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Can’t take my eyes off of you

Can’t take my eyes off of you-Peter Parker x reader

A/N: I’ve been listening to this song nonstop. The song can be listened to here if you’re on desktop. (3:20 really made my heart clench) I would add a link for spotify (mobile) but they removed the song for some reason :( I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I loved writing it.

lyrics in italics and bold

Title: Can’t take my eyes off of you

Pairing: Peter Parker x Reader

Warning: fluff overload!

Wordcount: 2236

Summary: Everyone knew that Peter was madly in love with you, gosh darn it did you make his heart flutter. Basically Peter showing you the love you deserve!

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You always had a plan. Even if the plan wasn’t good, you had one. Organization was always key to success, is something you would tell yourself. Planning what to wear, how to study, planning your day, it was your cycle. You didn’t like to break your cycle because that was definitely not part of the plan. But of course the universe had other plans for you. Peter Parker and love were not apart of your plan. Your plan did not include late night calls talking on the phone, or staying up late at night when Spidey was out on patrol, middle of the day cuddles on his bed with your bodies intertwined. He might have not been apart of your plan, but you were sure as hell grateful for him.

You’re just too good to be true

Peter had never met such an understanding and compassionate person such as you. You understood him more than he did himself sometimes. You knew that he had a moral duty to Mr. Stark and the city that he promised himself to fulfill. You never once questioned where he was, you just greeted him with open arms and warm smile. You just always knew what to say, when patrol went good or bad, if he managed to save everybody, or if he just stepped on gum walking home. No matter what was going on in his crazy and hectic life, you were always his anchor to bring him back down to reality. He sometimes thought that he wouldn’t be able to be Spider-Man without you.

I can’t take my eyes off of you

The best mornings, according to Peter, were the ones where you would sleep over with him on a weekend, and he would open his eyes to your beautiful face. His heart would beat a hundred times per minute when he would take you all in. With your eyes closed, facing him, he would appreciate the beauty in front of him. From your head, down to your toes there was not one thing Peter would change about you. Just by looking at you, Peter felt such immense love and appreciation for your existence.

You’d be like heaven to touch

His soft fingertips would trail on your forehead, ever so lightly so he does not wake you, down between your eyes, to the beautiful curve of your nose, then down to your angelic perfect lips. He moved to cup your cheek and placed a soft peck on your delicate mouth. Your subconscious made you ever so slightly smile, even though you were asleep. God dammit you had him putty in your hand without even trying. The boyish smile that seemed to be permanently plastered on his face when he was with you made his cheeks hurt. 

I wanna hold you so much

At long last love has arrived 

And I thank God I’m alive

“This is Y/N, you know what to do.” Peter sighed as his call went straight to voicemail again. You had promised to come over but you were running half an hour late. It was a hot summer night in New York, and he really wanted you next to him as a light breeze washed over your warm bodies on his bed. He didn’t get to see you day today, and it didn’t help that patrol had been rough. Of course on the hottest possible day did everyone decide to be a criminal. Peter was so tired and really needed you next him right now. Not only was his day extremely long, but he couldn’t save someone today because he was too late. The officer to arrive first at the robbery did not wait for backup, and the robber shot him. Peter felt guilty for not being more efficient with his time.

 If only he had asked Karen for-”Ugh, I’m so sorry babe I took a nap and I didn’t wake up from my alarm.” You didn’t knock as you entered his room. You just saw him and you knew. Taking your shoes off you just laid down and dragged him down with you. Running your fingers through his floppy hair, you kissed his forehead as his arms snaked around your body, hiding his head in the crook of your neck. You kept your fingers running through his hair and kissed the top of his head again. “You did your absolute best Peter. That’s all this city could ever ask of you.” You whispered into his ear, making him shake his head. “No, I wasn’t fast enough. I didn’t use my time right. He won’t get to go home like to his family like I do. I just feel like if I were bet-” You rolled over to your side and looked him dead in the eyes stopping him mid sentence. 

“Peter Benjamin Parker, do not, and I mean do not ever feel like you are not good enough. You are out there risking yourself for the greater good. Your heart is made of gold Peter, and the world does not deserve it. You will always be more than enough because you’re just that amazing. You did what your fucking best and damn whoever says it’s not enough.” You climbed on top of him, straddling his hips then cupping his cheeks as you rested your forehead against his. “Don’t doubt yourself baby. You are absolutely amazing.” You whispered against his lips. He finally connected your lips with his. The kiss was slow, but full of love and passion that you could feel in your core. His hand would move to hold on to your hips as your hands moved up to his hair. He would be so lost without you by his side.

