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Problem solved, I got into a debate about it with someone and our combined rants literally gave me all the material I needed, I wrote 1000 words in 45 minutes. I’m not even kidding this is actually how I wrote it.

I’m writing a Ted Talk on why the Australian curriculum is bad and how it can be improved for an assignment and let me tell you it’s so hard to do this as an ENTP. Like istg every time I write something even remotely persuasive my brains just like ‘well actually’ and I’m like no actually just go away. Because it’s in my nature to literally question everything even if I’m the one saying it. I can’t write anything because every time I do all I can think about is how my points could be disproved and it’s so infuriating. I just wanna write a persuasive Ted talk without questioning what I write every 10 seconds.

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The gender dysphoria is so real rn

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I’m writing a Ted Talk on why the Australian curriculum is bad and how it can be improved for an assignment and let me tell you it’s so hard to do this as an ENTP. Like istg every time I write something even remotely persuasive my brains just like ‘well actually’ and I’m like no actually just go away. Because it’s in my nature to literally question everything even if I’m the one saying it. I can’t write anything because every time I do all I can think about is how my points could be disproved and it’s so infuriating. I just wanna write a persuasive Ted talk without questioning what I write every 10 seconds.

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Y’know no one ever really talks about what happens after you recover from depression. Like yeah depression is really shitty but no one talks about how once you recover you randomly get like nostalgic but not in a good way? Like sometimes you just realise you’re happy and get sad because you remember that you didn’t get to feel like that for so long and now that you can it’s kind of confusing? I don’t know how to describe it. Recovery feels amazing but sometimes I get sad for the past me because I know that even though I healed and I’m a lot better now I still won’t ever get that time back. Sometimes I hear a song that I used to cry to and the nostalgia hits and I realise that I’m a completely different person now. I will never be that person again and I never want to be but at the same time I still miss that version of myself. Maybe it’s my crippling fear of change but I think people need to recognise that even though some people may have recovered from depression it doesn’t mean they’re completely better.

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That point when you’re too tired to cry and too sad to sleep is so great

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After many months of research and experimenting, I have finally perfected the ultimate edible cookie dough recipe. You're welcome.

- 4 tablespoons (57g) unsalted butter, at room temperature

- 2 tablespoons (25g) granulated sugar

- 2 tablespoons (25g) light brown sugar, packed

- 1 teaspoon vanilla extract

- 1/2 cup (70g) all-purpose flour

- 1 tablespoon (14g) milk (feel free to add less or

more depending on how smooth you want it to

be)

- chocolate chips (you measure that shit with vour heart)

Method:

1. In a small mixing bowl, cream together the butter, granulated sugar, brown sugar and vanilla extract until combined

2. Slowly mix in the flour until well combined.

3. Stir in the milk and chocolate chips

4.Use a spoon or cookie scoop to form dough

into balls and enjoy :)

(This usually makes enough for 1-2 people so just double the recipe if you need more)

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Reblogging 15 minutes before midnight! Cya fools!

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So I found out that my sister gets tics today. She doesn’t have Tourette’s or a disorder she just gets it when she’s feeling really anxious. Sometimes they can be really painful and she tries to hide them which doesn’t help. But yeah I talked to her about it yesterday and she helped me understand it a bit more and now I can help her when she’s feeling anxious which is good. But if anyone has any knowledge they’d like to share with me to help me understand it a bit more and maybe suggest some things that might help me make her feel better when she’s anxious it would be greatly appreciated. Feel free to message me or comment if you have any thoughts :)

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I wore a mask with the bisexual flag on it to school today and I decided to write down some of the funniest things people said to me while I was wearing it. (For context it’s not really normal to wear masks where I live at the moment because it’s not necessary but I just bought the new mask and wanted to wear it. People usually only wear masks in clinical places.) So without further ado:

1. What form of gay are you??

2. Are you a Russian spy? (Apparently the bisexual flag looks like the Russian flag??)

3. I have a question for you, a queerie if you will. No pun intended *proceeds to ask about my sexuality* (I’m pretty sure there was a pun intended 💀)

4. Are you fatally ill????? (Apparently wearing a mask means I’m dying lol)

I didn’t realise that wearing a colourful mask would result in so many hilarious responses 😂

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Nope it’s gone again, help.

I think my gender just got deleted

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Nvm I got it back. I found it in the recycling bin.

I think my gender just got deleted

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I think my gender just got deleted

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Update: so I found a screenshot of the title of the fic and the person who wrote it but when I search it up on AO3 I can’t find the fic or the user 😭. I’ve tried literally everything and I was so close but I think it’s been deleted. Any ideas on how to get a deleted fic back?

I’m literally so excited rn because I just found the fanfic I’ve been trying to locate for WEEKS!!!! I read it ages ago and I remembered it and wanted to read it again but I couldn’t find it anywhere and now I’ve finally just stumbled across it I’m so happy!

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Ok so whenever I find see something that I think my best friend would like (usually random things like stuffed animals, notebooks, little knickknacks etc.) I usually buy it for them and give it to them but ever since they moved to a different country it has been a bit more difficult to do that. Like today I found something for them and now I have to pay like double the price I paid for it to send it to them. (Yes I am aware that I don’t actually have to do this but like hell I’m going to let the distance between us stop me from buying them shit) Anyways the point is that them moving to a different country is costing me a fortune so I’m gonna fly to their place tonight and kidnap them :)

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Dear parents,

I’m not giving you attitude, I’m just dead inside

Sincerely,

Your overly anxious child who will do anything to avoid interactions with actual human beings

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Ok I’m sad that I can’t find the one I wanted but holy shit I just found another one and it’s so much better omg. It’s so funny!!! I love it so much

I’m literally so excited rn because I just found the fanfic I’ve been trying to locate for WEEKS!!!! I read it ages ago and I remembered it and wanted to read it again but I couldn’t find it anywhere and now I’ve finally just stumbled across it I’m so happy!

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Nvm. It wasn’t the one I was looking for 🥲

I’m literally so excited rn because I just found the fanfic I’ve been trying to locate for WEEKS!!!! I read it ages ago and I remembered it and wanted to read it again but I couldn’t find it anywhere and now I’ve finally just stumbled across it I’m so happy!