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[jxxbtx]

I've been too nice to Rin lately, he just needed to suffer

─ ⟢ Drabble 𓈒𓏸‪‪.°•

C/W : Angst, unrequited love, irony at it's finest, hanahaki disease, mentions of throwing up blood

⟢ CHARACTER : Rin Itoshi

｡.°˚ Lovesick ~

Rin would deny everything, till the day he died.

If you'd ask him why he stuck around you so much, he'd tell you it's cause you let him in your orbit.. and while it's not a lie- it's nowhere NEAR the whole truth.

A little obsession that started with brushed fingers and secretive smiles that he hoped were just for him.. you could have him stutter with even the slightest glance

You're tugging him along campus, a pinky interlocked with his and he's.. trying not to die.

The flush on his face is damn-near unatural and you have half-mind to ask if he was running a fever

You sigh knowing he'd be stubborn about it anyways, so you move your free hand up his chest to try loosen the strings of his hoodie

He patiently lets you tug at his strings like he's your marionette and nothing more, though you're not sure if he's breathing at the moment

And when you look up to questioningly meet his gaze, he turns on his heel and.. sprints.

No explaination. Down the corridor. As if he's running from his inner demons..

You shrug moving on with your day without a second glance..

Meanwhile.. the flustered boy who ran away from you is currently heeving- in the gent's restroom, clutching onto his chest right where you touched him.. tendrils contrict yet he doesn't think he cares.

His heart practically on the verge of leaping out his throat and running back to it's rightful owner.. You.

Would it really be so bad..?

If he wants to breathe you in, like you're his own special brand of oxygen?

If he wants to suffocate under the tips of your pretty little fingers and quite possibly die in your arms?

Sometimes he can't help but think you're a fidget of his imagination, it wouldn't be too far off.. you've appeared in his dreams and made a home for yourself there, like you own even the realm of his own mind.

Maybe he'd adore being called yours.. and maybe that's all he's ever wanted to be.

No Name. No Itoshi Rin. Just yours.

But.. he really needs to get his act together before he throws his guts out.

What's love, without a little sickness..?

The flowers that delicately bloom at his throat, spilling out with harsh coughs and the urge to choke on his own blood..

He's left with trembling hands, holding onto white petals of what he assumed were Camellias.. even the langauge of flowers mocked him.

He wipes his lips of the blood, eyeing the stained white flowers with clear disgust.

That was him.

Disgusting. God.. he was so fucking disgusting.

Maybe you'd never be his. maybe he'll rot. Not in your arms, like how he'd imagined.. rather in this dingy campus restroom.

Your name rests heavily on his tongue, a plea.. and a prayer, all the same.

He blanks out.

A/N :

So.. firstly- I apologise?

And secondly, some explaination-

White camellias typically represent waiting and also devotion- most white flowers hint at purity so also that..

Andd the blood-stained kinda hints at red, so red camellias. they have like an association with noble death among samurai's and stuff

The entire concept is basically supposed to be a contradiction, his love isn't pure- it's devastatingly overwhelming.. and well.. rotting in a restroom isn't a very noble death..

When Rin finally accepted his ocean-deep adoration for you. he died. (Yay foreshadowing)

[jxxbtx]

I lowkey forgot about this one even tho I think it's my most liked post.. it's not that sad, is it..? AND I'VE BEEN APOLOGISIN' TO SO MANY PEOPLE FOR MAKING THEM CRY RECENTLY OML, I'M SORRY AIKA- I just.. enjoy subjecting Rin to angst at random intervals..!!

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ HEADCANONS

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ GuardianAngel!Rin who'd reluctantly let you play with his wings, hovering over your crib till you fell asleep

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪GuardianAngel!Rin who found your willingness to follow him around to be amusing, especially since to a mortal you appeared to be chasing thin air

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ GuardianAngel!Rin who didn't read his job description because he snickered at you when you fell off the swing set only panicking when you looked at him with glossy eyes

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ GuardianAngel!Rin who never wanted you to cry ever again in his presence, learnt to catch you with his wing whenever you did something stupid

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ GuardianAngel!Rin who grew along with you, no longer pudgy-faced and a lot better at his job of protecting you

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ GuardianAngel!Rin who acted irritated whenever you'd ask to play with his wings but has till date never denied you

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ GuardianAngel!Rin who just wants to be useful to you, carrying your things.. Giving you a lift.. lending a shoulder to cry on..

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ GuardianAngel!Rin who never answered you when you asked why you got him as your guardian instead flicking your forehead and calling you a clumsy idiot that needed protection

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ GuardianAngel!Rin who never let any harm come your way, going as far as abusing his abilities to make sure nobody even looked at you wrong

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ GuardianAngel!Rin whose heart studdered when you thanked him or caressed his wings mindlessly, letting you hold him like he's the one that needed protection

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ GuardianAngel!Rin who watched you grow up to become a sight for sore eyes

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ GuardianAngel!Rin who noticed you growing distant from him, not understanding why but deciding to give you space no matter how much it killed him inside

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ GuardianAngel!Rin who watched you fall inlove with a mortal, one who looked exactly like him and he couldn't help but think fate was so so cruel to him

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ GuardianAngel!Rin who realised you were starting to forget him, rendering him as a fidget of your imagination that led you to your now love (and maybe you were right)

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ GuardianAngel!Rin who slowly vanished from your vision, the only reminder of his presence being the occasional lingering cold breeze on your skin and lips that just spelled out a longing

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ GuardianAngel!Rin who watched over the children of the woman he loved, the ones that had the same eyes as him but weren't his

A/n:

What possessed me to write this? Idk but I definitely need to deviate to fluff/ slice of life a bit cause why am I like this

Maybe a smau or something would do me good..

Original work by 𝓚𝓻𝓪𝓴𝓮𝓷, 2025 Please do not repost without credit

[jxxbtx]

I'm so sorry 😭 I'm not always like this, I swearr🤞

─ ⟢ Drabble 𓈒𓏸‪‪.°•

C/W : Angst, unrequited love, irony at it's finest, hanahaki disease, mentions of throwing up blood

⟢ CHARACTER : Rin Itoshi

｡.°˚ Lovesick ~

Rin would deny everything, till the day he died.

If you'd ask him why he stuck around you so much, he'd tell you it's cause you let him in your orbit.. and while it's not a lie- it's nowhere NEAR the whole truth.

A little obsession that started with brushed fingers and secretive smiles that he hoped were just for him.. you could have him stutter with even the slightest glance

You're tugging him along campus, a pinky interlocked with his and he's.. trying not to die.

The flush on his face is damn-near unatural and you have half-mind to ask if he was running a fever

You sigh knowing he'd be stubborn about it anyways, so you move your free hand up his chest to try loosen the strings of his hoodie

He patiently lets you tug at his strings like he's your marionette and nothing more, though you're not sure if he's breathing at the moment

And when you look up to questioningly meet his gaze, he turns on his heel and.. sprints.

No explaination. Down the corridor. As if he's running from his inner demons..

You shrug moving on with your day without a second glance..

Meanwhile.. the flustered boy who ran away from you is currently heeving- in the gent's restroom, clutching onto his chest right where you touched him.. tendrils contrict yet he doesn't think he cares.

His heart practically on the verge of leaping out his throat and running back to it's rightful owner.. You.

Would it really be so bad..?

If he wants to breathe you in, like you're his own special brand of oxygen?

If he wants to suffocate under the tips of your pretty little fingers and quite possibly die in your arms?

