HAVING TO YELL AT DAZAI TO STOP SNIFFING CANDLES AND TO NOT TOUCH ANYTHING INCASE SHE BREAKS IT. WARNING HER THAT IF SHE BREAKS IT SHE HAS TO BUY IT AND KUNIKIDA WILL NOT!! PAY FOR HER.

KUNIKIDA, WHO DRESSES RELATIVELY MASCULINE, IS WORRIED. THIS IS ALL SO OUT OF HER COMFORT ZONE BUT BEING KUNIKIDA SHE PUSHES HER OWN FEELINGS ASIDE FOR HER JOB. SHE'S INFRONT OF TGE LARGE MIRROR IN THE DRESSING ROOM, FLOURESCANT LIGHT MAKING HER EYES BURN AND THE SKIN SHE TAKES SUCH PERFECT CARE OF, DULL. SHE WOULD SIGH BUT GIVE IN TO THE WHINING BASTARD URGING HER TO WALK OUT OF THE CHANGING ROOM SO THEY CAN HURRY UP AND GO BACK TO THE AGENCY. DAZAI WOULD WOLF WHISTLE 'ND GIGGLE OUT. "ZOO WEE MAMA" AMD. KUNIKIDA WOUOD ROLL HER EYES, MUTTER SOME SORT OF DEROGATORY TERM BUT WPULD BEGRUDGINGLY MOVE HER PONYTAIL OFF OF HER BACK TO LET DAZAI HELP HER ZIP UP THE DRESS. A WARMTH FLUTTERING IN HER CHEST, SWIRLING AROUND IN HER RIBCAGE THE WAY DAZAI SWIRLS THE WHISKEY AROUND IN HER* COLD, COLD GLASS ON THEIR NIGHTS OUT, AND VIBRATING INTO EACH LIMB UNTIL HER ENTIRE BODY FEELS ALL TOO HOT. ATLEAST SOMEONE CAN PUSH HER INSECURITIES ASIDE SO SHE CAN FOCUS ON MORE IMPORTANG MATTERS, EVEN IF THAT SOMEONE IS A CHILDISH, SUICIDAL, BANDAGE WASTER- *gunshots*

Sprites from @kuni-kuun

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Just gonna. drop this on. your. doorstep. and. leave..

Oh deer (๑>◡<๑)

Catzai this Catzai that.. what about deerzai? Y'all ever check up on deerzai?

Do you see the vision or am i insane 🙃

Spot the difference challenge go!

Same face.

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🩰⃝⃝ Atsushi Nakajima Headcanons

• Constantly bites the skin around his nails.

• Is really jealous of Dazai because he can whistle but Atsushi can't.

• Poor baby (grown ass man) gets taunted everyday. 😔

• Half his wardrobe consists of the other agency members don't wear anymore/don't fit them.

• Sensitive teeth.

• Cannot eat anything super cold without wincing.

• Craves attention but prefers to be alone.

• Drools and chuffs in his sleep.

• Kunikida keeps tissues on his desk to wipe down his face after he takes a nap.

• Can't do anything without explicit permission and clear instructions.

• Constant victim of "your mum" jokes.

• Everyone sits in awkward silence after. 

• Will remind others how good they're being even in the midst of chaos.

• He's like a broken record of admiration for those he looks up to.

• He gets really attached to his possessions because growing up in the orphanage he didn't really have anything that was his and only his.

• Lowkey a hoarder.

• Will never use something because he feels he has to save it for the perfect situation and that if he uses it at the wrong moments he will be wasting it.

• Smells like soap and apple scented shampoo.

• Was gifted shampoo for Christmas a year into working at the agency.

• Up untill that point he had just been using plain bar soap for his entire body.

• Chronically cold feet.

• Kunikida makes him wear fluffy socks and slippers every morning/night.

• Scrunches his nose alot.

• Rambles when scared or anxious.

• His love language is gift giving.

• Stomps his foot when he's mad.

• Really big handwriting if you know what i mean.

• Like everything he writes is biig.

• Can't wink.

• Dazai once winked at him to tease him and he just froze, squeezed his eyes shut and wrinkled his nose.

• This became a recurring way for Dazai to tease him.

He does not get a break.

• Will binge on whatever food is infront of him because he's scared it will disappear and he will miss the opportunity to eat.

