#complex dissociative disorder

[666vortex666]

our entire system is exhausted and extremely disregulated.. existence has already been tiring since we can remember..

[deermioda]

this is the one time I'll bring syscourse on my page (if this even is syscourse??)

you cannot be syspunk if you put down other mental disorders. you are a poser.

you cannot look me in the eyes and put down cluster b disorders when DID/OSDD/ETC is just as stigmatized in the medical world.

narcissistic abuse isnt real. Its just abuse.

this is coming from a system who was abused by someone with npd. she didnt abuse us because of her npd, she abused us because she was an awful person.

this is coming from a system who one of their best friends possibly has npd. he understands us better than most and even though we've had rough patches (from both being minors with undiagnosed illness) he's still there for us.

a real punk doesnt put down other mental health disorders (or even physical health disorders.)

do better.

[clever-and-unique-name]

A simplified version of the thing I feel like goes on in my brain.

Blank version under the readmore if you want to be a bit silly+introspective with your own "settings"

[cdd-safe-haven]

[electricbloodflow]

DID is simultaneously the most subtle, ambiguous disorder while also being the most intense, all-encompassing, extremely-personal-because-it-affects-fundamental-perceptions-like-memory-and-identity-at-all-hours-of-the-day disorder of all time.

[sparkriel]

was gonna add more but i ran out of steam 😔👎 anyway here’s an infographic on how people with complex dissociative disorders are not that different from you lol

[caintooth]

seeing people my age talk about how scared they are of memory loss, which they only associate with old age, is so surreal to see as a 24 year old who has actively experienced memory loss for a long time now

there are causes for memory loss besides dementia and alzheimer’s, i hope y’all know that. dissociative disorders, trauma, brain injuries, thyroid problems, even just stress and lack of sleep can fuck up your ability to store, process, and access memory. and that’s just a few of the many causes i can think of off the top of my head right now.

please stop treating disabled people like some scary “other” that you might become only in the distant, decades-away future. we are your age, too. you may become one of us sooner than you know. stop acting like memory loss marks the end of a life, when so many of us have so much living left to do!

[intrjfriends]

please an image of (nbc) hannibal lecter and hatsune miku in a field as if they are frolicking

our miku fictive is besties with our hannibal fictive and they are so silly together

They are frolicking!! And they brought a picnic

[rustybutterknife]

Microdosing polyamory by dating a system

[orbitposting]

DID but not as in presence of "evil murderer alter", DID as in buying two drinks instead of one because someone came to front after seeing a blue raspberry slushie and DEMANDED to have it, but the alter who walked all the way to the gas station refused to leave without getting what they wanted to get initially.

[pplatonic]

about a cofront today

[aurangg]

Something really not talked about with trauma disorders is the paranoia.

Being scared and jumping to conclusions when people stand a little too close to you, not believing people’s compliments and thinking they have hidden motives, not believing when people tell you they like/love you, thinking that strangers you see on the street want to hurt you, etc.

[surrah698]

[thefluxsystem]

You know what the worst part of having a dissociative disorder is, for me personally?

The emotional amnesia.

Your entire life feels like something that you watched on TV, rather than something that you actually lived through.

You know that some of the most horrific things imaginable have happened to you, and you feel nothing about it. Sure, the memories disgust you on principle, but you don’t feel anything.

It makes you question if anything that you remember is real. If that actually happened, shouldn’t it feel significant? Shouldn’t you be sad, angry, hurt, something?

And to top it all off, nobody understands. Not even yourself.

[twiigthetwiink]

my online class is asking me to create an "alter ego" for an assignment. little do they know that