kangelpill3d

[kangelpill3d]

T H I S.

Just a reminder that having an ed doesn't make it okay for you to bodyshame people or hate on people that choose recovery, if you do things like that pls do not interact

[kangelpill3d]

[kangelpill3d]

The whole day I've been stuck in this cycle of

"It's my cheat day + I have 1.30h of rlly physically challenging exercises tonight so it's okay to eat a little." -> *Ends up binging* -> "Why the fuck did I eat that." -> and then repeat

[kangelpill3d]

I just ended up binging...I'm so gross. I have no self control. At this rate I'll never be skinny. I swear to fucking god I'm gonna fast until I die. No more cheat days. Ever. I want to purge it out. Now. Right now. But I can't my body got so used to me making myself vomit that it no longer works.

EMETOPHOBIA/V0MITING WARNING FOR THE GIF

Day 3/13 of f4sting!

This fast landed on my cheat day which is the 19th of each month...I can eat 300 calories this day but I have to exercise too which isn't a problem since I have Hanmoodo later 2night!! I added one more day to my f4st since I want to do the 12 days.

Today I've eaten/drank

A piece of chocolate (the cravings got to me..ew..) - 40cal

Black coffee - 0cal

Half a cucumber - 19cal-ish

Flavourless yoghurt (dipped the cucumbers in there, about 1/3's of the cup) - 15cal-ish

Wish me luck!!! Kiss kiss!

[kangelpill3d]

Ur so relatable bro (idk how to comfort people w same issues as me dude it's so akward bcs I'm not even taking my own advice)

i'll never stay clean again i want to get worse and worse until i just die

i'm hungry

[kangelpill3d]

Day 3/13 of f4sting!

This fast landed on my cheat day which is the 19th of each month...I can eat 300 calories this day but I have to exercise too which isn't a problem since I have Hanmoodo later 2night!! I added one more day to my f4st since I want to do the 12 days.

Today I've eaten/drank

A piece of chocolate (the cravings got to me..ew..) - 40cal

Black coffee - 0cal

Half a cucumber - 19cal-ish

Flavourless yoghurt (dipped the cucumbers in there, about 1/3's of the cup) - 15cal-ish

Wish me luck!!! Kiss kiss!

[kangelpill3d]

" I tried so hard to find satisfaction in other accomplishments but nothing measured up to this one. I thought, "I just want to be th1n", so if it takes dying to get there, so be it. At least I will get there."

-Th1n Documentery (2006)

[kangelpill3d]

wouldn't wish an ED on my worst enemy cuz what if they get skinny before me

[kangelpill3d]

is it bad im more active on my vent acc

[kangelpill3d]

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[kangelpill3d]

HUGE TW FOR $H SC4RS & 3D.

It no longer stings. I want to cut deeper. So much deeper. I want to take a meat knif3 and slice all tvis disgusting fat off myself. My thighs are gross. So fucking gross.

[kangelpill3d]

She hasn't read my msgs since yesterday afternoon I'm scared I wish I had a way to contact her I'm scared and anxious and nervous istg if smthn happened to her I'm not even religious but god please if you're there please tell me she's okay I beg of you I'll give anything please

So anxious so anxiety filled so so so anxiety and worry worry worry nervouss...

GAHHH

TW for the gif!! 3met0phobia, v0miting

[kangelpill3d]

Day 2/12 of ⭐️ving/f4sting! Xx

Black coffee from a sonic mug...slurb...wish I had a KAngel mug it'd fit this acc more tbh LOL..black coffee is disgusting tbh but if it helps me get sk1nny then so be it, I'll do anything so that I can look at 8yo me, smile and say "We're finally pretty!"

[kangelpill3d]

[kangelpill3d]

So anxious so anxiety filled so so so anxiety and worry worry worry nervouss...

GAHHH

TW for the gif!! 3met0phobia, v0miting

[kangelpill3d]

Craving that super low cal energy drink rn but even low cal stuff is scary and like. Too much. I'M SUPPOSED TO BE FASTING IT'S EITHER THE EMPTY CALORIES I CRAVE NOW OR THE BODY I'VE CRAVED SINCE I WAS 8 YEARS OLD.

[kangelpill3d]

This is going to sound so dumb but i just realised IM in control IM choosing what i eat.

I made myself this fat so im going to make myself a angel