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Decided to draw Samhain and Rafael in thier scene and emo phase a year after they became friends

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Mr. Lover man

Author note: I made this story based off of the song Mr. Loverman by Ricky Montgomery and this is about Samhain's previous relationship

TW: Cheating, Alcohol, crying, depression

https://youtu.be/xMgalQ4aNRU

“I'm headed straight for the floor The alcohol served its tour And it's headed straight for my skin Leaving me daft and dim”

The radio played as Sam threw their 5th bottle of beer across the room they have been sitting in this dark room for gods know how long, they have been playing this song on repeat the whole night

“I've got this shake in my legs Shaking the thoughts from my head But who put these waves in the door? I crack and out I pour”

the door was locked they felt comforted by the locked door because it would prevent anyone from seeing them like this. Sam never drank heavily they didn’t really like alcohol in general but tonight it felt necessary.

“I'm Mr. Loverman And I miss my lover, man I'm Mr. Loverman Oh and I miss my lover”

Sam felt a sharp pain in their chest, not of anxiety their heart had left as soon as they walked in the guest room of that party Sam should’ve expected this yet they chose to ignore the expectation, either way, Sam and Lucky were no longer to be

“The ways in which you talk to me Have me wishin' I were gone The ways that you say my name Have me runnin' on and on”

Before the party, they had another fight Lucky had no longer called Sam “baby” or “lover” she was calling them by their name in ways it hurt, she had made remarks about Sam’s friend Cody saying he’d be a better lover then Sam.

“Oh, I'm cramping up I'm cramping up But you're cracking up You're cracking up I'm Mr. Loverman And I miss my lover, man I'm Mr. Loverman Oh and I miss my lover”

Sam had ignored these signs for months, but after seeing his now ex and ex-best friend embrace each other in the guest bedroom ignoring seemed redundant a tear streamed down Sam’s face it was now over

“I've shattered now I'm spilling out Upon this linoleum ground (Mr. Loverman) I'm reeling in my brain again Before it can get back to you (Mr. Loverman) Oh, what am I supposed to do without you?”

Sam sat on the floor and hugged their legs tight to themselves and sobbed the betrayal of tonight is making the heart-shaped hole in their chest widen

“I'm Mr. Loverman And I miss my lover, man (I miss my lover) I'm Mr. Loverman (oh-oh) Oh and I miss my lover (Mr. Loverman)”

A loud knock erupted from the door Sam stopped sobbing for a second “Bro are you in there?” it was Rafael sam didn’t want him to see them like this they felt weak “I know what happened and I know it stings like a lot but staying in there won’t help”

“I'm Mr. Loverman (Oh-oh) And I miss my lover, man I'm Mr. Loverman And I miss my lover”

Sam got up almost tripping on themselves as they walk to the door they had no choice they unlocked the door Rafael looked at Sam eyeliner and tears were rolling down their face they wrapped their arms around Raffy he accepted this hug Sam cried even more.

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Doubt (Part 1 Jasper Chronicles)

(Authors note: Sorry this took so long to post) 4/8/2018 7:49 PM “Wait Wait Wait! What are you doing? “What I need to heat up the potion,” Said Sammy “NOT IN THE MICROWAVE!” yelled Joan it was rare that Joan and Samhain spend time together and sometimes it sparked conversations like that “Why are you making a potion anyway?” “I think it’ll help me and Raffy’s ghost mission” Joan rolled her eyes “We are going to the Goatman bridge that’s 5 hours away in about 2 weeks” “What now?” “Wait does he work this weekend?” “Yup and me” “But aren’t you the manager of the job?” “Oh yeah” suddenly Rafael walked in leaving the door open saying “Just come in dude!” both Joan and Sam were curious now “hey guys” “Who were you talking to?” Joan asked as she took a sip of coffee “oh we have a new roommate” Sam and Joan got more curious suddenly a man with a hood walked in “jasper you can take it off they won’t get scared” “Of what?” Sam asked Jasper then said “if you say so…” he lifted his hood to show his black hair with red and white streaks, grey skin, one eye a normal icy blue the other bleeding and red he attempted to smile and Sam hopped over the counter and said “HOLY SHIT HE IS AWESOME” and ran up to him and Raffy caught them and said “dude chill my mom just rescued him” “Oh so he is traumatized,” said Joan Sam walked up to Jasper and said “hey I’m Sammy” and shook this hand Jasper was a bit uncomfortable and said “h-hey nice to meet you” Raffy went outside and grabbed Jaspers bag and Jasper said “You don’t need to take my bag I’ll probably be in a hotel” “Unacceptable,” Rafael said “You can room with Sammy” he continues to carry Jaspers bag into Sams room Jasper followed “Make yourself cozy dinner will be here in a few” jasper sat on the floor across from Sam’s bed and said “thank you for your hospitality” “No problem dude by the way” Jasper looked up “If you don’t come to eat I’ll drag you” “Good to know” Rafael left the room and shut the door Joan was on the couch with Sam “I swear to god if you out on that stupid sow again!” they noticed Rafael walk in Sam immediately says “What’s the T on the cute new dude” “You find him cute?” Joan questioned “Um yeah” “Sam your taste is weird” Rafael chuckled “I know but still what do you know?” Rafael sighed and said “Well I kinda want him to tell you guys all I know is that my mom wants us to put him back on track in life he is three years behind of everything because he isolated himself” Rafael knew the truth the full truth, but he didn’t want to reveal too much he wanted Jasper to trust him he knew that’d take time “So he is gonna room with us for how long?” Joan asked “As long as needed” “Well does he have a job or..” “Not at all and I’m kinda scared he won’t because of the -” he started pointing at his eye “Well we could probably get him working at the coffee shop but I don’t know how people would respond” “Yeah we all saw how an old lady reacted to your scars” “Ok, THAT WOMAN!-” “Maybe can work with me at the emo store” Sam suggested Rafael thought “that could work” “It would fucking work he already looks like a hardcore metalhead” suddenly the doorbell rang “Shit it’s the pizza” Sam ran on over to the door “Dude does your ADHD ever turn off?” “Nope” they opened the door and grabs the pizza and sodas “34$ will be your total with the coupon” Sam paid the delivery guy with a tip closed the door took all the food to the coffee table “JASPER PIZZA” Jasper came out of the room pulled his hood down and sighed Rafael said “come grab a slice” jasper grabs a slice and says “is it bad this is the first time I’ve had pizza?” Sam looked at him in surprise “bro really!?” “Y-yeah” “How old are you?” “24” “And this is the first time?” “Well my mom never allowed me and my siblings to eat pizza” “Why?” “Welllll my dad left us a long time ago and he uses to work at a pizza place” “That sounds stupid” “She also blamed me for him leaving but she was an alcoholic bitch” “Sounds like Rafael’s bio-dad” “What-” Rafael said as he bit into his pizza Sam was disgusted “Dude I will always say your pizza is disgusting” “Come on!” “Even Joan is grossed out by it” Joan smiled a bit Rafael exclaimed “come on Anchovie, pineapple and pepperoni are good” Sam stuck his tongue out in disgust “I’ll try it,” Jasper said “Bro no it’s gross,” Sam said and grabbed a slice took a cautious bite of it Jaspers face squinted for a bit “it’s not bad” “OH COME ON!”

4/22/2018 10:49 PM “EXCUSE ME, I AM A DEMON” “Well Demon or not I can’t take you seriously with a fedora on,” Sam said “It’s a good hat” the demon kept trying to leave the salt circle but kept failing “Good try that is holy water, salt and sage-infused and we have a witch vampire who has more than enough experience” he pointed to Joan chanting Latin “Why do you mortals make this so difficult?” “Excuse me, sir, I am a half-elf” the demon scoffed “Human but more bitchy” “I mean true” Jasper and Rafael walked into the cabin with silver knives, salt, and holy water Rafael saw the fedora “Woah you caught the hipster goat man” the demon sighed burned his own hat then he started to sniff around and saw Jasper “Woah Woah Woah who is that guy” and pointed at him Jasper was confused and didn’t say anything “He has a familiar scent” “Hey stop smelling him he is a good guy” “I can smell her from here” “Sir I am a boy-” “No, I can smell Mary” Jasper froze in his place Sam said “Well no one here is named Mary and none of us will give our names” Joan kept chanting Latin “Now tell us why you are here?” “I mostly want to know if the bloody eye was involved with Bloody Mary” Jasper starting to get scared Rafael knew something was up Rafael then said, “hey whatever you know about him is-” “How do you know Mary?” Jasper asked the demon smiled “I knew her when we were both humans she is a sadist it’s very rare that she let you go free” “Alright that is enough,” Rafael said “What do you mean rare?” “Usually she takes your soul and kills you, but you must be her puppet” “She already took my soul I-” “Was desperate? Tell me who screwed you over so bad you wanted to summon her jealous ex? Abusive parent? Or maybe it was someone you loved died” ”Shut up!” “Oh so it’s the last part” “JOAN BANISH THE DEMON FASTER,” Sam said “YOU CANNOT BANISH ME I WILL JUST COME BACK” suddenly a knife is thrown at the demon a silver one the demon cried in agony everyone looked Rafael threw it and said, “Stop trying to torment my friend!” “Boy let me go and I will tell you everything you need to know about Mary” Jasper felt intrigued and took a step further the demon smiled Rafael grabbed Jasper and said, “NO he is trying to get you to break the circle!” “Bu-” “Chances are he doesn’t even know who this Mary is!” Suddenly someone burst down the door with a man with round glasses and dyed grey tips “ELLIOT?” “Joan called me 30 minutes ago I’m here to help” he suddenly throws an herb at the demon it screams “What are you doing boy!” “Joan try a different scripture!” Rafael grabbed Jasper and pulled him outside “Jasper what the hell?” “W-what?” “Don’t play dumb dude were you actually going to help the demon out? “M-maybe” “BRO you don’t do that! Dealing with a demon is dangerous!” “YOU DON’T THINK I KNOW THAT!” “That is what is bothering me is that you know but you almost did!” Jasper went silent “I think it was a mistake to bring you with us here, especially knowing you are still recovering” “From what?” “Being tormented by a demon, starving yourself and letting yourself deteriorate over this selling your soul to a demon!” “H-h-” “Mom told me she tells me everything” “Do the others know?” “No, I figured you’d tell them yourself at one point” Jasper looked down “I’m sorry I have been an inconvenience” “You haven’t dude we just need to figure something out”

