namarinee

[namarinee]

I gdybym stała na krawędzi

Gdzieś na brzegu mostu

Na klifie

Przy wzburzonych falach

Krok od śmierci

Do spokoju w końcu

Przecież bym nie skoczyła

Nie zrobiłabym kroku

Ale jeśli bym się wywróciła

Gdyby mnie ktoś popchnął

Chyba bym się pogodziła

Nie ma co łapać się wystawianych rąk

Przecież by ich tam nie było

Po co walczyć o życie

Którego nikt nie chce

I gdybym stała na krawędzi

Życzyłbym sobie

Żeby spaść

[namarinee]

People like me

I know

But only when they have to

Only when we on the same place,

Only when have to be togheter

I cant tell everyone hate me

I know that they dont

But no one like me enough

To talk to me when we in our homes

To wanting to meet outside the scholl

To laughing when their best friends come

People like me

I know

But never the most

[namarinee]

I'm going crazy

Want people to like me

Want people to see me

I'm messing the words

Laughing to loud

Crying to hard

Looking at them all the time

Hopping that they look back

That they lough too

They answer

I just want someone to be

To like me

The weird me

The loud me

The broken me

I'm going crazy

To make people notice

That i exist

I want them to like me

So so so badly

To like me

Like

Me?

[namarinee]

Stop

Just for a second

And look around

Find something

Something you miss

Something you don't ussualy see

Something you run next to, but never feel

Look

Remember

Love

And don't forget to stop

[namarinee]

I'm finaly feel like i don't have to write

Things are going well

I just find my friends

Scholl don't take my life away

I'm free were i am

Now i have to learn how to write

If non ugly word push themselves to be write

Its reliveng but i miss this skills sometimes

Hoping that my word's back

Better, lighter, ready to be found

[namarinee]

I feel like i'm nowhere

I don't belong

Seeing some laughing persons i don't even know

And wanting to be with them

I feel like i missing something good

I have friends, i do

But it's not the same

They are not 'my people'

And i searching for them

In every person i meet

Becouse i feel like i'm nowhere

I don't belong

Even to myself

[namarinee]

We met by accident

It was nice at first

Simple helping in test

Small talks

I never think we will be friends

And now

When i know you better

I do like you

You are kind and you care

But the things in your live

Are the worst i ever heard

I was tring to help

Always be there for you

But at the end of the day

It was new things to deal, to fix, to do

And i'm realy sorry for all the things that met you

But

You spend time with people that could be criminal

And i prably sounds like bitch

But i can't stand this

You are in the middle of terible things

And want me to take in

I don't want to leave you

But i dont feel you 're right

To me

Its just i'm your friends

But you are not a friends to me

[namarinee]

I just told everyone that i'm sick

I'm going home and i'm crying

I never lie before

But my heart just let my dieing

[namarinee]

And i ' m here all alone

Steps under the ground

In this sadness hole

And i'm here all alone

Seeing only pice of the sun

So just, begin youu, hold my hand

Youuu

Och, just be there with me

Hold me in your arms

Don't make me fall and fall and

Youuuu

Och, just cry here with mee

Make me smile and laugh and be

Youuu

Och, just dance and sing and care

Write my a poem, you know i fall for themmm

Youuu

Where can i cach you?

Youuu

Don't see me drowning in my tears

Youuu

Och, youu

Why you don't even exist

Och, youu

[namarinee]

I'm a helper

Always listen

Full of problems

That aren't even mine

Holding this

And thinking how to fix

Is to much

I'm not strong enough to my own though

To some shits in my life

Why everyone expexting from me to

Grabing something, what crushed my bones to dust?

And i can't tell them that i'm berly standing

Knowing that they either fall.

[namarinee]

I want to cry when i feel sad

I want to scream when the anger squash me inside

I want to be irritated when it feels so

I want to don't have smile all the time

But

I'm just not allowed

To let my tears out

To put my word's outside

To annoyed my face

To say goodbye to my smile

I'm just not allowed

Be less than

Perfect

[namarinee]

Snow

Like a glitter from haven

I swear

It looks like a magic dust

From the bigger picture

When i look up to them

Dance in the white

And when i come closer

Its so beautiful

so unique

so sweet and small

Snow

Ohh, how i love

Snow

[namarinee]

Peace

So unknowing

Hiden

Peace

A miracle

Worth a poem

When finaly finden

[namarinee]

Ooh God,

I was so stupid

Dreaming about someone to love me

And now

When i have to say

Sorry, i dont like you back

Ooh, God

It hurt so much

Im scared

Hate to say no

Knowing how It feels

To be by your own

[namarinee]

If every day i will be someone diffrent

Mayby you like

One of the versions i show

You have to like something

Porhabs something i can become

[namarinee]

Who am i?

Diffrent to everyone

Who am i?

So many faces, which one is this one?

Who am i?

In this versions i could be

Who am i?

Please just tell me

[namarinee]

Sometimes all i want is to talk

Clean the messy word's

That are crusing me inside

But the only one who listen

Is the silent