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This is it. God is punishing me. (i need to do laundry and clean my room)

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no youre not ascending to god-hood, youre just dehydrated.

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home frfr

Lonely, empty.

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currently trying to relive my middle/high school years cuz i have no idea who i am and listening to some of the stuff i liked back then is making me question why i stopped listening cuz this shit SLAPS like wOAH but obviously its good if i was listening to it hehe

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at a fancy ass hotel and theres a harpist. says she takes requests. someone makes a request, harpist "no thats too redundant" and procedes ro have a spat with the person who made the request. another person makes request "play vivaldi!" harpist "no i cant play that" whats happening 😭😭 she shoots down all the requests is crazy 😭

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I have to go on a plane tomorrow to visit family so that means i will be spending a considerable amount of time at an airport waiting, and i have the BIGGEST urge to be a little weirdo and entertain the people that are people watching because why not but I havent a clue what i should do and to be honest i should be packing instead of typing this. oh look the cats sitting on my suitcase!

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ok seriously going to need to deep dive this cuz it sounds DOPE

growing out my hair and it has reached a point where it is mildly infuriating to drive with the windows down. yet also lowkey dangerous cuz it blocks my vision half the time. each day i get closer to getting a scarf to wrap around my hair like in the 40s(?) correct me if i got the time bracket wrong but too annoyed to care right now.

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timothee chalamet needs to be in more silly little guy roles. enough of the heart throb he needs to be silly

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michael cera made music???

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just saw a video about someone speedrunning duolingo and now o really wanna try that. do i have a lab write-up to do? yes... do i have countless other things to do? also yes but the time is now

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just heard a song that hit just right™ and brain go brr

(its ship in a bottle by fin btw)((super brain scratchy))

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I saw a wasp in my dorm room today, proceeded to scream, point, wait for my roommate to come back from the bathroom, scream some more, grab a cup, try to catch it and then promptly chickening out and leaving the room in my pajamas.

and THAT friends, is why i will never become an entomologist.

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When I die make my body a Spirit Halloween for bugs

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do nOT i repeat DO NOT hang out in the creepy dorm basement alone listening to music with weird noises in the background. my hackles are raised, sure i have no intention of moving any time soon but holy shit am i kinda freaked out and there are like huge windows that can sorta show reflection so im just kinda waiting for someone to appear behind me at this point. might just run back to my dorm... might not. lets see if i survive the night first.

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first day of classes and just before my 9am class i get an email from my prof about needing people to help plant trees? and its ON MY BIRTHDAY? anyways i told my dad about it and, the sweet sweet man he is, said to give each sapling a little kiss before i plant them. anyways, guess whos going to a random field to plant trees tomorrow??? university is great.

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Finally moved into my dorm for the next semester and LET ME TELL YOU it is the creepiest most liminal space type building i have ever been in. the basement is like the fUCKING BACKROOMS and theres an abandoned cafeteria that i really want to go in. oh... and its apparently HAUNTED like bro... im so excited. need to take pics cuz hoLy shit... feels like i could get murdered at any time in here.

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SHE GOT ME THE CUP I AM THRIVING BUT DAMN IS IT HEAVY WHEN FILLED UP HOLY COW

there is this one specific insulated cup at cosco that i REALLY REALLY want and i see it every time i go with my mom but i KNOW if i try and get it mom would give me a weird look and thatll open a whole can of worms that really dont need to be let out atm and its quite a predicament. might start hinting on it for my birthday? like its the most magnificent cup youve ever seen. its light blue and kinda looks like a barrel with a handle and straw and lid and stuff kinda like a stanley but imo way cooler and even my mom agrees and each time i see it i want it more because i dont have an insulated cup like that right now but it DEFINITELY wont fit into a cup holder because its such a Big Boy™ but i know if i get it itll be like the highlight of my week. i love cool cups. especially ones that keep water super super cold cuz i need to drink more water and thisll help i sWEAR cuz my dehydrated ass needs any bit of motivation it can get. i barely use my waterbottle cus i lost the straw to it cuz its one with a straw and you have to tip it bac and it still works but like... thats too much effort and its heafty and if it takes too much effort and is heafty the chances of me using it in everyday life its extremely slim so it has changed to my cycling waterbottle cuz cold water hits different when youre struggling up hills trying not to die meanwhile my dad is up ahead fine as can be because hes like forty something with bricks for calves and he used to go for miles upon miles when he was younger on his bike.

sorry for the tangent i just really want this cup