4/24/2018 3:32 AM She pulled the knife from her chest “was that supposed to hurt?” Jasper was shocked “boy you really have no clue who you are dealing with here” he keeps stepping back “you are a pathetic worm” “B-but” the demon chuckled “I’m not just any demon boy I am, I have spread terror, killed world leaders, I’m only summoned by the desperate…. And the bored” she stepped closer and closer, her chest wound started healing on its own as Jasper was stepping away he backed himself into a wall, the demon smiled and raised her hand suddenly bloody hands come out of the wall forcing him to be still he struggles “You summoned me out of desperation to avenge someone who doesn’t love you” “I SWORE TO PROTECT HER” she places her clawed hand on his throat “When you were a young child making that promise did you really think she’d remember that” “YOU ARE A LIAR” She tightened her grip on his throat and laughs “You really are stupid” Jasper looks down her other hand has a syringe “You expected a blood demon to bring someone back from the dead” a hand covers his mouth so his screams for help are muffled she stabs the syringe into his left eye and draws his blood he is trying to scream, but the hands have completely covered his mouth she took it out his eye starts bleeding the hands release him he falls onto the ground “Type O blood the best” she licks the tip “I might just let you live you were so fun to play with” he starts crying she forces him to look at her “You really are pathetic you know what else WAKE UP!!!” Jasper springs back up out of bed in a pool of sweat “Jasper!” he is no longer being shaken he looks it’s Samhain he starts breathing rapidly “you’re okay you’re okay” Sam hugs Jasper and rubs his back after a few minutes in silence Sam broke it “are you alright?” Jasper didn’t say a word “you were shaking and screaming in your sleep and sweating a lot” “.. I’m fine” “Jasper look at me” Sam takes their gloved hand and puts it on his face moves so they can have eye contact with him, “say that again look into my eyes” Jaspers eyes looked drained “Jasper I know you are not okay” “I am fine” “No, you are not!” Jasper was too exhausted to argue with them. Sam took their glove off “give me your hand” “W-what why?” “Just do it” He hesitantly places his cold hand in Sam’s, Sam’s eyes all of the sudden turn white jaw hangs low “Sam?” they don’t move jasper tries to unleash his hand from theirs, however, it seems stuck in its place “SAM!” Sam comes to eyes back to their hazel color they look at Jasper and hug again “I am so sorry” “What are you sorry for?” “You have sacrificed so much” Jasper pulls away “H-how?” “I have the ability to see someone’s whole life story just by touching them” “For real?” “Yes the only way I can manage it is with the gloves I constantly have on” “So you saw… everything?” They nodded Jasper looks down “I’m pathetic aren’t I?” “No, if anything you are the fifth most badass person I know” “Fifth?” “Well next to my godparents, my stepbrother, Khady, then you” “Wow you put me next to a dangerous assassin whose glare could cut my head off” “Yes, but like you, she’s a good person and the mom of Raffy” ¨I mean you are not wrong she somehow thought I was worth her time ̈ Jasper looked down again Sam hugged him again and said “Nothing was your fault” “I don’t even know what to do” “Well I don’t really know either, but we need to find a way to break you free of mary I’m pretty sure in all the books Elliot has he can find something about her” “We?” “Yeah you can’t do this alone dude and we should get you a therapist” Jasper shook his head “I still don’t know why you want to help” “Because you are now apart of Rafael’s fam and a roomie in the Phantom Crew also you are kinda cute” Jasper blushed he hasn’t been complimented for a while “See you blushing is cute” Jasper covered his face Sam smiled and said “How about we make you some tea and watch TV and talk or don’t” Jasper smiled “that sounds great” “Call it a date” Sam winked jokingly. 5/2/18 5:57 PM “BRO, WHAT THE FUCK?” Jasper and Samhain heard from the living room “Dammit Cody is starting shit again” “What is happening in there?” “Band practice most of the time it turns into Rafael babysitting now keep your hands still” Sam was painting Jasper’s nails “CODY I AM DONE WITH YOUR SHIT” “HEY JOAN WAS TRYING TO PULL A MOVE ON ME” “NO THE FUCK I WASN’T” Joan yelled “Aw fuck Cody is at it again,” Sam said “Wh-” “Cody is jealous Rafael is with Joan so he tries to break them up but this time he is bullshitting and done” Sam put down the nail polish Jasper looked at his nails and smiled they were his favorite color Sage Green “You like them?” “Yes I do” suddenly a crash happened “GET THE FUCK OUT YOU ARE OUT OF THIS BAND” Jasper got up to go to the living room a vase was broken Cody grabbed his drumsticks and stomped out and said “good luck finding another drummer” and slammed the door Rafael just sat on the couch and sighed saw Jasper and said “Sorry if you had to see that” “It’s fine” Rafael began to rub the sides of his head Joan sighed “hun this could be an opportunity to find a new drummer” “Yeah I guess just sucks we have a show tomorrow” Jasper walked over to the drum set and felt the densely beat up tops and found another pair of drumsticks he sat down on the stool behind it Rafael looked at him and said “yeah you can mess around for a bit on it” at first started tapping the skins then tried to drum a song he knew a long time ago for a good minute or two he was lost in the music it felt natural to him Rafael was intrigued by this then Jasper put down the sticks and said “Sorry it felt good” “You are in the band now” “What?” “You are a really good drummer dude!” “R-really?” “Who taught you to play like that?” “I use to be in marching band in high school” “Also it just looked like you were meant to have a pair of drumsticks” “DESTINY!” Sam shouted Jasper was genuinely surprised about everyone’s reaction he kinda blushed at it “Dude we can add you in you just have to learn the songs” Rafael said Jasper thought for a second “I can do that” “So you will join?” “Y-yeah” everyone in the room cheered suddenly the ceiling thumped and someone yelled “KEEP IT DOWN” Sam looked up and said “SORRY MS.HENDERSON” “YOU BETTER BE YALL LUCKY IM LEAVING IN AN HOUR FOR A DATE” “GET IT MS H” “I AM SAMMY” they all giggled then Sam said, “Hey could I take Jasper out for a bit?” Rafael looked at them skeptically “For what? “Shopping we can give him a nice look for tomorrow” “Hmm” “Come on!” “Hmmm” “I’m down,” Jasper said Rafael then said “Sure just be back in an hour so we can practice” “Definitely” Sam grabbed Jasper’s hand and ran off Joan looked at Rafael and asked, “Why were you skeptical about that?” “What do you mean?” “As if you didn’t trust Sam with Jasper” “I trust Sam” “But with Jasper?” “What if I don’t?” “You need to stop coddling Jasper he has made good progress” “Yeah but the mission we went on-” “So he made a mistake so what we all make mistakes recovering!” “Yeah bu-” “Remember when we were first dating and you found out how I fed” “Yes how can I forget you kept vomiting” “I made mistakes while you were trying to help me” “I guess that true” “Then why are you scared?” “I guess because I have a feeling” “You always do” “No like Sam likes Jasper” Joan raised an eyebrow “We all do” “No like the like you and me like” “Oh that’s obvious” “Yeah it is Sam told me when we all went out drinking at the Irish place” “What?” “Yeah so what if they like jasper” “I’m just scared they will both get hurt”

