malignant-narc

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y'all we finally done did a full body shower again and it feels SO GOOD

[malignant-narc]

bro i went to comic con this weekend and i acc met NEIL NEWBON AND HUGGED HIM AAAAA A A A A i got two pics signed but like im not abt to face reveal lmao so ill just share one

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aaAaaAAAA A A A A (screaming a third time)

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THANK YOU

Covert Narcissism:

I don't need to be overtly grandiose when everyone else is already overtly worse than me.

[malignant-narc]

SCREAMS AGAIN (dw hes not dead hes just very relaxed and happy)

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pov: you finally enter/get trauma therapy and in the first appointment they tell you you can control your dissociation (im part of a ramcoa/programmed system, our dissociation is HIGH and we're very proud to have made the progress we have) and that if im too dissociated from my trauma the therapy wont work and therefore its my own fault if it wont 🤡 LET ME OUTTT I JUST WANT HELP

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this movie was bomb man

“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

[malignant-narc]

pass the olive garden breadstick to your followers 

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SCREAMS

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I am not broken. I have been wounded.

I am not damaged. I have been hurt.

I am not useless. I am making the best of my limited capacity.

I am not lazy. I need rest to heal.

I am not unreliable. I live an unpredictable life.

I am not irresponsible. I have limitations.

I am not incompetent. I am learning at my own pace.

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I have no empathy, remorse, guilt or compassion.

That is how I experience things, as a result of my personality disorders.

If you are going to support personality disorders then you also must include people with these symptoms as well and not just the glorified version the media attempts to convey.

[malignant-narc]

period

system fact #1!!!

systems do not owe you shit.

prosecutors do not owe you shit.

littles do not owe you shit.

protectors do not owe you shit.

fictives do not owe you shit.

gatekeepers do not owe you shit.

holders do not owe you shit.

people with DID, OSDD, UDD, do not owe you shit.

adult systems do not owe you shit.

minor systems do not owe you shit.

SYSTEMS DO NOT OWE YOU SHIT.

Do not expect stuff out of systems, systems are not all the same they function differently, some are fictive heavy while others arent, some split easily while others dont, doesnt mean they are faking also alters you dont like will front, they have a reason to, all alter has a reason to restrict and your own opinion will not change that fact.

-lana

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a commission we did for a friend plus a sketch of our online persona

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something we drew just now, its called "narc high"

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One thing I won’t ever understand is the endos who claim not to have dissociation or identity confusion, or that it’s not necessary to be “plural” or have a system/alters. I mean this genuinely, what the fuck do they think alters are ? Alters ARE dissociated self states, alters ARE identity confusion. Alters aren’t just these people running around in your head, they are parts of you that are dissociated. They aren’t souls who can posses you, they are you, they are all part of your brain — separated by dissociation, amnesia and identity confusion. Without that, there is absolutely no difference between you and another alter in your system, besides just deciding to call yourself by a different name and identity at certain times. Is that what endos are ??

Like actually wtf do endos think alters are

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reasons we've gotten fakeclaimed:

high alter count

having non-human alters

not being able to switch on command (a psychiatrist asked us to do so lmao)

not being miserable 24/7

not having a host

not having an official diagnosis yet and only being medically recognized

having personality disorders along with DID (Y'ALL DID IS NOT A PERSONALITY DISORDER)

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unfriendly reminder.

No, splits are not *only* caused by severe/extreme trauma. After the disorder is formed your brain will split as it feels is needed. Someone's for stress, sometimes to lessen the load of another trauma holder ect. If you are hyperfixating or watching a show and have strong feelings about a character it's possible that new split or fragment will attach to that characters identity. Stop Fakeclaiming and bring assholes to people who split easily, often, or are fictive heavy. You are only causing harm. Stop fucking Fakeclaiming in general. YOU ARE ONLY CAUSING HARM.

-Yugi