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Warning to all my followers this is about to become a nsfw blog, if you're a minor or that's not your thing unfollow please.

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my gender is that vine of the two old guys at the play ground spinning around saying "I wanna be a cowboy baby" that's me

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Oh my god. So there's this really pretty trans girl I work with and I have a crush on her. So I worked up the nerve to ask for her number and it turns out she likes me too! I was worried she was taken, because she said she has a partner, but they're poly! I wasn't expecting it to turn out so positively! I'm so giddy I don't know what to say! She so cute, and to think she's liked me back this whole time!

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Gender affirmation of the day:

Old woman at the grocery store said "excuse me sir"

That's it, that's the ounce of gratification I needed for today.

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I have a question for the folks ingaging in hookup culture. I'm a 5'6, 180 pound, transguy. I just started T, and I also just started working out. I want to meet guys on grindr, but I'm self conscious about my weight. I feel like I should wait until I lose some weight, because I'm worried I'm too chubby. I have a skinny face so I feel like guys will be attracted to my face, but turned off by my body. I shower every day and try to take care of myself. I dont feel like I'm an unattractive guy, just chubby. Am I too chubby for hookups? Am I overthinking it? Should I just go for it, or is it best to wait until I'm less self conscious?

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I just had my first shot of T! I'm so happy!!! I thought this day would never come. I live in a state that is actively passing laws to make trans lives more difficult. So I was really surprised that the doctors are so understanding. They don't agree with these laws and they actually want to help. The doctor who prescribed my T said he would write me a letter for top surgery if needed.

Also sticking myself with a needle was easier than I thought it was gonna be. It helps that I'm not afraid of needles.

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I GOT MY T! It's in my hand right now. wtf!? I thought it was going to take so much longer, but it's here!!! Tomorrow I take it to my doctor so he can give me my first injection. I'm so happy! I've been wanting this so badly and it's finally here!

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My appointment went really well! As long as my blood work looks good, I should be getting on T in the next 2-4 weeks (I think). I'll know more when the doctor calls me back. And I finally got myself booked for a therapy appointment. I'm really happy. I know I still gotta wait, but things are finally starting to fall into place. I'm glad I'm finally getting myself therapy, I've been needing someone to talk to and work my stuff out. I'm really happy for myself.

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In an hour I have an appointment to talk to a doctor about testosterone. I don't know what's going to happen. All I know is he can prescribe me hrt. All I can think is "AAAAAAAAAA" I'm so nervous. But I'm sure it's gonna be okay! I'm just scared he's gonna say no. I'm so ready to be on T, I scheduled this appointment over a month ago. I'm so excited and nervous all at the same time.

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in honour of wolvie returning to the big screen here's a fond childhood memory

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This is what happens when we don’t teach people which books it was that the Nazis burned.

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Ah yes my favorite lgbtq movie.

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LMAOOO

1. Aaron

2. Danny

3. Damien

4. Andrew (current)

There should be a club for trans people who have like 20 names before they decided on the one they have. I'll go first:

Elliot

Ren

James

Max

Ethan/Nyx (current)

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I wanna go to a wedding, but like, I don't wanna get married. I want someone else to get married and throw an extravagant wedding. I wanna wear a tux. I wanna awkwardly mingle with people I know and people I've never met. I wanna eat wedding cake and take photos. I love the wedding aesthetic but I have no desire to actually get married myself. Can I throw a wedding themed party?