6:15 PM Sam was headbanging in the car jasper was laughing “Yo we are here!” Jasper looked out it was a store a skull and crossbones was on the sign that said “Cold Case” Jasper looked at Sam “Where are we?” “Oh this is where I work we can get an employee discount here” Sam and Jasper both left the car and jasper asked, “Didn’t this use to be in malls?” “Well yeah, but then the owners of the venue said fuck it and made it a regular store” they walked in loud music was put on blast “This is a good song!” Sam said the cahier person said “HEY SAMMY” “SUP BUTTPLUG” Sam grabbed Jaspers hand and lead him to the cashier and said “Hey I have someone for you to meet” Jasper looked at the cash register person they were wearing a crop top that looked like a pentagram, facial piercings all over the face, and a pink and green mohawk “Jasper this is Luna she got me hired here” Jasper felt a bit intimidated by her appearance “Hey dude your makeup is killer” “Hehe yeah makeup,” said nervously “Sam it’s your day off what are you doing here?” “ Well Jasper here needs a new look” Luna looks jasper up and down Jasper was still intimidated Luna smiles and says “Sam I think we can work with him” “Yay” Sam went off in the racks to find something Luna turned to Jasper “But what look do you want to go?” Jasper was confused “You know like emo, punk grunge, goth, etc. or do you want to be a mix like Sam” “I haven’t thought of one” “Hmm well at the moment you are looking like Kurt Cobain” “Who?” Luna tried to conceal her disappointment then Sam came back with a bunch of clothing and said “I got some for him to try on”

10 Minutes later… Sam was patiently sitting outside the dressing room “hey sam I think these pants are too tight!” “Skinny jeans are a good look” Jasper opened the curtain he was wearing black skinny jeans with chains hanging off, a shirt where the sides were cut, and elevated boots “h-Hot” “What?” “Umm uh, Nothing take a look at yourself dude” Sam grabbed his hand and lead him to a mirror Jasper looked at himself he was somewhat stunned at his appearance he usually wears anything to cover up his body seeing himself dressed like this made him feel confident in a sense Sam liked seeing Jasper feel this way it just fueled their feelings for him they had been holding them back for while because they know Jasper needs to heal.

30 Minutes later….

Sam was driving back to the apartment their chest felt really heavy they kept looking over at Jasper looking at the CD’s in the car “What is Your Synthetic Affair?” “Oh that’s an emo band it’s basically the starter pack to being emo” “There are so many labels..” “Yeah it can be overwhelming at times” “I’ll put Synthetic Affair on” “Go for it my l-guy” Sam mentally slapped themselves for that Jasper put in the CD the Album was on shuffle and their song “I constraint your love” Sam then thought “fuck you universe” they let the song play any way they looked over to see jasper looking out the windshield window enjoying the song they felt themselves falling more they pulled up to the apartment complex the song is almost to an end Same was about to turn off the car “Can we stay in here for the rest of the song?” Sam swallowed “S-sure” they sat in silence Sams heart clenched they didn’t know how much longer they could hold it in, suddenly they looked at Jasper and said “Can I do something really quick?” he was skeptical for a second then said “Sure?” Sam leaned in grabbed Jasper’s face and gave him a nice kiss on the lips Jasper was confused at first then accepted it then Sam went back to the driver side and said “We should go inside”

9:55 PM The band was setting up in the club they were performing in Jasper was still processing what Sam did hours before, but after Sam was awkward around him which was unusual he didn’t know why “Hey bud you okay?” Rafael asked “Yeah I am” “You are staring off into space again” “Oh yeah?” “Nervous for the show?” “Y-yeah” He lied he knew how persistent Rafael had been on his recovery he didn’t want to upset him by telling him the moment he and Sam shared Rafael was critical of this, but brushed it off and said, “How good are you at playing the drums with your eyes closed?” “Decent why?” Rafael pulled out a blindfold and said “I know it can be nerve-racking to look at the audience so use this” Jasper took it “thanks” “No problem dude lets knock them dead” Jasper wrapped the wrap over his eyes everything was pitch balck he sat on his drummer stool “NOW LADIES GENTLEMEN AND THOSE WHO CANNOT MAKE UP THEIR MINDS GET READY FOR SMILE TILL IT HURTS!!!!” said the announcer Jasper breathed in and out slowly whispered to himself “let’s do this” he heard the curtain open the audience was cheering “THAT IS MY BOYFRIENDS BAND!” he heard Joan shout Rafael shouted back “I LOVE YOU BABY” they started their set everything was going so smoothly despite Jasper not being able to see suddenly he felt a chill up his a spine a strangely familiar one a sinister laugh rang in his ears he knew then a scream comes from the bathroom behind them Jasper took off his blindfold jumped up and ran towards the scream Rafael stopped as well and said “What’s going on?” he opened the door and saw her a woman with extremly pale skin with bleeding black eyes, antelope horns and long straight black hair holding a woman by the throat Mary smiled and said “nice to see you again Jasper” she dug her claw into the woman’s throat Rafeal came in saw the demon and was shocked the demon smiled and said “Never thougth I’d see the Jade child in person” Jasper suddenly ran towards the mirror and punched it screaming “Ad quos eieci te Speculum Speculum!!!” the demon screamed and dissapeared the woman dropped to the floor coughing Jasper looked at the woman kneeled down grabbed her face she was in shock of what happened and asked “ma’am are you okay?” she nodded he looked at her neck and said “Good thing she did not draw blood” the rest of the band looked at the scene and Rodney asked “What the fuck happened?” Jasper looked at him and said “Bloody Mary is back”

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This is Dionysus

And yes he will come to play later

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My painting of the god Loki who will come to play later

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Birth Of the Dawn

Trigger warning: Swearing (Author Note: I have been double teamimg stories between finshing out Khadijah's and starting Jasper's recovery so forgive me and you will get a glance at the crazy family life and haitian insukts from Dembe)

5/4/2001

4:34 PM “I look like a whale” “What?” “Just look at me” Dembe was looking in the mirror her stomach was enlarged she looked at herself in disgust Khadijah just hugged her and said “You are beautiful” kissed her cheek “You tell me that every day” “And I’ll keep saying it until we die” Dembe smiled at the remark “Even with all the stretch marks you somehow still love me” “When we got married I vowed to love you no matter what” “Have you thought of names for the child?” “I have a few in mind but we will know when we meet him or her” Khadijah put her hand on Dembe’s belly ever since Dembe found out she was pregnant Khadijah had been mentally preparing to be a mother first she was angry at Hermes for getting her pregnant then she came to accept that she will help raise her wife’s child “is it bad to say I want to do a spell for the baby to be born” “Honey we agreed on natural birth” “I know but I am very excited for us to be mothers and want it to happen now” “I know dear” she leaned in and kissed her wife.

5/5/2001 3:09 AM “KHADIJAH!” Khadijah bolted awake and ran to her wife in the bathroom she was crying tears “What’s wrong honey?” she looked at the floor a liquid is on the floor “My water broke”

3:34 AM Khadijah rushed her wife to the hospital as her wife was in labor she was in the hallway tapping her feet nervously a million thoughts were racing in her head “is she okay?’ “Will the baby be okay?” “Will the doctors mess up?” suddenly the lights started to flicker as the whole hallway the lights started going on and off and suddenly a figure appears in front of Khadijah a man in a top hat, long black hair, a fur coat facing away from Khadijah she was shocked and suddenly the figure said “Oh wait” turned around the man had extremely dark skin with a patch of white skin on the face looking like a skull just like Dembe’s he was smoking a cigar and said “You must be my daughters wife” he extended his gloved hand to shake “Sir you cannot smoke in the hospital,” a nurse said he flicked it into a nearby trash can and said “Guess its a good thing I’m getting-” suddenly raises his shirt and reveals a skeleton rib cage “-A BIT THIN ANYWAY!” the nurse screamed the man laughed Manically the nurse ran away screaming “that was uncalled for,” Khadijah said in a monotone voice the man turned and said “Sorry I like to mess with the mortals from time to time that is how Dembe happened ha!” he laughed again and Khad said “What is your name?” he stopped laughing and said “I am Baron Samedi god voodoo god of the dead must be shoking for you to meet a god” “Not really you are the 5th one I’ve met” “Wow I got to step my fucking game up” “Why are you here?” “Well I have to meet my grandchild” “According to Dembe, you have hundreds of them” He gave a sad look and said “Well between you and me she’s the only daughter I like” and suddenly made a glass filled with rum appear and sat down next to Khadijah “The others were flings or have just become disappointments Dembe, on the other hand, has her shit together” Khadijah was surprised “So who got her pregnant? Seeming as you are a lady-” “Hermes” “That bastard!” “You know him?” “Yes, I do! That shit has taken many women from me and now has my daughter pregnant!” “He tricked her with a glass of wine” “The fucking wine trick!” “Guess is it a bad time for me?” they both looked speak of the devil a strawberry blonde man was standing there with a bouquet of flowers Baron started to fill with rage “You have some nerve being here” “Chill man I’m here to see my kid” Hermes sees Khadijah and shivers “Hi khad-” “I still hate you” “Noted” for the next couple of minutes the two gods started to argue over small incidents between them mostly over women suddenly out of the corner of her eye she sees a nurse come and say “The baby is born” all three of them jumped up “Boy or girl?” Khadijah asked the nurse twiddled her thumbs “well…” Khadijah was worried “the child is born intersex” “Inter-what?” Baron asked the nurse said “Well they were born with sex organs that don’t fit either male or female” “Can I see my child?” “Yes come on in” she gestured them to come into the hospital room Khadijah went in first she just looked at her wife holding their child and crying tears of joy Khadijah walked up to the hospital bed and she saw the child have white and dark patches of skin the baby opened their eyes a beautiful brown Dembe just said, “Aren’t they beautiful?” Khadijah had a tear go down her face and say “yes” suddenly Dembe saw her father “You have some-” “I know I know you hate me” “Who did you cheat with now?” “Actually your father is here to see our child,” Khadijah said Dembe was surprised “I heard you were pregnant and I wanted to see the next generation” he walked to the bed and looked at the child “Wow intersex and patchy still cute” he smiled and booped the baby laughed Baron smiled “Wow usually kids are scared of me” Dembe was amused seeing her father interact with their child “let me look at Hermes Jr” Hermes came into the room suddenly Demeb said “Someone hold the baby cover the ears” Khadijah took the baby and covered the ears “Ki kaka sa!” “I wanted to see my kid” “You Tèt zozo have some nerve-” As dembe was yelling at Hermes Khadijah just looked at the child in her arms she felt so much love towards the child the baby reached to touch her face she let them all the yelling was white noise to her suddenly she said “honey I know what to name the child” suddenly Dembe stopped yelling and said “What dear?” she said Khadijah with a smile said “this will be Sahar”

