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𝕊𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕄𝕐 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕠𝕟𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕣𝕚𝕔𝕥 (𝕋𝕎 𝔼𝔻):

I'll have more money if I don't spend it on food

to be seen as strong and in control

my rings will look beautiful on slender fingers

no more painful chafing in the summer

I don't want to be the object of attraction only for fat people

to feel graceful

I want to go inside an elevator full of people and not worry that it would go over the weight limit

to wear my old clothes

I won't be that fat friend of a skinny girl anymore

I'll stop feeling self-conscious wearing close-fitting clothes

S and XS dresses

to stop being judged for my food choices

my relatives and friends would see me as sweet and delicate

I will be able to see my cheekbones and collarbones

no passing glances of judgement from strangers on the street

my eyes and lips will look bigger on my face when it's no longer fat and round

I'll be able to associate myself with all my favourite female characters

I won't be embarrassed to go to a SPA for a massage

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A “good week” to me is losing unhealthy amounts of weight

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day routine

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Epstein Island was the tip of the iceberg

Oprah: Cancelled. Magazine caput.

Ellen: Cancelled.

Jimmy Kimmel: Taking a break.

Piers Morgan: Taking a break.

Tom Hanks: Became a Greek citizen.

Chrissy Tiegen: Made twitter private, deleted 60,000 tweets, blocked 1,000,000+.

Jenna Jameson: Went public about being raped, conditioned, and trafficked in Hollywood as a child.

Justin Beiber: Released music video “Yummy” confirming being a victim of pizzagate as a child.

Isaac Kappy: Repeatedly named Hanks as pedophile. "Committed suicide" on Route 66 just after Hanks tweeted about road kill on Route 66.

Avicii: “Commited suicide” days after releasing video ('For a Better Day') highlighting child sex trafficking.

Chris Cornell: "Committed suicide" while working on child sex trafficking documentary.

Chester Bennington: "Committed suicide" while working on child sex trafficking documentary.

Anthony Bourdain: "Committed suicide" while working on child sex trafficking documentary.

Epstein: Didn't kill himself.

Maxwell: Judge will eventually make private documents public (fears for her life).

Judge appointed to Maxwell/Epstein case: Son is murdered. Husband shot.

Hollywood: SILENT.

Media: <CRICKETS>.

COVID: 99.99% US population survival rate but talked about by all of Hollywood, media, and social media platforms 24/7.

Doctors with different views: Silenced, blocked, mocked, censored, fired.

1,600+ CEOs suddenly "retire".

MEDIA: "Golly, what will be the new name of the Washington Football Team?"

Insanity

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When your stomach moans and you tell it to shut up!

It's not getting anything!

I'm in CONTROL!!!

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It still amaze me how empty a person can feel.

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I used to hate the feeling of hating myself but I’ve begun to remember how comforting it felt

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You need a private talk? Just send me an ask!:)

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This sums up my life

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