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I hate how much I rely on food. I hate that I have to have food. I hate how much I need food to survive. I hate food.

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coming back to tumblr after eating like

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Ew my mom sent me photos of myself. I want to cry why tf do I look like that?

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i love when my stomach is growling and i just simply ignore it✨

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At times, I daydream about receiving care and support on my journey to recovery. However, I'm quickly reminded that societal standards dictate I must be thin to deserve such attention, not overweight. It seems that concern and compassion are reserved only for those who fit the ideal image of thinness.

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i'd rather d!e sk!nny than live fat.

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i cant even kms because in the afterlife i still will be fat 💀💀

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ugh i want that OUT OF ME

gonna go exercise

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kinda wanna kms ??

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thinking about it, the people that know how to do it are probably dead themselves

anyone know how to die? i’ve tried 6 times and clearly been unsuccessful with every attempt

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anyone know how to die? i’ve tried 6 times and clearly been unsuccessful with every attempt

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hey i’m bored

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allergic to gluten 👍😁😝✨

gluten free alternatives higher in cals 💀😭👎

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"where going out to eat"

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Please reblog if you maintain an active ed account.

+18 only

I feel lonely

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getting drunk so u don’t binge>>>>

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god i wish i could move out so i could starve in peace