6/3/2001 2:13 PM “Honey we got mail!” said Dembe she walked and say Khadijah feeding their child squinting her eyes making funny faces “Honey you are doing it again” “I know” “One of the mail is from Carmine Duvall” Khadijah froze and said “Funny he usually doesn’t write” she gives the spoon and cup to Dembe and grabbed the envelope Dembe took Khadijah’s place to feed Sahar she grabbed a knife and opened the envelope and stabbed the table the note said “Hello, Khadijah, I recently heard Your wife had given birth to child congratulations. Now here is a bonus for your work with the Alligator Gang downtown I figured you and your family would need it , from Carmine” Khadijah smile and saw the check Dembe looked over and said “What happened?” “Guess he is soft he gave me a 1000$ bonus” “For what?” she smiled and looked at Sahar, Dembe picked up the hint.

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Rise Of Damsel: Part 3

Trigger Warnings: Angst, Death, Blood, and Mob Deals.

11/5/2000 3:56 PM Khadijah’s training was complete she was free to go. Of course, as soon as she got out she had to call her college to transfer to a new college and to find new living arrangements she no longer needed a one-bedroom she needed a two-bedroom. She was walking into her new apartment with a box in her hand “This place was bigger than my last apartment” “I assume so,” said Dembe as she had her hand on her stomach Khadijah smiled “How does being pregnant feel?” she asked as they both walked in Dembe had a sour look on her face and walked along with her while slowly pushing a box with her feet “So far awful” Khadijah giggled a bit “how so?” “Considering the father is that son of lepers donkey Hermes that’s one thing” “Maybe you should’ve considered that mating with a god means no protection” Dembe then proceeded to flip her off “Love you too Honey” Dembe smiled at that “Now how are we going to get furniture” “I was thinking a trip to Redemption Corps” “Thrift store?” “Yes its all we can afford right now” “True” “Hopefully I can find some job here” Dembe kissed Khadijah on the cheek “I believe you can love” Khadijah smiled.

9:09 PM They unpacked everything they had owned however they didn’t have a bed so they settled for an air mattress they found on clearance Dembe found a spot on the floor to put some red candles down drew a symbol on the floor placed some rum in a bowl and placed it in the middle she started chanting in Haitian Khadijah just watched her wife do this she knew Dembe has good intentions a knock came on the door Khad walked over to the door it was the food delivery guy “Stone And Chins Jamaican food” he said in a heavy accent “Yes that is us” “23.98$ Ma’am” he looked over to Dembe raised a brow as Khad took the food and placed it on the floor “She is doing a prosperity ritual” “My aunt does the same” she gave him the money “I haven’t seen you around ma’am” “We are both new in the neighborhood we recently got married” “Congratulations ma’am my name is Lloyd” he goes to shake her hand “My name is Khadijah my wife over there is Dembe” she shakes his hand “Have you been around the neighbor-” suddenly a gunshot goes off hits Lloyd in the shoulder “Holy fuck man!” Khadijah pulls him inside and shuts the door Dembe stands up “What is happening?” “Someone shot Lloyd” “Who is Llyod” he raised his hand “That’d be me” “Dembe get the gun” she runs over to the fridge and pulls out a shotgun Khad looks into the peephole of the door there is a man on the other side he is now knocking with the gun he had a sinister grin “Open the door and you will be safe” she locked the door and grabbed the knife she kept in her shoe she turned to Dembe and Llyod “Dembe hide him” she grabbed him and went into the of bathroom the man shot the doorknob and kicked the door open the tall man walked in he had a giant scar from his neck to his eye he had black hair tied into a ponytail he wore a suit “I gave you a warning now” Khad got into a stance and said “I heard” “You are really going to fight me with that knife” suddenly something shot the gun out of his hand it was Dembe “The man you were coming to kill is nowhere to be found now” she cocked it the man laughed “ might as well make this fair” he tried to punch Khadijah then she sliced him with the knife it cut through his suit and blood started to slowly pour out he laughed more “you are bit more of a challenge than I thought” he goes to charge, but Khad stabs him in the side and flips him on his back and holds the knife to his throat he laughs more “You are defending a man you barely even know” “I know” “If you kill me there will be consequences” she pressed the knife even more “I was trained by gods of war you aren’t a big threat” the man smiled Khadijah sliced his throat blood started dripping from the wound Dembe started walking over to the body she had the gun pointed to it “Dear he is dead” “Give it a second” “I killed him” “That you did now we need to get rid of the body” Khadijah was still in shock Dembe hugged her wife pulled her to a different spot in the living room Khadijah had a blank stare “Honey the first kill is always hard” “W-what are we going to do” “Dear what we need to do is clean all of this up, hide the body and hope no one finds out” “I can help with that” they both turned to Llyod who is willing to help.

11/10/2000 4:30 PM Khadijah was at “Stone and Chin’s Jamaican Food” restaurant picking up food the news came on “Today the body of notorious assassin Jax had been found dead-” Khadijah was surprised they found the body “Pick up for Khad” she looked it was Llyod his wound was bandaged “How are you today Khad?” “Better how is your injury?” “Also better, of course, Stone didn’t question” “What about Chin?” “Well-” “LLOYD WHY YOU TALKING TO CUSTOMERS AGAIN THAT IS HOW YOU GOT SHOT!!!!” “That’s my cue have a good day” he walked back into the kitchen she grabbed her food and started walking out of the restaurant it was a sunny day her apartment was only a block or two away Kroywen was beautiful this time of day. As she kept walking a suspicious 2000 Cadillac DeVille was driving next to her she suddenly got a heavy feeling like when the doctor pulled up to her all those years ago she started walking faster suddenly a large man comes out of the car and pulls her in the car she tried to fight back the car door closes another man holds her other arm she has a rag to her face she falls asleep. 5:00 She wakes up is tied up in a chair she tries to free herself “Stay where you are” she looks up she is seated at a long table with various amounts of food placed next to the table is a fireplace a few feet away the room is lit by candles and across from the table is a man who looked older almost bald looked Italian Khadijah didn’t know who he is “Welcome to the dinner table” he said as he took a sip of his drink “Wine or whiskey?” she stayed silent “Guess I should introduce myself” “Please” “You do speak then” “Yes” “My name is Carmine “Blackjack” Duvall” “Why am I here?” “Let me finish ma’am” the door opens a few people walk in more unfamiliar faces come to sit in their seats all in suits “This is the Duvall crime family and we recently had a loss” they all look down and do the holy cross gesture “Not only is it a loss it leaves a spot to be filled” someone taps his shoulder “Boss are you sure about this?” he nods Carmine then says “We are aware you are the one who killed Jax” before she can ask “We saw the tapes in your apartments and you and you wife successfully defended yourselves from an assassin who is extremely deadly” “I was trained to defend myself” “We are aware and now I am going to make a proposition I usually do not make” she was intrigued “You can fill his place” everyone at the table started whispering amongst themselves one spoke “Are you sure you want an amateur” “Jax was one when we hired him” “Yes but she is-” “She is what?” “A woman-” “Are you implying she can’t kill the same as a man?” Khadijah grew angry Carmine snapped his fingers “Guards take him away” the guards quickly picked the man up and dragged him away “Sorry about that Miss?” “Ghali” “Middle eastern?” “Yes sir” “Now what do you think about my proposition? You will have a higher ranking, a steady paycheck that is high paying, and most importantly a place at this table” “I do not care for ranks” “Then money?” “That would be helpful I just moved here with my wife” “That can be done” “I also have two conditions” the man was skeptical “What would they be?” more whispers happened at the table Carmine held his hand up they silenced “I want my identity to be hidden from the press” “Done.” “And for you to find someone” “Who would that be?” everyone leaned in “Doctor James Pratten” “Why this man?” “He is responsible for making my life a living hell years ago” “That can be done if you want your identity we will have to give you a nickname” they all started whispering again after a minute Khad freed herself of the restraints and she got up everyone faced her again Carmine smiled “This my boy will be The Damsel Of Demise” everyone made a noise of agreement Khadijah knew this would be the start of her new career.