Sometimes he can't help but think you're a fidget of his imagination, it wouldn't be too far off.. you've appeared in his dreams and made a home for yourself there, like you own even the realm of his own mind.

Maybe he'd adore being called yours.. and maybe that's all he's ever wanted to be.

No Name. No Itoshi Rin. Just yours.

But.. he really needs to get his act together before he throws his guts out.

What's love, without a little sickness..?

The flowers that delicately bloom at his throat, spilling out with harsh coughs and the urge to choke on his own blood..

He's left with trembling hands, holding onto white petals of what he assumed were Camellias.. even the langauge of flowers mocked him.

He wipes his lips of the blood, eyeing the stained white flowers with clear disgust.

That was him.

Disgusting. God.. he was so fucking disgusting.

Maybe you'd never be his. maybe he'll rot. Not in your arms, like how he'd imagined.. rather in this dingy campus restroom.

Your name rests heavily on his tongue, a plea.. and a prayer, all the same.

He blanks out.

A/N :

So.. firstly- I apologise?

And secondly, some explaination-

White camellias typically represent waiting and also devotion- most white flowers hint at purity so also that..

Andd the blood-stained kinda hints at red, so red camellias. they have like an association with noble death among samurai's and stuff

The entire concept is basically supposed to be a contradiction, his love isn't pure- it's devastatingly overwhelming.. and well.. rotting in a restroom isn't a very noble death..

When Rin finally accepted his ocean-deep adoration for you. he died. (Yay foreshadowing)

[jxxbtx]

─ ⟢ Drabble 𓈒𓏸‪‪.°•

C/W : Angst, unrequited love, irony at it's finest, hanahaki disease, mentions of throwing up blood

⟢ CHARACTER : Rin Itoshi

｡.°˚ Lovesick ~

Rin would deny everything, till the day he died.

If you'd ask him why he stuck around you so much, he'd tell you it's cause you let him in your orbit.. and while it's not a lie- it's nowhere NEAR the whole truth.

A little obsession that started with brushed fingers and secretive smiles that he hoped were just for him.. you could have him stutter with even the slightest glance

You're tugging him along campus, a pinky interlocked with his and he's.. trying not to die.

The flush on his face is damn-near unatural and you have half-mind to ask if he was running a fever

You sigh knowing he'd be stubborn about it anyways, so you move your free hand up his chest to try loosen the strings of his hoodie

He patiently lets you tug at his strings like he's your marionette and nothing more, though you're not sure if he's breathing at the moment

And when you look up to questioningly meet his gaze, he turns on his heel and.. sprints.

No explaination. Down the corridor. As if he's running from his inner demons..

You shrug moving on with your day without a second glance..

Meanwhile.. the flustered boy who ran away from you is currently heeving- in the gent's restroom, clutching onto his chest right where you touched him.. tendrils contrict yet he doesn't think he cares.

His heart practically on the verge of leaping out his throat and running back to it's rightful owner.. You.

Would it really be so bad..?

If he wants to breathe you in, like you're his own special brand of oxygen?

If he wants to suffocate under the tips of your pretty little fingers and quite possibly die in your arms?

Sometimes he can't help but think you're a fidget of his imagination, it wouldn't be too far off.. you've appeared in his dreams and made a home for yourself there, like you own even the realm of his own mind.

Maybe he'd adore being called yours.. and maybe that's all he's ever wanted to be.

No Name. No Itoshi Rin. Just yours.

But.. he really needs to get his act together before he throws his guts out.

What's love, without a little sickness..?

Flowers delicately bloom at his throat, spilling out with harsh coughs and the urge to choke on his own blood..

He's left with trembling hands, holding onto white petals of what he assumed were Camellias.. even the langauge of flowers mocked him.

He wipes his lips of the blood, eyeing the stained white flowers with clear disgust.

That was him.

Disgusting. God.. he was so fucking disgusting.

Maybe you'd never be his. maybe he'll rot. Not in your arms, like how he'd imagined.. rather in this dingy campus restroom.

Your name rests heavily on his tongue, a plea.. and a prayer, all the same.

He blanks out.

A/N :

So.. firstly- I apologise?

And secondly, some explaination-

White camellias typically represent waiting and also devotion- most white flowers hint at purity so also that..

Andd the blood-stained kinda hints at red, so red camellias. they have like an association with noble death among samurai's and stuff

The entire concept is basically supposed to be a contradiction, his love isn't pure- it's devastatingly overwhelming.. and well.. rotting in a restroom isn't a very noble death..

When Rin finally accepted his ocean-deep adoration for you. he died. (Yay foreshadowing)

[jxxbtx]

Can I request Rin x pretty reader? Fluff!^^ thanks and I love your writing

─ ⟢ Request 𓈒𓏸‪‪.°•

C/W : Established Relationship, fluff, yearning, Rin thinks Reader is the best thing to ever walk the face of earth.. ~ (0.9k words)

⟢ CHARACTER : Rin Itoshi

｡.°˚ Reverence ~

The sky is a perfect mixture of reds and pinks from where you lay on the grass, watching the sunset with a soft gaze

You're aware of the presence of your dear lover, now knelt beside you.. mindlessly brushing your hair out your face..

You don't however pull your gaze away from the Sun just yet, enjoying the peaceful solitude and bright colours that paint the horizon

He hums.. obviously more interested in you than any scenary the world could offer, tugging at the ends of your hair to get your attention

A small huff escapes your lips as you turn to face him in slight annoyance, he pauses in his ministrations at the sight of your visible frustration

Instead a ghost of a smile spreads across his lips as he leans over to press a lingering kiss to the crease of your brows

"Are you done with doing everything but looking at me..?" He asks with a slight undertone of sulkiness which immediately smoothens out when you look at him all pouty-faced

Forgive him for being a weak man but the heart wants what it wants..

His hand hesitantly moves up, so that he can delicately brush his knuckles over your cheek.. his mouth opening like he wants to share the secrets of the world to you, yet keeps it shut again out of nervousness

He sighs softly at the sight of your unimpressed expression, pinching your side to get his own frustration out.. ignoring your little squak of protest.

"You make my mind blank out, you do it on purpose or something..?" he grumbles out, more like an accusation than a statement

"S'just.." his words fail him again as he groans burying against the side of your neck, the sharp slope of his nose nuzzling against the soft skin below your chin

You squirm under him at the slightly ticklish action, gently pushing at his abdomen

"Gah.. Rin..? S'ticklish, stop that..!" You whine out between soft giggles that make his heart ache to hear more sweet sounds of laughter from you..

"How are you even mine.." he whispers into the wind, a quiet secret kept by the breeze and the soft skin of your neck..

He hesitantly shifts from the comfortable position he had found himself in, with the intention of tracing your delicate features with his gaze and drowning in the sight of you..

His index gently taps your chin up to hold his gaze, free hand lightly rubbing over your side like he was scared you would push him away..

You hum out softly at his intense gaze, cocking your head sweetly and raising a brow

"You've been like this for awhile, what's up..?"

"I'm inlove with you.." he confessed out lamely, and you couldn't help but laugh at his resigned tone

"I may or may not be aware of that-"

"Say it back or shut the hell up.." he scrowls out, a soft flush of red to the tip of his ears

You make a motion of zipping your mouth and he's almost disappointed.. screw that, he is DEFINITELY disappointed. His girl just denied saying she loved him back.. :(

"Oi.." he grumbles, making a show of slowly hovering over you and ensuring you're caged in his arms

He short-circuits again at the sight of your pretty eyes looking up at him with the softest expression on your face, a reluctantly fond smile tugging on your lips as you patiently wait to hear him out

He managed to gather his thoughts before he crumbles, exhaling softly and ignoring the goosebumps that ran over his skin when you held him locked in your gaze..