Pardon the way that I stare 

There’s nothing else to compare

The sight of you makes me weak

You had just finished getting ready for prom and you were looking at yourself in the mirror, when there was a knock at your front door. You ran down the stairs knowing it was Peter and his aunt. Your mother opened the door to reveal your dashing boyfriend with the same boyish smile he always had around you. You left him with his mouth slightly agape as you looked you up and down. His legs felt like jelly as soon as he saw you in that red dress. Your hair was beautifully curled but was pulled back in a half up half down do to frame your pretty face. The makeup you had was light and minimal except for the dramatic lip that matched your dress. Peter was at a loss for words on how extravagant you looked. A warm blush covered your cheeks as Peter just stared without saying a word. Your father cleared the silence as he let out a loud cough causing aunt May and your mom to smile to themselves. Peter was dragged out of his trance as he fumbles with his corsage. “I-wow-you just-amazing-woah.” Were the only words Peter could form as he walked towards you, making you giggle. “Right back at you Parker.” You smirked at him as it was his turn to blush. “It’s just, you really do look breathtakingly beautiful Y/N. Truly.” He grabbed onto your hands as he spoke, pulling you into a trance with him until your mom snapped a picture with the flash on pulling you back to reality. “Mom really?” You blinked repeatedly as the light was unexpected. “Oh shush Y/N. You two just look adorable. Don’t they?” Aunt May and your father agreed. You smiled shyly and looked back up at Peter. “Let’s take pictures yeah? I feel like it’s going to be a while until I see you you in a suit.” He kissed your cheek lovingly and smiled back. “Sure thing darling.” He felt like he had the most heavenly girlfriend ever. 

There are no words left to speak 

But if you feel like I feel

Please let me know this is real

Before you and peter were a couple, he would toss and turn on his bed, not being able to get you out of his mind. You were his only thought that would cloud his mind at some point during the day. He just wanted to tell you how he felt and have you feel the same way so he could hold your hand, kiss your forehead and lips, pull you close and call you his. But when he wanted to speak his mind went on override and just combusted on the spot. His tongue would fall numb and his brain would fall blank. Sometimes he would think that you felt the same way he did. Because you would give him the same looks that lasted a little too long, or would hold his hand for no reason as he walked you home sometimes. He swore you felt the same, but his negative thoughts would always win, making him think you only did it because you felt bad for not liking him back. But he couldn’t stand it any longer. You had your arm linked around his as you walked in comfortable silence when he stopped in his tracks and turned his body to look at you. “Y/N I need to tell you something.” The nervousness could be heard in his voice. “What is it Peter?.. Did you leave something at-” He could hear the gears in his turning on overdrive. It was now or never. “I like you. Like a lot. I like like you.” You opened your eyes wide and let go of his arm. You were at a loss of words as you looked at him all bug eyed. “You-you do?” Of course you would be shocked, you always thought that he liked MJ, they would see each more at school. “Heck yeah I do Y/N. How could I not? Do you not feel the same? You can’t tell me you can’t feel this connection that feels too real?” You couldn’t deny it, he was right. Grabbing his hands you kissed his cheek. “Always the drama queen.” You giggled. “But yes, Peter Parker, I feel it too.” You smile met your eyes, and from that moment on, your smile would continue to leave him gasping for air. 

I love you baby 

And if it’s quite alright 

I need you baby 

To warm a lonely night 

Even after being together as a couple for a while, Peter had never gotten tired of being a tangled mess with you in bed. Especially during the cold winters of New York when he had the perfect excuse to hold you as close as he wanted. He loved that there could be comfortable silence between the both of you as you both drew random figures on each other skin with your fingertips. The cold nights were perfect nights to Peter, and you could not convince him otherwise. 

The pressure of your body against his made him feel grounded and dizzy at the same time. With nothing but positive thoughts, he would lay his head on your stomach and your fingers would automatically play with his hair. It had been awhile since he had seen you, with you know, being disintegrated into dust. 

You would cry yourself to sleep sometimes hugging his pillow that you took from his room, pretending it was his scent that would lure you to sleep and not your migraine. Or that it was his arms keeping you warm and not your blanket. He would never leave you alone again. You both don’t know what you would do if you weren’t together again. It made your relationship be seen in a different light. Each moment would be appreciated 100 times more now. 

Oh pretty baby 

Don’t bring me down I pray 

Oh pretty baby 

Now that I found you stay 

Before either of you discovered how the other felt, Peter was like a lost puppy following you around. You had him wrapped around your little finger and he did not mind at all. Whether it was to help you with school or even just someone to rant to you both were there for each other. No matter what. You were there for Peter when he needed to rant about Spider-Man. To Peter they were one in the same, but not you. Peter was your best friend, your rock, your savior. Spider-Man was the savior of the city. No matter how you saw Spidey or Peter, it was lonely for him being Spider-Man. But not that he would ever complain because he is more than grateful, but you knew him better than he thought. You knew that he would often doubted himself and his ability to save the city. Some days would be harder than others for him, but you always knew the right thing to say. You always knew what he needed, and he would forever be grateful for your love and trust in him. It was because of the amount of support that you gave him he was able to wake up and be proud to call himself Spider-Man. Sometimes, Peter would lay awake at night alone in his bed thinking on where he would be without you. It hurt him to think of such things, but all he knew is that he never wanted you to leave his side. Eventually, the thought of you would lull him to sleep.

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Unethical-Mycroft x Reader

A/N: This was a request by the lovely @livy1391 also sorry if this isn’t good enough, if you don’t like it i’ll be happy to rewrite it, don’t feel bad (:

“Could I request a Mycroft x Reader where the reader is his therapist that he was forced to go to by his brother after Sherrinford?”

