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Happy birthday to the man who loved one man so much, he changed the world for him...
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This is just so beautiful and made me feel better about myself. It's something I tend to forget and this quote just reminded me that there is something special about being on your own. It is not easy and a lot of times it's seen as a negative thing, but this quote shows it in a different light. It shows the strength that only a few can muster and keep to be alone.
“Being alone has a power that very few people can handle.”
Friend: Is that some sort of medication? Really it isn’t that bad.
Me: Raziel! I mean a plaster.
Friend: Who’s that? Is that a swear word in another language? A plaster would be good.
Me: By the angel! Mundanes are so ignorant.
Friend: What Angel? And what is Mundanes? your talking nonsense.
Me:“There's plenty of sense in nonsense sometimes, if you wish to look for it.” (stares into the distance, remembering a certain blue-eyed, sarcastic, black-haired Herondale)
Friend: Is this a side effect of the pain I’m feeling? Hearing weird thing that don’t make any sense?
Warning: I wrote this post being in an emotional state so beware to endure my feels.
My emotions can only be put into the words “I do Augustus. I do”. How? Just how can you move on from something like this? After reading this book and swimming in an ocean of tears my heart being overwhelmed with feelings of hurt, love, pain, hate, suffering, gratitude, and amazement all at once. My head thinking: “it hurts so much, yet it’s so beautiful” and “thank you john green for this unforgettable story that will always live in my heart”. I curled up on a hammock outside, the cold wind relaxing me. I was there for hours and at some point, I fell asleep. When I woke up and felt a little better, I went back to my house I just stared at my family and thought “they’re just going on with their lives as if nothing happened. And soon I will have to do the same”.
I’m telling you all this, so you know that you are not alone. Even if I am a stranger, it may be comforting to be reminded that you didn’t feel this alone. So, I’m telling you what happened to me. I can’t tell you how to deal with it, everyone is different. I hardly know myself, but I can tell you that writing this post helped me and maybe reading it helped you.