"Let me adore you..? You're the best sight I could ever wish to have.. just.. let me bask in you.. please."

Your heart swelled a little, from where did your little freak learn to sweet-talk?

"I'm not pushing you away..? Am I..?"

He just hums, bringing your hair up to his lips and lightly kissing it

"No.. but apparently you find the sky more intersting than my love for you." He deadpans, voice dry if not a soft complaint

His expression is nothing short of yearning when he meets your gaze again

"I love you.."

The silence that lingers after makes his heart drop to the pits of his stomach..

Youu might as well told him to get out your life, maybe it would've hurt less-

Nevermind actually- who was he kidding. Harsh words directed at him from your pretty little lips, meant solely to kiss away his pain would surely contrict his throat and have him gasping for air..

His broody thoughts are however broken by you gently guiding him up, with a hand placed delicately on the side of his neck..

The sweet kiss and taste of you that lingers on his lips after, have him needily chasing after you for another peck or two..

"I love you as well Rin.. never doubt it.." you hum out, boping his nose with your index and watching him melt over you into a puddle of relief

The sky's forgotten as it fades into a twilight of dark purples and blues..

His eyes, the ones that look at you like you're the one that hung the stars.. and the ones you hope your children would inherit one day were the only shade of blue you'd want to see paint the skies..

And him..? He thinks the everything around him fades to nothingness when you're infront of him.. why would his eyes stray elsewhere when he's got his world, right here in his arms?

A/N :

REQUEST GUIDLINES

Tysmm for requesting- I'm sososo glad you like my writing!! I found this request kinda hard to think of a scenario to write for, but lowkey lovedd dipping into just passionate yearning, I do hope this is something along the lines of what you expected tho.. :)

By 'pretty' I'd assume you mean just the overall adoration in the way your partner sees you-

I don't want to assume and this can be taken in general but if you find struggle with accepting yourself, then sometimes it just depends on finding the right person to love you..

(Oh god I'm so sorry for getting kinda philosophical, but it's just something I thought about while writing this and wanted to share just in case someone needed to hear it)

[jxxbtx]

HI! its my first time requesting but can you write abt sae, isagi and anyone u want with a reader who also plays football and they're like "woah"?? take ur timeee too! thankss

Bllk with a reader who's good at football/soccer

C/W : Sae is a meanie but he means well, dork Isagi with insanely down-bad monologue

CHARACTERS : Sae Itoshi, Isagi Yoichi

Heart Kicker

SAE ITOSHI

Your jewel of a boyfriend is wayy too reluctant to accept the smoothness in your movements, despite being only 20m away to witness the act occur before his very eyes

He lets out a soft sound of approval at your calculated dribbles, spacing out a bit in thought before deciding to join you with a laze jog

However he gets a bit of a humbling when you elastico past him while giggling playfully.. this is such an ego hit for him- while GIGGLING.

He freezes for around point six seconds before turning on his heel and sprinting right after you

No matter how good you are at soccer, you don't think you could escape his wrath within the distance of the goalpost so you take the shot- despite it being nowhere near your shooting range

You're not surprised when you look up and find that the ball hit the post.. neither is Sae, as he stops beside you and shoots you a bit of a smug look which honestly makes you want to pull his lashes out with tweezers..

While you're both distracted- may it be due to pure luck that the wind was on your side or the light slope of uneven field.. the ball rolls in.

You both look at eachother then at the ball that was tauntingly stopped by the goal net

"No way.."

"Fluke." Sae grits out, ignoring your uncontrollable laughs and jogging after the ball

"But it went in..!"

"Let's see you try to recreate it then, you little..!" He breathes out to cool down a bit, shooting you a slight glare that quickly fades at the sight of you rolling on the ground from laughter

"You're gonna get all dirty.. what are you a pig..?" He huffs out, utterly unimpressed by your attempt to throw grass at him

"That was just world-class wasn't it..?" You grin out, offering him a weed in truce

He accepts it with a deadpan face, debating whether to stuff it in your mouth

"In your standards, yes."

"That's so pointedly rude..!" You scoff, but it quickly fades to a laugh anyways

"That's just how I am."

"I know, you ass.."

"Hmph.."

"You're just salty I have more potential as a striker than you.." you tease knowing it would get under his skin

"And you're quite frankly delusional" He states like it's a fact, avoiding your next attempt to throw dirt with a fond smile

ISAGI YOICHI

This man will proudly parade around your name, claiming you both as the ultimate.. soccer.. demon.. couple..

The second-hand embarassment on your face each time is palable, but hearing him passionately go on about your skills like a lovesick fool always managed to win you over

When you first showed him a neat little rainbow flick over his head, his brain immediately turned into a mush of nothingness

His eyes were wide and quite dumb-struck as he took in the sight of you rolling the ball shyly under your feet, looking up at him in search of approval or praise

His thoughts however..

"Oh. my. god.. she's so.. prettyhotprettygaghfpretty. soccer- yes. and HER.. AHHH..!! you mean I can have both at the same damn time?!? I must be the luckiest man alive, cause holy.."

Yeah.. downbad is an understatement to say the least..

"H-how'd you learn to do that??" He stutters out with sparkly stars in his eyes that make you wanna coo at him

"Practice..?" You mumble with a light shrug, performing the action again with the soft click of the back of your cleats to the ball

"You're so smooth.." he breathes out, happily inputting the action in his brain

"The move of course- but your skin too.. I mean- yes.. but that's weird.. you. smooth.. suave..?" He trails off making weird hand motions that have you all too amused

"You're such a dork.." you can't help but grin, lightly nut-meging him cause you could and wanted to circle around him

He flushes a pretty shade of pink, knees bucked together.. thoughts..? not so pretty.

"Holy hell.. she could kick me in the nuts and I swear I'd happily fall at her feet."

Soo in summary, do anything related to soccer near him and you'll have him weak to the knees <3

A/N :

REQUEST GUIDELINES

I feel like the scenarios for the two are kinda different, like one has more interaction and the other is just.. Isagi proclaiming his love for you in his head

Andd since it's your first request, I do hope I meet your expectations and that you'll request more cause I found this one really fun to think of and write- :DD

[jxxbtx]

can i request a bunny iglesias x reader hurt/comfort-ish where reader kisses his scar?

C/W : hurt/comfort, domestic setting, soft biting, kisses ofc, use of spanish nicknames (mi vida, mi amar) ~ 1k words

CHARACTER : Bunny Iglesias

Worship my Wounds..

A soft click of the door awakens you from your little nap on the couch, and you smile at the sight of your giant lover placing his bags down and moving to crouch infront of you

"Hi love.. tiring day..?" You ask, gently pushing the hair out his face- his gaze seemed far away and you wanted to know why..

"C'mon.. is it about that little Japanese boy from the La Real youth team..?" You ask, vaguely remembering him mentioning the boy standing out among his peers

He slowly shakes his head, a little smile gracing his lips which you knew didn't meet his eyes despite how they crinkled

"Bunny bab-"  you aren't able to finish your call of endearment when he quite literally moved to slump ontop of you

You squirm a bit it protest of his weight, but the sight of dull eyes aches for you more than the press of his weight

"You alright, love..?" You ask, wanting to help elevate his stress however you could by tracing circles on his back

He gently shifts to ensure you're comfortable, a gentle actual smile overtaking his face- when you move to grip at his shoulder blades pressing him closer to you

"I'm full of life with you around, mi vida.." he hums out, twirling a strand of your hair

You laugh softly, gently swatting his chest

"You little sap.. and liar! You have that old.. pathetic expression on your face..!" You complain, cupping his cheeks sweetly and looking up at him with worry-filled eyes

He blinks then scoffs leaning down to nudge his nose against yours

"Pathetic..? How rude.." he grumbles lowly, tone lightly fading from it's earlier playfulness

His gaze flints for a sec and once he meets your gaze again, he couldn't help but blurt out

"Why do you love me?"

