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“I am SOOO excited for Wishbone“ i said

i was then shot 53 times

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i know Conan was thinking of Eddie Diaz when he wrote “kissing your ghost was my own damn fucking fault”

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Buck, who’s been left by everyone he loves in his life at some point, screaming “I know that it’s in me to really love someone, but that’s not a thing that I learned from my loved one”

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i bet it felt good as fuck for eddie diaz—a couple beers deep, clad in nothing but his tighty whities and a pink button down, still sweaty from gyrating across his house to bob seger—to get up from his post-breakup hang session with his boybestfriend, walk to the bathroom, whip out his phone, and block tommy kinard's number

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I like it when characters are really close friends but theyre like. Bad at friendship. like theyre not great people . theyre not necessarily always good to each other. But they are friends!! Incredibly close friends at that!!!! They're Just Not GOOD At It

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when i first watched season 7 i remember thinking “buck is probably the happiest he’s ever been throughout the show” and then eddie left and bobby died *sighs*

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if i think about 9-1-1 for too long i start to question how this show is real and not just a fever dream of mine

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Fic writers, put in the tags what the difference in hits is between your most and least viewed fics. Mine is 7,720 (7,779-59).

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Okay here’s a question: what song do you think will play when Buddie gets together VS what do you WANT it to be?

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whats a stereotype for your country that you absolutely do. mine is that i unironically go "eh" and apologize a lot and i often drink maple syrup straight

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god. s4 of 911 revealing two secrets being kept from buck, both meant to fuck him up but in opposite ways. the daniel one shedding light on how little he used to be valued, and eddie's will reveal highlighting just how loved he is now. "you think you're indestructible, but you're not" vs. "you act like you're expendable, but you're wrong." One concealing the depth of a lifetime of indifference and the other undying devotion. parallel of all time truly

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the way the destiel to buddie pipeline hit me is crazy work fr

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“I feel like we moved on too fast from-“ yeah we did bc they keep shooting absolutely insane things at us. List of things we moved on too fast from bc the damn things to move on from just keep coming:

- the will

- you two have an adorable son

- buck taking care of Chris during the shooting when Eddie literally had a girlfriend

- Eddie quite literally panicking at the idea of said girlfriend being his wife

- Buck’s bf canonically saying buck might love Eddie

- Bucks SISTER canonically saying buck might love Eddie

- buck and Eddie not being able to look away from each other in 818

- I’m not your last

- The will

- that breakup being heavily implied to have been about Eddie

- just the well and lightning strike. In general

- the poker date??

- “I feel like she sees me” “😒😠”

- can’t you both be good cops?? Noooo

- Buck hooking up with his ex in Eddie’s house bc he missed Eddie and saying out loud he was doing it as a distraction from missing Eddie

- the whole break from the internet and the “you better back me up here babe” look

- no offense I’m straight, and he’s straight, hopelessly pining for my straight best friend

- catholic guilt and “we married for the church”

- Chris running to bucks place when he’s upset

- the WILL

- married kitchen fight

- “it’s me. I’m your renter”

Anyway these are just off the top of my head. Please add more as they come to you because they are so insane for each other. We have to move on fast bc there’s no other option

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keep thinking about those screenshots of buck's house after bobby died. no flowers. no one sent him flowers because it wasn't his dad who died, not really. just like chris leaving wasn't his son leaving, not really. eddie going to texas wasn't his partner leaving, not really. buck occupies all of these spaces unofficially and he knows who he is to them but when they leave he's always, always left with nothing. again. most important relationships of his life and he's empty-handed and wondering if he'd imagined it all in the first place.

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it’s crazy that to write a story you actually have to write and the spotify playlists and pinterest boards of inspiration are not enough to translate what i see in my head onto the document