#eupdawareness

[world-lemination]

Wdym you wouldn't claw someone's eyes out for me??? That's kinda weird

[bpdnblvnts]

[idontfeelhappy]

[my-bpd-journal]

For everyone who needs this today. 🦋

[monsterultra03]

kinda wanna kms ??

[me--do]

It's called emotionally unstable pd for a reason

I witness the most emotional intensity within myself when I try to communicate something which really amplifies my emotions, and it is to the point that I hold back tears and try so hard to control my shaky voice due to something others would consider minor and even insignificant

[splitsofseconds]

abandonment

i’m alone. i feel so alone. why are you not here anymore. my comfort. my rock to lean against. my little rock.

i crave your warmth, your familiar smell on my bedsheets that’s so soothing and comforting. i just want to inhale one more time and inhale the comfort like a cozy blanke that lullabies me into sleep. i am content. we are content.

why is this so painful? that i won’t have somebody sleeping by my side anymore. nobody to whisper into my ear that it will be okay. nobody to tell me that i’m worth it. that i am worth showing up for.

my heart tender and vulnerable aching for your kind embrace

[recoveringrhys]

Common and uncommon symptoms associated with BPD.

Common:

Unstable relationships

Extreme mood swings and emotions

Explosive anger

Participating in harmful tasks like drugs / alcohol

Excessive spending

Uncommon:

Going into “manic” episodes

Trouble forming and lasting relationships

Little to no self worth

Self hatred

Racing thoughts

Other personality disorders

[dailybeesblog]

I Done It.

I done it.

I done it.

I done it. I done it on my own.

I cut off that family member who is the cause of the way I have perceived my world since the age of 14 years old.

I feel shit about it.

I feel shit about it.

I feel shit about it. Because I done it in front of Nine others, and I put my point across clearly, as to why I was cutting him off.

But, I done it. I done it on my own.

[vgm666]

Everything is a cycle with BPD/EUPD.

Nothing but constant self destruction.

[world-lemination]

You don't wana run away and start a new life together??? I thought you said you liked me??

[bpdnblvnts]

Cue the bpd episode with heavy depression and suicidal ideation. If it wasn’t for my traumatic time at the psych ward— I would probably send myself away bc I can’t handle my own for rn.

[idontfeelhappy]

[my-bpd-journal]

Small steps create big change ❤️‍🩹 🦋

[theornatejournal]

I started creating art again in the depths of my emotional turmoil. I have found that creating pieces of work was a good way to connect with emotions and feelings I otherwise struggle to express.

Hope any of you seeing this can connect with it as well and share your stories too🙏🏽✨️💛

[me--do]

The emotional pain of feeling so much for other people. So much affection, admiration and obsession. It is so intense and infinite that it makes me furious they will never feel even the slightest bit of what I feel for them