There's a stillness which immediately leads to your panic, you try to sit up but he holds your down by the hips gently squeezing as a way to signify that's where he wants you

"Where is this coming from..?" You ask trying to think back at ANYTHING you could've done to make him feel unloved

He cocks his head, finding light amusement in your wide-eyes and the thoughtful furrow of your brows

"Nowhere mi amar, I'm just looking for an ego boost.." he hums out, lightly pinching your chin to lift up and meet his eyes

You pout, shoving an index to his chest

"Liar.." you huff out again, but still choose to contemplate

"Well..  you're- strong.. tall.. handsome.. great at football.." you drag it along teasingly while trailing your finger up his sternum, knowing it would get on his nerves a bit but instead he just stays quiet

"Am I really.. handsome to you..?"

You pause- frowning as you cup his face again, your thumb brushing over his scar out of mere habit

"What made you think otherwise..?"

He gently brings a hand up to catch your wrist and just hold it there, leaning into your palms when you continue delicately caressing the old scar..

"Hm.. don't mind.. I just felt off when I looked myself in the mirror today.." he whispered quietly tilting his head

Not like he'd admit to you that he'd spent the entire morning while you were asleep, quietly tracing over his scars and wondering how anyone could love even the worst of his imperfections..

"Bunny.." you coo, hands trailing down to tangle in the hair on the nape of his neck as you guide him closer to you

He hums lightly, eyes naturally guided to the soft lips he utterly adored..

You- of course notice and laugh lightly, teasing him with a ghost of a breath over his lips

"So.. you want me to kiss it better..?"

"More than anything.." he immediately breathes out, ducking with the intention of capturing your lips with his

A pretty little finger on his lips stops him though and you're met with a soft almost pout from him

"Denying me my favorite meal..?" He huffs out almost moodily, but it seems to fade when he feels you lean up to pepper soft kisses all over his cheeks

"Mhmph.. tease.." he grumbles holding the side of your neck, feeling light trembles up his spine when you linger at his scar wounds

"Sensitive..?" You smile against his cheek, not giving up your ministrations until he was a puddle of contentment in your neck

He complains lowly but doesn't make any move to protest, instead finding warmth in leaning against you like you were his anchor..

Your thumb brushes over the ripple of scars over his neck and he reluctantly gave into his need by tilting his head back and offering you his neck

You couldn't help but grin, heeding to his unspoken request.. lightly trailing soft kisses from his jaw to the side of his neck, lingering over the light roughness of the healed scars

"Stop that.." he mumbles out when he feels light goosebumps over his skin

You scoff, pressing your lips to the still wound

"Not until I make sure you never get the urge to question why I love you ever again.." you huff out, stubbornly showering him in your affection

"You've made that clear.." he sighs out with a smile that you'd proudly say you caused

"Gonna make sure I never see that pathetic little expression on your face ever again..!" You pout out, moving up to nibble on his cheek

He lets out a soft chuckle that makes your heart ache with how genuine it was

A shared thought passes through both your minds, a mutual adoration that had so long ago saved him from his loneliness..

"Cute.."

A/N :

REQUEST GUIDELINES

Ikk we don't have much on him as a character, I hope this doesn't lean too much into my own interpretation-

Thank you for the request, I've wanted to try writing about him for awhile.. :))

[jxxbtx]

Hii!! May I request some headcanons for Ness, Hiori and Bachira? I was thinking the headcanons to be about how they would take care of us if we're sick or got injured.. If you don't want to write for all of them, it's fine, dw, no pressure at all!!

The reader can be whatever you want! It's your choice ❤

Again, if you want to ignore this request, you're free to do so! (Fun fact it's my first time ever requesting on this app so...)

HEADCANONS : Taking care of sick/injured reader

CHARACTERS : Alexis Ness, Hiori Yo, Bachira Meguru

In Sickness & In Health

Alexis Ness

ִ ִ 𖤐 He kind of adores looking after you- especially when you'd look up at him with a sad pout and sleep-laced eyes, lamenting over your own pathetic condition..

ִ ִ 𖤐 Fusses over you even worse than how an overly concerned grandmother would, which involves experimenting with different recipies he found online

ִ ִ 𖤐 Researches about all your symptoms and  gets panicked whenever google would over-exaggerate, you've had to comfort him more than once that you're alright and would recover based on an ACTUAL doctor's words

ִ ִ 𖤐 Consider him at your every beck and call, but most the time you wouldn't even have to ask- he'd already have everything ready and at your disposal

ִ ִ 𖤐 Pretty well-versed in the kitchen, you don't have to worry about him doing anything but cooking too much for you

ִ ִ 𖤐 Insists on feeding you the soup, even if you were recovered enough to do it yourself- as long as you're under his care then expect to be spoon-fed

ִ ִ 𖤐 Reads you fantasical bedtime stories that he loved in his childhood which he thinks would help you sleep, occasionally drifts off before you and you'd be left to admire his content expression as he slept peacefully at your bedside..

ִ ִ 𖤐 Is a lot less on edge when you recover, lowkey boasts that's it's his recipes and techniques that helped and you really don't have the heart to argue against him

Hiori Yo

ִִ ִ 𖤐 This little shit shouldn't be as overjoyed as he is to be taking care of you.. enjoys watching you sluggishly struggle with mundane things but ends up helping you anyways.

ִ 𖤐 Carries you around princess-style without much explaination really- whenever you're tired he's gonna take over and by god, he will never let your pretty little feet touch the cold cold floor

ִ ִִ 𖤐 Expect teasing from all angles, right before he guides a spoon into your mouth? "Aw.. lil' princess here..! needs her loving man to take care of her now- doesn't she..?"

ִ ִ 𖤐 Likes pushing your limits, would give up his internal organs to witness the sight of your sweet little glossy eyes whenever he'd take the teasing a little too far for your body and mind to handle in that state..

ִִ ִִ 𖤐 Him wiping away your frustrated tears with soft coos and reassurances, and the occasional light laugh has become too regular of an occurance whenever you're unwell-

ִ ִ 𖤐 Let's you snuggle in the comfiest sweaters he owns as an apology, they feel like fuzzy clouds and smell just like him..

ִ 𖤐 Kinda sad when you recover, says you aren't as sensitive when you're healthy but he's glad you're in good health ofc

Bachira Meguru

ִ ִ 𖤐 He's all too happy to be your night in shining armour whenever you need him- orr even if you don't need him, he'll be there cause he adores your company

ִ ִ 𖤐 Is not allowed the kitchen so do not expect homemade soup.. he's tried once and managed to burn the water. nobody questions him about it, they just figured he's.. special.

ִ ִ 𖤐 Cannot tell the difference between medicines or when to use them, please guide him through it- he will try his very best for you

ִ ִ 𖤐 Has a tendency to call his mom and ask her for tips on how to take care of you, it's the sweetest thing ever and his mom always offers only the best advice

ִ ִ 𖤐 Tries to telepathically guess what you want- most of the time it's just random things you definitely didn't think about, but pretending it was what you wanted and watching his expression light up was one of the favourite parts of your day..

