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// sort of vent , trauma, sa, stuff like that idk yet im not typing it yet

so yall definetly saw my ex fiance post- men like that suck. was left scarred, black n blue. you dont ever need a man to control you or hurt u like that (unless ur into it) i didnt ask for that. im not judging any of yalls lives, just know whats safe for you. yes he has an obsession w my ed, but he caused me so much more trauma than just helping me lose weight, i was constantly pregnant (i lived w him n he was an addict) n thats why i have an ed now. i couldnt lose the baby weight by choice so now i feel likr i gotta get rid of it all. that life was miserable n cold n he was the bad boy lol not everyone is who they seem. shits just bothering me all day cos i saw him in a car today. so like im hashing it all out lmao.

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june rules <3 (you can follow along if you’d like!!)

-3 fasts a week minimum

-days that fasting doesn’t occur, my limit is 600 cals

-my cal counter must show that i have burnt off half of that by the end of the day or it’s an automatic fast tmr

- weigh-ins are every 2 days because i love my scale

- i have a tough time drinking water so atleast 2 water bottles a day

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only animals don’t have control

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Randoms🌙

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“You need to eat this isn’t healthy”

“A car can’t run without fuel”

“Your body with shut down”

We aren’t dumb we just have eating disorders.

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Shopping🫧

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seeing my posts on the tags scares me like who tf invited you here 😭

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start now.

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<|3

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I only feel pretty when I can see my bones. I want to see them all.

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I wanna be as thin as my shadow >>>

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ballerinas are so graceful and elegant, i love them.

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It's simple. If you don't want to look like everyone else, don't eat like everyone else 𖹭

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if you truly want to be skinny it will happen. if you don’t wanna do the hard work then you deserve to stay fat.

🎀

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everyone says i laugh and talk too loud, do you guys have any tips? just like.. to fade out of everyones lives im super clingy n its an attachment problem ig

has anybody ever successfully been silent and unresponsive for more than 2 days with bpd

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you guys did not realize this was me talking about how my bed turned into serious ana like a cycle n i didnt mean guys st@rve forever nutrition is bad 😭most hated n liked tweet

not eating > eating healthy > eating normally > binging

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how did yalls eds start?

lowk a vent

my ex fiance used to make me eat pineapple when i was hungry (allergic) and i used to fast for like 5/7 days when we were tg he was a trip😭 now i either binge or st@rve no in between