Title: Unethical

Pairing: Mycroft x Reader

Warning: idk maybe pg-15/16 nothing too inappropriate i promise :)

Wordcount: 1462

Mycroft was too proud to admit that he needed to talk to someone, and Sherlock knew that. Sherlock also knew that if he was annoying enough and bothered his brother he would give in. It was obvious that the events in Sherrinford had clearly done something to him mentally. Sherlock would often catch him staring off into space, and had stopped asking Sherlock for help on cases, deciding to do them himself.

Mycroft drowned himself in work until he turned purple. It was first brought to Sherlock’s attention when John mentioned it to him. Sherlock had to see for himself, he had never seen his brother lose himself or his composure. “Mycroft you are out of control.” Sherlock was watching his brother run around the room with papers in his hands. “I don’t have time for small talk I’m so close-” He was mumbling know reading over papers he had already read 400 other times. “Enough of this!” Sherlock snatched the papers and took a deep breath. “You’re seeing a therapist and that’s final.” Mycroft raised a brow and crossed his arms. “Since when did you ever believe in therapy?” Sherlock rolled his eyes and sat down again. Having Mycroft’s attention. “I don’t necessarily. But John thinks that it could help you. You know, because he went before he met me.” Mycroft nodded and sat at the edge of his desk. “Right.” He started to nod. “And if I go, you’ll stop bothering me about this?” The look on Mycroft’s face made Sherlock think he finally got through to his brother. “Yes. I don’t ask for much brother, but just go once. See how it is.” And from that moment on Mycroft”s life took a turn for the better.

“Ms. Y/L/N you’re 2 o’clock is here.” Your assistant said through the phone. “Perfect, let him in please.” Moving from your desk you grabbed your pen and notepad as a new client walked in. Greeting him with a gradient smile you shook his hand. “So glad you could make it Mr. Holmes.” He only saw your lips, not processing what you were saying. If all therapists looked like you, he would have gone sooner. He shook his head at his crude thoughts and gave you a tight smile. “Pleasure.” Was all he said to you. You could feel his eyes scan you head to toe has you both sat down.

Crossing your legs and jotting something down, he looked at you curiously. He was making notes too, but in his head. He could tell you enjoyed talking to people and your job. He could also tell that your dog was your only close companion and you were single. “Let’s get started shall we? You mentioned that there was something specifically you wanted to discuss?” Trying to make people comfortable was something you tried to do as a therapist. These people were strangers who were willing to discuss their darkest secrets with you. You took your job very seriously and tried to get the unethical thoughts out of your head about Mycroft. You knew it was wrong so you had to focus on his words and not the way his lips were moving as he talked.

As the session went on, and interacting with Mycroft, you had a good idea of the type of person that he was. Half way into the session and you had Mycroft’s trust. “You do understand Mycroft, that you had no choice but to survive. You witnessed what most people would consider their worst nightmare. You survived, that’s important right?” Trying to maintain eye contact with him was hard, he couldn’t look at you, he only fumbled with his fingers. “Yes I suppose but there are those who didn’t.” Your lips formed a straight line. “Mycroft.. Can you look at me?” He sighed and finally made eye contact. “Sherrinford is not your fault. Things happen. It’s tough to live with yes, but we don’t let it bring us down. Why don’t we try to do something special hm? For the people that didn’t make it?” Mycroft thought about for a second and remembered about the three men that his sister dangled over the water. To the governor and his wife. Even about Sherlock’s best friend when he was younger.

“It amazes me that you still try to find some positivity through all the madness that happened, Y/N.” He mumbled more to himself than to you. You smiled softly at his words. Mycroft felt as if he was losing himself in your smile and eyes. He noticed how your beautifully curled lashes would lightly brush against your glasses if you pushed them up too much. How your nose seemed to scrunch up to push your glasses up when you thought he wasn’t looking. He loved how your cheeks would move when your smile was genuine. He especially loved how your lips would part to show your perfect teeth when you smiled at him. Mycroft had a love/hate relationship with how he could notice the minimal details right now. He had stopped focusing on what you were saying and more on how your body had been moving throughout the conversation. There was something about you that was so captivating to him. He came in to today’s session determined to not say much and just tell his brother that the therapist was a complete imbecile. But you came at him with all sorts of new perspectives. You were the positive energy that he needed right now. The way you seemed so genuine with what he had to say and his feelings was so foreign to him he almost didn’t notice these emotions. Those thoughts were pushed back when you dropped your pen and leaned forward to pick it up. When you got ahold of your pen your head looked up at him, giving him a full view of your chest. Mycroft shifted in his seat. You didn’t mean to give him a show, but he had stopped nodding along to what you were saying, making you think he wasn’t paying attention anymore.

He came back to when you waved a hand in front of his face. “Are you okay Mycroft?” The concerned look on you face warmed his heart. “My apologies, I got lost in my thoughts.” You nodded and wrote something down. Making eye contact with him again you crossed your legs as he licked his bottom lip causing you to smirk. “Care to share?” You were leaning back in your seat, but Mycroft was leaning forward, needing to be closer to you. He took a quick look at his watch and wanted to have fun with the last 15 minutes he had with you.