ִ ִ 𖤐 Expect princess treatment at the finest, you wouldn't even have to lift a finger with his energetic self around!

ִ ִ 𖤐 Sometimes he zones out, just thinking about how he wanted to take care of you like this forever and ever andd.. ok- you get it.

ִ ִ 𖤐 Lowkey misses taking care of you when you recover, it's apparently cause he liked when you would boss him around and cause he could be useful to you..

A/N : REQUEST GUIDELINES Ehe soo I may or may not have based Ness on my grandma Nice to know that I'm the first person you've trusted with a request, I hope I've done you justice :)) Also please somebody remind me to never mess with html gradients like that again, it's so tedious.. T-T

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Bllk found out that Reader is secretly crying because of their family issues

CHARACTERS : Rin Itoshi, Isagi Yoichi, Bachira Meguru, Chigiri Hyoma, Kunigami Rensuke

Daddy Issues

RIN ITOSHI :

His palms are achingly soft as he wipes your tears away, offering you a tissue he pulled out from his jacket

"Shhh.. don't waste your tears on people like them.."

You sniffle, letting him help you up and pull you into a loose embrace that he could tell you desperately needed

His way of expressing that he'll be your pillar of support whenever you needed, always managed to reduce you to shambles

"Want me to listen or want me to talk..?" he asks, pressing a feather light kiss over your temple

"How about you just.. shut up.." you murmur wetly into his neck

A barely noticeable smile crossed his lips as he rests his chin on your head

"Doable.."

Maybe it was always as simple as just being there for someone..

ISAGI YOICHI :

There's something so sweet in watching him panic, utterly distressed at the sight of your tears

His hands are soft dispute clear calluses, delicately wiping away your tears with his index as if you would break if he weren't gentle enough

"Baby.. I don't know what you'd want to hear right about now.." he admits, gently holding onto your elbows and tugging you closer

"Just know I'd never raise my voice at you.. I'd never make you feel insignificant to me.. If anything- you know you can talk to me.." he whispers out, eventually moving his palms up your arms to cup your face

You couldn't help but sniffle softly, tears still overflowing yet maybe this time with relief

"That's the bare minimum..!" You exclaim gently hitting his chest and he laughs, easily taking hold of your wrist inbetween his fingers

"Always has been.." he murmurs bringing your wrist up and placing a soft kiss to your pulse

BACHIRA MEGURU :

First thing you comprehend is warmth.. the second is tears being wiped away and the sight of bright eyes frantically roaming over you as if that would give him a sign of what was wrong

"Meguru.."

"Shhshhh..!" He coos, arms around you in the comfiest of embraces as he let you find comfort in his chest

"It's cause of the weather right..? Way to stuffy- not my type either-"

"Meguru.. s'not that.."

"Oh oh- is it the time of month?! Wait.. no that's next week.." he mumbles a bit lost now

You couldn't help but smile, really touched that he tracked your period cycle of all things

"I'm just.. sad cause.. I don't feel seen with certain people.." you murmur into his neck, cuddling closer

"That's ridiculous.." he pouts tracing circles on the small of your back

"You're the one I can't help but catch sight of.." he mumbles contemplating a single reason why other's wouldn't do the same

To him, you've always been his centre of attention and if he stayed then you could live with being enough, for just him..

CHIGIRI HYOMA :

The second he notices your tears, he gently dabbed them away with the hand kerchief his sister always insists he keeps in his pocket..

"How can I offer my presence..?" He asks, gently looping his arm over your shoulder and squeezing the side of your arm

A soft smile graces his face when you immediately throw your arms around his neck, one of his hands resting on the small of your back while the other moves your hair out of your face

"Such a sweet face.. too bad she's crying.." he drawls flicking away a stray tear and wiping the moistness from your cheeks

"Hyoo.." you whine, not in the mood for his teasing

"M'sorry lovely.. want to talk about it..?" He asks lowly, pausing to press a soft kiss to your still wet cheek

You shake your head stubbornly and he laughs pulling you carefully into his lap

"M'kay.. whenever you're ready.." he reassures tracing circles on your back with his thumb until he felt your breathes steady

"Good girl.."

You gently pull at the ends of his ponytail in protest of his little tease

Which resulted in a soft yelp from him and then a tickle session that helped you forget all about your worries <3

KUNIGAMI RENSUKE :

If there's any way you'd want to die.. it's to suffocate in his embrace..

He's unphased by the warm tears soaking his shoulders, a hand gently tracing large circles over your back

"My love..?" He whispers lowly once your sniffles quieted down

He pauses, his heart a steady rhythm for you to try and mimic while he patiently waited

"Want some water..? Should I get you something to eat..?" He asks taking reference from how to subdue his sisters whenever they were in a mood

When he recieved no response, he just sighed patiently swaying with you

"I'll assume that's a no.." he mumbles into your hair, pressing a gentle kiss to the top of your head ensuring you're safely buried in his neck

"Did they fight again..?"

He feels a near imperceptable nod from you and his grip immediately tightens

"I see.. how irresponsible.." he muses, offering the ends of his shirt to blow your nose

You gently pinch his exposed abdomen in protest- it's unsanitary alright? a small flush adorns your cheeks at the feel of hard muscle

He huffs amused, guiding you to the kitchen and offering a tissue from there instead

"Better..?" He asks lightly, wiping the tears at the corners of your eyes with his thumb

"We would never fight infront of our kids in the future.." he huffs out, shaking his head in disapproval at the mere idea of subjecting his own offspring to witness him fighting with the love of his life..

You couldn't help but flush a pretty shade of red.. this man talked about domestic life with you too casually for your poor heart to take

To be honest you wouldn't mind, if he were the one to be taking care of your children with such care..

If only your parents thought the same..

You bury back into his chest seeking comfort in the arms of the man who would never hurt you..

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REQUEST GUIDELINES

Since there isn't any specified character mentioned, I'm taking the ones most associated with blue lock if you dm :))

I'm so sry if this isn't what you expected, if you're willing to give me another chance then ur free to send the request as an ask

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I hope you’re doing well!! I hope this is the right place to put Blue Lock requests (so sorry if it isn’t)

Feel free to ignore this request if it is too uncomfortable- I was wondering if you could do a scenario where the reader hides her mental struggles and the boys find out by noticing unnatural scars? My favs are Bachira, Ness, Hiori, and Karasu but I’m definitely okay if you just do Bachira! Thank you so much for reading and have a nice day 💛

C/W : Hurt/comfort, confrontation, mention of scars and hiding sharp objects, established relationship

CHARACTERS : Bachira Meguru, Alexis Ness, Hiori Yo

Kiss the pain away?

BACHIRA MEGURU :

For someone's who's usually so dense, his gaze seemed to immediately latch onto behaviour he found to be skittish from you..

At the time you'd started, he couldn't comprehend what the sudden withdrawal was about- he tried to be observant for you, too afraid that confronting the problem would lead to him losing you for good.

Instead you've found your comfort in interlocked pinkies, and whispered confessions that were too reverent for you to even try and protest against..

You felt loved with him. Everything about him screamed of comfort to you..

Maybe that scared you a bit.

Change isn't the easiest to accept, walls aren't easy to break once they concrete themselves..

But you're sure, your lovely little monster would melt concrete, to ensure you're showered with the love and affection that he thinks the world owes you.

You have no idea of the happiness that bubbled underneath his very skin when you'd smile at him, all grateful and hope-filled.. that he'd stay. And you hope he would, for every part you..

