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MORNING PEEPS <3333

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poorly coloured aubreys

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Ugh. Another crying sesh after school today.

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do u ever read/watch wlw fluff so happy u genuinely get mad and upset it cant happen to u

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AAAA LITERALLY EVERYTHING

I might be austistic I fear

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Hearts

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I want to feel loved. Now.

I don’t want to feel like everyone is just tolerating me.

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The buttons look a little wonky-

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Aaaa girllll, I failed an exam yesterday, like failed so bad, 41%, I studied till midnightttt what so you mean! But whatever, I can bring up the grade.

Anyways, like I was feeling entirely miserable for bit but now I feel really um- hyper? I had 13 hours of sleep okay, I’m prettttttty good :3 so like yeah.

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Everyday i always wondered who i really am. Its confusing. am i a kind person or not? Would i do this or that in scenarios i imagine myself to be in? the worst part is, i dont know if the people who im closed with can even guess what i will do in said situation. I dont know if it make sense but i feel like people dont really know who i am? Its not like im being secretive, but if you just ask me i would gladly tell you. I can do it for days. Which makes me sometimes i feel like i talk too much and share more than i should to the people i trust, but then again, thats just how i talk. Its either everything or nothing.

But still do you know who i really am as a person? I just wished theres someone who would write paragraph or tell me how they view me the same way i did to people i love

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GAHHH I CRIED SO MUCHHHHH

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How hard can it be? Till thought...

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No one gives a shit abt me. Context: I had an ER emergency that I had to get immediate surgery for. So yk I let my irl’s know, they never even texted me to check if I was okay. I know they saw it though. They saw I was in the ER. I was gone for a whole week. A WHOLE FUCKING WEEK. No one even asked, are you okay, where are you, how are you doing, hi, good morning? NOTHING. I was in pain for a whole week. Learning how to stand again, how to fucking walk. I came back to school today, it was shit. They were like “oh my go you’re back” “how are you” …after a few minutes… they fucking leave me to talk to anyone else. EVEN MY CLOSET FRIEND. THE PERSON I TOLD EVERYTHING TO, MY PROBLEMS, MY FEELINGS, LITERALLY ABT MY MENTAL ILLNESS, THE ONLY THAT KNOWS IM BIPOLAR DIAGNOSED. she didn’t even talk to me. I watched her talk to everyone fucking else. She didn’t even send. One text. Idc if she was BUSY. BECAUSE SHE HAD THE WHOLE FUCKING WEEK. ITS NOT EVERY SECOND SHE WAS BUSY, TOO BUSY TO SEND AT LEAST “hiii” I WOULD’VE BEEN SO HAPPY. NO NO NO NOTHING.

I’m so fucking done. I don’t have friends. Friends would worry that I’ve been gone for a whole week. People who would actually worry would be my friends. No one did. I was in pain. And I almost passed out today, no one gaf, I’m actually THAT unlikeable. Maybe I’m ugly. Idk.

I might cry. But first let me be angry. I know no one texts me. Idk how to hold convos. JUST WTF HOW DO PEOPLE HAVE FRIENDS. IM LITERALLY THE EPITOME OF SEARCHING ON WIKIHOW ON HOW TO MAKE FRIENDS.

AAA IM DESPERATE TO FEEL CLOSE TO SOMEONE.

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Next drawing will def be Stocking Anarchy - stay tooned…I say to no one as no one will probably see this post but me

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AAAA I LOVE ART CLASS THIS WAS MY ASSIGNMENT EEE I LOVE REDESIGNING<3333!

I LOVE IT I LOVE IT

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AME ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡

WIP so far, um ART <3 I love NSO smmmm

ANY ANY CRITIQUES PLEASE