[kennysatyr]

Me First

TRIGGER WARNING: ABUSE, FIGHTING, SWEARING, MENTIONS OF BODILY HARM, RACISM, A TAD BIT OF TRANSPHOBIA AND ANGST.

(AUTHOR NOTE: Sorry if this is kind of bland ,but I am really tired and felt bad for not updating for a while and i've been sick so enjoy)

02/14/2014 12:35 PM Rafael was slammed into a locker, he once again was punched while being told: “You are such a worthless piece of shit!” his boyfriend grabbed his face and kissed his cheek he sometimes wished his boyfriend was not like this Rafael thought to himself “how the fuck did I even get into this relationship” Rafael gave him a sour look “Don’t look at me like that princess” “Just call me prince-” he gets slapped “Don’t fucking correct me you know what you are” Rafael didn’t have the energy to argue with him “Now I got to get to class see you later slut” he smacked Rafeal’s butt he walked away Rafael kept trying not to cry as he picked up his backpack and started to walk to his class the hallways were silent and empty reminded him of how he felt besides all of the Valentines day decorations this holiday made him sick he walked into his class “Mr.Ghali nice of you to show up?” said his teacher he looked at him he had a dead look on his face the teacher showed concern then gestured for him to come to the desk Rafael complied “Are you alright?” “I’m fine why?” he lied “Have you looked at your face?” he pulled out a mirror from his desk and showed him he had a big black eye and hickeys on his neck “Is everything okay at home?” “Just fine” “I heard what happened to your mom” “I’m still fine I just fell down the stairs” he walked away and sat next to his friend Roody immediately tapped his shoulder and signed “Are you okay?” he couldn’t lie to him he signed back “No K-Y-L-E is back on his bullshit” “Did he abuse you again?” “What does it look like?” Suddenly a person sat next to Rafael “I could understand every word you were signing and I just gotta say I’ll punch him for you” Rafael looked at this person fairly androgynous, fair-skinned, wore a black wide-brimmed hat, green flannel, brown eyes had brown and purple hair “Who gave you-?” “Sorry I couldn’t help but chime in my name is Samhain by the way” sticks their hand out to shake Rafael didn’t shake it “I get it I get it, but still sitting here” “No one is stopping you” “Good” Sam started to set up their easel and pulled out an almost complete painting it was a boy in a tight box crying “Wow that looks depressing” “You like it? It’s about my claustrophobia” they take out a lot of oil paints they pull their hair from behind their ear it’s pointed “Hey dude is your ear fake?” Sam looked at Rafael “No its real man wanna touch it?” Rafael was hesitant “S-sure?” he reaches to touch it it is real “Don’t worry man I’m only a half-elf” “Elves aren’t real you stupid fuck!” said a random kid Samhain immediately rebutted with “I’m sorry you are insecure and feel the need to pick on others to hide your dick is tiny!” the kid blushed was silenced Rafael was impressed then he noticed that Sam was wearing gloves “Why are you wearing gloves?” “After class, I’ll show you” then he remembered he had to see Kyle after class or he will get hit again “Can’t my boyf-” “Forget that asshole”

1:30 PM Sam is pulling on Rafael’s arm pulling him to the park near the school and climbed on some equipment into a small area that sat on top of the slide “Why here?” “Fewer people also what I freaks out people” this just raised more questions Sam took off their glove hand held it out “Now shake my hand” he was hesitant, but as soon and he did Sam’s eyes turned white mouth opened with a “Uuuuuuuuuuuuuh” sound Rafael let go and Sam came back again and a tear went down their face and went to hug Rafael “Dude what did you do?” Sam let go and wiped the tear “Well I have an ability to touch someone and see their past” “So you saw-” “Everything man your dad was an asshole” “Why do you think he’s dead” Sam laughed a bit “But seriously dude your boyfriend is horrible to you” Rafael sighed “I know he is, not like I can break up with him” “That is where you are wrong you can you are just scared” Rafael knew Sam was telling the truth and slumped in his spot “I know you just met me today, but I cannot stand and watch someone be in this situation” “I appreciate your generosity, but-” “ You need to stop worrying about him and put you first what do you want to do?” Rafael thought for a minute “I want to break up with him, but I feel trapped” Rafeals phone buzzes it’s Kyle he texted “Bitch where are you??? >:(” Raffy sighed Sam looked sad “It’s him isn’t it?” he nodded he felt like crying Sam took his phone and typed “hanging out with my friend” he replied, “Who tf would be friends with you?” “People who don’t beat me just because they feel like it” “You are on your way to another beating >:( ” “I’m breaking up with you” “No, you are NOT” “I need to put myself first” “That is the shittiest excuse I’ve ever heard” Sam looked at Rafael “Wow he is a dipshit” the phone buzzed again “I am going to beat your sorry little ass in front of everyone to show you are a piece of shit that doesn’t deserve love” They gave the phone back and started popping their knuckles and took off their flannel and wrapped it around their waist Rafael was concerned “what are you going to do? “You’ll see”

2:00 PM Sam was practically marching over to the school Kyle was still angrily texting Rafael he was scared of Kyle when he gets like this yet was following Sam, Kyle was in the lunchroom when he saw Rafael he started to march on over full of rage Sam stood in front of Raffy perfectly still fist clenched “Hey Bitch!” Kyle shouted everyone in the attention of the room was caught Sam still stood still and whispered “Leave this will get ugly” Rafael was still scared suddenly Roody grabbed Raffy and moved him out of the room “HEY ASSWIPE WHERE ARE YOU GOING?” Kyle shouted he was about to push Sam out of the way Sam grabbed Kyles arm Kyle was surprised and shouted “LET GO DIPSHIT” and went for a punch Sam caught it and said “You really need to work on your anger” then kicked him in the stomach Kyles back hit a table full of kids he quickly got up to punch again, but Sam blocked it and blocked another one and proceeded to punch him in the face Kyle was thrown off guard, but his anger raised and finally got a punch in on Sam “Not so tough are ya?” Sam giggled “I can do this all day”.

2:15 PM Rafael and Sam were now sitting outside the principal’s office Rafael kept looking at sam and his new bruises “we are both screwed aren’t we?” Sam said Rafael sighed “With my mom probably yes” “Probably yes with my aunt” “Why your aunt?” “I live with her since my parents died” “Oh dang so you are birdman with extended family” Sam laughed “SAMHAIN MARIE LOVECRAFT” Sam froze suddenly a dark-skinned woman with white tattoos, white long hair, with a pastel purple dress was in the room “What did you do?” “Aunt-” “Rafael!” Khadijah walked into the room “I got a call from the principal what’s happening?” she saw the bruises on him she started to touch them “Who did this?” before he has a chance to answer Kyle walked out of the office with a death glare pointing at Rafael “Ms. Ghali Ms. Lovecraft we are ready for you” they all walked in.

2:30 PM “SO YOU KNEW MY CHILD WAS IN THIS TOXIC RELATIONSHIP!” “Ms.Ghali-” “AND YOU DID NOTHING!” “Not nothing-” “What kind of bullshit school is this” Ms. Lovecraft said “Celine-” “Don’t fucking Celine me! You are going to persecute my nibling for defending their friend?” “Well, she-” “You won’t even use the right pronouns for them!” Sam and Rafael were looking at their caregivers ripping the principal a new one they felt bad yet amused suddenly Khadijah said “You have 24 hours to fix this or I will sue the school for discrimination!” she grabbed Rafael by the arm Celine did the same for Sam as they got to the parking lot Celine started laughing “Are you actually going to sue the school?” Khadijah chuckled “No I don’t even have a lawyer” “I never properly introduced myself I’m Celine Lovecraft I am Sammy’s aunt” extends her hand to shake “I’m Khadijah Ghali I am Rafael’s mother” shakes her hand “Do you have a ride home?” “Unfortunately no my husband has the car I took the bus here” “I can drive you and Sam home my car has enough” They all get into the car the adults started talking about their lives the teens looked at each other and knew this would start a beautiful friendship.

05/21/2014 4:03 PM Sam was knocking on the door vigorously Raffy answered “Welcome Eldritch god” “Happy to be here juniper boy” Sam had a backpack “Sleepover again?” “Hell yes get in here” Raffy pulled them in laughing Khadijah was in the living room “Hello Sammy” “Hi Ms. G! I’m spending the night again!” “I heard don’t break anything like last weekend” “No promises!” The two teens laughed and ran up the stairs. They make it to Rafael's room “Alright crack open the bag what do you got?” Sam sat on the bean bag chair and rummaged through “Well some sunflower seeds, Plateau Condensation, some horror flicks also” they pull out a bag of weed “Ah hell yeah but did you bring the Air freshener” they pull out a can of it.