To you, it was just another day to live.. your only reminder that days go by being Bachira's  multitude ways to greet you, that you swear you'd never get sick of with how you loved his warmth..

A radiant smile guided you onto the couch, enloped in a loose embrace with him resting on your chest- fluttering his eyes shut to listen to your heartbeat, to really convince himself that you were alive and all his..

You try to shift your hands to tangle his hair, unconsciously tugging your sleeves down over your forearms.. an action which you felt was ordinary to you by now.

Yet.. your Meguru, couldn't help but spring to action- immediately catching both your wrists with each of his index and middle finger, a slowly contemplating frown on his face as he moved your hands to cup his cheeks so he could lean in your palms

"Is it cold..?" He asks lightly, wanting to make you comfortable despite how his eyes screamed of how he wanted to see if you were really alright..

"It's chilly yeah.." you mumble back, stroking a thumb over his cheek because your own heart couldn't bare to see the raw worry in his eyes

"Chilly.." he agrees bringing both wrists up to kiss the pulse while gently holding the side of your palms

"How long."

There's conviction in his eyes and you're horrified to be the one that caused it

"S'been awhile.. don't gotta worry about it, it's healing alright.."

He gently trails his hands up your arms to where he knew the scars lie, just below the soft fabric.

His heart lurched at the mere idea you were subjected to enough.. hurt. To want to harm yourself..

"I love you.." he murmurs, a sudden confession despite how often he reminded you of it

"I adore you, I hope I'll be the one who's gonna be with you til' you grow all old and wrinkly.." he huffs out poking your stomach

Your heart swells at the imagery, at the longing that wells up to be with him till death do part..

"I love you too.." you mumble back, wanting to get the words out before they swallowed you whole

He hums playfully tracing his index up your sternum

"If you really did love me, then you wouldn't want to hurt my favourite sight to see now.. would you..?"

You couldn't help but shift guiltily under his soft yet reprimanding gaze

"It'll heal.."

"That's not what I wanna hear exactly and you know it.." his palm moves up to squeeze your cheeks, pinching them gently as if to say 'bad lover'

He pauses, eyes snapping up to meet your gaze- pushing you back against the soft cushions of the couch

"You'll stop?"

"But Megur-"

"Ah-ah.. there's no buts that I'll accept here.." he mumbles nuzzling into the crook of your neck

"Meguru.." you sigh out, mostly just conflicted..

"Please.." he asks.. no. begs.. clutching the back of your clothes like a lifeline

"I'll try.."

"Not good enough.." he fires back immediately, pinching your side in protest

"I will hide every sharp object in this house if it helps, or.. or.. I'm gonna glue you to my side..!" He declares, clinging to you like a child to his mother

You stay silent, slightly overstimulated by the sheer force of his affection, but you know it in your heart that you wouldn't have it any other way..

"If you're gonna be mine then I'm gonna ensure you're so overfilled with love, you don't even need to THINK about anything else.."

And really, all you could think.. is that you believed him.

ALEXIS NESS :

There's a thin line between obsession and love that Ness always finds himself threading on

Not a single sign from you that he would dare miss.. his love intrusive, yet caring all the same..

His first instinct after returning from practice is to search for your familiar gaze and drown in your affection

"Liebe..?" He calls out, voice soft just in case you were taking a nap

He doesn't receive a verbal response but, soft shuffling from the bedroom was a response enough for him to know

There's a slight urgency in his steps as he clicks the door open, flicking away the bobby pin from your hands and delicately holding your face in his palms- almost afraid that you'd break

"I thought I got rid of everything.." he whispers lowly, snapping the bobby pin in half and storing it in his shorts pocket

"Alexis..!" You gasp out alarmed that he had near caught you in the act

He moves to tug your sleeves up, brushing his thumb over the new scar delicately

"You worry me so much.." he mumbles interlocking your hand with his and bringing it up to his mouth

"You.. knew..?" You couldn't help but ask, well.. you'd started to notice the lack of sharp objects but you wouldn't have guessed it was done deliberately

"Better than anyone.." he murmurs slowly sliding his hands down your arms to your wrists, pulling you to wrap them around his torso

His own arms wrapped around you, gently taking hold of your waist- the other guiding the back of your head into his neck murmuring soft reassurances

"I'm not mad.. just worried for you leibe.. you know that right..?" He murmurs

You couldn't help but sniffle, the safety of his warm embrace overshadowed the light sting from the scar

He pressed a soft kiss to your temple, a light smile grazing his lips when he feels you shift closer into his warmth

"Shshh.. we can go slow.. whenever you're ready.." he whispers lowly, thumb grazing over your cheekbone

"Whenever you want to talk to me.. I'll be here, for you. always.." he exhales, resting his forehead against yours..

He couldn't help but sigh in relief when your breathing steadied, his own breath matching yours as he tugged you closer- wanting to. suffocate you- with his love if anything..

"I love every part of you.." he declares, not knowing if you needed to hear it- but deciding it was something he needed to get out his system.. just.. how much he adored you.

"I'm sorry that I haven't loved you enough for you to believe you're worth everything.."

Everything.

You understood.

from the way he held you, like you'd slip away from his grasp at any given moment.

From the way his breath seemed to hitch occasionally like he couldn't bear the thought of you not seeing yourself the way he did.

You understood, and he hoped he could ensure with his love magic that you'd never think to harming a single hair on your body..

HIORI YO :

Everything's so gentle with him.. you'd think words are sweet pastries and embraces are made of cotton candy

He's one of the most perceptive people you know, it's hard to keep secrets from him and you know you're not going to get out of this situation without direct confrontation..

His expression is devastatingly pretty, despite the worry and speckles of hurt as he examines you thoroughly for any more trinkets of hatered you'd inflicted on yourself

"Angel.. Care to explain..?" He asks, tugging you closer by the waist.. your back to his chest and he just rocks you slowly

But if he were to be honest with himself, it was because he felt dizzy and quite frankly heartbroken that you didn't come to him for any and all comfort which you KNEW he would offer without second thought..

"What goes on through this pretty lil' head of yours all day, huh..?" He murmurs, his lilt coming out as he nudges the side of his nose against your neck

"I- didn't..! think you'd.. I'm sor-" he reaches a hand up to cover your mouth before you could complete, gently bringing it down to rest on your neck when it was clear you wouldn't get the words out

"What're you apologising to me for hm..? If anythin' you should be apologisin' to yourself..!" He sighs out patiently tracing circles over your pulse

He pointedly hums, easily flipping you around to face him- your chin gently lifted up by his fingers so that he could meet your gaze

"Why didn't you say somethin..? Literally anythin' to me, angel..??" He asks, gaze searching yours for answers you didn't know you could give him

"Couldn't.. worry you.."

He scoffs pulling you into his chest and digging his chin over your head

"Well you sure as hell have me worried now. I want answers here pretty-" he demands lifting you onto the counter behind you

"I wanna help you- in any way.. I can- so please just, talk to me- so I'll know..!" He pleads resting his palms on your thighs

"Am I the problem..? S'that why you haven't told me yet..?" He asks, not able to come up with any other explanation for why you didn't confide in him

You splutter immediately shaking your head and he cups your cheek, resting his forehead against yours

"Then what..?" He stresses, voice so laced with sadness that your heart wants to crack

He sighs, pressing a sweet little peck to the corner of your lips

"If anythin' happens to you, then it's gonna kill me.." he murmurs tapping your jaw with his index

There's a stillness that lingers, your heart thudding in your chest.. his own breathes shallow enough for you to know he's still distressed for you..

