noneexistentsugarcoat

[noneexistentsugarcoat]

Lost my only friend, anyone relating?

{I blocked him when I realized that I wasn't dramatic and that it wasn't because of my trust issues and he was truly not a real friend. I told him I'll off myself and shit and the only thing he will say will be short stuff before not responding to be for two days before I reply telling him more and more shit is going down until I realized he doesn't actually care cause why he leaves me alone in my vulnerable moment why he doesn't try to comfort or anything and when he did so it was the same thing it's going to be fine bullshit? Anyways, I block him cause of this if he actually cares maybe he should've actually show true care because the way I had always to be the first to say something in the private chat told me enough.

I lost the only person who listens but-

He proves he is like everyone else in my life}

(I need a little support if it's fine with you guys.)

(My mental is too low)

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I give up on my dreams

This account won't be used again

The reason is everything flopped and I'm tired of drawing when the reaction I do get is a reaction that my parents give when they see it now.

So I don't see a point of it when barely anyone looks at it. I'm not mentally good either to feel anything but disappointed when I see that my fixation is not that interesting for most.

Until I get anything from it even one like for the things I did post that flopped hard I'm gonna go talk to my only friend who supported me through all of this.

Maybe another time I'll get my character to be interesting and not as complex. Cause maybe that's why it's hard to understand the details on her. Bye.

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Made this just now,

Hopefully someone actually cares there and that I'm not just seeing things.

Yeah, I know. I should sleep.

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Oh <(🍥°o°🍥)>

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Their curse form (I'm not removing her weight and no she is 55kg the body is close to mine, pear shape. I'm trying.)

Cheeky bastard

By the way, This was the start sketch

(I had the idea when I heard a sound on TikTok from Marfa when she was showing her drawings and I think for a bit on what my edit would've looked like. I could show the other sketches and maybe someone can tell me who is the next one I should do)

The meaning is written down but I will say it cause I'm not sure if it will show it properly

What it said- I don't wanna be a monster

(You have no choice. This is. you.)

Trauma can make you into the worst version of yourself in which this is the meaning of that when you want to be something but all you went through turns you into your abuser but the only way for you to stop looking at yourself and say you like her is by going to talk to someone about your problems and slowly healing.

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With white twinkling or without in the eyes I can't decide

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The brush from --> Yasmimkilleruwu

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The full body of puppet ghost

And also an animation like drawings I'm struggling with. The heads look terrible and I kept forgetting I don't want the things around the arms to be where they should be so I write it down with everything else.

The last one should have them holding their puppets but I got lazy. (´◡`)

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Please go help.

Hello, wonderful souls! 🤍🌍

I hope you're doing well. 🌿

Could you help me amplify my family's story and bring awareness to our struggle? 🙏🏻

💬 Please reblog my pinned post or consider donating just $5—your support could truly make a difference in saving lives amidst war and hardship.

Your kindness and voice matter more than you know. Thank you from the bottom of my heart! 🤍🌿

🕊️ @mosabsdr | Every share counts. 💫

Sure.

[noneexistentsugarcoat]

Hello, wonderful souls! 🤍🌍

I hope you're doing well. 🌿

Could you help me amplify my family's story and bring awareness to our struggle? 🙏🏻

💬 Please reblog my pinned post or consider donating just $5—your support could truly make a difference in saving lives amidst war and hardship.

Your kindness and voice matter more than you know. Thank you from the bottom of my heart! 🤍🌿

🕊️ @mosabsdr | Every share counts. 💫

Sure.

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I'm obsessed with them... Please be obsessed with them too :(

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....

Hopefully my proxy gets loved

(I didn't know on what to edit this so I just chose capcut, it's a pain) {I know the line is edgy- leave me be! 🥲}

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I hate the hair but he is still my boy!

XXP

Hehe heh e boyyyy 😭😭😭

Be mine pleeaaaseee 🙏

{I did him dirty with the #s} \(T o T)/

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Just a sketch of a scene girly

{She has a few scars over her eye and eyebrow}

(OwO)

(I'm in love with how the hair end up in this one sketch)

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I'm not good with anatomy cause I easily forget everything possible in my head but-... Here is Vocaloid, Teto.

(Owo`) /I'm going insane\

The art piece --> eaten strawberry.

Meaning - a person who slowly loses themselves through their trauma. Drifting into their depression until there is no longer the person they were once and only cause of the people around them making them be like everyone else, emotionless and cold

{Hope you like it} '''𖨆'''