Without even trying you brought out a side of him he didn’t even know he had. He usually was conservative with how he acted around strangers, but here he was having sinful thoughts about the woman in front of him. “I just need advice on a rather… different matter.” You nodded along with him, “Does the topic make you uncomfortable?” You thought so because it caused to lose focus so easily. “No not at all. I just haven’t done this in a while.” He cleared his throat and leaned back, getting nervous, “What do I do when I feel an attraction to someone I know I’m not supposed to? It just seems so unethical.” Your lips formed a tight line, only slightly jealous. “Well if this person feels the same attraction, some communication would be needed. Ask them how they feel on the matter. Would they not mind being in a relationship with you? I’m sure it can’t be so bad if it’s someone you work with.” The shrug you gave him at the end, and how you moved your legs away from him as you changed your seating position made him know that you were slightly jealous. “Well how do you feel about me Y/N? Would you mind going out to diner?” Taking your advice and resting his arms on his legs, leaning forward again. Mycroft had caught you by surprise, he chuckled in his head as your mouth opened and closed. Finally composing yourself and sitting up straight with a shy smile. “I think diner would be marvelous.” You don’t know what came over you. Patients have asked you out before and you had always politely declined because it would gave your name a bad reputation. All that went right over your head, you couldn’t help it. Mycroft just did something to you that didn’t know what it was. You and Mycroft didn’t realize what you held over each other. But what you both did know, was that this would finally be the start to much deserved happiness.

REQUESTS ARE OPEN LUVS :)

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i’m going to be posting a few oneshots later tonight sorry i’ve been so inactive i’ve had finals left and right. but i hope u guys look forward to them they’re sherlock and marvel (:

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this fucking hurt. don’t get me started on how they’ve turned thor ,one of the strongest avengers, into the comedic relief of the MCU. it was very frustrating to watch the movie knowing that my asgardian kings deserved so much more than whatever they were given in endgame. and infinity war

So Thor goes from

This:

To THIS

And I’m not about it.

It’s not at all about the Thor being fat. It really isn’t!

It’s about Thor being a doofus, and frankly, acting totally out of character. All of the writing for him was just about him being a punchline, not the badass (and funny and endearing) character we’ve seen evolve over the past 8 years.

Thor was depressed. Thor was grieving. Thor was in a crisis.

Then have compassion for that! Understand that what he’s going through is serious, and not some joke to come back to every twenty minutes. Understand why he’s constantly drunk and losing faith in himself.

In the beginning of Endgame, we see Thor in a dark place, and yes, eating/drinking his feelings with a beer and a bowl of bread (I loved that 😆) and then we see him have enough of Thanos and finally TAKE. HIM. OUT. Even in that moment, he’s numb and sinking deeper into his depression.

So then why does he have to then five years later have that depression and PTSD used as a punchline? I would have much rather seen him treated like Hawkeye was. Black Widow and all the other Avengers had sympathy for what he was going through, because just like Thor, he lost everything.

Everyone grieves in different ways. Hawkeye let his emotions out through anger and violence. Thor coped by being in denial and escaping reality through his drinking and general hiding himself away from the world. That makes sense to me. That is something that is real. What I don’t like is how that was seen as a joke and not addressed as sensitively as Hawkeye’s situation was.

On the positive end, Thor did get that awesome scene with his mother that was probably my favorite part of the entire movie. If not my favorite part, then at least my top five for sure. I mean, who wouldn’t want to have the chance to speak with their parent after they’re gone? That was a very real moment and does help me come to terms with Thor’s storyline.

I’m going to have to see this movie again to fully come to terms with how he was treated. Not even going to address the clusterf*** that was Loki, that’s for another time.

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“Fix the Endgame” Irondad Writing Challenge

So @laureharrier and I are currently hosting another writing challenge (Post Endgame Depression Writing Challenge), which you can find here, but while we were in the process of discussing it this came into mind. It was really too big to add it onto our pre-existing one, so I figured I’d just make it separate. I guess this can be my 1k celebration? …yeah, let’s do that.

WELCOME TO MY 1K CELEBRATION!!❤️

I’ve come up with a list of prompts for y’all to pick and choose from if you want to participate in this Irondad fun fest. If you don’t want to, no worries! But I encourage you to pass this on so others who want to can! More ‘rules’ can be found below:)

Does NOT have to:

Be canon

-Which kind of falls into the next one…

Coordinate with the Endgame timeline

-Infinity War timeline? Sure! Civil War timeline? Of course! No timeline whatsoever? Even better!

“Fix” a specific situation in Endgame

-Don’t let the title fool you! But if you do want to “fix” a situation (*cough* certain fatalities *cough*) then that’s okay, too!

Include any specific characters

-The only characters I ask you include are Tony and Peter (hence the Irondad). Everyone else is free game if you want them!:)

Be any specific style of writing

-i.e. Angst, fluff / first person, third person, etc.