"I'll talk to you, I promise.." you breathe out, looping your arms around his neck- wanting to make sure his breathing steadied

You feel him melt into you, hands gently resting on the small of your back

"You really know the right things to say now, don't cha..?" He asks, just breathing you in, face buried in the crook of your neck

At this point you're not sure who needed to be comforted more, but you haven't felt this at ease in awhile..

So you melt in his embrace, holding onto eachother like lifelines..

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REQUEST GUIDELINES

Thank you sm for being my first ever request!! Bachira's is definitely the longest- I'm so sorry for not doing Karasu, but this turned out a lot longer than I meant for it to be T-T Yes it is the right place, I'm doing great, hby? And I don't mind these kind of requests at all!! I hope you're doing fine as well and if you're facing issues with anything really- I think I Ieft it pretty open-ended.. I'd love to write more on these topics if i knew they bring about comfort.. And my inbox is always open for just rants or sharing your thoughts, could be anonymous or even thru messages, just don't hold it to yourself- always talk it out with someone willing to listen, alr? :))

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So like- EHEM.. respectable ppl of the blue lock community, plz send me requests- headcanons, oneshots, drabbles anything is fine rly, I just don't have the ability to think for myself anymore.. T-T

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Itoshi Rin, Alexis Ness, Bachira Meguru, Yukimiya Kenyu, Hiori Yo, Nanase Nijiro, Seishiro Nagi, Reo Mikage, Bunny Iglesias + any other bllk character is totally fine too <3 [However one character per request please, you're welcome to send multiple asks for the same topic and different characters tho]

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NOTES :

• Suchiusdrist is the same paper that brought down Kaiser and broadcasted about his status in arrest

• Sigil is lowkey such a cute nickname and idk why- I'm pretty sure it's smth like a symbol of protection..

• Oh and associate Hermeticism with.. like- kind of alchemy but mostly astronomy, it originates from Germany and gives an idea of how the universe and mortal life correspond and reflect eachother

• Niko lowkey in his mean girl era, don't judge him he's usually sweet, justt holds a judge against Isagi since.. THE INCIDENT. (Ref. chapter-3)

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On Accident Ft. Rin Itoshi

Toxic relationship implied, reader is manipulative/provocative, hate-love kinda, kissing, suggestive

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" I swear I only fell for you on accident.. "

There's not a single thing you would change from your dysfunctional relationship, he'll end up yours every single time anyway- so why should you complain..?

Could you even call it a relationship with how often you two went off and on?

The lines blur between what you called a bond to rather unhealthy attachment. on.. both ends.

Your hands rest steadily on his shoulders, his eyes blaze with anger dimmed by the sight of you looking down at him..

"Get the fuck out my face.." he hissed but the effect is ruined by the way his gaze trails over you like he wants to memorize your existence

"Why are you still in my apartment..?" He murmurs out, utterly soul-drained as he tilts his head back- eyes fluttering shut seemingly relaxed even though you could feel the tension in his muscles when you pressed into his shoulders

"Ah-ah. You know what I want"

His eyes immediately snap up to meet yours, immediately narrowing as he grabs a fistful of the front of.. your- ah. His shirt.

You look down at him almost knowingly and he scoffs, pulling tight enough to almost tear the fabric

"Woman. you like playing dirty, don't you?" He hisses, pulling you into an all to familiar position over his hips

You smirk, cause really it's ALWAYS been this easy. HE'S.. always been this easy.

"Keep pulling me in and I'm gonna start thinking you like my company.." you tease, cupping his face- utterly satisfied by the way his eyes rolled back at your mere touch

You laugh jabbing a finger in his chest

"You're so cute like this y'know? All pliant.. so mine.." you coo trailing a hand up his chest to pull his face closer by his collar

His gaze all too willingly flickers to your lips, hopeful and slightly defiant in the way he moved you higher on his hips

"I'll bury you.." he threatens, voice still soft as he takes comfort in the familiar feel of your rough touches

"Oh honey- you're the one who's gonna end up under my heel..!" You declare with a soft scoff, pushing at his chest and sitting up straighter as a way to signify your dominance

"Don't doubt it.." he murmurs sarcastically but really he believes it as much as you do..

Your hand moves back to his chest and he can't help the involuntary shiver that runs through, you sweetly tap at where his heart thumps.. all for you.

"Still mine, ain't he..?"

He sneers, delicately pushing back at your abdomen as he sits up straighter too- his thighs however making an effort to hold you right there

"No. 'he's' just performing 'his' rightful bodily function..!" He grumbles despite the fact you could feel his heart rate speed up under your palm

"Whatever helps you sleep at night baby.."

"I despise you.." he breathes out finally making an effort of pushing you off him, gentle in his actions even if they were to pin you against the cold floor

"Yet you wanna kiss me so bad yeah..?"

His gaze flickers, brows furrowing as he takes to pinching your side in protest

"Shut up. I don't. we're on a stupid break.." he huffs out almost bitterly

"Then let's get back together already-" you grin, watching his face heat up and a multitude of complicated expressions cross his face each more devastating than the last..

"You're so cruel.." he murmurs.. leaning down to meet your lips in a tentative kiss, letting you be the one to deepen it

Yet restraint seems to fly out the window when your arms loop so perfectly around his neck, a knee slides between yours letting him press a little with closer to you

"Cute.." you murmur against his lips, swallowing a gasp when he bit your tongue

"You're prettier when you don't open your mouth and ruin my thoughts.." he murmurs simply, meeting your lips again to fulfill the quota of shutting you up

"I haven't forgotten the argument.." he murmurs inbetween biting kisses, not letting you get a reply out till he was satisfied

"Mmph-! so you want me despite it..?" You murmur teasingly against his lips when he gives you a break

"I don't want to want you.. you're insufferable." he hisses with a slight scrunch of his nose

"But you do and that's all I care about.." you hum dismissively

"Cruel.." he hissed again, pretty wide eyes staring down at you wearily yet with unfiltered adoration he can't seem to let go of

"With the way you talk, do you want me at all..?" He asks, gaze searching for reassurance in your body language.. cause he knew. with you- words would never cut it.

"Of course I want you..! Why do you think I stick around?" You coo, trying to fade his worries with sweet kisses up his jaw- your hand cupping the side of his face

He just hums non-commitally, accepting your attempt to dismiss the question without much protest cause it's you.

It's you. And for him it's always been just you. And he wants it to remain that way even if everything about you hurt.

Being with you or being without.

He'd choose being with you every single time- despite knowing how things would end, but you didn't need to know that you have any more power over him than you already do.

Cause he just knows.. you'd somehow managed to ruin him more than you already have.

[jxxbtx]

Reo is horrendously down bad, just imagining his competitive side completely deflate in face of you.

Contestent!Reo who sulked immensely when he didn't win the student council elections since he was soo used to getting his way

Contestent!Reo who dramatically complained to Nagi when he was offered the position of VICE PRESIDENT. VICE. yeah- he was not happy to say the least

Vice-President!Reo who accepted the post out of pure spite, with a whole masterplan on how to win the vote of the masses and overthrow the current school council head through.. IMPEACHMENT.

Vice-President!Reo who stalked through the halls to the council meeting board- intent on confronting a certain someone and declaring war.

Vice-President!Reo who forgot how to breathe on seeing the most gorgeous woman he'd laid eyes upon sitting at the end of the table..

