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don’t apologize for taking the time you need to recover, recharge, or redo — you deserve a moment to breathe, an hour to rest, or a day to try again.

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just watched hayat bayram olsa

omg what a cute movie

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(summer practicing)

wow, havent been here for ages

since im studying turkish ive forgotten english like completely

seriously, i dont remember any grammar rules or proper sentence constructions

here im just writing smth in order to save some pieces of known language in my head. also wanna put here some turkish texts from time to time

nothing new, smart or catching

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my glitter stimboard for the @stimtastic giveaway!!

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like or reblog if you save or use!!

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glad to feel this evening

A half of the Sun hides behind the horizon within a minute

We all drifting our lives with a horrifying speed andin the same time we all desperatly looking for time killers. We all waiting for signs, lucky accidents, preparing for something we don’t know

And the Sun is beyond the horizon, by the way

And tomorrow comes the new day, barely memorable for eternity (but who knows)

I feel very pleased by warming myself up with waiting of a new travel, with this inner strength increase, this mobilisation. I love planes so much I love the very abitily to be on the other side of our enourmous planet in a few hours, I love their speed

I so desiring to see everything our beautiful planet has for itself and maybe, if someday I will be lucky, I’ll see what’s in its neighbourhood

So, what I wanted to say is how much I love the whole Earth and how I’m inspired by that beauty I was blessed to glimpse at

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well

havent been here for ages (nobody gives a shit, actually)

so, i’ve changed 2 jobs (escaped the first and fired from second), I’VE SEEN MY HOME AGAIN i was so happy then (memory photos are coming)

so now i’m working, trying to prepare for the university next year (cryptography and info security studies), playing gwent and drinking wine

this summer is freezing cold and rainy, i was upset with it in June, but now i feel great about it

me and my fiance we watch I, Zombie and Elementary on Netflix. To my surprise, I clearly understand English speech and even can differ their accents

here are some pics (the waterfall is about 100m height and that photo was taken from about 0.7km far)

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yesterday i went to 65daysofstatic live

well, i’ve been dreaming about it for 10 years, so now i’m really happy (and finally i listened to “radio protector” live oh how amazing it was i just have no words to explain)

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14:45 (this is not interesting)

I spent an hour trying to deal with blog settings

btw, why themes are so expensive? I can buy something nice for these $49. Just now I looked into my purse and realized that $49 is all I have for this weekend (here it’s quite big money)

Yesterday me and my man were dicussing the power of myth and the role of the sacrifice in myth, referring to Joseph Campbell’s “The Power of Myth”. It was quite interesting, considering late night and my drunk condition (met my friends at bar)

Second day is passing since I’m in love with salsa. I’m so lacking of sun and heat

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wellll i’m excellent-graduated bachelor, unemployed and full of pancakes

i almost accepted my unemployed life, even i make mcdonalds jokes (and they become serious, so maybe i will wear their uniform soon)

so now i’m heading to Tretyakov gallery in order to gaze at my favorite 15-18th centuries paintings

recently i went crazy on spices pics so here are some

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wooow havent written for ages

currently im looking for a job and next week i receive my diploma

now i’m little bit drunk, full of cash and don’t want to work ever in my life, all i need is travelling all over the world (and drink good beer ofc)

ps: recently i’ve been to Kaliningrad (ex-Koenigsberg, shit, i still can’t spell it without sluttering) and i was soooo glad to see it, so here’s some pics for my memory

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how i spend most of my free time (playing with boomerang and trying to take some beautiful pic for instagram)

beware, personal: by the way, black sun empire make the best music ever, im so in love with them, i love to do literally everything while listening to their tracks (even i’ve got an idea of a new tattoo while listening to “dawn of a dark day” track and almost 5 years past and i still love this lion on my hip). maybe my amph past says it but i really love them. if you guys will ever read this, you know, you’re the best i’ve ever heard

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just have taken a cool video and i forgot my instagram password oh shit

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07

my emocored 2007 was 10 years ago

holy shit, am i so old? 

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it is not funny

many days i spent playing witcher wild hunt (and i’m still playing)

this morning i saw another SHOCKING VIDEO or however it is named in order to get more views

so. who even cares to what confessions these old and almost forgotten celebs are belong? (i guess this sentence was a real grammar disaster)

islam is popular now. in society, obsessed with fashion, style and eccentricity, where everyone is ready to do anything to stay on top, there’s no surprise that some of them try islam and instantly being driven to the top charts and everyone is talking about it and tabloids are diving into hysteria. these hypocrites turn the great religion into a fashion accessory.

still i can’t imagine that every of these people, craving to be popular one more day, even fucking know what is really islam is

religion is not funny. it’s not an another entertaiment, designed to satisfy newsmakers and help those celebs, who has nothing to propose their fans anymore. where’s your respect ffs

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no  exclamation marks

today i’m facing my ed echo. i mean, usually i think i’m fine and others are fine, and i know that sometimes i’m cool and sometimes i have much to work on, but days like today make me feel totally shit. it’s all because i ate too much for breakfast and today i’m not allowed to work it out. this, and some other facts, ran a huge reactions chain, so in the end of it i feel miserable, fat (which is a disaster for any anorexic/bulimic, even if they are “recovered” and “have been taught to love their bodies”)and nothingness, maybe, i wish i was dead at my 16 when i tried to commit suicide because of my pretty parents (6 years we don’t live together and communicate - what a happiness)

anyway, the biggest pain now is following: i couldn’t pass the level in game i’m playing now, then, as usual, the game has been shut down and many unprintable words have been said and now i’m sitting with a relaxing glass of red wine and my broken acrylic nail really hurts me. i don’t see blood on it or any cracks but it really hurts as if it has been torn off

so, this leads to conclusion that all in all, i’m fine