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So my friend apparently added a letter I wrote to him for his birthday to his alter for Philotes. And I'm literally?? So happy?? Like oh my gods they actually enjoy being around me and I don't annoy them and they think of me as a good enough friend to add something I made for them to gift to the literal goddess of friendship?? I'm actually gonna start crying. I love him so much.

Apparently it's been there for a while too but I just found out.

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S2 - S5

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i fucking loved this line delivery, hes so done with everything

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Honey don’t feed me I will come back

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yeah

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Me and my lil bro watch mha together. I know everything that will happen (thank you ao3 and tumblr)... Guess who is my little brothers favorite character. AOYAMA YUGA. He doesn't know about the traitor arc IM SO EXCITED FOR HIM TO FIND OUT ABOUT HIS ARC

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Me and my sister (who get confused as twins en though one of us is 16 and the other is like 22) do kickboxing together. This is always so much fun except for the fact that we have different strengths.

Cause I, who has the same body type as my dad aka I bulk quickly, have extremely strong punches and kicks. My sister, who takes more after my mom and is all lean muscle and stamina, beats me in all our warm up exercises stretches etc.

So while I die attempting to do push-ups, planks, and squats while my sister does them easily. I take my revenge and beat the shit out of her in spars.

And i think thats beautiful.

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I'ma be honest with you im not from the UK but my box says cluedo (Ivenever been to the UK either) so idk Abt that lmaoo 😭

It's really important to me that ppl know anytime I play cluedo I see this man and immediately think of Elias bouchard

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The funniest thing to me is the fact that on last year's English writing assignment, my teacher questioned everyone over if they used AI/CHAGPT in their report except me. I also ended up getting second highest grade so! I love it when people know me

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It's really important to me that ppl know anytime I play cluedo I see this man and immediately think of Elias bouchard

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Is it bad of me to purposely try and get bad again? Is it bad for me to crave the feelings that ruined my life? Why am do I miss going through depersonalization episode? I haven't had one in a month and I crave the numbness. It sucked when I had it, but it was like a drug, I hated it so much to the point that I miss it, the point that I need it.

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MHA fandom I need help finding a fic pleasee

Okay so basically these like scientists kidnap/buy (I don't really remember) Kirishima, Yaomomo, izuku, and shinsou to like experiment on their quirks (and in izukus case try and figure out how to give him a quirk or smth it doesn't work though). I vividly remember all of them being called by gem names instead of by their names (Momo was onyx, kirishima was Ruby, izuku was emerald, and shinsou was amethyst). Momo and Izuku are absolute geniuses, and the organization makes izuku analyse fights and shit.

I never really finished it so I don't know what happens, but i remember that the name of the fic had the wird lapis in it I think. It's so fricking good and I wanna read it again so bad

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Healing is not linear and that's something I understand, however every single step I take to healing from continuous CSA makes me so happy.

I used to not be able to sit in my room (or any room tbh) nude or shirtless even of I had my underclothes on. This didn't stem from hatered for my own body; this came from fear. Fear that me being without clothes would make the bad man come. I would always speed up showers as fast as possible (I still take super fast showers not out of fear anymore but from the fact that I don't know how to take a long time in the shower).

Now I sometimes sit in my room shirtless all the time, I don't even have to lock my doors them being closed is enough. I sometimes remove my clothes and just sit in the bathroom before my showers for absolutely no reason.

I used to not be able to change without having my back to a wall or in between 2 mirrors (that I made my parents buy but never explained the reason). I used to look for more and more obscure ways to change without having any asking show; as if I was in a room full of people (which is how it felt most of the time).

Now I am comfortable in my body, in my surroundings, in my life which is probably the best feeling ever.

I used to stay up in fear of someone coming into my room in the middle of the night (which is something that has happened multiple times) , I want you to think about little baby 6 year old me staying up til 4 most days of the week. I still have really bad insomnia, but it's not a daily thing anymore sometimes I go to sleep at 9 or 12 which is genuinely an achievement for me.

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I've been depressed before but I never really saw the appeal in cutting myself. I never really liked the idea of blood and bleeding out, I tried it before but who hasn't. Anyways I still self destructive habits but none of them left a mark on my skin, well not until this one.

I started burning myself, not on actual fire but I basically take a match (cause for some reason I'm trusted with a huge box of them) and put on a candle. I blow out the match and while it's still hit I press it onto my skin... I know it's bad but I never knew she can be this addictive, I never thought I'd be looking forward to going to my room to burn myself. I'd repeat the process of setting the match on fire from the candle and blowing it out and then pressing it to my skin.

God, I know this is bad but it is so addictive I can't stop.

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Oop I was being kinda dramatic sorry guyssss 🤗🤗

Why is it that the one time I open up to someone abt my feelings am I getting ignored... I've literally always been there for her then when I'm asking for help I'm being left on delivered. I've literally been crying and having a breakdown for the past hour and she's not responding and Ive always comforted her but the moment I need comforting she's not answering and idk what to do. She always told me to tell her if I need everything was she lying? Does she actually hate me? Was she just using me? Why am I such a loser. I'm pretty sure she hates me and I don't want her to hate me and I don't want to be annoying but I hate being bad I texted her on 3 different apps (since she sometimes randomly deletes them) and she's not answering...

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Why is it that the one time I open up to someone abt my feelings am I getting ignored... I've literally always been there for her then when I'm asking for help I'm being left on delivered. I've literally been crying and having a breakdown for the past hour and she's not responding and Ive always comforted her but the moment I need comforting she's not answering and idk what to do. She always told me to tell her if I need everything was she lying? Does she actually hate me? Was she just using me? Why am I such a loser. I'm pretty sure she hates me and I don't want her to hate me and I don't want to be annoying but I hate being bad I texted her on 3 different apps (since she sometimes randomly deletes them) and she's not answering...

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