Vice-President!Reo who's place was apparently NEXT to this utter goddess, and his body and mind didn't let him do anything but sit like a dumb puppet on strings

Vice-President!Reo who swore he nearly combusted on the spot when you offered him a polite handshake and smile introducing yourself as the new council president

Vice-President!Reo who didn't talk the entire meeting, masterplan? What masterplan? All he knew is he wanted to be stepped on.

Vice-President!Reo who lamented like a fair maiden to a poor Nagi who didn't know what to offer but the occasional nods and thumbs up

Vice-President!Reo who was now the biggest supporter of your ideas, may it be funding or convincing the management- he'll definitely go out on his way to pull a whole lot of strings for you

Vice-President!Reo who stays on campus more often than not- just to get some alone time with you

Vice-President!Reo who's reputation has now been reduced to loyal guard dog who would let absolutely no harm come your way

Vice-President!Reo who's day consisted of greeting you in the morning, soccer. waving at you when you'd join to watch from the stands, ditching Nagi to go and buy you a drink from the vending machine, getting you alone in the library with not so innocent intentions which more often than not end in comedic failure..

Vice-President!Reo who's crush is obvious to literally everyone but the object of his affections, who just thinks he's overly commited to his post as vice president

Vice-President!Reo who loves whenever you'd ask him for help, he adored being needed by you and used to your heart's content <3

Vice-President!Reo who's confession was a blurted array of words despite how much he rehearsed- but who could blame him for losing his train of thought after getting lost in your pretty eyes?

Vice-President!Reo who's been sulky ever since you rejected him on the basis that dating among the council could lead to biased decision making-

Vice-President!Reo who's heartbreak was loudly broadcasted with the way he trailed behind you more like a kicked puppy now than a guard dog

Vice-President!Reo who accepted his fate till the end of the year taking opportunities to be near you of course but making sure he respected your boundries

3rd-Year!Reo who stepped down from the post along with you to focus on studying for the university entrance exams

3rd-Year!Reo who finally got what he wanted after a long year of pining.. you. In his arms. Finally, as someone he could call his..

A/N : Ik Reo's birthday is 12th but I don't think I'll be available sooo happy birthday to our wonderful pretty boy in advance 🫶

[jxxbtx]

Late Night Confessions ~ Ft. Sae Itoshi

Roomates, unestablished, tension, Soft Sae, They are both whipped for eachother cause yes. Kissing, suggestive

(click the play thing to get the link for the song)

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" Lay it all on me, Tell me what you need. "

You're aware of the silence that lingered between you and Sae, ever since he got back after that one practice match with Barcha..

The slight pause and loading loop over his head when you talk to him, the way he bites his tongue to hold back all the lashing words on the tip of his tongue and to stop himself from snapping at you..

It's hard to ignore the way he's starting to get more irritable regardless, and you're starting to miss the messy bangs boy who used to call your cooking 'lukewarm'

The distance was starting to tug at your heart strings just a little bit, his slight nods of gratitude and the sight of softening eyes were the only solace that you were even remotely part of his life

The sound of keys ring out and there's a sharp slam which you expected with the amount of times he's come home in a mood, he stalks into the kitchen and quietly grabs a bottle of cold water to chug down

You discreetly slide the cup of lemon tea you made for him, there's a slight stillness in his movements as he closed the cap of the bottle

His gaze meets yours in the dim light, there's a lingering softness that you'd like to think was reserved for you.. and you'd be right.

He sighs slamming the fridge door shut and moving to lean opposite to the counter you were on, holding the cup up to his lips.. gaze fixed on you from above the rim of the cup

You send him a slight smile which he raises a brow at and just sips at the tea, placing it down for a second to process the taste

"You've gotten better.." he begrudgingly admits, holding the cup up again to finish the drink

Your lips quirk up at that, a warmth settling in the pit of your stomach as you manage to hold his gaze without melting on the spot

He's the one who breaks first and you're honestly quite disappointed to see him go and wash the cup in the sink

Sae paused in his cleaning movements to look over his shoulder, when he felt your gaze follow him intently

"Got something to say?" He asks, still more focused on the task at hand rather than the tension burning in the air

You remain quiet without much idea on how to spill out the thoughts running rampart in your mind

He stills then sighs at the lack of response, quickly drying his hands on the towel and turning to face you.. his hands rest on either side of the counter he was leaning on and his expression fixed in a familar deadpan.

"I want you to talk to me.." you whisper- shifting nervously..

He quirks a brow before they knit together in confusion "We are 'talking' right now.." he murmurs dryly

You click your tongue, approaching him with more confidence than what you felt at the moment.. he blinks in suprise when you gently fist the front of his shirt

"What.." he grumbles, his hand immediately darting out to hold your wrist between his index and middle finger

"Not like this.." you huff out, skin burning from the proximity.. yet not wanting to pull away.

He rolls his eyes, checking his watch and deciding he could indulge you a bit

"Yeah..? Tell me how then." He near scoffs, lazily thumbing at the feel of your pulse under his fingers

The silence that ensures has him on the verge of rolling his eyes..

"You're irritating.." he hums out letting go of your wrist, letting it fall near your side

He makes a slight calculation before quite promptly throwing you over his shoulder, ignoring your cut off noise of surprise

"You want to talk, is it? Tell me your secrets." He says it so demandingly, and you know- body and mind.. both betrayed you.

The second you opened your mouth with every little truth at the tip of your tongue..

He however adjusts you on his shoulder before you can get a word out, casually walking with you over to the couch and gently throwing you down on the soft cushions

Finding amusement in the way you bounced slightly, he followed next- laying on his side with his hand lazily thrown over your waist in a loose cuddle

He seems to sense your slight nervousness cause he sighs, gaze softening immpecably as he slowly tugs you closer

"What's the look for hm..? It's just us.."

You exhale, finding comfort in his neck

"You.. I. It's just."

He patiently waits for you to find your words, combing through your hair with quiet reverence

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"I like you."

He smiles kissing the top of your head

"Just like..?" He murmurs almost knowingly

"Cocky.." you huff shakily into his neck, heart pounding at the feel of his lips on your temple

"I think I'm clear enough with my actions.." he murmurs delicately into your hair

"I adore you, mi corazón.."

"Sweet talking me in Spanish is a low blow.." you whine gripping his collar

He snorts flicking your forehead

"Don't ruin the moment love, I just called you my heart.." He hums tapping his index against your chest, right where he knew your heart thumped for him

"Sap.."

"One more sassy little dialogue out your mouth and it isn't gonna end well for you.." he threatens lightly, not with much effect because he was fiddling with the ends of your hair

"You're embarassing.." you grin out, not taking the bait with how lowkey whipped he was for you

He seems to know it too, cause his next action involved holding the ends of your hair up to lightly kiss it before tucking it behind your ear

"Are you done lover boy..?"

"Still got so much to say.." he mumbles trailing paused kisses from neck up, he lightly shivers when your hand tangled in his hair on the back of his neck

His eyes flutter to meet your soft gaze and he melts into you, tilting your jaw to crash your lips to his

There's a sweet worship in the way you grip his shoulders, enjoying the way tension released from his joints the minute you touched him

"Well this is definitely one way of talking.." You tease against the insistent press of his lips

"Shhh.. in that definition, we're gonna be talking all night long.." he murmured hushed against your mouth, a hand trailing down to squeeze your hip in a promise for more..

[jxxbtx]

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NOTES :

• Sassy men apocalypse.. I need Ness to interact with more people basically, I love him.

• There's a teeny tiny dirty joke in theree

• Kaiser hate is spreading- for the better or worse idk

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