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Finally got the fuck up and got my run in!!! From this day on I'm not giving up. I'm moving forward and I won't stop myself!!! Cheers to finding myself again!!!

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I'm so sick and tired...............you aren't the same anymore, and we're drifting apart. Keep living as if I don't exist. I'm fucken tired of you taking me for granted. I hope whatever has been distracting you will keep filling that empty heart of yours. You're going to regret all of the times you decided to drown out everything instead of being present in your own fucken life. I OFFICIALLY GIVE UP ON YOU. I DON'T FUCKEN CARE. I doubt you will even notice because all you care about is yourself......fuck you. I'm tired and I can't keep hoping you will wake the fuck up. Changes are going to be made and whether you are on board or not...I'm going to make changes because I'm tired of living in this depressing dark hole that I call my life.

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I'm lost, and I don't know who I am as a person anymore. I know I'm not happy though and I haven't been for years.....I'm figuring life as I go as best as I can, even though it feels like I've been on this never-ending shitty loop of depression and self hatred. Same shit different day.....has been my life, and it's killing me. I want out of this shit hole I've created in my head for good. I've been broken down so many times that I've accepted the bad, like it's a normal thing. Years of getting screwed over has fucked with my head so badly that I hate myself more than the shit people have put me through. When will I ever be able to finally put in the effort towards myself like I do for others....things need to change before I go insane.

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2024, please be good to me.

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I've had enough of you dragging me down.....no more giving in. I need to finally take care of myself and not have to fucken worry about you for once. I'm leveling up with or without you. I'm going for it and you can't stop me.

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How I've been feeling lately....change needs to happen. I'm slowly slipping away again and I hate it.

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Mood. 🤘❤️

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Beautiful!

Thank you! ❤️ 😊

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Nerd alert 🤓

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I'm feeling good. 😁🤘

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I won't ever understand what goes through your head. It's exhausting trying to figure out what version of you I'm dealing with. The one thing that remains the same is.....I'm not good enough for you. You can tell me a billion times that I am, but your actions prove otherwise. It's like your goal is to drown me out in unhealthy ways. Keep pushing me away and I won't be in arms reach. When you need me, I'm there..when I need you, you're barely there. When will you realize to be grateful for what you have? What will it take because I'm starting to wonder if anything I do will be good enough for you.

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Current song that is stuck in my head ❤️🤘

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Figuring out life as I go. 🤘

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I want to feel okay again. Tired of the pain and stress I feel on a daily basis. When will it ever end?

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Determined to better myself.