#eupdawareness

[my-bpd-journal]

For everyone who needs this today. 🦋

[idontfeelhappy]

[dailybeesblog]

I Done It.

I done it.

I done it.

I done it. I done it on my own.

I cut off that family member who is the cause of the way I have perceived my world since the age of 14 years old.

I feel shit about it.

I feel shit about it.

I feel shit about it. Because I done it in front of Nine others, and I put my point across clearly, as to why I was cutting him off.

But, I done it. I done it on my own.

[just-a-queer-fanboy]

I heard that borderline personality disorder got renamed to emotionally unstable personality disorder. Thoughts?

(Please note I don't have bpd but I'm curious to see what others think about the change)

[theornatejournal]

I don't think I'm unsure of who I am. I just don't know how to make my way back to her whilst moving forward

[my-bpd-journal]

Small steps create big change ❤️‍🩹 🦋

[idontfeelhappy]

[me--do]

It's called emotionally unstable pd for a reason

I witness the most emotional intensity within myself when I try to communicate something which really amplifies my emotions, and it is to the point that I hold back tears and try so hard to control my shaky voice due to something others would consider minor and even insignificant

[abcdeupd]

(Not my meme)

[dailybeesblog]

Wasted Energy

I’m more motivated to help other people than myself.

I will gladly help people climb their career ladder, but not know where to start with mine.

I will 100% drop absolutely everything in my life if someone is having a bad time, especially if I am too - because it’s the best distraction for me.

But then, I get super sour once they’re at the top of their game, and they don’t turn around and pull me up with them, but leave me where I was.

This, is why I don’t have friends. Because I build them up to a point where they can fly on their own, but not one of them has taught me how to fly.

Why are we so good at giving out the advice that we ourselves need the most?!

[idontfeelhappy]

Coping mechanism that's really hard to put into practice but in theory it's amazing: pretending life isn't real and that you're in a simulation

[theornatejournal]

I started creating art again in the depths of my emotional turmoil. I have found that creating pieces of work was a good way to connect with emotions and feelings I otherwise struggle to express.

Hope any of you seeing this can connect with it as well and share your stories too🙏🏽✨️💛

[idontfeelhappy]

A patient at work ligatured and a support worker said to another "inexperienced" one that the patient was just "attention seeking". Ffs. I've been there. I've done that. MY SUICIDE ATTEMPTS ARE NEVER FOR ATTENTION. THEY ARE FOR PURPOSE. FFS.