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Currently stuck in the binge/restrict cycle

Except I'm skipping the restrict part

So I've just been binging for like 3 months straight and I've gained so much weight and I feel like shit

Guys please send me all the tips - excuses, ways to get rid of hunger anything

I'm literally desperate

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Well fuck

It's getting bad again

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I'm so tired. Tired of everything.

I never wanna get out of bed.

I everything I do just seems to take so much effort.

Even the things I used to love I don't enjoy anymore.

The next few months are gonna be fun.

I wish I could just hibernate for the whole winter & probably some of spring tbh :')

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"Good things come to those who wait"

So wait a bit longer to eat that or fast for another hour - it WILL pay off and you WILL see results

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I feel so motivated today, like idk what's happened lmao

Yesterday I was like 'i fucking hate myself & there's literally no hope for me to be a skinny queen'

But today I'm like 'wooooo let's go - I've worked out sm and have only had 2 rice cakes'

Hopefully I still feel like this tomorrow lol

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There's

"just done a leg day" 💪🦵🏋️

And then there's

"just done a leg day"😭💀🔪

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I wish I could just fall off the face of the earth

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Well there goes my clean streak

Yayyyyyy 😭😂

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Ummmm yeah maybe not lol

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My disordered eating and sh addition really go against each other

Like I have to exercise to be skinny but the only exercise I really do is swimming and that means that I can't sh because everyone will see it :(

So now, not only can I not do arms because it's short sleeve season I also can't do thighs because I have to go fucking swimming every other day

I actually can't anymore lol

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I have a question

How much weight can I lose in a month if I only eat one meal a day (I have to eat dinner with my parents) and go swimming every other day??

I have prom in a month and I need to be skinny lol

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idk what it is but there's just something about collar bones

Like when my collar bones first started to show I was sooooo happy

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I almost said 'scary movies are my favourite because I burn calories watching them'

IN FRONT OF MY FAMILY!!!!!

:')

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Most validating thing happened yesterday

Saw someone I haven't seen for ages and she goes "you're such a tiny thing"

I'm like thank you very much lol

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How do you guys stop your stomach rumbling??

Like I wanna starve but I'm sat in an exam and my stomach starts making really loud noises

Ahhhhhh 😩

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Woohoo arm season is almost back