Be a reader insert

-This kind of falls into the specific style of writing one, but not completely. If you want to work with a reader AU, that’s totally okay! Just remember Tony and Peter are a package deal if you choose to go that route :)

Meet or keep below a certain word count

-It’s a free for all, y’all! I’ll read and love every single one whether it’s 500 words or 10,000 words!

DOES have to:

Be an original piece of work

-If you want to submit a past work you’ve done, I’m more than happy to accept it! As long as it’s YOU who wrote it. Don’t steal other people’s stuff, guys. It’s not cool.

Include one of the prompts listed below

-But if you want to write (or already have written) using a different one, just ask! I’m more than happy to accommodate you!:)

Have a “Keep Reading” link if the fic exceeds 500 words

-It’s just common courtesy! You know those super, super long posts that take forever to scroll past? That’s what happens if you don’t! If you have any questions on how to insert one, let me know and I’d be happy to help!

Tag me and include the hashtag “fix the endgame challenge”

-This is the tag I’ll be tracking throughout the entirety of the challenge! Tag me in your fic and use this hashtag, but definitely let me know within a week if I haven’t reblogged it! It’s possible I missed it!

Be posted by or on July 9th (The release date of Spider-Man: Far From Home)

-However, if this doesn’t work for you please just message me and we’ll work it out! Don’t give up or opt out of the challenge! The date is more of a guidance than anything; I don’t want it to be a hindrance!

HAVE A HAPPY ENDING!!!!!

-To clarify, if you want to write something angsty, go for it! You can write all the angst you want IF it has a feel good, happy ending. If it doesn’t, then please keep that work separate from this challenge. We’re trying to fix the endgame here, not make it worse!

Below are all the prompts I could come up with! However, if you don’t see anything you like or you have a different idea, let me know! Like I said, I’d be happy to accommodate you! Keep it to a maximum of two prompts per person, please! Send in an ask of which number(s) you’d like along with the name of the blog you’ll be posting your fic from! Also within your ask I ask you to let me know whether you are planning to write a reader insert or not! I’m just curious as to what angle everyone’s gonna take, there’s no right or wrong way to do it:)

Prompts:

“Is there something you want to tell me?”

“Why did I come here again?”

“I can’t believe you’re making fun of me at my own party.”

“This really sucks. Like, really, really, really sucks.”

“Please don’t make me do/say it again!”

“Don’t you think you’re a little too old for this/that?”

“Well, that was rude.”

“Sometimes I wish things were different, you know?”

“I’m not so sure about this…”

“What are you saying?!”

“Take that back.”

“Come on, you can’t tell me you haven’t thought about it at least once?”

“Don’t you want to see what’s in there?”

“If you mention *insert subject* one more time, I will chop off all your toes.”

“I know it hurts but you gotta keep your eyes open, okay?” @starsholland

“I’m allergic to fun.”

“Is it over?”

“That doesn’t change the fact you went behind my back and did it anyway!”

“Please stay.” @galaxy-parker

“This whole ‘saving your life’ thing is getting exhausting.”

“Did someone say Twister?”

“You’re the worst secret keeper ever!”

“I really don’t know why I continue to put up with you.”

“What does this do?”

“Have you ever just wanted to disappear?”

“Just go away!”

“Please tell me you didn’t just quote Star Wars at me.”

“I promise I’m not sick!”

“Care to tell me where you’ve been?” @lushloki

“You’re not my dad/son!”

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Soph and Aub’s Post-Endgame Depression Writing Challenge

Rules:

You don’t have to be following us, but it’d be nice! Follow me at @laureharrier/ @emmaewatson and the lovely Aubrey at @tommyparkerr

Reblog this post!

2 people per song/AU/dialogue prompt (If we need to, I’ll add more and let us know if you want to do something that’s not mentioned!)

You can use the lyrics in the story or as dialogue prompts or you can just base your fic off the song, it’s up to you!

Movie prompts can just be a part from the movie or a scene, whatever you’d like!

Send me an ASK with the prompt/AU/dialogue prompt/movie prompt you want + who you’ll be writing for (if you’re writing on a sideblog, just lemme know the url)

Can be for anyone in the MCU (actors or characters), Hoco Cast, Harrison Osterfield + the Holland Brothers, and Shawn Mendes (though please don’t do Sam bc he has a girlfriend)

Please include trigger warnings if needed

No St*rker/Th*rki, AT ALL or any disgusting ship like that 

No IRL ships please respect the actors

No first person, sorry!

No minimum or maximum word count

If the word count exceeds over 500 words, please use read the more. If you don’t know how to add it, just send either of us an ask!

Post the fics under with the tag “soph + aub’s writing challenge” and tag us in the fic ( @laureharrier + @tommyparkerr )

If both of us haven’t reblogged your fic in a week, send us an ask to make sure we didn’t miss it!

There’s no deadline but WE WILL stop checking the tag after June 10, so feel free to send either of us an ask to make sure we got it after the date!

If you’d like read my latest fic WEDDING FEVER and join our Irondad Writing Challenge HERE + read her bonus when it comes out!