7:38 PM “Hoe you don’t run from a serial killer!” “Defend yourself!” they proceeded to throw popcorn at the tv a scream came from the TV “Why do we watch these if we are gonna know they get killed” “I don’t know it’s funny and hilarious with your best bud” “I mean true” a knock is heard they start hiding the weed someone opens the door it’s Sahar “Hey bro can I crash in here?” “Yeah man” “Also I’m about to say something I’ll probably regret later” Rafael was skeptical “which is?” “Can I have a hit of the weed?” “Sure man close the door mom will smell” he closes the door and sits on the floor and takes the joint and takes a hit and coughs hard Raffy and Sam laughed and Sam said “If you aint chokin you ain’t toking” Sahar passed it to Sam “So Sahar what made you wanna be a weeder with us” Sahar pointed to the door and suddenly heard yelling “HERMES YOU ARE UNBELIEVABLE” all three teens looked at each other and Raffy sighed and said, “Your dad is here again?” “Yup he just does not learn” “Why is mom yelling at him?” Sahar sighed “He heard about Dembe dying and now just now is deciding he wants custody of me” “Oh hell no” Sahar scoffed “As if mom can’t provide for both of us” Sam passed to Rafael, Sam just said “Dang your family life seems more complicated than mine” “How so?” Sahar asked Sam sighed “Well I live with my aunt who is considered a freak in the elf world because she is a dark-skinned light elf and transgender, she is also fostering my cousin who is drow elf, and she is married to a centaur and is fostering me all because my uncle decided to be racist” Rafael passed to Sahar “Wait a minute a centaur? Isn’t she married to a dude in a wheelchair?” “Yeah he hides his horse half in there like some magic shit” “Wait does he use the horse half with your aunt” he smirked Sam pushed him “Please don’t put that image in my head” “Well everyone has sex” he laughs “Except mom” Sahar laughed Rafeal laughed even harder everyone in the room was then suddenly they hear a vase break down stairs “GET OUT OF MY HOME YOU ARE NOT WELCOME” both Sahar and Rafeal were silently rooting for this, Sam grabbed the remote and turned the volume up on the TV they all silently agreed to deal with this later.

07/02/16 11:06 AM “A is for Organization” “In what fucking Alphabet?” “Shhhh” Sam said as they picked up a box Raffy was left confused a grey skinned man with red hair said “Don’t question anything my cousin says dude” “I’ve been friend with them for a bit and 97% of what they say confuses me” “Well you are going to live with them” “Too true dude” he moved a box into the empty space Rafeal was long graduated Sam recently did and now they could finally live together with Roody of course Rafeal felt like his life was coming together at last.

[kennysatyr]

Rise Of The Damsel: Part 2

TRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of absent parents, transitioning, blood, insufficiant medical procedures, and death.

(Author Note: Sorry I haven't had a consistant posting schudeule I've been going through some things but for some reason finsihed this hope you enjoy it please like and share when you get the chance.If you want to join my crew just send me a message)

06/13/1999 10:56 AM She woke up in an unfamiliar place she had no clue where she was she remembered what the goddess made her do suddenly “Oh good you are awake” an androgynous person stood at the door they looked slightly older, red tattoo’s on their face, she is missing an eye yet her eyelid was sewn shut, no hair is wearing a blue kimono they walked slowly towards her “I came to retrieve you for meeting with the general” she was confused “Is this the-” “Yes it is dear Osirus told us you were coming, of course, we had to get the goddess out of you we let you rest” Khadijah got up walked towards the person then saw a mirror she was shocked by what she saw her old body wasn’t seen she saw a woman’s body instead of a man’s she had breast and female genitalia she started to tear up the woman behind her started walking up to her, “Osirus told us you desired a female’s body so while you were asleep we made you one” Khadijah looked at her and said, “Do you know how long I have dreamed about having this body?” “Are you pleased with it” “I very much am” tears started streaming down her face happy ones. 11:15 AM Khadijah and the person walked into a tent candle were lit a desk was surrounded by other people they were obviously debating with each other one noticed them “Our warrior is here” they all looked at them “Amaterasu bring her closer” they both walked closer to the table the people parted to let them through Khadijah looked around to see it was mostly women and androgenous people most missing eyes, hands and other parts covered in scars “Welcome Khadijah” she looked it was an older woman with a gold crown greying brown hair wrinkles visible on her face “You are at the lotus army headquarters I am the leader Hera” Khadijah immediately tried to bow Hera smiled “No need for that child let me introduce you” Hera pointed at the woman next to her “Amaterasu is the main leader of defense here” she pointed to a woman east of her this woman had lavender skin and dark hair “That is Artemis my left-hand woman her voice was taken during the war so she speaks in sign language” Artemis signed “Hello newcomer” Hera pointed to a caramel skinned woman with one eye scars covering her body “That is Sekhmet the goddess who possesed and brought you here” the woman nodded “Everyone else here is a soilder the empty seats are to preserve the memory of those lost” Khadijah didn’t know what to say “I know it is a lot to take in do you have any questions?” “No not at the moment” “Good now come with me and we shall discuss your duties here” she goes to open a curtain entrance and gestures for her to come in Khadijah obeyed Hera looked at the other goddesses “You are all dismissed” she closes the curtain. The room was like the previous ones just with more pictures on the walls and incense burning a desk lies in the middle of the room with a lotus flower engraved Hera sits down behind it and says “Sit down dear” she complied once again she put her hands on the table twiddling her thumbs she was nervous she didn’t know what she’d say to a goddess Hera has a stack of papers most were blueprints on her desk and looks at her “So are you enjoying the new body?” “Yes but ho-” “Most of us have experience in medical things and magic so it really wasn’t too hard and we like to cater to our soldier’s needs here” she put her hand on Khadijah’s and rubbed her thumb against her hand in a comforting way “now there is a reason I wanted to talk to you privately” “To tell me what my role is here?” “That and well I must ask a private question” She felt a chill go down her spine “How close were you to your mother?” she thought about that question she hasn’t been asked that question in years when she was young she used to be teased about it calling her “unwanted” and that her mom hated her and that’s why she left and she answered “Well I am not sure, to be honest, I never really knew her I only know pictures and stories of her from my father who tears up even thinking of her” the mood became melancholy “well I can tell you, me and her were close” she felt a small glimmer of hope, yet inquisitive “You saw how I had a chair beside me empty?” she nodded “Well that spot was for your mother” “Was she a mortal?” “Absolutely not,” she said firmly Khadijah looked down at her hands they somehow seemed different now “Now would you like the full extent?” she questioned herself, but so far the answer yes helped her “Yes” Hera breathed in and out “Well we do not know if she is dead or alive she dropped off the grid a while ago no oracles can find her, after the battle against the god Tezcatlipoca she disappeared” “How long ago was this?” “Four-teen years ago” she was shocked this was how long it’d been since she left her and her father how long it has been since she had felt a motherly touch she clenched her fist “What was her name?” “Morrigan she was the goddess of death, crows, war, and fate” “Didn’t death gods not be involved?” “Morrigan was a... Different kind and she wouldn’t stand for the inequality which made her perfect as my right hand” Khadijah was silent she thought about this she thought of her last memory with her mother her father begged her not to leave and her mother gave her one last kiss on her Khadijahs forehead before she left their lives forever “I’m sorry if this opened up a wound for you” Khadijah noticed that thinking about that made a tear fall down her face “It’s alright I shouldn’t have repressed this” “However she could be alive out there and you could meet her” “That is true” “Would you like me to change the subject?” “Yes please” Hera nodded her head let go of Khadijah’s hand “You first will be trained here to fight” “You are assuming I cannot now?” “Well if you can we will make you better then you were before we would make you indestructible” she was intrigued “Now you will be training with the war goddesses we have to offer and if you’d like we can also teach you magic and the secrets of it” “I can do without magic” “Alright then now any questions?” “Well one” Hera raised a brow Khadijah continued “Would I be able to go home?” “Well you’d have to stay till your training is done, mostly because of where the gods found you and we need to be cautious” Khadijah nodded “However we will have you stay in a tent here at the camp and I’ll have you have a visit with our doctor Dembe because we want to be sure what we will need to do to make you the best” she then slides a picture of a map of the camp and it was honestly bigger then she thought it’d be “Now I enjoyed this talk, Khadijah, but after you go home please promise one thing?” Khad looked at her “You’ll always keep contact with us” “I will,” she said in an affirmative way. 11:50 AM She had finally found her way to the medicine tent instead of a regular curtain it was beaded she pushed them inside she saw bones possibly human incense lit a bottle of rum a shelf full of bottles all of the different colors, a cauldron in the middle of the room “Lost?” she turns around she is now facing a woman a beautiful one her skin was dark but had light skin pigments that make her face look like she was wearing a skull piercing blue eyes “N-no” “You must be the new recruit” her voice was heavily accented yet sounded heavenly to Khadijah “Yes, I am are you Dembe?” “Yes, and why are you standing around? Come in” she grabbed Khad’s arm and almost dragged her to a chair on the side of the room and sat her down and immediately started putting her hands on her face, her hands were cold Khadijah blushed “Why are you, nervous child?” “S-Sorry I-i do not use to seeing” the woman raised her eyebrow “Seeing what?” Khadijah nervously “S-someone as beautiful as you” the woman smiled a bit and started to open Khadijah’s eyes “If I wasn’t doing a check-up I would’ve been more flattered” then opened her mouth “Good teeth, however” she immediately grabbed a pair of tweezers “Hold still this will only take a second” she then grabbed something in her mouth and violently ripped it out Khadijah immediately Yelped in pain “AHH” “Interesting” Khadijah looked it was a chip “H-how?” Dembe threw it on the ground and crushed it “Tracking device is weak” “T-Tracking?” “They must’ve put it in you while you were asleep” Dembe then proceeded to examine her “How do you like this body?” Khadijah was a bit thrown off “Hmm?” “You came here with a man’s body and now a woman’s how does it feel” “Tremendous actually” “Good you are actually one of the first where this ritual was successful here” Khadijah got confused “Ritual?” she started trying to feel Khadijah’s heartbeat “Yes the sorcerers here gathered to give you your proper body I assisted actually, but only in gathering what was needed because I can only bring back the dead” “Interesting” “What?” “Sorry I am not used to being around magic users” “With time you will adjust” “Hopefully I just found out why my mom left today after not knowing for fourteen years” “Well at least you know she had a reason my father just shows up for a while drinks some alcohol smokes a cigar then leaves,” she said as she rolled her eyes “Rough relationship I guess?” Dembe smirked “yeah right he barely has one with his own wife and djol kaka” “Your mother?” “Nope my mother passed a long time ago he still cheats on his wife constantly” “Oh” “How is your relationship with your father?” She hadn’t even thought of him all day “He is the only parent I have, but since I was a child he’s been nothing but supportive” “He sounds like a good one” “Very I haven’t talked to him in so long” Dembe nodded and said “Well your checkup is done and you are in good condition however I’ll give you something for your tooth” Khadijah forgot about her tooth Dembe walked to some cabinets started looking through her cabinets she pulled out a root “Ginger should help” she walked back to Khadijah and handed it to her “You could eat it or crush it up and make tea” “Thank you” “No problem” Dembe was about to walk away when “Since this is no longer a check-up-” “Yes I’d love to spend some time when I’m free” Khad was astonished “How did you know?” Dembe smirked “It’s not every day you find someone as pretty as you” Khadijah blushed.

