#programmed system

[milo-by-the-fishtank]

I don’t know who needs to hear this but if trauma plays a role in your transition that is 100% valid. If your transition is solely because of your trauma that’s valid to.

I can’t tell you how often victims of trauma (but especially sexual trauma) get their transition blame solely on our trauma. And the more I have thought about it over the years, the fact this point gets brought up to shame or neglectly depicted our transition. The more I have realized this type of gotcha to trans people is just part of transphobia and victim blaming culture.

We have been told by multiple doctors and therapists that we are only trans because of our trauma

My system is causes by trauma I know that as a fact, my system affects my identity, my gender is a part of my identity. And thus my trauma did in part cause me to be trans.

I love you, you deserve the world

[egotisicenigma]

「　REMNANTS ?!   ｣

➜ @ a term for an alter who isn’t the core/original, but rather the remains/remnants of who it was. whatever was left of the core who intergrated with fragments.

(mainly for RAMCOA/TBMC survivors)

[outnumberedsins]

OA survivors try not to identify with canines challenge. 99.99% failrate.

[coining-system-terms]

This [noun] is a person not a problem. Stop trying to "fix" them.

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[planesofdelusion]

people on fdc: you gotta trust therapists, they know more than you

DID therapists who know more than them: *engage with their clients as people, assume they're telling the truth when they disclose trauma, try to understand how their experiences shaped their systems, study neurological and psychological responses to get a picture of how certain abuser groups operate, generally practice psychological medicine well the way therapists should*

people on fdc: no, not like that. those therapists are conspiracy theorists and should never have been licensed

[ghost-jester-sys]

shout out to programmed / ramcoa systems who...

- can never fully mentally mature

- were made to mature too young

- know and remember nothing or just snippets

- know and remember everything or most things

- can't currently access therapy for safety or personal reasons

- are currently in therapy

[judgmentbytheh0unds]

you. you made me out to be something special, your prized possession, your protégé, and i trusted you with the deepest parts in my mind.

you just left me like everybody else.

i’ll forever wait for you to return with my collar still intact, じま.

[starlitvases]

I'm so tired of joining syscord servers and seeing "fusion" and "integration" and "dormancy" on blacklists. Those terms are quite literally indicative of healing. It means I'm healing and I'm not as traumatized from being thoroughly abused. Why the fuck do I need to censor my healing? Why do I need to censor when GOOD things happen to me? Fuck syscord for having this notion that fusion, integration, and dormancy are bad things

[divinefleshandwires]

Not trying to sound edgy, but I get powerful urges to consume blood. Whether it be mine or someone else's doesn't matter, although I do find it to be extremely intimate to consume another's blood, or for them to consume mine. We are very physically giving a small piece of ourselves to each other. A tiny shard of our souls trading bodies so that we will carry each other forever. Several factive introjects we have were born from this concept. The dog that didn't survive the group is one of them. It's comforting to possess a small shard of him in some form, safe within our vessel.

[heavens-roses]

Octocon and RAMCOA survivors

pt: octocon and RAMCOA survivors

cw: RAMCOA, number names

Felt I should share this as I haven't really seen it talked about in system or RAMCOA spaces. When you use Octocon your parts will be attached numbers to each part based off who was created first. While it's likely due to how to code the easiest. it is important to remember that if you are a survivor who has parts who were forced to be called a number, are a survivor who was called a number collectively/bodily, forced to refer to others as numbers or has any trauma related to number names please tread carefully.

I know as a survivor it can be extremely scary not being able to control your name or having anxieties related to not being called your number too. Please know you are not forced to use Octocon just because other people are using it. If plural kit or simply plural work best for you than keep using them. You do not need to switch over and risk your own mental health. Being a survivor who was dehumanized to numbers is horrible and whether you decide to reclaim your trauma or are healing by moving away from it know your triggers are valid.

Know you are never alone in healing your trauma and note this post is for education. This is not to bash in the creators of Octocon nor is it to tell you how to feel about the app/bot. At the end of the day how you find support with yourself is for only you and your system to decide. With thet being said do not interact with this post if you are pro/neu-endo / believe in any form of "plurality" outside of being trauma based. If you are a questioning system, a cdd system who is syscourse unaligned or apathetic you are more than welcome to repost and interact.

[themurdersc3ne]

ART FOR OUR SYSTEM SERVER

Our mascot! His name is Scitter and he’s a C-DID system :3

JOIN HERE

[egotisicenigma]

「　SHACKLED ?!   ｣

➜ @ a term made for two alters who were made/programmed for eachother. this is a negative term made for programmed systems/alters who have survived RAMCOA/TBMC. This relationship can be handler/programmed or two programmed alters for any type (mostly found in beta, epsilon, twin, kappa, scapeboat programming)

(RAMCOA/TBMC EXCLUSIVE)

[outnumberedsins]

Hot take, but I think the more recent OEA community very commonly forgets or excludes survivors who didn't go through severe MC or programming, despite those individuals likely being the most common victims. So, just a reminder, you don't have to be programmed to be an OA survivor.

[coining-system-terms]

This [noun] can say "fuck"

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[planesofdelusion]

programming things that suck:

programmed migraines

programmed seizures

programmed arousal

flood programs

spin programs

God, everything about being programmed is awful

[ghost-jester-sys]

Shout out to...

introject heavy systems

systems with no introjects

polyfragmented systems

pw-OSDD or PDID and any other overlooked CDD system

systems with low headcounts

systems with high headcounts

RAMCOA systems

programmed systems

TBMC systems

OEA systems

systems that live in poverty

systems that have no irl or online friends

systems that need more support than their peers

cluster A systems

cluster B systems

cluster C systems

ALL systems. this list hardly encapsulates all the different systems. we should be uplifting and supporting eachother in spite of everything.