We’ll add all the fics to a separate masterlist as soon as they start coming in and we’ll add our favorites to a Fic Hall of Fame page as well!

And of course, HAVE FUN!!

READ THE ENTRIES HERE and find the Hall of Famers HERE

AUS:

1. coffee shop- @keepmeholland w/ Tom Holland

2. enemies to lovers

3. best friends to lovers- @bringmethehorizonandpizza w/ Tom Holland (+ best friends to lovers AU)

4. boxer- @hollandsosterfield​ w/ Tom Holland (boxer au)

5. royal- @marvelous-maddi w/ Peter Parker

6. roommates

7. fake dating

8. book shop- @blissfulparker w/ Peter Parker (“You look familiar, have we met?”), @starryeyedparker w/ Tom Holland

9. Soulmate- @soulspideys w/ Peter Parker,  @hey-its-grey w/ Carol Danvers (soulmate AU)

10. Dad!Tom

11. Mob!Tom

12. CEO!Tom

13. Assistant!Reader

Song Prompts:

1. When the party’s over by billie eilish - @blossomobrien w/ Peter Parker, @underoos-shield w/ Tom Holland

2. The good side by troye sivan

3. Because i had you by shawn mendes

4. You are the reason by calum scott

5. Malibu nights by LANY

6. Payphone by Maroon 5

7. All you had to do was stay by taylor swift

8. Moonlight by Ariana Grande

9. Happier by Marshmello

10. I like me better by Lauv

11. Hold On by Chord Overstreet

12. She’s always a woman by Billy Joel

13. Hotel Ceiling by Rixton

14. Rather Be by Clean Bandit

15. Replay by Zendaya- @missspellman w/ Peter Parker

16. Say You Won’t Let Go by James Arthur

17. Could This Be Love by The Wanted

18. Perfect by Ed Sheeran or is this too predictable

19. Words by Jacob Whitesides

20. Crazy Love by Michael Bublé

21. Paradise by Bazzi

22. ME! By Taylor Swift and Brendon Urie

23. Sucker by the Jonas Brothers- @hollandsbaby w/ Tom Holland

24. If I can’t have you by Shawn Mendes- @galaxy-parker w/ Peter Parker

25. Everytime by Ariana Grande - @prkerspeter w/ Shawn Mendes

26. Gorgeous by Taylor Swift- @shamelessbookaddict w/ Peter Parker

27. Moonlight by Ariana Grande- @reveredsapphic w/ Peter Parker 

Dialogue Prompts:

1. “What are you staring at? “You” - @hollandsosterfield​ w/ Tom Holland (boxer au)

2. “Don’t you have anything better to do?”

4. “Because I love you, you idiot.” - @spiderkat1248 w/ Peter Parker

5. “Stop lying to me!”

6. “Stop pouting and hand over the gun.” - @shutuppeter w/ Peter Parker

7. “You were never second best.”- @spideypeach w/ Peter Parker

8. “Are you naturally this annoying, or do you try?”- @quxntumvandyne w/ Bucky Barnes

9. “Of course you don’t love me. You’re lying. Because I’m getting married in a week, so there is no way you’d wait until now to tell me you loved me!”- @neptuneparker w/ Tom Holland

10. “What part of leave me alone don’t you understand?” - @jupiterparker w/ Peter Parker

11. “Did you just call me darling?” - @bringmethehorizonandpizza w/ Tom Holland (+ best friends to lovers AU), @uwuparker w/ Tom Holland

12. “Surprise!”

13. “You have got to be kidding me!” “Sorry?”

14. “Wanna bet?”  

15. “If you open your mouth one more time, I might throw something at you”- @sunshineandparker​ w/ Peter Parker

16. “You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me”

17. “When are you going to tell her how you feel?”

18. “Did you read my diary?”

19. “Can I kiss you?”

20. “You look familiar, have we met?”

21. “Will you marry me?”- @tonystark-mcu w/ Peter Parker

22. “You could have been killed!”- @infinitefandomimagines w/ Peter Parker

23. “You’re being completely unreasonable!” “Don’t you think I know that?”

24. “This is real life! You don’t get to just restart whenever you make a mistake!”- @afterglowparker w/ Peter Parker

25. “I don’t want to lose you, too.” - @ironmaxn w/ Peter Parker

26. “You’ll be alright. No one can hurt you now.” - @spookyoddity w/ Stony

27. “I think we need an adult, but a better one than all of us.”- @hey-its-grey w/ Carol Danvers (soulmate AU)

28. “What do you want me to say?”

29. “Are you trying to kill me?”

30. “Stop messing with your IV.” - @hillsnholland w/ Tom Holland

31. “I just want to go home.”

32. “What are you wearing?”

33. “Are you serious right now?”

34. “Get your hearing checked!”

35. “What is going on?”

36. “Well, that was unexpected”

37. “Stop talking, I can’t deal with you right now”

38. “How did I get so lucky?”

39. “I think you’re the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen”

40. “I’ve loved you ever since we met” - @intothedanvers-e w/ Tom Holland

41. “Why are you like this?” - @spideystarlight w/ Bucky Barnes

42. “Do it again, I dare you.”