[kennysatyr]

Rise of the Damsel: Part 1

TRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of absent parents, abuse, slurs, needles, and death.

(Author Note: Due to me writingf more then I had tro for this character it will be a parted series and this should give a look into how my world works and my characters personality)

08/26/1997 “I am so proud of you My flower” “Thank you father, but I don’t want to leave you alone here in Nilreb” “I will be fine Om- Khadijah I’m sorry dear” she laughed to herself “I forgive you father I know it isn’t easy with me changing my name” she then thought of her mother and looked down“And I know it hasn’t been easy since mother left” “I will be just fine dear I have been a strong man through all of these years and I have raised a strong woman” he smiled full of confidence and pride for his daughter Khadijah was uplifted by his spirits “Now give your father a hug” she leaned over to give him a hug “I love you father” “I love you my daughter” that’d be their last hug they would have for a while Khad grabbed her suitcase and her boarding pass and made her way to the terminal where she’d be on a flight to Notnilc City in America.

10/30/1998

She misses her father she missed her home in Germany. She had been struggling financially for quite a bit she refuses to tell her father, she hasn’t been able to find a job around due to her identity and that she was an immigrant she found herself doing work she isn’t proud of she has been barely getting by on sexual favors even then most wouldn’t go to her because she hasn’t transitioned, but tonight is much different she waited on her side of the building like always suddenly out of the corner of her eye she sees a car a Jaguar car it passes, yet comes around one more time the window finally rolls down “Hey are you the tranny?” a youthful yet husky voice she shivers at that word, but complied “Yes I am what’s it to you?” “Get in the car and I’ll tell you” she was skeptical “How much do you want?” “How much do you want?” “How much you are willing to offer?” “Get in the car and we will discuss this” she was tired of arguing the car door opens she gets inside it was warmer than the outside “Now” the door locks he starts to drive she looks at him he is a caucasian male, with thin-framed glasses multiple scars on his neck, hands, and arms he had an alarmingly calm demeanor “I’m not looking for a good time as people of your work would call it” she was about to speak but was silenced “I run a type of charity” “I don’t need charity work” “Let me finish and I can give you what you want” she was doubtful about this “I can give you your operation your hormones and most importantly money for your bills” the idea intrigued her “What is the catch?” “One thing you have to live in my facility and let me survey you medically” “Why?” “Easier to get results and I want to observe if new medicines can help those in need,” she thought about this “Do we have a deal?” he held out his hand “Yes” she shook it without knowing she fell into his trap.

06/12/1999 4:25 PM “AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH” “RESTRAIN THE PATIENT” three doctors surrounded Khajijah as she is trying to rip out the tubes and needles prodded into her she suddenly felt a needle go into her back she starts to get woozy the man who offered her this “charity” was in the room holding the needle in a calm voice “shhh shhh don’t worry I’ll have some fun with you when you wake up” as she is falling asleep and he lays her down she reads his name tag, Dr. James Pratten the man she will exact revenge on. 9:15 PM She was laying down cold and alone in her cell she hasn’t seen sunlight for months she didn’t even know what time it was she was starving her last meal was a week ago she wished she never took his offer since then she had been suffering her father never looked for her the facility sent letter to him making up why she couldn’t see him she wanted to get out to escape, but staying alive was the hardest. 9:20 PM Everything was dark she panicked started screaming for her there was suddenly a rip and she hit something she was on a cold floor she got up looked around there were cold metal tables, small metal doors on the walls, scales on one looked like a human heart the other a feather the heart was lighter than the feather she thought “Am I dead?” “Yes you are Ms.Ghali” she turned around a large dark-skinned man was at the door with glasses and a lab coat “If I’m dead?” “All will be answered during your meeting” “Meeting?” “Come this way” he gestured his hand towards the door she was hesitant “Don’t worry you cannot be hurt here” she complied she walked slowly towards the door once outside it was a vastly different setting she was on a boat the man held onto her “Welcome to the underworld!” she looked around the sky was dark she had heard about this many times during her childhood she heard so many stories about this she looked at the man and he suddenly transformed into a half jackal half-man “Anubis?” “Yes” “I’m just surprised” he started leading her around the ship “Since you have Egyptian blood this is your underworld it would’ve been Irish because of your mother, but Osirus has a plan for you” “What would the lord of the dead want with me?” “That’s is for you to find out” he opens a door to an office “Don’t be scared” she calmly entered trying to keep a level head and office chair turned around a green man was sitting there “Oh hello there Ms. Ghali” “H-hello-” “You can call me Osirus dear now sit down” a chair suddenly appeared she sat down “Alrighty now let us review your life” he pulled out a jar that was used for mummies pulled out a scroll from it “Alright you were born April 15th, 1978 you’d be an Aries your birthname Omar Ghali, however later on you realized you were a transgender woman” she nodded “Your mother left when you were seven you barely have memories of her obviously” it pained her to remember that “you and your father fled to Germany when you were fourteen and you graduated high school a couple of years ago tried going to college, but money is tight so you tried getting a job only coming up short becoming a prostitute only to fall into the trap of the F.E.A.R facility where they have done inhumane experiments on you and at 9:18 PM you died of exhaustion now I’ll give you a second to process” hearing a review of her life made her think she didn’t even feel her death she wished she had a fuller life “Now I have a proposition for you” “Last time I heard those words I died” “Understandable, but I have two choices for you” she couldn’t reject the god of death “Now you could stay in the underworld and become a god-like Anubis and judge the dead or” “Why would I be a god?” “You have a prophecy about you however I cannot tell you what it is because that’ll hurt my agreement with Hades, Mictlāntēcutli, Baron Samedi, Izanami, and the other death gods” “You know other gods beyond your realm?” “That is where my second proposition will come in” she was intrigued “I could bring you back to life, give you abilities to become the ultimate weapon and join the lotus army” now she was more interested “What is this army?” “Well centuries ago there was a war between all of the godly realms, however, we gods of death and afterlife gods stayed out of it because death is a constant job and if we were to stop no one would’ve died there were fatalities on each side, unfortunately,” He turned around and rubbed his eyes Khad felt sorrow “What kind?” he turned around took a deep breath “Some of the gods and goddesses died, however, the lotus army was formed by those who lost and were demoted from god to demi-god or immortals and my proposition is for you to join them and become an ally and help them win” “Why would you support them?” “My wife would’ve my fellow brothers and sisters would need the help and if you take this I could help you get out of the facility and a new home till the facility stops looking for you,” she thought about this deeply this could benefit her, either way, she couldn’t refuse “I choose to be apart of the army, but what is the catch?” “Well to escape I’ll have the goddess Sekhmet possess you momentarily” “Wha-” he snapped his fingers 10:30 PM The doctors surrounded her body marking her conditions of death “Well Mr.Pratten she seemed to have died an hour ago” one said into a walkie talky he was watching through the cameras disappointed that his best weapon died suddenly as the doctors were observing Khadijah’s head moved her eyes opened quick one eye turned crimson red she opened her mouth a lions roar escaped “Evacuate!” she broke the restraints quickly nails grew out of her hands turned into claws she pounced onto a doctor ripped her throat out blood splattering onto the walls Pratten pushed the emergency lockdown button sirens going off Khadijah kept slaughtering doctors left and right she started to run down the hallways trying to escape the firing squad was summoned Pratten kept watching she made eye contact through the cameras it put fear into his heart she then continued her escape she made it just before the last door can shut closed she kept running after she escaped Pratten laughed to himself a sinister grin grew on his face“You can run as fast as you can my lioness, but I will find you and when I do I will destroy you and destroy all that you love”.