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🩰⃝⃝ Kenji Miyazawa Headcanons

• When it rains at his farm he will wait untill one of the cows move from their spot where they're led down and will lay in the warm indent that their body made.

• All the other cows won't take any notice that he isn't one of them due to how he's led down in the spot of a previously-led-down cow and all they can smell is the other cow on him.

• He'll just lay there for hours feeling how warm and listening to the rain.

• My dad did this as a kid   (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)

• Has a farm dog back at his farm that he will run with for hours.

• Lots and lots of freckles on his forehead, nose and arms.

• Tan lines where his hat string rests around his neck, where his shoe straps are and his where his sleeves and shorts are.

• Buddhist.

• Made a bug hotel in the grass outside the agency's dorms.

• He asks Ranpo to check the weather app for him incase it rains.

• If it does he will put a few leaves over it so his bugs are safe.

• Falls asleep laying with the animals at his farm.

• His (guardians???) live with him 60% or the time and the other 40% is him sharing a dorm with Kunikida.

• Clumsy.

• Anytime he gets given a drink Kunikida shouts "two hands drink!" from across the room so he doesn't spill it.

• Poor boy has to hold it like it's a sippy cup.

• Always off in his own world.

• Day dreamer kenji real.

• Him and Fukuzawa have day trips to watch the ocean or clouds together.

• They either sit in silence or Kenji spends the whole time babbling about stuff he's getting up to in the school the agency enrolled him and kyouka in, his village, his animals, what he plans of helping Kunikida cook for dinner, ectect

• Loves angry birds and minecraft.

• Has a minecraft server with Ranpo, Dazai and Kyouka. (Him and Kyouka are the only ones who play normally, Dazai has tried to make drugs in the game and will blow up anything anyone builds. Ranpo just gathers stuff and makes chests to store said stuff.)

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"Oh, I just love cows! Raising them, working with them, eating them too!" — kenji miyazawa

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Whenever I think of Ranpo my brain just immediately thinks of a propeller hat .. not entirely sure why...

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🩰⃝⃝ How I Think BSD Characters Dress

Yosano Akiko

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Catzai this Catzai that.. what about deerzai? Y'all ever check up on deerzai?

Do you see the vision or am i insane 🙃

Spot the difference challenge go!

Same face.

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🩰⃝⃝ How I Think BSD Characters Dress

Chuuya Nakahara

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🩰⃝⃝ How I Think BSD Characters Dress

Kyouka Izumi

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🩰⃝⃝ Kyouka Izumi Headcanon

• Sleeps with a night light.

• It has two settings, a soft blue colour or a pale yellow.

• Autistic because I'm autistic and I said so.

• Loves to draw.

• Her artwork is pinned to the fridge in the agency's mini kitchen to make her feel appreciated.

• She has to bite back a smile everytime she walks past it.

• Her favourite sanrio character is cinnamoroll and was disappointed to find out that he was a cloud puppy.

• Really enjoys those water globe asmr videos.

• Board game enjoyer.

• Had a small crush on Atsushi at first but grew out of and just see's him as an older brother figure.

• She cringes whenever she thinks of it.

• Loves strawberrys.

• Overly anxious.

• Was gifted anti-anxiety teas for her birthday by Yosano.

• Trans fem.

• Plays roblox, gacha life, and cute lofi games.

• Doesn't smile often but when she does its very shy & always breaks eye contact with however she's smiling at.

• Every morning she sips her strawberry milk while Atsushi drinks his regular milk while they just sit in comfortable silence.

• The same milk that was made by one of Kenji's cows.s

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look at this tiny thing. puts him in jar and shakes him vigorously.

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Tumblr post that I might have imagined, not sure:

Person A: Something something if God something then something is like a separate thing so does that mean something something.

Persoj B: Paleogender.

?????

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𐔌 (bsd) Brain Dump ᵎᵎ.˖ꪆ𖠵꒷

⊹ ᨘ໑ 15zai thoughts

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⊹ ᨘ໑ Doezai

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⊹ ᨘ໑ Izumi Kyouka vs Facial Expressions

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𐔌 (bsd) Headcanons Masterlist ᵎᵎ.˖ꪆ𖠵꒷

⊹ ᨘ໑ Doppo Kunikida

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⊹ ᨘ໑ Izumi Kyouka

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⊹ ᨘ໑ Miyazawa Kenji

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⊹ ᨘ໑ Nakajima Atsushi