43. “I love you, 3000″

44. “You don’t have to protect me all the time”

Movie Prompts:

1. A Cinderella Story- @peterstrainingwheels w/ Peter Parker

2. To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before

3. Love Rosie- @nnatasha w/ Steve Rogers

4. Set it Up

5. The Perfect Date

6. “I’m also just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.” ~ Notting Hill 

7. “I wanted it to be you, I wanted it to be you so badly.” ~ You’ve Got Mail- @galaxy-parker​ w/ Peter Parker

8. “Life is not the amount of breaths you take, it’s the moments that take your breath away.” ~ Hitch 

9. 10 Things I Hate About You

10. "I was looking up… it was the nearest thing to heaven! You were there…"- An Affair to Remember

11. How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days

12. 13 Going on 30

13. The Breakfast Club- @sweetpea-parker w/ Tony, Pepper, Steve, Peggy, and Bruce

REMEMBER YOU CAN ALWAYS DO SOMETHING THAT’S NOT ON HERE JUST RUN IT BY ONE OF US AND DON’T FORGET THE TAG!!

Tagging some of our mutuals ♥️: @nobledoritoman @spiderman-n @quitetommy @jupiterparker @cosmicdaya @hey-its-grey @suncitydanvers @tomhollandandmarvelsworld @toms-gf @cutesparker @whypeterparker @hollandroos @lokiislowkeyhot @mr-delmar @celestialparker @parkerpuffwrites @cutiehollands @starksparker @fanficparker @tominhoodies @hollandsosterfield @bilkyrie @hillsnholland @peterplanet @hopespym @peterstrainingwheels @tomhollandeu @ironmaxn @h-osterfield @underoos-shield @stuckonspidey @jacobsbatalon @prkerspeter @peterporkerpete @underoosstark @katies-bishops @spidey-webbs @mcuspidey @aw-hawkeye  @spideypeach @spxderbarnes @the-unicorn-store @hazownsmyass @hazsterfield @uglypastels @galaxy-parker @screamholland @bringmethehorizonandpizza @bi-infinity @rachramblesstuff @parkerstan @tomhollanders2013 @parkeret @saintlavrents @tonystark-mcu @hollandlovely @starsholland @spideymood @darlingtholland @spideyflicker @neptuneparker @blissfulparker @peeterparkr @maryjparkers @curlytoms @marvelous-maddi @underoossss @underoos-shield @lemirabitur @my-meant-to-find-blog @jongindeepbreath @tomspideyweb @farfromjustordinary @tomsstarlight @delicately-written @catstielanddeanthedog @tom-holland-and-textposts @wtfholland @hollandandi  @beautiful-holland @spideycentral-1 @laurfangirl424 @casuallytumblingdownthestairs @smexylemony @antifaspiderman @trashqueenbitch @fireboltrose7559 @propertyofmarvel @perhaps-he-schnapped @ofserien @mariemrose @toxic-pineapple @chewymoustachio @captainstartights @midtown-parker @rvmanova @bvcks @jamesbvck

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I love you

Title: I love you (listen to i love you by Billie Eilish)

Warning: Tears and angst (reader can be any gender!) (also fuck infinity war)

Wordcount: 1505

Summary: Reader has been hurt before, so you know that love hurts and that you should fear it. When Loki admits his love for you, your reaction is.. different.

A/N: Salutations fellow reader! This is my first published fic, and I would appreciate feedback, requests, anything your heart desires. I’ve been contemplating starting to write but I’ve been too nervous. I’d like to thank the many writers on this site that make me feel like I can write too. On a side note, I’ve been really sad lately, so this angsty fic is to let some of that out. I hope you enjoy and it makes your heart scream in pain like it did mine! xx

Love was a concept that you feared more than anything. You didn’t mind fighting beings from other galaxies, taking down foreign mobsters, or public speaking. Hell, the thrill made you feel alive. But there was something about that four letter word that made your heart drop down to the pit of your stomach. You even gave it a try, but it didn’t end well. Your heart, trust, and dignity were thrown out the window and run over by a monster truck. Your ex lover did nothing but hurt you before you even realized. You didn’t know what was the final thing that finally made you pack your bags. Was it the cheating? Stealing? Maybe the hurtful words? Or even the fact that they never put any effort in? You dealt with Satan for over a year and a half. Your friends stopped seeing you because you would refuse to leave the house. Your motivation was lost, along with that sparkle in your eyes that made everyone love you instantly.

Nat dragged you out, enough was enough she said. It pained her to see you like this. After a long talk filled with swearing, and tears, she helped you pack your bags. Moving back to the Avengers tower was easy enough. There was not one person that did not welcome you with happy and open arms. That included F.R.I.D.A.Y.

After a few days of settling in, you tried to distract your mind. You and everyone else around you wanted the old you back. You determined to find yourself. Laying in bed was not going to solve your problems, so you took a little trip to the library that you begged Tony to add a while ago. Walking in you smiled to yourself, the whiff of old books and silence pleasing you. Looking around you spotted Loki.