[kennysatyr]

Juniper Blues

Trigger Warning: Swearing, Blood, Mentions of abuse, crying, a shit ton of angst and ghost.

(Author note: this character is ftm and i didn't want to use his birthname or she/her pronouns an enjoy!)

05/13/2010

9:01 PM “Get the fuck out of my sight!” a harsh slap strikes him he falls to the ground his father glares at him “Well Git!” he gets up and scurries off to his room and slams the door he tears start to escape from his eyes he sits on the bed to release them his fathers words still lingering in his mind he looks at the bruises on his arms and legs his dad gave him today he was disappointed with himself he was disappointed that he couldn’t be what his father wanted him to be disappointed that he couldn’t defend himself against his fathers attacks the tears start stinging he ugs his knees all he can think of is how he wishes he’d just leave this place he pulled the locket he kept under his bed he opens to see a beautiful woman the picture almost faded by now “I miss you mom” he remembers her but can only be with her in dreams now he remembers her beautiful seafoam green hair, her ocean eyes, and fair skin most importantly remembers her perfume that smelled of roses that brought comfort.

He looked ta the time “10:12 PM” “Why couldn’t today end” he thought to himself he can still hear his father in the living room laughing at a stupid sitcom the locket was still in his hand he took one more look at it he gets up goes to his closet grabs the duffle bag from inside starts shoving clothing, possessions, essentials, etc. that moment he decided it was time.

10:55 PM He opened his door as slowly as he could. His father looked asleep in his chair all it took was twenty-five steps to the door twenty-five steps to freedom he placed his foot ahead of him that was one he knew which floorboards were squeaky as he stepped he tried to avoid them he kept tiptoeing counting each step as he went now the final twenty, twenty-one, twenty-two, twenty-three, Twenty-four “Where the fuck do you think you are going?” he froze in place his body went cold his heart seemed to stop “Answer me you little shit!” he grabbed his shoulder roughly and made him look at him “You said to get the fuck out of your face didn’t you?” he didn’t know where that sudden confidence came from, but he liked it “What the fuck did you say to me?” “You heard me, old man!” “Who the fuck are you calling old man?” “You, you Choca!” “That’s it you little shit!” He grabbed him and dragged him to the kitchen and slammed his back into the counter that’d break a rib or two he grabbed him by throat puts a gun to his forehead “I am tired of being disrespected by you!” Rafael wasn’t scared not one bit “I have killed many people with this gun so I certainly wouldn’t mind blowing your fucking brains out!” he dropped him on the ground his neck was probably bruised his father walked away to take one last sip of his beer in the corner of his eye he saw her his mother, but there was a rather grim feeling as he stared into her black eyes about her she pointed to the knife on the counter and slightly nodded.

11:07 PM Outside there was a woman climbing the building she watching her steps avoiding windows keeping her footsteps lights she crawls through the window leading into an apartment hallway quietly closing the window and locking she pulls out her phone “Al Ortiz you must be a pretty bad man for me to be at your door lets see” her voice is distorted by her mask she makes her way down the hallway “Apartment 4C” she places her hand on the knob suddenly she hears a sobbing sound on the other side of the door her other hand is on her gun she kicks down the door swiftly and points her gun to whoever may be in the apartment. Once inside she realizes there was no one in danger what she saw most would find disturbing a dead body lays on the ground while a preteen with a bloody hands and a knife is in the corner he just barely noticed the woman present in the room he grabs the knife again she drops her weapon and places her hands up “Calm down child I am not here for you” she saw the fear in the teens eyes “Frankly I came here to kill the man on the floor but-” she chuckled “you seemed to have done that for me” she steps closer and closer cautiously she kneels down to where she can have eye contact she looked into his bright bottle-green eyes and he can see her one green eye and the other red she started to take her mask off slowly once it was off he saw the burns scars on the left side of her face “Don’t worry I’m not a threat” he didn’t know what came over him but he immediatly hugged this strange woman she was shocked but hugged the child he started crying once he smelled her perfume it reminded him of his mother.

9/04/2011

4:33 PM A flash blinded Rafael “Sorry I didn’t mean to put the flash on” “It’s alright Ms. Ghali” Khadijah smiled and chuckled “No need for formalities you can call me by my name” “Alright, Ms. Khadijah” she smiled once more “Why are we taking pictures?” “Just taking a before photo” he questioned her actions numerous times but from the amount of time they have spent together he learned to not question because there is almost always a good reason for it. After taking photos they walked out of the house and right before getting into the car a woman walks out with a twelve-year-old both boy “Don’t have too much fun you two!” “Don’t worry we won’t my love!” she blew a kiss Rafael was even more confused “What did Dembe mean by that?” “You will see soon” the African American woman waved from the porch with the twelve-year-old as Khad drove away on the car ride Rafael noticed a long white package in the backseat he didn’t question, but certainly wanted to know why Khadijah was being so cheerful yet secretive eventually they pulled up to a place called “Laura’s Barbershop” “Why are we at a hair salon?” Khadijah chuckled “So many questions and not bothering to wait for answers” he was still confused “I figured that we both get our hair done we both have so much hair, but don’t do anything with it” “Makes sense I suppose” “Come on” they make their way to the salon they are greeted by the staff and put in chairs the hairstylist exclaims “You have at least 18 to 20 inches of wavy hair on your head and you haven’t done a thing?” “Well the place I use to live in didn’t let me” She grabbed his head “Well that is going to change today!” she combed out his hair “Now what do you want to do with it? Your guardian said you can do whatever you want” he thought about this for a second “I want you to cut it to 14 to16 inches and to dye it green” “That is doable what shade of green?” “J-juniper I guess” “Such a lovely color any reason?” “No reason just a change” after two hours of cutting bleaching and dying he looked finally got to see himself the transformation had him surprised yet he was happy any evidence of his old self is now gone he looked over at Khadijah her hair was the same length, but now platinum blonde replaces the old color she looked over and said “you look so good! This color suits you!” “T-Thank you” he blushed after the appointment they went back home he kept looking in his reflection in the side-view mirror he now marveled at how he now looked he hadn’t felt this confidence in a while the shade of green made him remember his late mother.

7:30 PM Rafael walked into the kitchen the room had a remarkable aroma Dembe made, Manakeesh, Dolma, and Baklava for the small family and it was food Rafael grew to love Khadijah hugged her wife “My dove you have done an amazing job cooking tonight” “Thank you my angel” Dembe kissed Khad on the lips as she placed food on the table the twelve-year-old boy at the table made a sound of disgust “Yuck!” Rafael laughed “Be lucky they still love each other dingus” he shoved the little boy the boy shoved back “HEY! No roughhousing at the table. We feed you so you can do that after” said Dembe the two kids gave each other a look that said “This isn’t over” They do a quick prayer before eating then feasted Rafael was convinced he was in heaven eat bite he took “Hey Raffy” he looked up Khadijah was holding the long white box but this time with a red ribbon wrapped around it that was in the car “We have known each other for a while now more than a year-” he swallowed “-I come to have almost called you like me and Dembe’s own” She held Dembe’s hand and slid the box across the table Rafael grabbed it he became nervous he untied the ribbon and opened the lid what he saw made tears come out of his eyes for once happy one’s: it was an Adoption Certificate in print said "Rafeal Ghali" Khadijah got up to go to the other side and said, “We changed your first name as well we noticed you asked your teachers to call you Rafael so we changed it” she hugged and ran her finger through his hair “you alright?” Rafael looked at her “I am more than Alright Mom” from that day forward he’d no longer be Ayelet Ortiz he was now Rafael Ghali.

[kennysatyr]

This is a tik tok I made I decided to meme it up with my characters Rafael, Joan, Samhain and Jasper. Sorry for lack of post I forget I have this 😂😂. Now if you want to be apart of the team just DM me.

[kennysatyr]

First Comic on this page. Hope you like it. This is part one part 2 will be out soon our team (just me) will work on it as soon as we can. This will be first of many parts. This introduces Khadijah and Jasper as he deals with the loss of a loved one and feels grief. If you want to join my crew message.

[kennysatyr]

This is Sahar Ghali, the last of the family i'll post today. He is eight-teen years old youngest of the family adoptive son of Khadijah and is currently in college studying Law. In a loving relationship with his boyfriend Elliot who works with Khadijah. Art belongs to me.

[kennysatyr]

This is Rafeal Ghali he is twenty-two, hispanic, the adoptive son of Khadijah and Sahars brother. He is the gutarist and singer of his band (don't have a name for it yet) he is in a loving relationship with his girlfriend Joan. Has been working on the same album for 4 years. Art belongs to me.

[kennysatyr]

This is the main character most of the time her name is Khadijah Ghali she's forty years old half saudi arabian and half irish an assassin ,adoptive mother of Rafeal and Sahar, and a member in the Lotus Army. You will see her a lot. Art belongs to me.