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No one can heal the emotional intensities you may have

Some times we are alone and have to get through it alone

Some times

It's not gonna last forever

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Starry 🌃

Unravel the ties that hold me together

Loosen the knots

Undo the seams

Unleash my innocence

And devour my sweetness

Melt in my warmth

Baby meet me under the starry 🌃

-Aneesa Khan

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Some things are not okay.

That's it.

That's enough.

And you will know when you are having your limit of "not ok".

You will get that cringe, gut reassuring feeling etching at you, nagging you that this is not ok.

And you need to remove yourself from the situation.

People would not like how you react to them but that is not your problem.

You have to choose what you let in.

Letting people understand your love is one thing but recognising where your love is not deserving to others is your responsibility to your heart

I do not want the love the world gives. I can't go for that

- Aneesa Khan

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Hurt

Some things just don't leave you

People will affect you even if you try not to LET it affect you

It's easier said than done but it's worth helping yourself to control what gets into your state of mind

I've been a lot of things and many more

I've tried to be better when I know I'm bad and learnt to grow from what I cannot undo

When people shake you up of the things that tell you how you are to them, it does hurt

Because it has made you feel terribly that some one is angry/upset enough to tell you flat out. Not once but twice or three times. But all the same.

I have never felt so low before

And it STILL hurts

Every waveform it can present itself. It hurts.

Whenever I'm reminded it hurts.

It really hurts

Sometimes I want to feel hurt in another cause because this is a lot to hold

I'm gonna have to learn to be solid with me

To let go of things that you no longer want to

Because you can and you have to make yourself feel sane

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Time can change a heart

I know at some point, some one in your life at some given time has touched you in some way. In this moment as I reflect on one, I can say I am sorry we no longer pull as we used to. I know why I pulled away. I know I was hurt but now I realise how much I miss you. Mostly because of how one little moment you gave me made me feel like wow, I'm an amazing gal if only you knew, you once said. I want to thank you for that. Not all are bad. And we have had our bad moments. And im sorry I ever was. Forgive and more so move on. It's time to let go.

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Yes I am boyyy Love these small parts

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I honestly feel bad for myself sometimes I do things in the most fair way and yet I feel bad for even doing for myself So I'm just amazed at a situation that occurred at work today Im doing my job and I do it well I feel bad already to do anything in which I have to give over work. But that's how it works at my work place. No 1 else studies that so why do I resist the urge to do it ?because I don't like giving ppl work right But it happens and I can't help it So excuse me I'm not angry at you but I felt a how like how I do when I'm trying to avoid it. But any ways got to forget that I'm post call and it's Ur turn #vent #medicalintern

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I realised I was becoming miserable I was getting overly emotional losing focus and affecting my studies I felt frustrated and tired I wanted to study thats all Sometimes you need to catch yourself

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A reflection of wanting shared laughter

Sometimes I just want to get away, 

After a storm comes the clear blue skies,

But I realised in a place like this, 

Wanting something that I didn’t have before was never gonna happen,

It couldn’t come from this place,

It was already gone,

I learnt from my mistakes, 

And I know now that what I seek cannot be from this place,

A different place would help, 

I can’t seek comfort where it’s never given easily and expect it to suddenly give itself,

I learnt I had to try but with a different place for a certain outcome, 

Being lonely and alone are different things, 

And there are both strengths and weaknesses with each one,

Most certainly I realised being alone when I want to be feels so good,

But it is so nice to share things, 

It not asking for much,

It’s so small and simple,

i wish I had those things that I desire now,

I wish I had good people to vibe with,

to connect with,

to share and increase bonds,

I wish for something I see many people have,

And I think it makes the ride, called life, so much more entertaining and fun,

I’m not saying you can’t by yourself,

But I can’t even express a share sentiment of something so simple like going out with those colleagues/friends that you spent months with,

Makes me think and feel like I’m missing out an aspect of human contact in life

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I want to undress my soul Bare it all I want to see myself Aside from external point of views I want to see myself And be fine with what I see I need me I want to be everything I want to be my whole, half, in between I want to be everything

Myself

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Love this

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have you ever felt sad about something, wanted to get some comfort from that something or person but had a hard time admitting it? it's like you want to say you 're sad but you don't want to show that something is bothering you especially when you can't tell if you just over reacting too much/feeling too much. as much as you feel a certain way and want to own it you want to throw away that feeling and disown it. what's up with that ?