patienceed420

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literally wtf is wrong with me. i wanna be sk1nny SO BAD but just keep eating??? like why would i do that?? i wanna be th1n but i sure don’t act like it. i b1nged on chips and crackers at my dads house after school and ate dinner at my moms house tonight like wtf why would i do that??? like i wanna be sk1nny more than ANYTHING but keep fcking up like everyday. why cant i just stop e@ting??

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its not fair that alc has calories

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you ever feel like you’re too fat to dress a certain style? me too.

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the amount of calories in alcohol should be ILLEGAL

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RULES FOR 2024

1. No eating before 12pm or after 7pm

2. Always track calories (650 or less a day, with once a week hitting 800 max)

3. Absolutely no liquid calories (30 cal or lower)

4. No second plates

5. No desserts unless I ate below 330 kcal

6. ALWAYS decline food offers

7. If eating out, don’t eat before

8. Always say you already ate if someone asks

9. Always carry gum

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WHY AM I GAINING.

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can someone be my ana buddy and make sure i dont eat so much pls !!!!!! dm me plss!!!

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starting this tomorrow but probably won’t eat over 500 cals a day

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Don’t tell me you lack discipline.

Portion control mealspø/motovation

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for someone who hates f00d I sure do think about it a lot

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food will always let you down.

calories will always let you down.

you know what won’t?

restricting.

⭐️ving.

losing weight will not let you down.

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no fricking way.

my mom took my scale away so i havent been able to see how much i weigh and i went downstairs at my friends house cus she has a scale in the kitchen and HOLY FUCK IM FAT i have so much more motivation to not eat bro.. its SO GROSS does anyone have any fast working weight loss tips cus WTF !!!!!

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Legsp0

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Give me two months and I will be perfect. Please just two months...

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i need to be ballerina thin. i need my face to be gaunt. i need my fingers to be skeletal. i need my thighs to be inches apart. i need to see the tendons and ligaments.

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eating is too much effort.

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currently gaslighting myself that i dont even like food.