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// sort of vent , trauma, sa, stuff like that idk yet im not typing it yet

so yall definetly saw my ex fiance post- men like that suck. was left scarred, black n blue. you dont ever need a man to control you or hurt u like that (unless ur into it) i didnt ask for that. im not judging any of yalls lives, just know whats safe for you. yes he has an obsession w my ed, but he caused me so much more trauma than just helping me lose weight, i was constantly pregnant (i lived w him n he was an addict) n thats why i have an ed now. i couldnt lose the baby weight by choice so now i feel likr i gotta get rid of it all. that life was miserable n cold n he was the bad boy lol not everyone is who they seem. shits just bothering me all day cos i saw him in a car today. so like im hashing it all out lmao.

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june rules <3 (you can follow along if you’d like!!)

-3 fasts a week minimum

-days that fasting doesn’t occur, my limit is 600 cals

-my cal counter must show that i have burnt off half of that by the end of the day or it’s an automatic fast tmr

- weigh-ins are every 2 days because i love my scale

- i have a tough time drinking water so atleast 2 water bottles a day

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only animals don’t have control

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Randoms🌙

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“You need to eat this isn’t healthy”

“A car can’t run without fuel”

“Your body with shut down”

We aren’t dumb we just have eating disorders.

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Shopping🫧

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seeing my posts on the tags scares me like who tf invited you here 😭

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start now.

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<|3

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I only feel pretty when I can see my bones. I want to see them all.

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I wanna be as thin as my shadow >>>

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ballerinas are so graceful and elegant, i love them.

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It's simple. If you don't want to look like everyone else, don't eat like everyone else 𖹭

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if you truly want to be skinny it will happen. if you don’t wanna do the hard work then you deserve to stay fat.

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Has this only happened to me?

There is a girl at my school who wasn't fat necessarily, she just had a figure, with some "Healthy" chub. Her smile and personality is amazing she lights up every room she walks in, she's kind of popular so she has this big group of friends right. One day she gets like, NOTICEABLY th1n. She is like 5,0 so dramatic w31ghtl0ss is pretty damn obvious. She repost things on TikTok about being "Cold all the time" and a while ago when she was bigger, she posted a video abt only being able to eat halo top or else she will crash out, then panned to her friend holding a ben n Jerrys.

If I had to guess she w3ighs 90l/b and she is the most beautiful she has ever been in my opinion.

Looking at her account, she was at her biggest in June 2024, then i noticed she visibly lost in November 2024 (5 months difference) It wasn't a HUGE difference but her collarb0nes are more prominent. but she still has a curve to her and a flat "Healthy" stomach. The boom January, she posted a video and she looks like she could be the star fuck1ng show of 3dTmbIr. SO all in all it took her 8 months to look as great as she dose. AND she has been maintaining this look since January (another 5 months)

She has been reposting about "I'm not cold anymore" And her th1ghs HAVE gotten a little bit less th1n but it's hard to tell. A while ago she also posted about "They're threatening to shove a tube up my nose"

She is popular, had lots of friends, Good style, but she NEVER and I mean NEVER stood out to me before until she lost the w3ight. I can't help but look at her account all the time. I,m so insanely jealous. My own friend even asked me if i knew her and if I had also noticed how sk1nny she has gotten. Like "What? noo i don't even know who she is omg that's so sad" BROTHHEEERR. I want them to worry about ME. I WILL BE TH1N. It TOOK HER 8 MONTHS. I'm embarrassed to be an an4rexlc that don't even look like one.

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everyone says i laugh and talk too loud, do you guys have any tips? just like.. to fade out of everyones lives im super clingy n its an attachment problem ig

has anybody ever successfully been silent and unresponsive for more than 2 days with bpd

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you guys did not realize this was me talking about how my bed turned into serious ana like a cycle n i didnt mean guys st@rve forever nutrition is bad 😭most hated n liked tweet

not eating > eating healthy > eating normally > binging