“Didn’t know you enjoyed reading so much.” You said with a small smile, standing in front of him as he sat in a chair. Glancing at you with an arched brow, “I didn’t know any of you knew how to read.” He mimicked your smile. “Hey, I’m the reason we have a library to begin with.” This time you crossed your arms. “Would you like a metal dear?”

And that’s how it all started. You and Loki only grew closer from then on. From the comfortable silence as your leg rested over his on the couch as you two read together, to the nonstop talking on the rooftop under the stars. The little things that he did made your head dizzy. The way his eyes looked when he laughed, the way he would tap his fingers on his lap when he grew uncomfortable or annoyed as he sat. You noticed it all and it terrified you to your wits end. The sleepless nights of praying to whatever god would listen, that these feelings were not true.

Up all night on another red-eye

Your mind would feel like it would implode at night when you were left alone to your own destructive thoughts. You always thought of the worst case scenarios. You had no trust left to give. Your heart was tired and would ache when you thought about what would happen if things went south between you and Loki. He didn’t deserve to be with someone like you. You were insecure about yourself. You felt broken inside, like there was nothing you could do that would peice you back together. Not even Loki.

Loki would stay up at night as well. Thinking what it would be like to hold your hand, or kiss your soft precious lips. You were oblivious to what you did to the god. The way your smile made him feel like you thawed his frost giant heart. You made him feel how he had always longed to be felt. The way you would act around him made his heart swell with such emotions he was overwhelmed. But he was terrified.

What if you did not reciprocate his feeling? And he only made a fool of himself, forever making himself feel like a fool. No matter how hard he tried, you would never slip his mind. He was always so sure of himself, never doubting his abilities. You made him question everything. Did the way you say ‘thank you’ instead of ‘thanks’ mean you were mad? Did he do something wrong? His mind would race, but he would make you laugh and his questions would be pushed back by the sound of bliss that you made.

Enough was enough, he thought to himself. “I am a god. Millions fear me, from all nine realms.” He started to mumble to himself as he paced the rooftop, where he had asked you to meet him. As soon as he saw you, he stopped in his tracks and smiled. Your presence reassuring him, but making him more nervous as well. “Hi Loki.” You smiled as you walked over to him. Heavens he looked so good today. Your mind was racing as you took him all in. From the way he styled his hair, to the shoes that he wore, you could not find a single flaw on him.

“I’ve been thinking a lot lately..” He started, but his face grew serious. “That’s never good.” You interrupted with a tiny smirk that made him smile. “No, I’m serious Y/N, I have. And I don’t want to drag this on for the both of us. I-” He took a deep breath, making eye contact, “I love you.” I felt the same feeling of my heart dropping to my stomach. Tears flooded my eyes as I opened my mouth to speak but no words came out. A small frown came up on Loki’s mouth, he broke eye contact with me as he looked down.

Maybe won't you take it back?

Say you were tryna make me laugh

And nothing has to change today

You didn't mean to say "I love you"

“Loki I don’t know-I mean. Loki I’m scared.” My voice betrayed me and it cracked as I could no longer fight the tears. “Of me? Y/N I never meant to make you feel that way. I only ever-” I interrupted him with a shake of my head. “Not of you silly. Of the way you make me feel. I’m scared that I will lose you. Scared that I’m gonna do something to make you feel like you don’t deserve me. You know I lost all trust with my ex. I know you’re not them, but I still can’t stop myself from thinking that one day you’re going to wake up and get bored like they did. I’m fucking terrified Loki.” The amount of pain in your voice and the sadness in your eyes made him want to punch himself for feeling like this was his fault. He thought it was his fault you were not comfortable enough to love him. “I don’t think it’s a good idea Loki. I-Maybe…- I don’t think I’m ready for this Loki.” The pain in his chest hurt more than any wound he had ever had. A lump in his throat started to rise but he gulped it down. A forced smile grew on his thin lips.

“Of course. I-I completely understand. Sorry I didn’t mean to make you cry Y/N.” He looked at his watch. “I’m running late, I have to go.” He felt like a failure.  Now he was a liar. Without another word, he zoomed past you, far too embarrassed to stay and look you in the eyes. When he was back in his room he lost it. The waterworks finally left his eyes.

As you stood there in the same spot he left you in, you thought of his smile as it clouded your thoughts. How it didn’t reach his eyes. How he couldn’t look at you. You knew it hurt him. You hurt him hard. But you could not, and would not let anyone in. He couldn’t climb the walls you had built over your heart.

The smile that you gave me

Even when you felt like dying

You knew deep down that you loved him, you just didn’t want too. He deserved so much more than what you had to offer. Loki didn’t know what to do with himself in his room. His nightmare was a reality. Of course you wouldn’t love him. He sat on his bed and hid his face in his hands. Looking up at the mess he had made, things broken all over the floor, his bed a crazy nest, his hair disheveled, his button up not tucked in, half the buttons were undone. The pain he felt was too great for him. You both were too afraid to let the other know how you felt. You were too scared to tell him that you loved him. Loki was too afraid of you pushing him away if he pushed the subject. You didn’t want to, but you loved him.

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