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today someone said to me “think back to the last time you truly loved yourself; the last time you looked in a mirror and thought ‘fuck yeah, i love me.’”

and it’s so painfully ironic because the last time i truly loved myself was BEFORE i started looking in the mirror. like is that not fucking hilarous? is that??? not??? so?? fucking??? funny????

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please please please god let me have this one thing, i’ve come in second for every aspect of my life, please let me know what it feels like to be good enough

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my sister’s been at college for over half a year now and i don’t think she’s coming back

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i think my life started going downhill the day my grandad died and i realized that nothing is ever permanent

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the feminine urge to claw my fucking eyes out

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hi not to sound rude or anything but what the actual fuck

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i was so angry when i was 14

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the ultimate hangover cure (works every time!): cookout chicken quesadilla with a side of hush puppies and fries.

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i love how i act like anybody sees my posts LMFAOOO

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do y’all have a week where you are literally so hot and good looking and then the next week you are suddenly…not.

bc let me tell you. i was going through the saved snaps a guy has of me today, and omg. i am such a hottie in those. but after i looked at myself, and i just…do not look the same now. my features aren’t working for me like they used to.

like honestly most days i look in the mirror and just don’t recognize myself—which might be a deeper problem that i’m choosing to ignore. one day i will be pretty. and the next day i won’t be pretty. i do not understand.

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how do you write a rhetorical analysis essay bc i have to write a timed one today and my grade can’t take it HELPPP